Cloud Chaser Cemetery

Kang Zhe pulled up the curtains, and Tang Yuhui sat on the sofa, and it took a long time to calm down.

Kang Zhe sat opposite him, and after a moment of silence, he said, "What are you going to do?"

Tang Yuhui twisted his hands together, lowered his head and said, "I have no plans to do anything."

Kang Zhe kept his eyes on Tang Yuhui. Tang Yuhui felt a little overwhelmed and said under pressure, "I'm going back to school next week. I really don't think about it."

Kang Zhe's voice suddenly sank, "Back to school?"

Tang Yuhui nodded, and lied against his will: "Well, I'm leaving next week. I was only here as an intern."

After a few seconds of silence, Kang Zhe lowered his eyelids and said, "Go back to Beijing?"

"Well, I'll go back to graduate first," Tang Yuhui thought for a while, "and then consider staying in school to work."

After finishing speaking, Tang Yuhui smiled hard, and found a relaxed tone: "After all, I'm getting old, and I need to support my family, Brother Ah Zhe."

As soon as the words fell, Kang Zhe suddenly grabbed Tang Yuhui's wrist, approached him fiercely, and then smiled briefly, "You don't need to say such words on purpose to test me, I don't feel anything."

Tang Yuhui stared blankly at the painfully clenched wrist, and said blankly, "I didn't intend to test you."

Kang Zhe stared straight at him, and after a while red marks appeared on Tang Yuhui's elbow, Kang Zhe let him go gently.

Tang Yuhui felt a little pain from being pinched, and was rubbing her wrist without any trace, when Kang Zhe suddenly said, "Forget it if you don't have one."

He looked up in shock, but Kang Zhe had already sat back on the original sofa, and smiled faintly at Tang Yuhui: "I didn't mean that, I'm sorry."

Tang Yuhui was terrified when he heard it. This was the second time he heard Kang Zhe apologize to him today.

It was so strange for Kang Che to say sorry, it seemed that the words of apology should never have come out of his mouth at all.It's not that Kang Che can't make mistakes, but he is such a proud person that he doesn't bother to be right, and of course he doesn't care about being wrong.

Tang Yuhui felt that she might have wanted Kang Zhe's apology, Kang Zhe's compromise, and Kang Zhe's soft words.

But now he understands that he may not need or want Kang Zhe to treat himself in a way that is not suitable for him, and treat the world that is not in his eyes.

The two were silent at both ends of the sofa, almost every cell of Tang Yuhui was suffering.

He wanted to leave here, but he knew that he was rejoicing in a despicable and secret way, and this kind of joy made Tang Yuhui feel even more painful because he hated himself.

After a while, Kang Che spoke, he was still calm and sober, and even hurt others unconsciously.

He said to Tang Yuhui slowly: "It's good to go back, you don't need to come here."

Tang Yuhui's heart skipped a beat. In fact, he didn't feel much pain for a moment. There was only a kind of numbness and bitterness that gradually spread to his whole body along the nerves.

He thought he was invulnerable, but no matter how long the damage from Kang Zhe had passed, he could still break through all the defenses built by Tang Yuhui, precisely making him sad in a calm and constant way.

Tang Yuhui lowered his head, and he also felt that Kang Che's words made sense, so he said softly, "Yes, I know."

Kang Zhe's hand hanging by his side froze imperceptibly, and he said, "That's not what I meant."

Tang Yuhui nodded, took a deep breath and stood up, "It's okay, I understand, if you have nothing to do, you can go first, I'm tired and want to rest."

Kang Che paused, then stood up quickly, walked around the side of the sofa.

His footsteps were fast, his face was indifferent, but the hands hanging on one side were tightly clasped.

Tang Yuhui was taken aback for a moment, but Kang Zhe had already reached the entrance of the entrance.

He suddenly turned around and smiled at Tang Yuhui: "Take me to the station, I'm going back."

Tang Yuhui stood far away, not even close to the door.

He lowered his head and said, "Why should I send you off?"

Kang Zhe smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up, and the little canine tooth was exposed again. He said to Tang Yuhui, "Are you sure you don't want to give it away? This is probably a farewell. You want to stand at the door of your house and say goodbye to me?"

