Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

As a person, I have a big advantage.

No matter how tired or sleepy I am, as long as I hear a concentrated sound exceeding 60 decibels, I will definitely open my eyes within three seconds.If I catch up with some flash floods, earthquakes, volcanic mudslides, I will definitely be able to escape from birth and death in the first place.

In other words, my sleep quality is poor.Of course, everyone has a different opinion. I regard it as an advantage, and it has to be.

The phone rang, and the ringtone set at 06:30 in class was the rotation of the lines of Three Kingdoms Killing Characters. The sentence that woke me up just now was: "Please whip me, Gongjin!" Naturally, it exceeded 60 decibels.

Habitual action, raise your hand to touch the phone, I touch it over and over again, touch it over and over again.

I didn't feel the phone, but I did... This feeling is hair.

Fuck your mother, who climbed on my bed again?Don't you know I'm gay?

Opened my eyes to see if the jerk in the dorm had come for a hug, and it turned out - pure white sheets it was a mess, dark purple curtains it was drawn tight, there was an Ikea style chandelier it was dimly lit, There's a man lying beside him. He's naked.

I slapped my head and remembered that I committed another crime last night and ruined a good woman and man who came from nowhere.

The curtains blocked all the natural light, and there were only lights in the room, one yellow and one dark, shining on the guy next to me, I had the urge to run back and copy the SLR to take body portraits for her.

This person is obviously different from me, he is a solid sleeper, the kind who can't run away after an earthquake, and he sleeps on his stomach, and his chest feels tight when he looks at me.I looked from his messy hair to his neck and back to his waistline, and when I was almost shamefully hard, I saw... a dried bloodstain on the bottom of his thigh.

I slapped my head again.It's over, I must have drunk too much last night, I don't know if I forgot to lubricate it or I gave this little guy a bud, in short, I did something very dishonest and made people popular.

Speaking of yesterday... Graduation thesis defense in the morning, graduation work exhibition in the afternoon, after dealing with the difficulties of those old men and women in the department, I was so tired that I was panting and arranged the exhibition hall.After busy work, the big stone in my heart fell to the ground, shouldn't I be happy?But people are cheap, and many people who are looking for trouble are born cheap.

It’s so easy to graduate, I haven’t received my graduation certificate yet, and I haven’t had my breakup meal yet. In the evening, when it was raining lightly, I looked at my graduation project in the exhibition hall through layers of glass. I didn’t sleep for many days and worked overtime. It was done stitch by stitch. Although I would never be able to wear those women's clothes in my life, seeing them wrapped on a model is as satisfying as wearing them myself.

Just looking at it, I saw that it was dark, and when I left the academy, when the wind blew, and the raindrops hit my face, I suddenly felt empty, lonely and cold.

As a male animal, and at the age of [-], when you are young and middle-aged, whenever you are empty and lonely, you have a choice, and that is to have sex.Academically speaking, it is sex with wild sex.

After all, it's such a shitty thing.

Because of the light rain in June, I also had a rare piece of literature and art, put a plastic bag on my head, and left the school.

As far as the school gate is concerned, it is a treasured place of romance. You don't even feel it when you stand in the school gate.The streets are full of people with small faces, big eyes, tall people with slender legs, Chinese, Japanese and Korean people, they have everything that should be there.

As a gay, pure one to be precise, I have glanced at men and women in the world of mortals, blinking my eyes ten times, of course eight out of ten eyes are on men, only two eyes are reserved for the best beauties.It is said that pure one is inevitably double, and I am naturally no exception.

I was lonely all the way to the end, I turned a corner and entered a small road, and the surroundings instantly became quiet.There is only a small amount of bustling land at the gate of the school, and if you take one more step, you will see the original appearance of the urban-rural fringe, desolate and desolate, hiding the spring.

MIX, here I come.

Walk about fifty steps along the path, and there is a narrow gate between 711 and Carving Time.I dare say that if you don't know the inside story, you may not be able to find this dirty place after going back and forth dozens of times from here.Of course, I'm the type who knows the inside story.

Push open the small wooden door with MIX written in chalk, and go up to the second floor along the stairs. Above the leather curtain is a large fluorescent signboard. Just as I was about to open the curtain, I remembered that I still had a bag on my head. Because of the misunderstanding, I immediately stepped aside to get the bag, scratched my hair, wiped my glasses, and took a photo at the glass wine cabinet next to me.

Fortunately, at any rate, he was wearing the defense outfit today, and he looked like a fair and nice young man.

Although a bit too pure.

As you all know, I am one, pure one.As a one, it is very embarrassing to be treated as a zero all the time. Isn't it just that I have fair skin and a short height?But it's not very short, less than 1.8 meters, as for how much difference... Those who have seen me will naturally judge it visually, I don't want to say more.

Whether it is one or zero depends on real skills. My 3000 meters and pull-ups over the years are not for nothing.

There is no proof in words, and those who have tried it will naturally know.

Opening the curtain of the door, the exhausted air rushed over.

What is youth and what is romance?When you are lonely, go to the bar to find someone 419, that is youth, that is romance.