Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

After returning home, I fell asleep until almost night before I got up, washed myself and ordered Pizza Hut’s takeaway, a [-]-inch pizza, two pairs of grilled wings and a portion of mashed potatoes.

When I was ordering, I felt very hungry and wanted to eat everything I saw, so I accidentally ordered too much.I thought that with such a pile of food, I should be full if I ate a little of each, but in the end, I performed supernormally and ate them all, and I didn’t even burp after eating.

I turned on the air conditioner, wrapped myself in a quilt, turned off the lights, and watched ghost movies. After drinking a bottle of iced soy milk, I lit a cigarette.The picture on the computer is a pair of bloody eyeballs, accompanied by the screaming sound, which is not unattractive, but unfortunately I still lost my mind after watching it for a while.

In the room, apart from the dim light coming in from the curtains, only the computer screen and cigarette butts were relatively bright. After I looked away from the screen, I naturally started to stare at the orange-red firelight. I watched it for a long time. After reading this one, click on the next one to continue reading.

When I looked back, I realized that the movie had already finished and the cast list started rolling.

Let me go, come on, delete the file directly, this ghost movie is not as interesting as a cigarette butt, why keep it.

Just flipping through the saved files in the computer one by one, deleting the files after distracting again and again, after repeated several times, I was surprised to find that the cigarette butt in my hand was not so bright.

Looking up again, I saw that it was already dawn.

After taking a shower and tidying up, I went to Yue Chen's place.

The black-faced doorman folded his arms when he saw me, "Where did you go the night before yesterday? You ran away without explaining clearly, and you didn't answer the phone the next day."

I picked up a kitten, "Ah... just my broken mobile phone, you don't know, it runs out of battery every now and then."

"But when I called, it wasn't because the phone was turned off, it was because no one answered."

"That must be because I fell asleep. You see, it's not easy for me to do coolies for you..."

Yue Chen pointed at the base of my neck, "Is this also from sleeping?"

I knew what Yue Chen found without looking, so I casually lifted up the collar of the T-shirt, "Haha, hahaha."

Yue Chen clicked behind my ear again, "Don't hide, it's everywhere."

But no, it's still light on the neck, and the ones on the chest are more obvious.I took out a cigarette, put it in my mouth, and gave Yue Chen one, but he refused to pick it up, and pointed to the cat on the ground, I lit the fire myself, and walked to the kitchen, "Isn't it just a friend with a gun? It’s not like you don’t know how popular it is.” I opened the refrigerator, picked up a plate of leftovers, threw them into the microwave, and asked Yue Chen, “Hey, is there any more rice? I only see vegetables.”

Yue Chen came over, "The rice is gone, I'll cook noodles for you." He said, staring at my face with scrutiny, "Which sex buddy?"

"I'll go, when did you become such a gossip?"

"Just treat me as a gossip. Tell me first, which sex buddy made you so interested. It's late at night. After answering a phone call, you rush over there in a panic."

I was impatient, "What are you talking about, you don't know me."

Yue Chen refused to let go, "You don't need to know each other, just tell me your name."

"Aren't you annoying?" I took out a can of beer and drank it and walked to the sofa.

After a while, Yue Chen stood at the door of the kitchen, and said two words very calmly - Ye Wen.

When I heard this name, I was taking a big sip of wine. I should have swallowed it several times, but now I gulped it all down. My throat was swollen and I felt uncomfortable. Well, not long after I swallowed it, I started hiccupping, which is annoying.

Yue Chen poured a glass of water and came over, "Actually, you don't need to cooperate with the atmosphere to make such a big commotion."

I gave him a blank look, gulped water, and tried to suppress the hiccups, but it didn't work after drinking a glass.

Yue Chen's tone was a little angry, "I'll see you soon, do you have to hide it from me?"

I looked at Yue Chen, continued to hiccup, kept smiling and avoided answering.

Indeed, Yue Chen knew about Ye Wen and I, so there was no need to hide it. The reason why I didn't reply to him directly was not because I was afraid he would say something about me, but because I couldn't understand the mess that night. It is even more impossible to explain to others what kind of a shitty thing it is.

Realizing that some of my feelings for Ye Wen have not diminished, but have become stronger. This is definitely not a good thing, and it is not a good thing to mess with someone who has been playing with me for more than half a year and now finally sorts out the relationship and draws a clear line. Together, not to mention how fucked up.

I don't want to think about the process, because I would feel irritated whenever something related to Ye Wen, no matter what method Ye Wen used to appear in front of me and say something to me, I would also feel that, in his calm expression Behind it, there must be ridicule towards me.

I hiccupped in a daze, waited until the smoke burned my fingers, and then jumped up with a scream and blew on my red fingers.

Yue Chen dragged me to the kitchen, smeared soy sauce on my fingers, and said casually, "Are you and Ye Wen reconciled?"

"No!" I replied loudly almost as soon as he finished speaking, and then looked at Yue Chen's playful expression, and added: "Really not, it has long been impossible for me and him."

