Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

When I was in junior high school, my mother started buying lottery tickets for ten yuan a week. At that time, I discussed with her how to spend 500 million yuan if I won.After being admitted to the university, the school has a special scholarship of 1 yuan every year. I have made a total of three fat children and two highs, and if I get the scholarship, how should I squander it.When I was in junior year, I participated in a fashion design competition. No.1 had the opportunity to go to Central Saint Martins for further study. Luo Yue and I drank wine and chatted about how to hook up with foreign girls and handsome men in London.

Even after watching the 2012 movie, I discussed with Yue Chen how to help the other get on board if one of us accidentally got a ticket.Life is so fucking full of unpredictability, we have to be down-to-earth and have dreams.

But although I have made assumptions about countless nonsense futures and unrealistic dreams in my life, but Guan Erye, I have lived such a big life, but I have never done such boring things as "If one day, I like someone" The extreme is not considered within the scope of the assumption.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Yue Chen subverted my outlook on life and values ​​with just one sentence.

From my own understanding, things are simple.I like Ye Wen's appearance, body and voice, and I will react when I see him, so I want to have sex with him. These feelings are no different from those of other friends with sex. If there is any difference, it means that I have only done it with him. Once, and that time was so cool that I can't forget it for such a long time, and I always think about it and want to do it again.

But if Yue Chen's statement is assumed to be true, then my various feelings towards Ye Wen can be summed up in the simple word "like". It sounds simple, doesn't it?But the reality is very complicated. It was so complicated that I went home and thought about not being able to sleep at all all night, but I didn't think of a reason.

I struggled all night, and after a long inter-generational communication with Socrates, Plato, Hegel, Russell, Nietzsche, Freud, Jung Foucault, it dawned, but my mind did not change.

I continued to ignore Wei Huang who was driven into the three fat children's room by me, and made two packs of Master Kong's soup from noon to night.

It was cloudy, and it looked like it might rain. After drinking the last sip of noodle soup, I cursed "Fuck me" at the screen full of heart-pounding love and love entries, then put on my clothes and went out.

Fuck your mother's heartbeat, fuck his grandma's love, fuck his uncle's love!Let me die!

This is just an illusion and coincidence. Love is a cheap consumer product fabricated to deceive women and children. Guan Erye has only been a vegetarian for too long. What he needs right now is to find someone to give him physical comfort and psychological treatment. It's as simple as that!

All kinds of things gather in nightclubs on weekends.

I have a clear goal, and the buddy standing in front of me holding a goblet has a clearer goal.

"My name is Danny, you are the type I like." The opening speech is straightforward, with a medium-to-high appearance, a good figure and a magnetic voice. The key is that I have feelings for him. Watching him fantasize, the little brother below has a reaction.

That's right, fuck the arrhythmia, fuck the petty and awkward Ye Wen, who bullies others, fucks when he feels it, says goodbye as soon as he puts on his pants, and never drags his feet. This is the life I want.

"Go to your house or my house or open a room?"

"I live in the South Third Ring Road, so stay away."

"My house is nearby, if you don't mind, come to my house."

After more than ten minutes, he went downstairs to his house, and the elevator went up to the 24th floor. After entering the door, he asked, "What would you like to drink? You hardly drank at the bar just now, right? I have all kinds of alcohol here."

He pulled me to the wine cabinet, okay, the glass wine cabinet on the fourth floor is full of bottles, such as red, white and yellow.

I said random, and he mixed me a glass of wine with an indescribable taste, and told me that the name of this wine was called random.

I finished my drink and asked, "What do you want to do?"

He squinted and smiled, put away the wine glass, took another bottle of red wine in his hand, and dragged me to the balcony.

A small balcony of about three or four square meters, semi-enclosed, looking down from the height of the 24th floor, the street view is a mess of light spots.

It was very windy on the balcony. He opened a bottle of red wine and handed it to me, holding the lubricant and the condom in one hand and pointing outwards, "It's a small terrace with ten square meters outside, do you want to go?"

I followed his hand and looked out, the small terrace was tidied up, some flowers and plants were planted on both sides of the shelf, and there was a blanket in the middle, it seemed that it had been prepared for a long time, "Okay, it's up to you."

As soon as he opened the window, he flipped it out, then leaned on the window frame and reached out to me, "Come on."

I handed him the red wine, and I flipped it out too.

When he started to undress me, I couldn't help but ask, "Do you toss and turn like this every day?"

"There is a door," he pointed to the corner, "but the key is gone."

After taking off my shirt, he stripped himself naked and sat on the blanket, hooking his fingers at me.I went over, and he took a sip of red wine and then kissed me.

It was very windy on the terrace and it was very comfortable. He gnawed on me with the smell of wine to make me more comfortable. He used red wine as a oral fluid, took off my pants and gave me oral sex. I leaned on my elbows and raised my head Look at the sky, the neon lights are too bright, the sky is gray and red, and the stars can't be seen at all.

