Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

When the lips touched, the soft touch instantly stimulated the excitement of the body and the heart.

I pushed Ye Wen's lips away with the tip of my tongue, and hugged his body tightly at the same time. While taking a breath, I smelled the smell of medicine mixed in with my body odor, that kind of smell unique to things in the hospital, cold and a bit cold. Bitter, I immediately remembered that Ye Wen was a patient who had just come out of the operating room.

I retreated, intending to stop immediately.The entanglement between the two of them on the bed is obviously not a ritual gentle kiss for the sake of meaning, but some kind of ignition ceremony, or in other words, very obvious foreplay.Although it is only a small flame now, as long as it is given a chance to continue to burn, it will definitely burn more and more vigorously.It would be too late to put out the fire when both of them were burned like firewood doused in petrol.

But my side retreated, Ye Wen's side immediately filled the gap.His body leaned forward, his tongue wrapped around the tip of my tongue, his lips sucked my lips, and his hands held my hands tightly. There was a strong lust in every part of his body, or, more like a kind of possessive.

Facing his obvious demand, I instinctively want to respond, and want to tell him my feelings more strongly and clearly, how much I want to take possession of him and his whole body and spirit, and let his body The deepest part, including every limb, every inch of skin, every hair, every pore, and even every cell, belongs to me.

Sexual desire has always included possessiveness and conquest, but the feeling Ye Wen gave me is different from anyone else, it is hard to describe, especially now, at this moment, I feel for no reason that what he wants is the same as me too.

Possession fusion, a little closer, a little closer, no matter what position you use, what process, how long you do it, how cool it is when you climax, whether the contact between the body is pleasure or pain or dissatisfaction. Well, the essence is to get close and look for a certain sense of security.

I feel scared.

I kept feeling a chill deep inside me that kept sending out chills down my spine, and I instinctively wanted to fight that feeling of uncertainty and lingering anxiety with intensity and heightened body temperature. Cold, I want to use the thrill of the most intense friction between the bodies and the continuous approach to make up for the gap that cannot be filled, and I want to keep confirming Ye Wen's body.

Although I have been trying my best to calm down, but now that I think about it, there were indeed many times today when I thought that Ye Wen might die.

The thought of forcing myself to get rid of it at that time came back more strongly when I was sure that he had escaped safely. I assumed over and over again that if there was a problem in any link, even if it was just a small detail, I might have lost it. Ye Wen.

It felt like accidentally knocking over the porcelain. When I was ready to hear a "crash" at any time, I subconsciously reached out to grab the porcelain, but rescued the porcelain.

Put the porcelain back on the table, although the porcelain is still the same, but the mood is absolutely different, the picture of the broken porcelain will be hypothesized and repeated in the mind, it is more anxiety-provoking than it is really broken, and the disaster paranoia will never again start.

Although it is not appropriate to compare Ye Wen to a piece of porcelain, I really feel this way. I took it for granted that he was fine before, but now he smiles at me and talks to me, but I think it is a luxury.

So why when faced with a piece of precious porcelain, after it has experienced a critical moment, instead of locking it in a cabinet and protecting it once and for all, I want to take it with me wherever I go, even if it breaks, I want to let it break in front of me , which is difficult to explain.

Just like now, feeling my conscience, I really want to have sex with Ye Wen, and I want to get back a certain sense of security from him.

But I couldn't get involved.

The night light behind me shone dimly on Ye Wen's body. With half-opened eyes, I could only see a blur of light and a blurred outline at this distance.

His slightly messy hair, the clean bandage on his head, and the edges of his ears were all swaying in my sight, overlapping and then separating.

I saw the long shadows of the two people cast on the window a few meters away. From the beginning, the light and shadow were distinct, and in the end, it was impossible to see where there was light and where there was shadow.

The sound of the rain outside became louder, and the wind blew against the tight window glass, producing a muffled vibration. When my eyes returned to Ye Wen, I finally made up my mind.

Leaning to press him back on the pillow, I got up after calming down for a while, stared at his lips, and gasped, "It's time for you to sleep."

But Ye Wen raised his hand and hooked my neck, "I already said, I can't sleep." His fingers traced my neck, coupled with the hot atmosphere in the room at the moment, I felt that I might pounce on it again at any time .

But although the second brother, Jiu Jiu, is arrogant and mighty, but he is the boss after all, isn't he?At critical times, you can't always engage in things that overhead the power of the brain.

Considering that the most terrible thing now is the sensational atmosphere of the two of them being alone, I made a decisive decision and roughed up the skirts of Ye Wen's clothes on both sides, and then pulled the quilt over to cover him.

"Can't sleep, can you? Then I'll sing you a lullaby, ahem, wait a minute, ahem..." With a twitch of his mind, he said the words to sing a lullaby, god damn it, how can I know a lullaby, rock and roll is almost the same.

After a quick turn in my head, I started to sing, "One ~ flash ~ one ~ flash ~ bright ~ crystal ~ crystal, full ~ sky ~ all ~ is ~ small ~ star ~ star, hanging ~ in ~ sky ~ empty ~ Put~light~bright, good~like~thousand~thousand~small~eye~eye~~~~~" Anyway, no matter what song, if the tune is simple and the speed is slow, then it can basically be used as a lullaby. What is it? The song doesn't really matter.

I am kneeling and sitting on the bed right now, trying to slow down and dragging out a long and strange tone. I thought this would spoil the atmosphere enough to make Ye Wen lose interest in continuing, but I was wrong, he once again Grasping the crux of the problem, he directly pressed his hand on my dick who was suffering from suffocation through his pants.

