Every day I feel like I'm going to be confused [entertainment circle]

"How did you come."

Xu Liao suppressed the joy in his heart, wishing he could dance a little swan dance to express his affection for everyone on the spot, and then remembered to shoot the kiss scene for Ying Su to watch, and couldn't help but feel guilty for a while.The general shot of this kiss scene is actually not planned to be filmed today, after all, it is too late, and if the adjustment is not good, it is easy to lose the state, and it is a waste of time.

After all, it was filming, so it was impossible to borrow a seat. Qu Lingyue stood on tiptoe and posted it up. The two of them are going to play a pair of lovers who have a crush on each other, not enemies. To put it bluntly, this matter is related to professional ethics. But Xu Liao still felt guilty for some reason.

Ying Su didn't answer him, but greeted everyone with a calm expression, saying that he was going to take Xu Liao to dinner, but the director had no objection and let them leave. Anyway, Xu Liao's work has been completed today up.

Since he was going to eat late at night, he naturally had to take the time to remove his makeup. When he was walking to the dressing room, Ying Su suddenly handed over a handkerchief, and said without hearing any fluctuations in his tone, "The lipstick is stained."

Xu Liao took it over, and took advantage of this contact to touch Ying Su's finger. The other party raised his eyebrows slightly, but he didn't refuse this kind of intimacy. So the big star was relieved, knowing that the other party was not really angry. , there is a high probability that it is just a reminder.However, this made Xu Liao slightly sour, confused and inexplicable, knowing that Ying Su was extremely calm on weekdays, but still expecting those unrealistic delusions.

But in the end, if Ying Su really wants to be jealous, I'm afraid it will cause headaches again.

People are really contradictory, Xu Liao himself doesn't know what kind of performance he wants Ying Su to behave more in his heart, if he wants Ying Su to be jealous just right, so that people will be proud and happy, but not burn his head, this is too dreamy If Ying Su knew about it, he would have to immediately change into Shakyamuni's hairstyle tonight.

I don't know if this character is good or bad, whether it's him or Ying Su.

But in life, there are always dreams.

When he was about to enter the door, Ying Su unexpectedly opened his mouth. He put his hand on the doorknob, raised his eyes to look at Xu Liao, and said in a low voice, "I just miss you."

Then he pushed open the door and strode in.

Xu Liao stayed outside for a long time before realizing that Ying Su was answering his previous sentence.

Make-up and makeup removal are both cumbersome and boring processes. Sister Xue felt that Xu Liao, who was acting a little too excited, was very upset, and complained: "Even if I took a kiss scene with Sister Qu today, it's not like you are so excited." Have fun, my baby Xu, please be honest, I don't want to cause trouble to your pretty face if I don't clean it up."

Sister Xue is a sincere person. He thought about it, and among all the "possibilities" that Xu Liao was so excited, he first ruled out Ying Su's arrival, so there were only a few remaining cases. Other people's eyes are as straight as steel, and they don't think about anything other than kissing Qu Lingyue. Even if they say something wrong, just treat it as a joke and perfunctory it.

It really is a pot that cannot be opened without mentioning.

The smile on Xu Liao's face froze, and he immediately sat up straight, completely different from the hippie smile a minute ago, lowered his voice seriously, trying to imitate Ying Su's tone: "Don't say such things."

"Oh, I'm just joking, you're serious." Sister Xue was overjoyed, and said with a smile, "Well, it has nothing to do with Teacher Qu, so what are you happy about today?"

Xu Liao's eyebrows danced brightly, and he suppressed his complacency and said: "Brother Su invited me to supper today, I must be very happy."

The atmosphere was suddenly silent for a moment, and after a while, Sister Xue was speechless and choked up: "Mr. Xu, you are too diligent and thrifty to manage the house. Brother Su, he just treats you to supper. Those who don't know think that you have successfully confessed today."

What do you know, the mind is the most important.

Xu Liao muttered in his heart, but still didn't change his face, and said with a frivolous smile, "If you have the ability, you can also ask Brother Su to treat you to supper."

"Are you coming?" Ying Su raised his head and asked calmly, giving Xu Liao enough face.

Xu Liao thumped in his heart. He was really happy to be bragging and chatting with others, but he never thought that the world of two people would be disturbed by anyone, not even sister Xue. Still glaring at Sister Xue who knew nothing, or Ying Su who asked for an invitation with bad intentions.

"No, no, no." Sister Xue grabbed Wang Tian, ​​sweating profusely, and forced a smile, "I made an appointment with Xiaotian to have a massage later."

