Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

Early Friday morning, Ye Wen and I returned to Beijing.

He kindly sent me to the gate of the community, and even more kindly told me that I can rest at home without going to the company today.

I looked at my dark circles in the rearview mirror, and entered the community without being as poor as him.

I didn’t sleep for a few hours the night I lived in Huangshan. After watching the sunrise, I climbed down the mountain and then drove back to Beijing. During the process, I always felt flustered without warning. In this way, I only slept for five or six hours in two days.

Although on the way I planned to go back to Beijing and go to the hospital first, but now I was so sleepy that my upper and lower eyelids were like positive and negative magnets, so I decided to go home and catch up on sleep.

Climbing up the stairs with a big bag on my back, I took a long time to dig out my pockets before I realized that I was in a hurry when I went out and didn't bring the key. I guessed that San Fatty should still be sleeping at home, so I knocked on the door vigorously, and it turned out that I knocked so hard that my hand hurt and no one answered. I took out my phone and wanted to make a call, but the battery was fucking dead, and the screen went black.

Fuck, go straight to the hospital.

When I bought Zhongnanhai, I kept my backpack in the small shop selling grain and oil downstairs, and asked the old lady who bought eggs where the nearest hospital was, and I set out on the road with a cigarette in my mouth.

Ever since I felt that I had a heart problem, I always thought of my father, and dreamed of him when I was half asleep and half awake in Ye Wen's car.

My father is tall, about 1.8 meters tall, but unfortunately I inherited my mother, who was only 1.6 meters long enough to wear high heels when she was young.The father in the dream is not a tall and mighty image that I need to look up to, but two photos, one is a colorful life photo hanging in the corner of the living room, and the other is a large black and white wooden frame in my mother's room. posthumous photo.

There is no special plot, the black and white photo of my dad was looking at me throughout the dream, it was nothing to look at, but after looking at it, he smiled at me.I didn't hear what he said later, because at this time I was already woken up by fright.

Okay, how about a laugh?Your son, I'm only in my 20s and I haven't lived enough, so don't you want to drag me down to accompany you!

But although my father had a heart attack, he died in a car accident in the end.When I was young, I only vaguely remember my aunt complaining to my mother, saying that if my father hadn’t drank a few drinks and insisted on driving and had a heart attack, my uncle, that is, my father and his brothers would not be able to accompany me. died.The three brothers and sisters left the youngest sister overnight, and she was unmarried in her thirties, so it's no wonder she was holding on to my mother and venting her anger.

Although this aunt is pitiful, I have never had a good impression of her, who made her yell at my mother.Because I didn't like her, I was [-]% unhappy that she would move in with us when I was a teenager.

But at that time, my mother taught me that it was not easy for my aunt. The two elder brothers left at the same time, and the family was left in a mess. The fight for the family property was almost fatal. She was also under too much pressure to find someone to drag her down. Just put it, but in the wrong way.

I remember very clearly that my mother said to my father's posthumous photo that women always know how to protect themselves better than men in extreme situations.

The words are quite profound, and I didn't understand them at the time, and now she and my aunt have lived together for many years, and I still don't understand them.But I know better than anyone that my mother is very free and easy and strong. Although her mantra is always "I can't live anymore", in my opinion, she is living better than anyone else.According to this momentum, her old man's small pharmacy is opening supplements and eating early to bed and early to rise to maintain health. Maybe I can't make it through her.

When I arrived at the hospital, I realized that I didn’t have much money on me, and I didn’t bring my bank card with me, so I got the cheapest number. After waiting for a long time, I almost fell asleep in a chair before I was called.

When I walked in, the doctor didn't even lift his eyelids, just pointed at the stool with the tip of his pen.I sat down, he adjusted his glasses, put on his stethoscope, pointed at his clothes, and motioned me to lift them up.I lifted up my clothes, and he put the stethoscope, which seemed to have no technical content at all, and was completely incompatible with high-tech, on my chest, and listened for a long time with his eyes closed.

When I saw him like that, I doubted that he could fall asleep directly. After waiting for the end of listening, he opened his eyes and took off the stethoscope. After pulling out a list, he began to write quickly. One didn't understand, so he finally opened his mouth after writing, and what he said was, "Take the form and pay the money, and come back for an electrocardiogram."

I was very impatient, "You've been listening for a long time, but you should say something, I have a solid foundation, don't you?"

The old doctor put the list on the table, and he was more impatient than me, "Don't tell me, do you want to have an electrocardiogram?"

I took the list, "How about you just have fun with me after tossing around for a long time? Listening to this heartbeat is as fun as listening to drums?"

The old doctor picked up the cup and drank tea, and then spit out half a piece of tea leaves back into the cup after taking a sip of water, without looking up at me, "Do you want to do it? Just pay the money if you do it."