I got stuck in an instant, "Hanging in the sky to shine light... shine light... light..."

Ye Wen teased with the fabric with his hand, and said with a smile, "Sing it first and then fall asleep."

"Twinkle, twinkle..." I worked hard on one side, while Ye Wen on the other side continued to add to the chaos. God knows how much temptation I was facing and how strong my conscience was condemned.

No matter how I imagined the domestic cartoons I watched when I was a child, with every light touch of Ye Wen's hand, I could feel more blood rushing to such a corner.

I sang with my head up for a long time, and when I felt Ye Wen undo my belt, I lowered my head suddenly, only to see him leaning forward and touching my dick with his lips through his trousers. I feel like I'm on fire.

Leaving aside how comfortable the warm breath of his breath seeps in through the fabric, let’s just talk about his posture at the moment. I just took a look at the picture of him giving me a blowjob.

Because Ye Wen is a clean freak, I always only think about oral sex in my head, but now I suddenly encountered a scene I had been waiting for for a long time, and my mind suddenly buzzed in response to the occasion.

Fortunately, in the next second, I saw the sweat on Ye Wen's forehead, noticed his pale face, and when my eyes moved to his injured arm, I regained my composure and decisively stopped him.

Ye Wen pulled my waist down, "Aren't you coming? Then I'll come instead." He made a gesture to get up, but I quickly pushed him back.

I was anxious, and put my hand on his forehead, "I don't have a fever, could it be that there is an aphrodisiac in the anesthetic? Do you feel anything wrong?"

Ye Wen shook his head, first hugged my waist with his right hand, then raised his left hand to go around my back with difficulty, and slowly tightened it with more force, "Why do you refuse?"

I looked at his arm and didn't dare to move it at all, "How obvious, do you really treat me like a beast? How could I do anything to you after you've been hurt like this."

"I'm fine, let's continue." He said, pressing his lips against my neck, biting lightly with the tips of his teeth.

I hugged him back, stroked his hair and sighed, "Ye Wen, what's wrong with you? I think something is wrong with you now."

"Well," he held my Adam's apple in his mouth, "I don't think it's right either, maybe it'll be fine after finishing it, so..." He kissed me again, anxious and eager.

It took me a long time to push him back without touching his wound, and I leaned over to look at him and said, "Don't do this, it hurts me to see it."

Ye Wen squinted his eyes halfway to look at me, his eyes were as blurred as possible, he raised his arms, hooked my neck and pulled me down, and said in my ear: "Do you know how long I've been looking for you outside today? For a few hours, I searched for countless possible places and made countless phone calls, but I just didn’t know where you were or if you were safe, do you understand that feeling?”

"Understood, I understand." I also experienced this feeling today, the memory is still fresh, of course I understand.

"Just understand." Ye Wen rubbed his lips against my ears and rubbed his hands on my back, gradually pulling the distance between me and him closer, "This is still too far away, I need you to get closer to me." He Rubbing my body with my body, the hard genitals of the two rubbed through the clothes and stuck together.

I took a deep breath, not only for the physical pleasure, but also because Ye Wen actually felt the same as me, it is indeed too far away now, I desperately hope to feel a part of my body in his body.That kind of desire is like the onset of a cigarette addiction. It has no specific form, but it scratches every nerve in your body and forces your reason to surrender.

This is not going to work, I looked at Ye Wen's expression, and decided to make a compromise between doing and not doing, carefully avoiding his injury, starting from the neck, stroking his body.

Ye Wen let out a long breath, still hooking my neck, "I was completely aimless at that time, imagining that you might suddenly appear countless times, but you never did, I was very scared... Speaking of it, I always felt that I Calm enough, but the facts always make me understand that I don’t understand myself at all. When I took revenge on you, I thought I could get out of it, but when I found out that I couldn’t extricate myself, I thought driving you out of Beijing would solve the problem , and later, I forced myself to watch you and Yang Xiaojiu have sex, and I felt that I could just let it go... Even when I told you that I would cut it off without starting over, I thought I could do it, but in fact, every time I I overestimated myself every time.”

Ye Wen let me go and looked straight into my eyes, "When I was looking for you, I kept thinking, if I find you, I'll tie you up, find a place to hide, don't give you a chance to choose, and don't let you touch Anyone but me, hold you firmly until death."

I tore off the quilt, and slowly held Ye Wen's hot penis, feeling his body trembling under me.

I asked, "Why are you telling me this? Shouldn't this kind of thing be planned secretly?"

"I want you to know that I am such a person. If I want you, I want all of you, and I must not give half of it to others." His breathing began to become heavier, "Oh, don't you think I'm terrible ? First of all revenge, and then came back inexplicably and asked to start again. In fact, after going through that, no matter what I say, you will never trust me again, right? I understand this, but..."

"Didn't you say you were going to start over?"

"Are you going to give me an answer at this time?" He looked at me, the lust in his eyes flickering.

I paused the movement of my hands, "Yes, right now, start again."

Ye Wen's eyes widened for a moment, and then returned to their slightly drooping appearance.

I continued, "But there is one condition."

"You said."

"Don't lie to me again. I can trust you unconditionally now, but as long as I find out that you lie to me..." I pulled out my hand and grabbed his neck, "Ye Wen, listen carefully, I will definitely kill you with my own hands. about you."

"Okay," Ye Wen raised his hand, pressed it on my hand, looked at me quietly, and said after a long time: "Kill me or trust me, choose one, close, I love you."