Yue Chen smiled, "Okay, let's eat." He fished out the noodles and poured vegetables on top, "By the way, why don't you hiccup?"

"Hahaha, this is called a loss of money, but you know it's not a blessing. It must have been burned by a cigarette butt, and hiccup was burned away."

Because I want to help Yue Chen, the money on hand is still enough to spend, so I only accept the kind of drawing work these days, although the price is not high, but I am not in a hurry. I do it when I am free, and when I am not free. The kind that doesn't have much impact if you don't do it.

Freedom of time is a very pleasant thing. For example, even though I had no plan in advance, I decided to live in Yue Chen's house temporarily, and I lived there for two days.

At noon on the 10th, I ate a full meal at Yue Chen’s house as the reward he deserved for the coolies these two days, and then played with Maozizi until 03:30, just before the rush hour on Friday Went back by subway.

On the subway, I received a text message from Bow Tie, saying that their school had no classes this afternoon. He was in a hurry and wanted to invite me to a nightclub. I made an appointment with him and fell asleep on the seat.

Although it's a bit of a long way to go home first, but I really need to change the clothes on my body, and it's still early, and I have to wait when I go to the bar. It's better to play games at home or something.

Just thinking about it, I got home.He lazily climbed the stairs, listlessly took out his keys, then wiped his glasses and put them on again in boredom.

The moment my vision recovered from being blurry, I saw a person standing in front of my house.

Oh, don't say it, you can recognize it at a glance.

I didn't even need to see his face, just the way he was dressed and the way he stood to know who it was.

I continued to walk the remaining five or six steps.Ye Wen looked at me, and I looked at him. Although there is no mirror, I can imagine that my expression at this moment must be as flat as his.

I turned my eyes away from him, and when he got to the door, he had already taken a step aside and let the keyhole open. I turned the lock and asked at the same time, "Why, what can I do for you?"

Ye Wen didn't answer right away. He waited until I opened the door and entered the room before he said: "No."

I hung the key on the hook, and after taking off my shoes, I saw Ye Wen was still standing at the door, so I held the door frame with one hand and the handle with the other, "It's best if you don't have anything to do, I'm going out soon, and I don't have much time to entertain you. "

After I finished speaking, I smiled at him, and then I was about to close the door, but Ye Wen pressed his hand on the door, "Where are you going?"

I swallowed back the "Is it up to you" that I almost blurted out, scratched my head and winked at him, "Of course I went to a good place, why, together? The bow tie must still be thinking about having a 3P with you."

Ye Wen's face turned cold, "Bow tie, the one from last time? Are you going to find him?"

I let go of the door, yawned and turned around, took out a can of beer from the refrigerator, "Yes, it's him."

Ye Wen stood at the door, about two or three meters away from me, "What do you want him for?"

I took a sip of beer and hiccupped, "What are you doing? Of course it's... what those friends with sex should do." I turned around, "Ah yes, I won't give it away, please. When you leave, close the door for me."

After a few seconds of silence, I heard Ye Wen's footsteps, but instead of walking away, he approached.He walked directly in front of me, "Don't go."

I patted his face and continued to the bedroom.

Ye Wen grabbed my arm, pulled me back, and pushed me up.

He put one hand on my shoulder, and the other hand was still tightly grasping my arm. His breath was only a slap away from me, "Don't you just want to find someone to do it? Well, I'll do it with you!"

I shook his hand away, and because of the force, the beer in the can spilled out and splashed on his black shirt.After taking another two sips of wine, I threw the empty can away, "What's the matter, didn't I satisfy you in the scene a few days ago?"

Ye Wen didn't say a word, but the hand on my shoulder increased his strength. I clasped his wrist with my backhand, leaned over and said, "So, you came to find me today, did you owe it to me again?"

But Ye Wen pressed up directly, kissed my lips hard, and at the same time reached into my sweat-smelling T-shirt from below, eagerly stroking it.

I pulled his collar and pushed him to the refrigerator door not far away, gritted my teeth and looked into his eyes, a voice kept shouting in my heart: Push the fuck out!Tell him that I'm not interested in coming to fuck me!

But compared to this annoying voice, my body has already made a choice. I pressed Ye Wen hard and kissed him. At the same time, I roughly took off his clothes as if I had been hungry and thirsty for a year and a half. Pants.

From Ye Wen lighting me on fire to when I pressed him on the messy bed, to when I hugged his waist with a lot of lubrication and crashed in without doing any opening, this process only took 10 minutes at most.

I don't know what time it is, I don't know if the sky outside the window is bright or dark, I don't even know if the door is closed, I don't have any thoughts in my mind, all the emotions that make me feel bored and confused are now All become the simplest and most primitive piston movement.

The tight hot wrapping of the intestinal wall and the pleasure from the friction made me lose control. I didn't have time to care about the feelings of the person below me, and I didn't have time to think about the angle of the position. I just kept thrusting and venting.

In the end, I don't even remember the body I hugged tightly, this beautiful body that brought me extreme pleasure, it also has a name called Ye Wen.