From not being able to see the stars to thinking of the stars I saw in Huangshan and thinking of Ye Wen was less than a second. The scene in my mind reappeared and the camera got stuck on the scene of the boy turning his head and smiling at me. After driving away the heart, it started to twitch again.

That Danny is still working hard to help me suck, so hard that it is hard to understand.I patted him on the shoulder, he looked up at me, and I pushed him straight down.

The edge of the blanket was next to the iron fence of the terrace. He raised his hand and grabbed the rusty blue fence. I put on the cover and asked if I was ready. After he nodded, I rushed in directly.

He held on to the fence and gasped, holding on to the iron fence very tightly during the process. The shaking and collision of his body made the damn fence creak all the time, which made me distracted and wondered if he would push harder He broke the fence and fell down at one end.When I think about it this way, I don't dare to work too hard, and I don't have much fun.

After finishing the work, it was very pleasant to blow the wind with sweat all over his body. He continued to drink red wine, looked at me drunkenly and said, "Do you want to stay overnight?"

I put on my clothes and lit a cigarette, "No, I'll be leaving in a while, I have to get up early tomorrow."

He touched his pants and took out his mobile phone to check the time, "It's only nine o'clock, can you stay a little longer?"

"Okay." I stepped on the blanket, watching the smoke being blown away by the wind quickly.

You don't need to close your eyes right now, your mind is full of Ye Wen.

Oh shit.

"Do you want to do it again?" I turned sideways, grabbed Danny's foot and dragged him towards me.

He looked at me and smiled, twisted his body to sit up and wanted to take off my clothes again.

At this moment, I heard a crisp sound followed by a "bang", and before I could turn my head, Danny pulled me up hard and gnawed me up again.

When I pushed him away, I turned around and saw a dark figure, followed by a pain in my chest.

Danny yelled at the people who came, "What are you crazy you! What's wrong with me? You can fuck me outside but you can't?!"

The man pointed at me and asked, "Who is he?"

I rubbed my chest, okay, bad luck, what the hell is this.

Danny was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, so he stopped in front of me, "Are you blind? Can't you see? He is my new BF! Why are you hitting him! Aren't you coming back? Go find that slut Goods, you go!"

The man who came to catch the rape knocked Danny over, and then kicked me in the chest.I turned sideways to avoid it, then stood up and patted my clothes, "Come on, you two take your time, see you later."

Just two steps away, the big black-faced man followed up and grabbed my clothes, I happened to see his fist when I turned around, I dodged and took two steps back, "Are you fucking finished?"

He punched and kicked together, Danny, the troublemaker, was still yelling and fanning the flames, and I was cursing in my heart that he must deliberately provoke me to make this man jealous, while stepping up and tripping the stupid big guy, and then Seizing the opportunity, he punched him directly in the face.

With such a punch, the cursing Danny turned into a screaming Danny. He rushed over and pushed me away, "How dare you beat me! Who are you! Get out, if you don't get out, I'll call the police!"

Fuck you, I wish I could leave early.

I was too lazy to talk nonsense with them, so I opened the door and left.

The big, silly man was still yelling, "Come back to me!"

Danny said coquettishly with a crying voice: "Okay, okay, let him go, I will apply medicine for you, does it still hurt..."

I thought it would be enough to be annoying to meet such a mess tonight, but who would have thought that annoying things always come in waves one after another.

I came home depressed, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw Wei Huang moved a small stool and sat there holding a psp to play games. He raised his head when he heard me come back, smiled twice, but suddenly drooped his face.

He walked over to me and smelled it, "Have you been drinking?"

"Drink it." After I finished speaking, I took off my clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Wei Huang pushed the door open and came in, staring at me angrily, "What's wrong with you?"

I looked down at the few inconspicuous hickey marks on my chest, "What's wrong?"

Wei Huang held the doorknob still, "You... are you looking for Ye Wen?"

Damn it, I couldn't think of Ye Wenlai at this moment, I pulled out the shower head and pointed at Wei Huang, "Don't bother me, get out."

"Are you admitting it? It's Ye Wen, right? What's so good about him?" Wei Huang seemed to be drowned, still holding on to the doorknob, as if he had eaten a weight.

"Where did your mother come from so many questions! Don't bother me!"

"Why do I bother you! Where did I annoy you? You came back from a business trip for so long and even ignored me. What's wrong with me?"

This twister, just as I was about to push him out the door, he pounced on me, hugged me like a koala and didn't let go.

I was holding the shower head with soap bubbles all over my body and I didn't know what to do when I heard him shout: "Guan Guan, I like you!"

Fuck, I fucking like it again!What's wrong with this world!