Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

As soon as I saw Ye Wen, I felt extremely uncomfortable. I had a lot of thoughts in my heart, and they popped out like a small awl, but I pushed them back after only halfway through.

There are really many things I want to say, but most of the time when I speak, I pay attention to timing. When he asks me and answers, he will say what he thinks without hesitation in the middle, but at this moment, he is dazed, missed the opportunity, and wants to say again. It became extremely stuck, and he could only stare at Ye Wen, making himself uncomfortable.

After being frozen for more than ten seconds, Ye Wen was the first to speak: "Forget it, I'm here to bail you out. If you have anything to say, let's talk outside."

The two of them froze for half an hour. We didn't speak until we left the detention center and got into the car until Ye Wen drove the car all the way into the garage downstairs of his house.

Ye Wen's face was always grim. I also looked out of the window and walked all the way. I didn't know what to say. It's good to just be silent. I thought it would be exhausted all the time. As soon as the engine was turned off, Ye Wen turned to me and said, "You really have nothing to tell me?"

I felt very uncomfortable being looked at by his eyes, I moved my eyes and said, "I'm sorry."

Ye Wen suddenly raised his voice, "You still know how to say sorry?"

I heard my voice hoarse, "I'm sorry..." I can neither protect Ye Wen nor avenge him, so I really don't know what else to say besides these three words.

Ye Wen's face became even uglier, and he tapped his fingers heavily on the frame of the rearview mirror, "Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?"

Really not, I followed Ye Wen's hand and looked over, okay, who is this person?A head of messy hair, a small layer of stubble on the chin, bloodshot eyes, red eye sockets like a pervert in a movie, not only that, but through the hair, you can see the road on the head The bloody wound, looking down from the wound, there is still a small piece of dried blood on the forehead.

Before I could take a closer look, Ye Wen grabbed my arm, "There is still here!"

Immediately, my scalp was numb from the pain, and after recovering, I lowered my head and saw that the sleeve of the clothes was torn, and there was also a wound on the arm inside, which was three inches long.

Ye Wen let go of my arm, and immediately punched me, which landed on my face with ease. When I rubbed my face and frowned, he pulled me up from the seat and pulled me towards him. , "I'm sorry all you want to say to me?"

The space in the car is not small but it is definitely not too much. I was dragged by him and bumped into a bunch of things. Many small objects fell down with a bang. I raised my head and said, "Yes! I'm sorry, I didn't Use it, hit it! How do you relieve your anger!"

Ye Wen's face was frighteningly cold. I've never seen him like this before. He loosened his hand a little, and then pushed me against the door, "What do you want me to say about you? Huh? Even if you don't have common sense No matter how impulsive you are, you should know the words killing for life!"

Killing for life, the four words passed through my mind, I lowered my head, "I'm sorry, that beast seems to be still alive, I'm useless, the space in the car is small, let's go out and I let you go and beat him."

He pressed me hard against the car door, "Oh, that's so chic, don't you really fear death? You just want to seek revenge on Lin Chuan so blatantly, you can't imagine what the consequences will be? You really plan to fight Will he be buried with him after he dies!"

Just now I was in a state where I felt that being beaten and scolded by Ye Wen would make me feel better, but now I heard him yelling, but I suddenly felt very unhappy, and unconsciously raised my volume, " Lin Chuan deserves to die, even if I kill him and put my life on the line, I can't keep this beast."

Ye Wen's chest rose and fell violently, and his panting sound was much thicker. His tone was not as excited as before, but his anger was not reduced at all. "Do you know what you are doing? Killing people? You are so blatant and deliberately hurting people, if you If he is really dead, the Lin family will not let him go. You will be arrested and taken to the dock for trial. You will face the hatred of the Lin family for a lifetime, and you will become a murderer! Even if there is a way to help you If you file a lawsuit to commute your sentence, you will definitely be in prison for decades! Fortunately, Lin Chuan is not dead, but even if he is alive, at least it is considered a minor injury. According to the criminal law, you will be imprisoned for more than three years. How old are you this year? 23 pairs No? You went to jail less than a year after graduation, what do you make your family think? I know you are a single parent, are you worthy of the mother who raised you? Time, freedom, family," Ye Wen took a deep breath, "His Lin Chuan's life is really worth all of this?!"

