Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

He looked directly at me, "This is the purpose of your confession, isn't it?"

"Huh?" I couldn't follow his train of thought.

"You said you liked me?"

"Yes."

"Like sleeping with me?"

"Like it."

Ye Wen smiled, "You still don't understand what I mean?"

I replied: "I don't quite understand, are you rejecting me implicitly?"

Ye Wen raised his hand and put the tip of his index finger on my neck, "Are you pretending to be stupid? Then let me ask more directly. If you say you like me today, what about tomorrow? The day after tomorrow or next week or next month, will you also Find someone else to sleep with, tell someone you like it?"

This question was very sudden, Ye Wen had already pushed me away and got up while I was in a daze, stood up and said in a low voice, "Sure enough."

It didn't feel right, I got up so hard, and walked up to Ye Wen, "I haven't told anyone that I like it, you are the first one!"

Ye Wen took a clean shirt from the cabinet, put it on and threw me a T-shirt, "Guan Guan, what do you mean by liking? Is it another way of saying 'I want to fuck you'?"

I put on my clothes, "I really want to fuck you, but...how to put it, you understand? It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"Uh..." I scratched my head to organize my words.

Ye Wen came over and patted me on the shoulder, "Don't think about it if you can't think of it, I'm just asking casually." He looked at me politely and smiled, "Indeed, you and I both have physical needs, help each other Let's settle this is nothing, do you want me to be one of your bed partners? Yes, but we just tried it, do you think it's good to do it this way? It's not good, right? So don't do it again You have pestered me, compared to your false confession in order to sleep with me, I think it is less offensive for you to directly say that you want to have sex with me."

He was going to leave after he finished speaking, and I grabbed his wrist in a little anxiety, "Wait a minute!"

He turned to look at me, "Say it."

"Uh... so what, you are the first one I like in my life, uh... how should I put it..." I scratched my head anxiously, and my hair was probably scratched like a chicken coop by now, "you said , have you ever liked someone else?"

Ye Wen looked away, "Of course there is..."

I let out a long breath, "That's it! Don't you want to sleep with him when you like that person?"

He paused for a moment, "Yes."

I finally made it clear, and I breathed a sigh of relief, "That's it, so, is there a conflict between my liking you and wanting to sleep with you?"

Ye Wen lowered his head slightly, "So you are serious?"

I tilted my head to look into his eyes, "I said it was serious, why don't you believe it?"

Ye Wen looked at me, "Isn't it impulsive?"

This thing today is [-]% impulsive, but I can't say that, "No, I've been thinking about it for a long time, you said I'm avoiding you, that's right, it's because of this."

Ye Wen's eyes always make me unable to see through, he sighed and said: "Guan Guan, relationship is a matter between two people, you ask yourself, is it possible for a casual person like you to only guard one person? Can you do physical loyalty?"

"Uh..." I was speechless again.I didn’t think about this question. I fell in love with Ye Wen for no reason. I confessed to him impulsively without careful argumentation. When he talked about loyalty to me right now, I really didn’t think about it at all. I didn’t know where to answer it. First of all, if the answer can be done, it is absolutely self-deception.

"You said you like me, I believe it, but I know what kind of person you are, not to mention long-term loyalty, you probably won't be able to do it in a month or two, right?" He turned and walked towards the door, smiling Laughing, "It's really not suitable for you to talk about feelings, Guan Guan, you'd better continue to be an animal that thinks with its lower body."

Ye Wen just left, I didn't catch up, because I didn't know what to say if I did.He asked me if I could be loyal, and I couldn't answer. He said I was an animal that thinks from the lower body, and I couldn't refute it.

I feel bad.It’s not like I’ve never experienced the feeling of being splashed with cold water on my head. When I was splashed with cold water before, my head wasn’t so hot, and the water wasn’t so cold, so there wasn’t such a serious contrast as it is now.If I were a rock, and I was splashed with a ladle of ice water in such a hot place, I would probably be shattered into a piece of dregs with green smoke above my head.

Luckily for me, I am human.

On the way back, I kept thinking, what Ye Wen said was very reasonable, and I felt that I shouldn't be stupid to express my feelings in vain, but whoever said that I can do what is reasonable?If everyone acts according to reason, then this society still needs to have a hairy policeman and a hairy army?

Am I a fool who doesn't know about falling in love?If I don't know, can I hide from him for a month for a month?But what can I do, I'm a fucking idiot, I'm fucking abnormal, I'm fucking with Ye Wen.

He is the only thing in my mind that is out of my control at all, so what the hell can I do!

The more I thought about it, the more I was annoyed. I sat in a taxi and lost my phone in a hurry.