Wang Tian strayed into the flames of war, and immediately became dizzy and terrified, so she nodded like a chicken pecking rice: "Yes... yes... Sister Xue and I are going to have a massage later."

"Oh." Ying Su lowered his head and continued to read the magazine. He didn't seem to notice that his invitation frightened the two of them, and his attitude was very calm.

Except for him, the three people in the dressing room breathed a sigh of relief.

Ying Su is not intimidating, let alone distorted in personality, he can even be said to be a very attractive and capable man.

This kind of backing down is not so much fear, but rather discomfort, the kind of discomfort of unequal status, unequal status, just like students don’t like to sit with the head teacher, rabbits dare not stay with lions, It's just because of the disharmony in the aura, and it doesn't have that much relationship with me.

Probably from the very beginning when she joined the job, Wang Tian has a little respect and fear for her boss. A perfect person will attract others to follow, but Ying Su is not that kind of leader, unless necessary entertainment , he is not amiable in private, he can even be called very cold, not that he lacks inclusive and considerate emotions, but more, it seems that the aura automatically repels people away, making people dare to stay away look up.

He is very good and excellent, and it has nothing to do with my wanting to be close to him.

In comparison, Xu Liao was much more kind and gentle, and Wang Tian would not feel uncomfortable joking with him or even eating lunch together.

Speaking of this, Wang Tian also admired it very much. She could tell that the relationship between Xu Liao and Ying Su was indeed not bad. For close friends, although neither of them expressed much, the extremely natural intimacy is everywhere. According to Teacher Xu's tone, the two probably often eat together.

It's nice to be able to become good friends with colleagues...

Wang Tian was a little envious in her heart, but she also knew very well that she never had the guts to socialize with Ying Su, so let's play with Sister Xue.

Talking and laughing, time passed quickly. After Xu Liao took off his makeup, he washed his face and patted his face. Sister Xue made a big fuss and wiped him with skin care products. He muttered to himself without stopping for a moment. .

No one noticed the difference.

When I finally went out with Ying Su, it was rare for Xu Liao to not be fully armed. The people in this small town were not overwhelmed with curiosity, probably because the development was too slow. Most of the young people flocked to the big cities. If there were no exaggerated advertisements and posters Tell the people coming and going on the street in a grand manner that a big star is coming to the street, I'm afraid no one is too lazy to bother to glance at others.

After all, it is icy and snowy, it is terribly cold, and they have exhausted their energy from being busy with their livelihoods. They are indifferent to the pedestrians on the road.

Xu Liao was able to catch his breath for a while without any disguise, but it was cold, so he also added a woolen hat and scarf, and only a pair of eyes were exposed, so it was not easy to tell them apart.

Not long after the two of them went out, they were wrapping up their coats when they encountered the light snow that was blowing up at night. They were still on the street and did not dare to hold hands. The ink covered the bright moon, and Xu Liao felt the warmth of his palms. The other person's skin was warm and soft. He had just applied the hand cream, and it had a little fragrance. When he felt it carefully, it was not so greasy, and there was still a little under the heat. The rough feel of a thin callus.

He has lived for dozens of years, but at this moment he looks like a teenager in Huaichun, his heart is pounding, and his face is almost stained with red.

Although eating supper was an impromptu reason, but it was extremely cold at the moment, and it was not a bad idea to eat something to gain some heat. Ying Su didn't know much about this place, so the two had to find a quiet and clean place at will. In the store, I shook off the thin snow on my body, some of which had already melted the moment I entered the door, and adhered wetly to the surface of the clothes.

"What do you want to eat?" Ying Su asked him.

"Hmm..." Xu Liao flipped through the menu for a while, buried half of his face in the scarf and breathed out, his nose was red from the cold, he wrinkled his nose, carefully reviewed the dishes on it, and simply scanned the two-dimensional menu with his mobile phone. He squinted his eyes and picked a few, and then handed them over to Ying Su, saying in a muffled voice, "You can choose a few more."

Ying Su was not polite. Although the store was not big, it was well-equipped. You could tell Xu Liao's three meals a day just by looking at his choices. He couldn't help frowning and said, "Have you listened to the nutritionist's advice honestly?"

"Yes, even if I don't have Xiaotian, I will listen." Xu Liao lay down on the table dejectedly. Sometimes people have such troubles when they become famous, either because of their image or because they are afraid of death. Assistants, nutritionists, drivers, As a bodyguard, a rich person can immediately provide many jobs in different occupations, contribute to the increase of the employment rate of the general public, and contribute a negligible small force.

He is no exception, and even more, stylists, nutritionists, psychologists, tailors, personal bodyguards and so on.

Thinking about it this way, he doesn't know how many families he has supported without knowing it.

