Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

"Did you delete my account?" The voice on the other end was low, but it sounded familiar.

Just as I was about to explain that I had changed my mobile phone, the boss said again: "Forget it, just pretend I never found you."

Now I can hear it, "Xiao Jiu? Yang Xiaojiu?"

The person over there was breathing heavily, "Well... Guan Guan, long time no see."

"Don't get me wrong, I just changed my mobile phone and don't have your number. What's wrong? I must have something to do with finding me all of a sudden, right?"

I waited on this side, but he didn't move for a long time on the other side. When I just raised my breath and planned to ask again, I heard a long and deep breathing from the other side. Combined with the tone of his speech just now, I immediately After a rough guess, "Xiao Jiu, let me know what's going on first, don't cry."

Unexpectedly, as soon as the word "don't cry" was uttered, it exploded. In the undisguised cry, Yang Xiaojiu said, "Guan Guan, I... I don't know what to do."

For a moment, the plots of many romantic dramas that my mother loves flashed through my mind: the heroine and the hero broke up due to various problems. A few months later, the heroine came out of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital with a pale face. Covering her lower abdomen with her hands, her eyes were red, and the doctor's words echoed in her ears, "It's been two months, if you want to take it off, you should take it off as soon as possible." what?At this time, add a sad narration: It was only that one time, how could it be such a coincidence?Why is it his child?

Afterwards, the hesitant heroine called the hero and cried, saying, if I didn't really know what to do, I wouldn't contact you again.

Returning to reality after thinking about it, I comforted Yang Xiaojiu who was crying more and more badly, "Don't cry, tell me what happened first."

I often hear that the three words "don't cry" are the most tear-jerking. It's true. Originally, Yang Xiaojiu's voice was quiet, but when I asked him this, he cried louder and came back. He said over and over again, don't cry After letting him vent his emotions, I really didn't want to procrastinate any longer, so I changed my tone, "Big man, talk about something! Otherwise, you can come back after crying after I hang up the phone!"

Yang Xiaojiu finally stopped crying, "Are you doing well recently? I haven't contacted you for a long time."

"I'm fine, the problem now is that you're not."

"It's alright, it's much more comfortable to cry."

"You didn't come to me to cry for me, did you? Why, were you bullied?"

"No...Guanguan, where do you live now? Is work going well?"

"I recently moved and lived near the company, and my work went smoothly...Xiao Jiu, let's get to the point first."

The other end of the phone hesitated for a long time, and I couldn't help teasing him, "Ha, just say it if you miss me."

"You're so beautiful, you'll save me a lot of trouble if you don't come to make trouble and drink wine."

"so?"

"Hmm...Guan Guan, I know I don't know you very well, I'm not even considered a friend to you, I know it's not good to come to you when I have something to do, but I can't help it , I've searched for everyone I can think of, I don't know many people in Beijing..."

Yang Xiaojiu got stuck again here, I sat in another position, scratched my itch and waited patiently for him, after about half a minute, he sighed before continuing to say: "Can you lend me some money? "

"Borrow money?"

I just asked a casual question, but Yang Xiaojiu became obviously anxious, "I know I'm not good at this, but I really need money urgently, really! At home...the house is waiting for me to raise some money to go back, and I too... "

Hearing that this was going on forever, I immediately interrupted him, "Don't panic, tell me how much you borrow first."

"Will you lend me?"

"You have to be able to borrow it, so let's talk about the number first."

Yang Xiaojiu's loud voice when she was a waiter is gone, now her voice is as thin as a mosquito, "Well, the more the better..."

Fortunately, I just looked at Cary's inventory a few days ago, quickly thought about how much money I have, and after planning to save myself a small change for dinner, I said to Xiaojiu: "Look, Xiaojiu, you also know What's my situation, I don't have much wealth..."

Yang Xiaojiu interrupted me, "It's okay, if it doesn't work, forget it, just pretend that I haven't called this number before, I'll ask someone else, there will always be a solution, I'm sorry..."

"Don't talk yet!" This time I interrupted him, "Hey, you also know that I don't work long hours, so... I just thought about it, and I only have [-] yuan on hand to lend you. I can't come out, how much money do you need? Tell me first, I'll help you figure out a way... Hey, why are you crying again? Xiao Jiu?"

Yang Xiaojiu cried so much that it made people feel distressed. The dull crying of the big boy, the feeling of wanting to bear it but not being able to help it made people worry. He said intermittently: "Thank you, thank you, really, thank you Yes, my dad... is sick, and the family is waiting for money to save his life, thank you, thank you..."

It was already nine o'clock when I hung up the phone. Yang Xiaojiu said that he had just come out of a friend's house, not far from my place, and it took about half an hour by subway.

I put on my clothes and went out. I brought several bank cards with me. The only way to withdraw money at this time was the ATM machine. I ran to the nearest China Merchants Bank, only to find that the machine was out of service, and I went to the ICBC a little further away. , Unfortunately, I found that except for one cash deposit machine, the other machines were either out of money or malfunctioning.

After tossing and tossing for a long time, I finally took out the money, and there was only a fraction of [-] left in the card.