Of course I know that killing pays for life, but I never thought about what Ye Wen said.

Murderer, murderer... I felt a sudden awakening, and then I realized that I didn't seem to connect Lin Chuan's death with murder at all, and I never thought that I would become a murderer.

Damn that bastard, I just did what I most wanted to do and what I had to do. I knew very well at the time that if I didn't do something, I would definitely suffocate myself to death. When I really fought with Lin Chuan I didn't think much about it, and I couldn't hold back my anger. Now that I think about it, I really took the problem too simply. If I really killed Lin Chuan, how would I explain to my mother?She is still waiting for me to go back and stay for a few days to make up for the New Year.

Ye Wen is right, I admit that I was too impulsive, but I want to refute his last sentence no matter what.I felt uncomfortable for a while, I rubbed my temples, looked at Ye Wen's slightly flushed face from anger, and said seriously: "Of course he's not worth it, but you are."

As long as it's for you, Ye Wen, it's worth anything.

Ye Wen withdrew and sat back in his own seat, looking out the window and wondering what he was thinking, I also sat down again, took time to look at the injury on my arm, the glass was scratched, it looked scary, but it was not deep, it just hurt sharp.

Ye Wen suddenly said, "Do you think it's worth it?"

I was blowing cool air on the wound, "Huh?"

Ye Wen still looked out the window, "For me, do you think it's worth it?"

This time I understood, "If I can't protect the person I love the most, if I can't help him vent my anger afterwards, my life will be in vain."

Ye Wen turned his head, "I said, you are not responsible for that matter, Lin Chuan came after me."

Thinking of that night, I feel so useless and uncomfortable, and I feel sorry for Ye Wen. My heart hurts, "Don't say it, it's my responsibility." I put my hand on Ye Wen's hand, "I will do my best to take care of you and protect you in the future. , although I can't guarantee anything with my ability. To be honest, even if I do it all over again, I'm not the opponent of those two in black clothes... But Ye Wen, although I don't have much, I am willing to give you everything, of course you It's not necessarily rare, all of my things may not be worth seeing in your eyes..."

As I was talking, I felt that my language was lacking, not only the language was lacking, but the content was not convincing. After this incident, I really felt that Ye Wen and I are people from two worlds. Even if I want to protect and take care of you, But it's useless if he's not in my world.

The world he lives in, although it looks very close, is actually far away. I didn't think about it before, and now I really feel powerless.

Ye Wen looked at me frowning and didn't speak. I felt embarrassed, so I smiled and said to myself, "Do you think it's ridiculous for a useless person like me to tell you about care and protection? You should believe it or not. , I wouldn’t believe it if it was me…”

"I believe it." Ye Wen said suddenly, "Don't be smart, can you? Who said I don't believe it?" He said and slapped me on the head.

I hissed in pain, but he softened his tone, "Only when you know the pain can you have a long memory."

Seeing that the expression on his face had returned to normal, I hugged my head and had fun with him, "Murder my husband! What if the wound on my head leaves a scar if you toss it so hard? The handsome Guan Erye I don't want to lose my face."

The corner of Ye Wen's mouth twitched, "You should really hit me. First, you have the courage to go to revenge, and then you say you want to protect me. Guan Guan, what do you think of me as a woman?"

"I'm short-sighted but not blind. If you don't look in the mirror, who can treat you like a woman?"

"That's it, listen now, I don't need your protection, Lin Chuan's matter, this is the end of your side, from today on, don't think about that person and take revenge on him, he dares to treat you like that Me, of course I won't take advantage of him, it's just that I have to do this myself."