Ying Su warned: "It's better to have."

Due to his many previous convictions, Xu Liao really didn't have the confidence to refute, so he could only blink his eyes and beg Ying Su to let him go, but the other party didn't really want to entangle him on this topic. It seemed that there was an extremely ugly moment, and then he shut up.

Xu Liao began to worry if the other party was really angry, so he stretched out his hand and lightly poked Ying Su's wrist, and said in a low voice, "I'm obedient, don't be angry."

"I didn't." Ying Su frowned. His biggest problem was his lack of composure, but his best point was that he would tell things directly. He said slowly, "It's just that I think it's a bit boring to tell you these things at this time."

It was really frustrating, Ying Su inevitably felt a little hurt in his heart, before he came here he just felt at a loss and uneasy, but after actually seeing Xu Liao, he realized that what Ying Rui said might have indeed affected him, The panic that brought the same weight was growing aimlessly in the bottom of my heart.

He was indeed a boring man.

Xu Liao burst out with joy. He never expected to see Ying Su thinking about these things in his lifetime. He blinked his eyes and tried his best to contain his complacency, and said with a smile, "So you also care about this kind of thing."

But Ying Su just looked at him silently, his eyes were as usual, clear and penetrating, as if he could see through Xu Liao's whole being, but it wasn't always like this, at least not this time.

At least he didn't know that Xu Liao didn't care, didn't mind, and even enjoyed this kind of care and control.

"I like this very much." Xu Liao put his hands on the cold table, put a smile on his lips, and said softly, "I like that you care about me."

Probably due to the very few customers, the two of them ordered things quite quickly. The waiter seemed a little uninterested, probably because it was cold and sleepy at night, but it was not enough to deal with it negatively. After serving a few dishes and rice, he left without looking back, too lazy to bother about the two of them.

Xu Liao stopped in time, and smiled at Ying Su again after the waiter left, with half of his face covered by the scarf, his eyes crooked as he smiled, "I like that you care about me."

Ying Su didn't say anything more, but Xu Liao could probably feel that the other party should also be very happy.

Very boring.

Xu Liao poked his own rice with a spoon, he couldn't be sure whether he was normal or not who wanted Ying Su to be jealous but didn't want Ying Su to be angry, but he decided from the bottom of his heart that this kind of Ying Su was really cute.

After the meal, the snow got a little heavier, Xu Liao was fine with wearing a hat, but Ying Su's unchanging hairstyle for thousands of years was slightly caved in, and a long strand of hair hung down from his temple, dangling ’ Around the corners of the eyes, it looks almost melancholy.Xu Liao couldn't bear to see him like this, even if he knew that this appearance was just his overly sentimental fantasy, he still couldn't stand it, people are like this, excess empathy can easily affect normal thinking.

Then Xu Liao took off his hat, not caring whether Ying Su had a cleanliness habit or not, and covered the other's head with his hands, making himself shiver.

The appearance of Ying Su wearing a woolen cap was a bit funny, but what was even more funny was his expression, which was completely blank for a moment, probably because he never expected Xu Liao to be so bold.

His ears were cold, and Xu Liao covered them with his hands again. The dark street was still some distance away from the street lights, and they stood in this subtle space that was not yet dark, staring at each other wholeheartedly.There were almost no people on the road, and there were no cars, only light snow, the two of them were bathed in snow, Xu Liao was almost fascinated, and whispered: "Don't be afraid."

At this moment, Ying Su was startled, almost thinking that Xu Liao knew what happened.

Then Xu Liao pressed his forehead, and the two of them were chilled by the wind at the moment. They were stuck together like two ice sculptures that couldn't be warmed up. He said slowly, "I'm right here. If you are right I'm not good enough to say, and I'll tell you. But until then, you needn't be on your guard."

After that, Xu Liao sneezed, and Ying Su subconsciously took three steps back.

The two of them looked at each other, and decided that it was better not to fall in love in such an environment, so they went to the intersection to hire a taxi driver, and sat all the way back to the hotel.

Ying Su came in a hurry, but he didn't rush to do things at all. He opened another room, which was not far from Xu Liao, but it couldn't be called close.It's not surprising that the manager and the star have some things to discuss. Even if someone bumped into the crew, they didn't become suspicious. When he entered, Xu Liao was drinking ginger tea. The cup was full, and the chopped ginger was floating on the top. With a little sweetness.

Xu Liao sniffed and said aggrievedly, "Okay, I can't do anything today, or I'll have to infect you too."