Tang Yuhui looked at his own shadows on the floor silently. They were slender and ugly by the light. He was tired of even the shadows facing the door.

But he finally nodded, went to the entrance to change his shoes, and went downstairs with Kang Zhe.

Walking downstairs to the apartment, Kang Zhe said again: "Have you eaten yet? Do you want something to eat?"

Tang Yuhui shook his head, "Let's take you to the station first, and I'll eat when I come back."

Kang Zhe didn't speak, but glanced at him, finally nodded and said, "Let's go."

Sitting in the taxi, Tang Yuhui looked at the blurred scenery outside the window through the glass.

The green tree canopies piled up on the head, and the light was sifted into golden threads, surrounded by uneven light and shade, and passed by Tang Yuhui.The buildings outside the window disappeared in a flash, the crowd was blurred into shadows, and the faces could not be seen clearly, so they could only be quietly passed by one by one.

This feeling of looking at the scenery stung Tang Yuhui faintly. He felt that he seemed to have made no progress. After so many years, in this beautiful, vague, and painful air, he still thought of that sentence back then. : How should I say goodbye to the one I love?

Kang Zhe traveled from Kangding to Chengdu so many times that he was already familiar with it so much that he didn't need anyone to accompany him.Tang Yuhui stood in the bus station with a dazed expression and sad eyes, far more like a person about to leave than Kang Zhe.

Without saying a word, he just sent Kang Zhe to the station, feeling that he was really seriously ill, and he actually wanted to force himself to go through such situations again and again.

The bus bought the ticket and waited for the departure. There was no time for them to say goodbye. Kang Zhe stood in front of the entrance and waved to Tang Yuhui.

He still smiled, like a magnificent dream burning to the ashes, wanting to bid farewell to the person he once missed, "Goodbye."

Tang Yuhui's hands were clasped tightly by his side. He couldn't wave his hands, so he could only smile hard, "Goodbye, Ah Zhe."

Kang Zhe nodded, turned around and entered the station.

The bus station didn't take off and land, but Tang Yuhui still heard a roar, piercing through his nerves, and his heart began to throb.

Tang Yuhui stood there for a while, feeling the pain of an earth-shattering, slowly curled up and squatted down, burying his head in his arms.

It wasn't until a security guard came over and asked Tang Yuhui if he needed help, that Tang Yuhui suddenly raised his head, turned around and ran to the ticket office.

"Hello, I want to buy a ticket for the next bus to Kangding."

The conductor was taken aback, glanced at Tang Yuhui, and said a little embarrassedly: "It's gone today, and it will be tomorrow morning at the earliest."

Tang Yuhui's hand clasped on the window sill kept trembling: "I'm sorry... Please... Tomorrow morning, I will definitely not dare."

The conductor looked at him in embarrassment, Tang Yuhui took two deep breaths, stood still for a while, raised his head and smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm fine..."

Suddenly, a hand held Tang Yuhui's still trembling wrist from behind.

Kang Che's deep voice came from behind, "Why not."

Tang Yuhui trembled violently, he turned his head in disbelief, and Kang Zhe stood behind him.

Kang Zhe looked at Tang Yuhui without saying a word, he turned into a mountain again, his eyes were quiet and deep, like clouds gathering and dispersing on the top of a peak, like a river surrounded peacefully at the foot of a mountain.He has the pride that Tang Yuhui can understand, and the indifference that Tang Yuhui can't understand, but the only difference from before is——

For the first time his face was lit up in his eyes.

Kang Zhe didn't let go of Tang Yuhui's hand, nor did he intend to let go.

He said in a calm voice: "Tang Yuhui, three times."

Tang Yuhui looked at him timidly and blankly, but Kang Che had no intention of letting him go.

He smiled, his eyes bent desperately, the sweetness peeled off the shell for the first time, and it was presented in front of Tang Yuhui in every detail.

Kang Zhe said: "I'll give you a chance to hear the truth, will you listen?"

Tang Yuhui said in a daze, "What?"

Kang Che was still smiling, still thin and light, but not so far away.

"I don't want you to go," he said.

Pulling Tang Yuhui closer, leaning against his ear, imitating Tang Yuhui's tone and saying: "Really."