I went home and waited for Yang Xiaojiu to come over. Thinking about his situation, I feel pitiful. Although he didn’t say it carefully, when the family was being collected for debts, my father fell ill and was lying in the hospital. He could only barely support it. My sister was still in school and needed tuition fees, and all the burdens fell on his shoulders all at once. It was hard to think about it.At least we got to know each other once, it's fine if he doesn't look for me, since he did look for me, he must help me with this favor.

When Xiao Jiu finally sent a text message saying that he got off the car and asked me for the specific address of the community, I took out the more than 5000 yuan I had saved for two months and looked at it again and again, thinking that the owner of the gem shop told me to bring it to me. The black opal costs about 1000 yuan, so I took out another [-] yuan. Thinking about it, maybe I can find a smaller and cheaper opal. It’s a bit extreme to spend [-] yuan for a stone, so I smoked it again. One thousand, and when Yang Xiaojiu called me at the end, I thought that money could still be earned, and life was at stake, so I drew another thousand.

Just put the [-] in my pocket, and I went out without giving myself any time to regret, comforting myself as I walked to the gate of the community, anyway, Christmas will not be in time, and the rings can’t be finished in these few days, in a hurry The chosen stone is definitely not good, so I might as well give away the spare one first, and seriously wait until Ye Wen's birthday to talk about it.

It just so happened that his birthday was on Valentine's Day, so it was a good deal to only give one gift when we were together.

When I saw Yang Xiaojiu, I was still across the road, and when he saw me, he trotted over with his hands in his coat pockets, the tip of his nose was red, and he didn't know whether he was freezing or crying.

I haven't seen him for a few months, and I always feel that this kid looks different from before. Apart from being a little thinner, although he still has the same hair style, he still shows his small canine teeth when he smiles. I will post it when I see him , but there are always some places that make me feel that he is more mature than before.

"This neighborhood you live in is so beautiful." Rather than going to my house, it's more like me and Yang Xiaojiu going home, and right now he is pulling me into the gate of the neighborhood.

"And you, where do you live now?" I asked.

"Isn't it just a dormitory? The basement is dark and cold, and it's troublesome to be crowded with a bunch of people. I haven't gone back to live in it for half a month." He stuck out his tongue when he said this.

I smiled and didn't ask him where he lived. After walking for a while, I pointed out to Yang Xiaojiu, "The top floor of the building in front is where I live now. It's a small room, just right for living alone."

Yang Xiaojiu looked around, "Are you cold? If not, let's take a walk in the neighborhood."

In the winter, there is almost no one in the community, especially in places like the garden and pool, except for a few stray cats occasionally burrowing out, it is almost impossible to see any living things. Yang Xiaojiu and I chatted about our recent lives. The little stone rolled into the man-made creek with a "plop".

He pointed to a wrought iron bench in front of the small bamboo forest under the street lamp, "It's not bad here, shall we sit down for a while?"

I saw that he was not wearing thick clothes and his nose was red, so I said, "It's cold, let's go up."

But Yang Xiaojiu had already run to sit on the bench, stretched her waist and leaned back on the chair, "Do you think there will be heavy snow this year?"

"Do you think I look like a weather announcer?" I also sat down, took out two wads of red money from my pocket and handed them to Yang Xiaojiu, "That's all, twenty-three thousand in total."

Yang Xiaojiu didn't take the money right away. He stared at the money for a while and then looked up at me, "Actually, I don't know you very well. Are you afraid that I won't pay you back if you lend me so much money?"

I slapped the money in the palm of my hand, "Will you pay it back?"

Yang Xiaojiu shook her head like a rattle, "No! I'll pay you back immediately when I have the money! If you don't believe me, I can write a receipt."

I put the money in his hand, "Then it's over, I believe you."

Yang Xiaojiu looked at me with red eyes, tears welling in his eyes, I patted him on the head, "You're never finished, don't cry!"

Yang Xiaojiu collected the money carefully, curled his mouth, rubbed his eyes and said, "You're the one crying!" He was silent for a while, "Actually, I really didn't expect that you would lend me the money in the end. I have asked them all over... Sigh, it really is easy to add flowers to the cake, but difficult to send charcoal in the snow, I think the person who will definitely help me did not help me, but you... Sigh."

Yang Xiaojiu looked at me shaking her head and sighing, then raised her hair in a daze for a long time, then said a few words about life and suddenly smiled at me, "Okay, let's not talk about these troubles, you lend me so much money, I can't think of repaying it...how about a promise with my body?"

I pulled up the hat on his clothes and covered his head, "Come on, you, didn't you say that you should find a good one? What else can you promise?"

Yang Xiaojiu frowned, then smiled again, lifted the hat with one hand, and suddenly attacked my second child through his pants with the other hand.

"Fuck you, don't make trouble." Although I said so, but when I watched Yang Xiaojiu skillfully untie my belt and leaned over, I didn't move and didn't stop me further.

Just such a moment of hesitation, the thrill of electric shock in the lower body rushed all the way to the lower abdomen.

Sure enough, I have been a vegetarian for too long, and I was so excited that I raised my head and closed my eyes and let out a long sigh of relief.