Rebirth of Su Shi

My name is Fang Feiyu, I am 14 years old, my parents are unlucky, and I have lived in an orphanage in C City since I can remember.At this time, I was studying in the first semester of the second year of senior high school in C city.

I have a good friend who is the same age as me and skipped to the second year of high school with me. His name is Fang Lin, and he came from the same orphanage as me.

The two of us skipped to the second year of high school at the age of 14, but I majored in science and he majored in liberal arts.

Key high schools are not like ordinary high schools. The learning atmosphere here is very good, and the competition is also very strong, so the students have no time to pay attention to our birth, but knowing that we jumped here when we were 14 years old, the study became more and more desperate. .

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the class of the day came to an end.

After school, most of the students still kept their heads buried in their heads, because the final exam was approaching, and everyone worked harder than usual, while I, along with a small group of people, packed my schoolbags and left the classroom.

"Feiyu." Fang Lin, who was already waiting there, greeted him with winking eyes and a smile.

I smiled and looked up and stroked his hair.

We have no money, so we cannot live on campus.The school is a little far from the orphanage. In order to save money, Fang Lin and I get up at [-]:[-] every morning and walk to the school, and we also walk back to the orphanage after school in the afternoon.Sometimes we will be like an ignorant child trying to run fast or chasing each other.

After leaving the school, he was walking and found that Fang Lin hadn't followed. Looking back, he saw him standing in front of a shop window in a daze.

Back to his side, followed his gaze to look into the window, and found that a violin that looked very high-end was displayed inside.

"Like?" I asked aloud.

Fang Lin shook his head.

"You still watch it if you don't like it?"

"The last time I passed by a music store, I heard a very nice piece of music played by the violin. Later, I asked the boss and found out that the piece was called [Sky City]."

"and then?"

"Look, it obviously only has four strings, why does it play such a beautiful tune?" He looked at me seriously and asked.

I blinked, smiled lightly and said, "I keep thinking about these weird questions, I think you will become a philosopher in the future."

Fang Lin raised his face and snorted at me with his nose, then turned around and walked away, saying as he walked, "I'm not a philosopher, philosophers are all crazy! In addition to eating enough and dressing warmly, sleeping until I wake up naturally, and walking with a car Travel instead, don’t consider anything else.”

"..." In fact, I am the same as I, and I don't have those naive longings.

As soon as he stepped into the gate of the orphanage, someone ran over, "Feiyu, Dean Fang told you to come over."

I froze for a moment, took off my schoolbag and handed it to Fang Lin, and then followed them away.

When I came back from Dean Fang, I saw Fang Lin sitting on the ground crying.Quickly walked over to help him up, "What's wrong?"

"Not... not Yu, Fang Qi snatched your schoolbag away."

Hearing this, I was anxious, "What about others?"

"Go there." Fang Lin pointed in a direction.

"You wait for me here." After leaving this sentence, he ran to find that bastard Fang Qi.

When I found Fang Qi, I happened to see him throwing my algebra book into the fire.

"Fang Qi, you bastard!" I rushed over angrily, and kicked the fire recklessly, but the fire was so big that most of my algebra textbook had been burned, and the fire was still running along the pages. Spread upwards.

I stepped on it a few times before the fire went out.

His eyes fell on the schoolbag beside him, it was already empty, there was not a single one left...

"Fang! Qi!" I gritted my teeth and rushed over, raised my hand and punched him in the face.

It's not the first time his bad behavior has angered me, but this time it really made me think to the extreme. For a student, the importance of textbooks can be imagined.

So, the two of us fought like this.

This time, the attack was more ruthless than any other time before, and the desperate style of play finally ended with Fang Qi's scream of pain and Dean Fang's angry shout.

After that, I was punished by Director Fang. I was not allowed to eat at night, and I was punished to stand in the middle of the yard until midnight.

Those books that were burned could have been borrowed from classmates, but my relationship with them was not very good, and my personality did not allow me to borrow them in a humble manner, so in the days that followed, I took Fang Lin I often run to the bookstore, because there are textbooks for this semester in the bookstore.By plagiarizing the above content, I barely survived.

