Rebirth of Su Shi

Tang Chao looked at my face, and I also noticed my gaffe, so I turned my face away from him in embarrassment.

Before I could adjust my mentality, I was caught off guard again by him.

"When you got sick at TJ Company, a certain idiot thought he was going to die, so he left a bullshit last note, which mentioned Fang Lin."

"..." Last words?As soon as he mentioned it, the situation at that time was instantly recalled in his mind, his face suddenly changed, and he slumped back in disbelief, but was tripped by the seat behind him and sat back down.

"I didn't take this matter to heart at all, and I will forget it after a long time. But!" His tone suddenly became more serious, "The time your hand was injured, I saw Fang Lin in your mouth. When I called you Feiyu face to face, I remembered it again, and since then I have doubts in my heart."

Memories came in wave after wave, and the blood on his face disappeared little by little until he was pale.

"After listening to your explanation, I reluctantly accepted it. It wasn't until I heard the name [Feiyu] for the third time that I fell in love with it!"

Heard it for the third time?impossible!After that time, I realized that Tang Chao's intelligence was likely to discover something, so I kept avoiding Fang Lin from meeting him. At the same time, I also told Fang Lin to call me Su Shi even if it was just me and him. Since then, the word Feiyu has never appeared again!So, how could there be a third time?

He suddenly reached out and rubbed my cheek, and said in a soft voice: "Do you still remember the nightmare you had some time ago? I heard the name [Feiyu] again from your ramblings."

Hearing this, I grabbed his arm, "What did I say?"

After Tang Chao sighed, he took away the hand that was on my face, and turned to hold the hand that was grasped by my arm, "You said that you are not Feiyu, and you said it countless times."

I keep saying in my dream that I am not Feiyu?this……

"In the next few days, you started to have nightmares one after another. Every time you dreamed, you said the same thing. How could you say that I didn't take it to heart?"

"..."

He looked at it for a while, and then said: "You said that Fang Lin has a mental illness, so you mistook you for someone else, and you were entrusted to take care of him, so you are working hard to be that person for his illness. Listen After hearing your ramblings, I thought you might be too involved in the drama and caused psychological pressure, so I found a psychiatrist to find Fang Lin."

"you……"

"Since we are together, decompressing you is what I should do for you, but what I didn't expect is that Fang Lin is mentally ill at all!... Su Shi, he is just an insignificant person, why do you To lie to me?"

Regarding his questioning, I can only choose to remain silent, because I cannot say the reasons for it.

"After knowing that you were lying to me, I became more skeptical, so I went to investigate. Fang Feiyu, an orphan, grew up in Chengai Orphanage in C City. He entered Kongse in C City in 1990. He died unexpectedly in 1998. 23 years old. Fang Lin, an orphan, grew up in an orphanage in C City. He entered Kongse City C in 1991 and left in 2011. Fang Feiyu and Fang Lin came from the same orphanage and entered the same entertainment club as MBs. Their relationship It goes without saying. But you, Su Shi, have nothing to do with them..."

I could no longer suppress the panic in my heart, so I stood up abruptly, and stepped back a few steps regardless of the seat behind me. The ear-piercing friction between the stool legs and the ground contributed to the atmosphere at this time.

Tang Chao put his hand between his brows and rubbed it, then slightly raised his eyes to meet mine, "Su Shi, what are you nervous about? En?"

"..."

The faint word [en] made my heart tremble violently, I opened my mouth, but no sound came out.

There was silence in the room, only the sound of his and I breathing alternately.

After a while, I couldn't bear the atmosphere any longer, and I sat down in the chair weakly and closed my eyes.

After a long time, I slowly opened my eyes and met his gaze. Seeing the seriousness in my eyes, I smiled helplessly.

When did you become such a coward?Where did the monstrous Fang Feiyu go?

After being Su Shi carefully for so long, I almost forgot what kind of person I was.Yes, I have been pursuing ordinaryness, but how can my past and my encounters be truly ordinary?Pursue?It's really just a yearning.

Suppressing my own nature to live, schizophrenia is my reward.Irritability, anxiety, and panic have exhausted me physically and mentally, and now I am being suspected by Tang Chao. With Tang Chao's intelligence, I can't last long at all...

Holding the corner of his mouth with a stiff smile, he said, "Have you already guessed it?"

Tang Chao looked at me without speaking, and the expression on his face did not change at all.

"I am Fang Feiyu, the Fang Feiyu who should have died four years ago, the MB that everyone despises..."

My eyes were slightly stinging, I blinked, and a hot liquid slid down the corner of my eyes.I reached out to wipe it, but someone moved faster than me.

Tang Chao squatted in front of me, wiping my tears one by one.

I slammed his hand off, "Now that you know the truth, are you going to let the Taoist priests kill me, or let those so-called experts dissect me for research?"

Tang Chao was stunned for a moment, and then he suddenly laughed when he realized it. At first he just pursed his lips slightly, and then he lowered his head and put his fist on his mouth and laughed out loud.

Anyway, I had already given up, so I gave him a kick without even thinking about it.

As a result, he grabbed the ankle with quick eyesight, "Taoist? Dissected and used for research? Can you stop being so funny? Am I that kind of fucking person?"

"..."

"Do you think I should call you Su Shi or Feiyu now?" Tang Chao asked with a smile on his face and tilted his head to look at me.

"What do you mean?" I was not sure what he was thinking.

He raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "I'm just kidding."During the speech, he gradually stopped laughing, and the expression on his face became serious.He looked at me after putting down his hands and continued: "Do you want to ask me why I guess in such a weird direction as [Resurrection]?"

"..."

"Su...cough, no, it's Feiyu. Do you know that not only did you make a mistake in this matter, but you were also very wrong?"

"..."

"From the very beginning, you shouldn't have met Fang Lin, and you shouldn't have even taken him to your side. He is a ticking time bomb to you, and may kill your hard-won life at any time!"