The driver said in front: "Hey, I said students, have you graduated? Is your job not going well? Let me tell you, these days, nine out of ten jobs are not going well, especially you young people. If you are tall, it’s not good if you can’t be high or low. You can just say me. They say it’s good to be a driver, and they say that Beijing’s taxi drivers use local people for local protection, but who knows that it’s not easy for us? You see, who is a little bit of a human being willing to drive this shit?"

I fumbled for my phone from under the seat and said, "I've become a master, pull over and I'll get off."

The driver looked back at me, "Okay, I know you mean well, but if I don't pull you, I have to do other jobs, right? It's almost here, I'll send you into the community, directly downstairs, who told us Are the two brothers related?"

"Heh, huh, it's really a fate." What a fucking mess, Beijing is so big, and there are so many taxis running around the world, how come I keep running into such a good teacher!

The driver looked at the rearview mirror and smiled at me, "Alright, student, if there is anything unsatisfactory, tell me, brother, I will be your good listener."

I was educated by the driver all the way. After getting off the bus, I didn’t rush to go upstairs. I lit a cigarette and put it in my mouth. Yue Chen made a call.

"What time is it?" Yue Chen's voice was quite vague, he must have fallen asleep and was woken up by me.

I took a puff of smoke, "How long have you been with your girlfriend?"

Over there sighed, "You came to me in the middle of the night just to ask this?"

"Yes, just to ask this, tell me quickly, and I won't bother you after you finish."

"I'm going to break up with you sooner or later."

"Don't ask, I'm not asking in vain, I'll treat you to dinner later."

"It's not rare. If you have any questions, let's talk about it tomorrow. I'm tired all day."

It seems that eating is not easy, so I changed my trick, "Hey, have those cats of yours found their owners? Why don't I help you find out if there are any colleagues who like cats?"

Yue Chen's voice immediately raised his voice, "If you have love, you can't give up halfway. It's best to have a cat before."

"Yes, yes, you answer the question first."

"Which girlfriend are you asking?"

"Why don't you tell me all about it?"

"Tell me about your size."

"Ah... so let's say the one who has been with you for the longest time, I remember this one is almost a year now?"

"Well, we've been together for ten months, the longest...Let's think about it, the one in college, we broke up from my sophomore year to graduation, why are you asking this?"

"Three years, what a fucking long time, did you find other women when you were with her?"

"No."

"Really not once? It's okay to have sex after drinking or something. You tell me and I will definitely keep it secret for you."

"Really not, what do you want to do?"

"Don't you find it boring to guard a woman for three years?"

"Don't you..."

"What? Hello?" Well, one battery is enough to say these few words, and the first thing I will do after receiving my salary is to replace this broken mobile phone!

Before I finished speaking, I ran home, plugged in the charger, turned on the phone, and called again, "Come on, let's continue."

There is the sound of drinking water, "No electricity?"

"Yes, the battery is out."

"Let's talk about it tomorrow. I don't think you have anything serious to do. It's not safe to make a phone call while charging."

"Come on, I've used it like this for countless times and I haven't been electrocuted. I can't die. Let's continue. You just face a woman, and it's not annoying to have sex with the same person for three years? To be honest, You really don't feel bored at all? In fact, you still have feelings when you see other beautiful girls, don't you?"

"You ask these because you suddenly feel that your life is too chaotic and want to find comfort?"

"Hey, are you interested in running on me?"

"After a long time, it's definitely not as fresh as when we first got together, but the relationship will deepen and the understanding will become more and more tacit. It's not that I don't feel it at all when I see others, but I won't do things that are sorry for her. Is this hard to understand? ?”

"Oh, feelings and tacit understanding..." It sounds good, and it doesn't seem too difficult.

"If you have any questions, please ask, I really have to go to sleep."

"It's gone for now, I'll talk about it when I think about it, thanks buddy!"

"Okay, don't forget to ask your colleague about Maomao, Xiao Guanguan is very beautiful, I will send you a photo tomorrow, it is convenient for anyone who is interested to show him the photo directly, and I will write you a notice , don't catch up with impulsive raising and take care of it badly, and..."

This topic is endless, I interrupted him in time, "Okay, no problem! That's it, goodbye!"

Putting down the phone, he took out a bottle of soy milk from the refrigerator and drank it, recalling what Ye Wen said today and thinking about Yue Chen's words.

After struggling for a while, I made a major decision before going to bed, isn't it just to be single-minded?Isn't it just that you don't want to have sex with others?I don't believe it yet, wait until I persist for a month first!

Lying down on the bed with a smile so proud, I simulated the scene a month later in my mind——

I raised my head and walked up to Ye Wen, "Tell you, you really underestimated me. I haven't looked for anyone this month. If you still think it's not enough, then it's no problem to come for another month. Guan Er Grandpa, I'm going to fight you."

After finishing speaking, he hooked his neck very handsomely, and kissed him until the sky was dark.