Tomorrow is the final exam. I plan to take a break after memorizing this classical Chinese essay to adjust my state.

"It's not rain, it's not rain..."

I looked up and saw some idiot running towards me bouncing around.

"Ouch……"

Then, I saw him fall straight to the ground.Reluctantly putting the textbook in his hand aside, he got up and walked over.

"Feiyu..." Fang Lin raised his head and looked at me crying.

"Look at the road when you walk. How many times have I told you?" I sighed, stretched out my hand to pull him up, and then wiped off the dust on his body.

When I raised my head, I saw him pouted and looked at me pitifully.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

"Fang Qi asked you to go to the back mountain."

"Fang Qi? Why is he looking for me?" I asked in confusion.

Fang Lin shook his head, "I don't know."

People have died in Houshan, and few people go there, but this age is the age of boldness, so we often go to Houshan to play without fear of anything.

I have a bad relationship with Fang Qi, the entire orphanage and even Director Fang know about it, and fighting with him is even more common.

Because of my appearance, I was often bullied by others. At first, I gritted my teeth and endured it. It wasn't until I saw Fang Qi leading a group of people to catch a snake to scare Fang Lin who was having a high fever, that I was completely convinced. Get on the bar with him.

Last month, I had another fight with Fang Qi because he burned my textbooks, and because he broke his arm too hard that time, so he restrained himself a lot during this period, and today he wanted to Play that one?

I know that if I don't go now, he will find me at night. I think I have an exam tomorrow, so I just take advantage of the early morning to settle the matter so that I can sleep peacefully at night.

"Fang Lin, go and put away my books and put them in the house, and wait in the yard for me to come back, you know?"

This is the tacit understanding between Fang Lin and me. Seeing him obediently packing up my textbooks, I turned and left.

When I came to the back mountain, I saw Fang Qi sitting there smoking a cigarette from a distance.

I walked over leisurely, raised my eyebrows and said coldly when I saw him, "What do you want me to do here?"

"Where's Fang Lin?" He threw the butt of his cigarette on the ground and stood up.

"Are you looking for him or for me?"

Fang Qi walked around me, finally stopped in front of me, and said with a naughty smile: "You should know why I called you here today, right?"

"What? The hand is already healed?" I provocatively swept his hand that I had broken.

Fang Qi's face froze for a moment, and then he smiled, "To be honest, I really never thought that you would be so ruthless and dare to break Lao Tzu's hand. Tell me, how do we settle this account?"

Fighting with him since childhood, no one knows how much he weighs better than me. He wants to break my hand, which is not an easy task.

"Brother Shen, people are here, come out." Following his yell, I saw several wretched-looking men emerge from behind the tree.

I yelled in my heart, I, a 14-year-old kid, can deal with small fights, but facing these grown men, I don't have any chance of winning.

Leaving at this time is the clearest choice, so I turned around and wanted to run, but just as I turned around, I saw a man smoking a cigarette blocking my way.

"Fang Qi, is this the person you're talking about?"

"Brother Shen, that's him." Fang Qi quickly walked to the other side and explained.

"I didn't expect that your orphanage still has such superb products." The man named Brother Shen looked me up and down, his eyes were something I had never seen before, and a strong uneasiness rose from the bottom of my heart.

"You actually call someone from the society? You bastard!" I glared at Fang Qi.

Fang Qi glanced at me proudly, "Brother Shen, please go ahead."

The man named Brother Shen walked up to me, took a puff of cigarette and spat it on my face, I took a step back defensively.

"Look at his eyes, isn't he more attractive than a woman?" Brother Shen said with a sarcasm.

"Yes, yes, I have never seen such a beautiful one, Fang Qi, are you sure he is a man or not a woman?" A few men behind surrounded me, looked me up and down and then raised their voices Facing Fang Qidao.

"Bullshit, I've known him for so many years, I don't know if it's a man or a woman?"

After receiving Fang Lin's affirmation, one of them rubbed his hands and said to the man named Shen: "Shen, look..."

Gotta get out of here!This idea came together in my heart, and easily overthrew a person to the ground.

"Ouch, fuck you."

When the other party was yelling at me, I raised my legs and ran, but was stopped by Fang Qi.

