love me afraid not

I am Jiang Yu. Due to family reasons, I have been emotionally alienated from my parents, and I have been very independent since I was a child.

In my world, I have always been alone.

I never believed in overnight success, so I studied hard and never wasted any time.

Until I moved in next door to a little brat who was a bit talkative.

His name is Min Shan, and because of a small coincidence, he fell in love with me and always followed me and called me brother.

Gradually, I got used to his presence.

My world also seems to have a little more color.

In high school, I found myself interested in activities like games.At the beginning, I played online games, and later I played some escape rooms, board games and so on.

And, after a deep/deep understanding, I discovered this kind of new door, and it has been out of control ever since.

It’s not like I like it, maybe I found something I’m good at, and I want to learn the best so that I can have a skill in the future.

After I turned 20, I identified Min Shan.

Although he and I are in different grades, I know his nature best.

Since everyone wants to find a partner to live with, it is better to choose the one you are familiar with. I don't like challenging games that have no chance of winning.

However, Min Shan suddenly fell in love with a singer.

At the beginning, I only thought of him as an ordinary star-chaser kind of obsession, but it faded after a long time.

Unexpectedly, Min Shan's infatuation with Qing Feng lasted for several years!Even though Qingfeng's popularity has declined, Min Shan still does not change her original intention.

So, I started to face it.

It just so happened that a certain station launched a game-like reality talent show, and I immediately signed up.

My goal is very clear, even if I don't win the championship, I still have to work hard to enter the entertainment industry.

I, who became a "star" in this way, may make Min Shan's heart flutter.

In the end, I succeeded. A handsome uncle with excellent skills gained a lot of fans, and the agency also found me.

But I still can't compare to that Qingfeng's position in Min Shan's heart.Compared with Qingfeng in appearance, he is an idol, and I am a passerby; he is also very good at singing love songs, he can speak easily, and is very likable, but I am just a boring gourd.

However, in the end I still thought of a method, saying that distance creates beauty, since Min Shan likes Qingfeng so much, then I will be a good person and let them get in close contact.

Of course, I have to anticipate various consequences and think of countermeasures in advance.

In the first step, I asked someone to make an appointment with Qingfeng, got him drunk, and gave him to Min Shan.

I don't care about the "first time", I only care about the end result.

If that is the person Min Shan likes, and he is happy "for the first time", I can also treat it as invisible.

But I will definitely not continue to tolerate the further development of their relationship.

So I took advantage of them sleeping soundly, and I sent Qingfeng away first.

In this way, Qingfeng who drank too much may not remember what happened that night, even if he did, he would not remember Min Shan's face.

And Qingfeng's forgetting will naturally make Min Shan extremely heartbroken.

Of course, the chances of winning this step are not great.

In the second step, I helped Min Shan stay with Qingfeng to work, and after investigating Qingfeng's first love information, I deliberately bought takoyaki.

There are many other things that imitate Qingfeng's first love, and I helped Min Shan complete them one by one.

Finally, when the time is right, I will let people deliberately talk about Qingfeng's first love in front of Min Shan, making him mistakenly think that Qingfeng is just a substitute.

third step……

Maybe God is helping me, Qingfeng gave up before my third step was implemented.

At any rate, it was a love affair, but Qingfeng didn't even bother to explain and persuade her to stay.

And my next countermeasures have nowhere to go.

Soon, Min Shan fell into my arms.

Of course, just in case, I still pay attention to Qingfeng all the time.

Unexpectedly, he quit the entertainment circle later!

It wasn't until the news of his death that I suddenly realized his original decision.

And I also received a letter from him, he asked me to take good care of Min Shan, and he also gave most of his property to Min Shan indirectly.

I admire Qingfeng's deep affection.

I blocked Min Shan's side, and all the roads where I could get the news of Qingfeng's death.

Yes, Min Shan cannot know that Qingfeng is dead, otherwise all my efforts will be in vain.

What I want is a partner who can treat me wholeheartedly instead of thinking about others.

Even if the person he misses is dead, I will still feel a shock in my heart.

I never believed that love can be free.

Anyone and everything needs to work hard to win.

For the rest of my life, I will love Min Shan in every possible way, this is what I have determined, and I will never break my promise.