It's really fucking bad, but we can't afford it, so I smiled apologetically, "Do it, how much would you say?"

The old doctor frowned so much that he could hold the money, and pointed at the sloppy list, "Isn't it all written? 140 five."

Damn, I really shouldn't talk nonsense with this old man, I grabbed the list and went out, listening to him call out the next one in a long voice.

There were quite a lot of people in line at the payment office, and I finally found out that there were only one hundred and three in my wallet.The old aunt who was in charge of collecting the money was also very impatient and looked at me blankly.

I'll go, do I have the word "no money" written on my face?

I almost dug through the wallet, plus 141 cents bills and 5 cents steel coins, and found a total of 1 cents. Yes, I also dug out a penny.

I put the money on the counter and smiled like a flower, "Sister, you see that I have less money today, can you..."

The old aunt pushed the list and the money out, and without saying a word, she looked away from me and looked at the person behind me.

Ten minutes later, I bought a bottle of water at the newsstand by the side of the road and drank it, squatting in front of the magazine stand and smoking a cigarette.

After I finished my two cigarettes, I stood up and asked the newsstand owner a question that I thought was stupid, "Do you know where there is a public phone around here?"

The boss looked at me and pointed casually, "Isn't that all?"

"Are there any ones that don't use IC cards?"

"That's really not there." After the boss finished speaking, he held up the newspaper, looked at it twice, and then put it down, "Are you in a hurry? Did you forget to bring your mobile phone or was it stolen? My daughter's mobile phone was stolen just now, and now This mobile phone stealing is really rampant."

I answered casually: "Yes, yes, isn't the world going downhill?"

The boss chuckled, "Yes, it's really a fucking downturn, young man, I'll lend you."

I was so happy when I heard this, I quickly praised the boss, almost saying that he is the reincarnation of Lei Feng.

I called Yue Chen when I borrowed a mobile phone. There was no way. His mobile phone number was the only one I could memorize. Firstly, he had a strong relationship with me. Secondly, his mobile phone number was easy to remember.

"Which one?" I'm really not used to Yue Chen talking to me in a peculiar tone.

"hey-hey."

He heard it immediately, "What's wrong with your phone? Didn't it fall into the water again?"

I continued to laugh, "No, it's just out of battery."

"Did you forget to bring the charger with you on a business trip?"

"No, I'm already back."

"So you forgot to bring the key?"

"Exactly."

"What about strolling on the street?"

"Yes."

"Xiao Huang has the key, you can call him, and I will send you the number."

"Farewell, trouble, actually I didn't call you for the key, I just wanted to ask you if you know which hospital is better, that is, it is more reliable to see a doctor, it is best to be in the south, it is better to see the famous heart of."

Yue Chen paused, and his tone immediately became serious, "Who wants to see a doctor?"

I knew he was going to ask this question, so I answered very kindly: "Me."

Yue Chen was a little anxious, "You want to see your heart? What's wrong with you?"

I continued to be unkind, "It's really nothing, I just want to have a look, don't worry, just tell me which one is good, I will go by myself."

After returning the phone, I found a nearby McDonald's and sat down to feed the gluttons in my stomach. When I was full, Yue Chen also appeared in time, with sweat on his forehead.

When I told him that, I was actually suspected of deceiving him to borrow money from me on purpose, so I felt very sorry to see him anxious, so I took the paper towel that I had wiped my mouth on the table to wipe his sweat.

He was really in a hurry, he took it and wiped off the sweat by himself without looking at the oily spots on the paper towel, and then he dragged me out and got into a taxi.

I saw Yue Chen's expression was not good, and I was busy making amends, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

He turned to look at me and frowned, "Are you fighting again?"

Okay, forget about it, and in order not to write a review, I immediately explained to him, "I really don't blame me for this!"

Yue Chen and I talked about our experience in Huangshan like a storyteller, and we became excited when we were talking. When we were talking about being happy, Yue Chen pressed his hand on my shoulder, "Stop talking, it's not good to be too emotional , how do you feel now, are you still uncomfortable?"

I felt it carefully, and honestly said, "It's not uncomfortable at all."

All the way to the hospital without a word, Yue Chen was busy with the registration and payment, while I felt that I was being unkind, I said in my heart that I would pay him back the money immediately after I was paid, with interest!

The same stethoscope electrocardiogram, but the attitude of the doctor here is obviously much better than the one I saw before.

If it’s an expert account worth tens of dollars, you get what you pay for, it’s different.

I sat on the stool, Yue Chen stood behind me, and the two waited for the result together.

Looking at the young and handsome male doctor, he looked up at me after reading the picture seriously, and smiled at me, and I smiled at him too.

He said flatly, "Your heart is fine."

Yue Chen loosened his hand on my shoulder, "It's fine."

I stood up, "Impossible, take a closer look and tell you, my father has heart disease, I may be genetic!"