"Damn it, how dare you run away? Why are you still standing? Fuck him!"

As soon as Brother Shen opened his mouth, the fists of several other people swarmed up, and instinctively, I started to fight back.Just facing the punches and kicks of these adults, I can only cover my head with my hands after a while.

Before I could react, I was suppressed.

Feeling someone peeling off my pants, I panicked and struggled, "Let go, what are you guys doing?"

"Press it firmly for me!"

I was fully aware of what was about to happen, so I twisted and even struggled even more crazily. My wrists were firmly pinched to the ground, and my feet were also pressed, and I was not allowed to break free at all.

She had never been treated like this before, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.When I saw that brother Shen had taken off his own pants and exposed his disgusting genitals, tears kept streaming down the corners of his eyes. At this moment, I knew that I was finished...

With red eyes, I turned my head and stared at Fang Qi without saying a word.

Maybe it was because my eyes were too frightening that he took a step back in fright.

When the severe pain hit, I bit my lower lip reflexively, my eyes still stayed on Fang Qi's body.

I don't know how long it took before my body was forcibly turned over, and my rapist entered and exited my body from behind, and I turned my head to look at him again.I don't know how many times this is, I only know that the lower body is so numb that I don't feel anything.

"Feiyu..." A terrified voice came to my ears, and my eyeballs moved.

"What are you doing? Let go of Feiyu... let go of Feiyu...you are breaking the law..."

The familiar crying made me wake up a little bit. Following the voice, it was Fang Lin.

The corners of my mouth moved, but I couldn't say a word.

I saw him rushing over like crazy, but he was intercepted halfway.The moment I saw him, my mind was buzzing, I saw his mouth moving, but I couldn't make out any words, I could only look at him with wide eyes.

Fang Lin... From the moment I accepted him, I have been protecting him and loving him. In his heart, I am his protector. At this moment, has my image collapsed in his heart? ?

When I woke up again, it was already two days later.

I lay numbly on the bed motionless, my mind went blank.

Feeling someone calling me, I instinctively turned my head to look.

"Doctor, he's awake, take a look..."

It's Dean Fang.

I felt that after my eyelids were opened for inspection, the quilt on my body was uncovered again, and then my legs were lifted, and something cold was wiping my lower body, but I couldn't make any reaction, as if This body is not mine.

The doctor took a cotton swab and dipped it into a glass full of water, and smeared it on my lips. Thirsty, I instinctively stuck out my tongue to lick it.

"He's recovering pretty well. He's been sleeping for two days. Go and prepare him some light liquid food to feed him. You have to watch him and don't let him move around. The operation is only done there, and it will be very troublesome if you accidentally tear it."

"I will pay attention, I will pay attention, thank you doctor, thank you doctor." Then Dean Fang continued to thank him with red eyes.

"Hey, this child is so pitiful. In this world, those beasts won't even let such a young boy go..." After finishing speaking, the doctor left.

Dean Fang walked to my bed, dragged a stool and sat down.

"Feiyu..." Dean Fang looked at me hesitantly.

"Where's Fang Lin?"

He didn't seem to expect that the first thing I said when I woke up was to ask Fang Lin, and he was stunned for a while before saying, "Hiding in the room of the orphanage and not coming out."

Hearing this, I was somewhat relieved. He was not in the hospital, which meant that he was fine.

So he closed his eyes and stopped talking.

"Feiyu, can you tell me what's going on?"

I remain silent.

"You...you don't want to say that I won't force you, so I'll buy you porridge."

He heard the sound of moving the stool as he got up, then the sound of footsteps, and the closing of the door.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the curtains that were swaying in the wind not far away.Three or two sparrows flew past the window and disappeared...

After curling up the corners of his lips and chuckling, he closed his eyes again.

When I was 14 years old, after this incident, I became fond of laughing. The things that I valued before have become unimportant. Fang Qi has never appeared since that incident. If I don’t ask, no one will mentioned before me.

Fang Lin became wary of me, no matter how much I teased him, he just wouldn't smile.

Right, my image in his heart has collapsed. To me, how could he still be the same as before?

Intentionally or unintentionally, I gradually alienated him...