"I don't agree, this matter..."

Ye Wen interrupted me, "You have to agree, leave the rest to me, and I will help you settle the matter that you injured Lin Chuan."

"Uh..." I was thinking about what to say, Ye Wen leaned over and hugged me without warning, "Promise me, never provoke Lin Chuan again, if he provokes you in the future, you should hide open."

I endured the pain in my hand and hugged him tightly, thought for a while, and replied, "I can't promise."

He was close to my ear, I couldn't see his expression, I could only hear his lowered voice, "What happened that night, even Lin Chuan, I hope you will forget it, completely forget it."

"..." How could I forget.

"Do you mind? Do you dislike me?"

I was taken aback when I heard this, and immediately let go of my hand, "How is it possible! I absolutely fucking..."

"That's right, forget about it, close it." Ye Wen smiled, which looked the same as his usual smile, "I'm not a woman, and I won't do anything just because of this blow, I'll just treat it as an insult." The mad dog took a bite."

I stared at his face, trying to find something different in his smile, but I couldn't.

He continued: "More importantly, I don't want this matter to become a thorn between you and me. You have no choice. If you can't forget, I'm done with you."

The words were too serious, I was startled, and immediately raised my hands in surrender, "I'll listen to you, will I listen to you?" Although I have to say this, although I know Ye Wen's words are right, I also know that I will never forget .

"So you promised me?"

"I promise."

Ye Wen looked directly at me, "If you promise, you will do it. I hate it when people lie to me, especially those around me."

I laughed, "When did I lie to you?"

Ye Wen raised his chin, his eyes were full of scrutiny, "Really?"

I pretended to be thinking, and then clapped my hands, "It really is!"

Ye Wen's face darkened instantly, "What did you lie to me?"

I wanted to laugh when I saw him like that, but I still held back my energy, "Ye Wen, I'm sorry...I..." Seeing his expression getting uglier and ugly, I changed the subject, "I used to Let me tell you, I caught a 1.5-meter big fish in middle school, but I was actually lying to you, the head and tail of the fish were only barely enough for one meter."

I finished talking and laughed, but Ye Wen didn't. I was afraid that he was really thinking too much, so I hurriedly said: "You don't really believe it, do you? I really never lied to you."

Ye Wen's face brightened a bit, but he continued the topic, "Then tell me, how many people have you been friends with before me?"

I was choked up, not because I didn’t want to answer, but because I couldn’t figure it out, “There are a lot of friends with sex, who is so charming, but it’s easy... If we say we are serious together, then you are the only one.” .”

Ye Wen looked straight at me, unwilling to let go, "Forget about the past, let me change the question, after you and I officially got together, have you found someone else? Friends with benefits also count."

I felt that Ye Wen was probably jealous of me, so I was very happy, so I went up and kissed him on the cheek, "No, I've been obediently a vegetarian, and I'm about to ascend to immortality." When I said this, I suddenly thought of Xiao Nine, I wanted to brag to Ye Wen about my determination, but I quickly dismissed the idea, one more thing is worse than one less thing, why bother to let Ye Wen know that Xiao Jiu is there.

Ye Wen smiled slightly, "Okay, let's not ask these questions anymore, since you didn't go home during the Spring Festival, I will give you half a month's leave, and wait for the situation here to stabilize... You can leave in about two or three days."

"How can I go home at this time, what do you think?"

"Letting you go back is to give you time to reflect on yourself, spend time with your mother, and think about what you did this time. By the way, remember to write a self-criticism for me after the reflection."

"Uh... well then, I'll go back."

Ye Wen started the car, "I'll take you to the hospital first."

I couldn't help but stop Ye Wen, took his hand, then leaned over to wrap his arms around his waist, looked at him carefully, kissed his lips forcefully, lingered for a while before leaving.

I hugged him tightly and said, "Ye Wen, you probably can't imagine how much I like you. After we finish talking like this, don't talk about it even if it's hypothetical."