It’s always difficult to take care of your body when filming. Day and night are reversed, including shooting for hours at a time. Even though there are various preparations in the cafe, it’s a cold day, and the costumes are no different from your usual ones. Naturally, according to how Look at how it fits, not whether you keep warm or not. It is normal for immunity to decline.

"What are you thinking?" Ying Su taught him in a low voice.

"Don't you want to?" Xu Liao took another sip of ginger tea, eyes filled with tears from the heat, and looked at Ying Su in disbelief, "I just realized that you are a supporter of platonic love, oh my god, I don't Will it go to the execution ground?"

Ying Su's eyebrows twitched slightly, and he said slowly: "You can continue to perform."

Xu Liao immediately became obedient: "No, I don't have anything to say." He blinked his eyes, and it was rare for him to feel a little shy and embarrassed. In fact, Ying Su has taken the initiative to find him a lot since they started dating. But this was the first time that Ying Su came to look for him because he missed him, which meant that at this moment Ying Su was not a manager, but simply his boyfriend.

So Ying Su sighed for a long time and said, "I'm here this time because I just miss you a little bit."

This caused Xu Liao to laugh suddenly, he put the cup on the table, then opened his hands and said, "Then come here and give me a hug."

Ying Su couldn't refuse, so he had no choice but to walk over and hug Xu Liao into his arms. He had just taken a shower, and his body smelled of "body lotion", which was very warm and soft.Xu Liao leaned a little below his chest, hugged the other's waist tightly, and said half-truthfully, "Don't sigh anymore, people who sigh grow old very quickly."

No, Ying Su is an exception.

He looks really good-looking when he's old.

Ying Su wanted to sigh again, but thought of Xu Liao's words just now, he held back again.

Xu Liao didn't know what Ying Su had experienced before he came, but seeing the other party's displeased expression, he didn't plan to talk to him about the information Luo Tang gave him.

It is true that Xu Liao was very curious about Ying Su's past and family, but since Ying Su didn't want to talk about it, maybe it was because he shouldn't know those things now, since he shouldn't know, then whether Xu Liao knew or not, he didn't know. .

Although there is no way to communicate in depth, it does not prevent the two of them from hugging each other. Ying Su kindly warmed Xu Liao's bed. Kind of want to punch him.Xu Liao was not too small, but his shrunken appearance looked extremely small. He entrusted himself completely into Ying Su's arms, and muffled: "I miss you very much, too."

Ying Su hugged Xu Liao, feeling infinite sourness welling up in his heart, and realized that he had lied to his father.

He'd never...never be ready for this.

Love never makes people ready. If one day comes, he can't give up this person as easily as he said. Up to this moment, he is still as helpless as the little boy standing outside the ward, not doing well. When I was ready, I was pushed to a crossroads by fate, and I didn't know the way ahead.

Xu Liao knew nothing about this, let alone that the man who had been buried in the dust for many years could still have a huge influence on Su. Up happy.

Strictly speaking, Ying Su is not a very qualified partner. He is too calm and rational, lacks interest in life, and has as few love words as a national treasure. Whether he can hear it depends on luck. He is neither jealous nor too lazy to deal with his lover's stupid behavior , Even for him, publicity is far greater than privateness.

However, there is one thing about him that no one can replace.

Ying Su never settles down.

He was cold all over, from the inside to the outside, as cold and hard as a statue made of ice and snow, which made all the emotions warm up in his heart alone.The gentlemanly behavior, gentle behavior, and caring boyfriend standards that are sought after by people on the Internet are not the same in Ying Su, he is just used to you.

Even though this man was boring, boring, and seemed to always dislike Xu Liao.

But if he loves you, it means sincerity, without any hypocrisy.

So every time Xu Liao saw him, he could feel that the world was amazingly beautiful, the winter snow seemed to turn into spring breeze, and the whole person could calm down, as if he had a home.

Love is a very strange thing, sometimes it is painful, sometimes it is joyful, just like Wu Yu in "Seven Days of Love Song", the cruel reality is embarrassing, he dare not open his mouth even for love Confidentially, I was afraid that the sincerity would jump out of her throat and land in Qiao Shixing's palm, but the other party would abandon it like a shoe.

"I actually miss you every day." Xu Liao said softly, "But if you keep telling you this kind of thing, you might find it boring, maybe you think I'm naive, maybe you think I'm not worthy of liking .”

Ying Su kissed his hair and didn't say anything.

"But I thought again, since you are willing to love me, it's impossible to take it back casually. There are so many people in the world, it's rare for you to find me, so why would you miss me?"

Ying Su couldn't help laughing, stretched out his hand to curl Xu Liao's hair, very gentle.

He quietly waited for Xu Liao's miscellaneous thoughts to end before speaking calmly.

"Me too."