[Waiting for the end of the world] Dongli chrysanthemum

Yan Changnian didn't see the wry smile on Eleven's mouth with his back turned to him.I still can't bear it.

Walking along the bluestone road in the village, I accidentally saw Tao Liangsheng, the cousin of the uncle’s family. The cousin is also in his thirties, but like him, he is not yet married. I heard that he once had a girlfriend who was a teacher. Later, it was strongly opposed by the family of the female teacher, but it failed.

Tao Liangsheng was still very thin, his complexion was a little too pale, and he was wearing an off-white windbreaker, as if a slight gust of wind could blow him away.

Seeing Eleven, my cousin vaguely recognized his appearance, and showed a faint smile: "I heard from my dad that you are back, and I am going to play with you tomorrow."

"When did you come back?" Eleventh University was surprised.

"Last night." Tao Liangsheng said, "When we got home, many people were already asleep. Didn't you hear the dog barking?"

At that time, he was in Dongli Space. Eleven smiled and said, "I lived on the other side of the mountain last night, maybe it's far away. I haven't seen you in these years. Are you feeling better?"

"It's much better, I don't take medicine now." Tao Liangsheng looked at Yan Changnian who was following him, and asked, "Is this your classmate?"

"Yes, his name is Yan Changnian, Yanzi's Yan, Yong Richang, New Year's New Year." On the [-]th, they introduced each other, and Tao Liangsheng coughed twice in the wind, and after a few words, he said goodbye and went back.

The two returned to their previous appearance, and when they were about to get home, Eleven suddenly said, "It turns out that Chinese New Year is almost here."

Time flies, Dongli Space is like a paradise, with brilliant peach blossoms, chickens and ducks crowing, a thriving scene.Yan Changnian went to the field to pick small tomatoes, Shiyi let out a heavy breath, and buried himself in the big soft bed.

too tired.

There was a smell of sunshine at the end of his nose, and he sniffed hard twice on Eleven, did Yan Changnian dry the quilt during the day?No wonder the quilt is much softer.Yan Changnian washed the little tomatoes and brought them into the house. On Shishi, he covered his head with a pillow and looked at him with half an eye peeking out from under the pillow.

After a few days, the man became visibly thinner.

deserve it!Eleven cursed in his heart.

Yan Changnian put the fruit plate on the low table beside the bed and asked him, "Eat?"

Before Eleven responded, Yan Changnian stuffed a small tomato into his mouth, and when his fingers touched his lips, Eleven felt a little unnatural.

After eating a few small tomatoes, Eleven said, "I want to sleep. Don't disturb me."

Yan Changnian put down the little tomato in his hand: "Okay, you can go to sleep."

He covered him with the thin quilt that was rolled around his body at eleven, and he really went out. Hearing the sound of footsteps, he was going to the mountain to meditate.

He said he wanted to sleep, but in fact Eleven didn't feel sleepy at all, he just didn't want to see Yan Changnian dangling around him, but that person didn't realize it at all, maybe he knew it, but he didn't do what he wanted.

Son of a bitch.

Eleven said angrily again in her heart.

He rolled around on the bed, and beat the pillow like Yan Changnian again, the depression in his heart eased a bit.

The bed that Yan Changnian bought was really comfortable to lie on, neither soft nor hard, and the pillows on the bed smelled like sunlight, as well as a faint smell of Yan Changnian's body. Eleven closed his eyes and thought about it for a while, and finally fell asleep slowly. caught.

Yan Changnian flew to the top of the peak, but did not meditate. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and put one in his mouth.After lighting the cigarette, he didn't withdraw the spell, but looked at the windless and automatic Zihuo in a trance.

After confirming that Tang Jiamu is Yingzong, after many years, Yan Changnian realized that his so-called infatuated love was nothing more than self-hypnosis. He had recalled and beautified it over and over again for a long time, but it could not stand the test of reality. hit.

After a short time together, apart from the initial shock, in Tang Jiamu's body, except for those familiar words and actions, he could no longer find the original palpitations.

Facing Yingzong who has become Tang Jiamu, the indescribable love and pain in the past seems to be left with deep regret.But the reunion in the underground forest, recalling it now, seems to have happened in the previous life.

When one cigarette was burned out, he took out another one, but did not light it.

"It's no good to smoke less." This is what Eleven told him when we first met.At that time, he smoked a lot, and he could smoke one or two packs a day.

Yan Changnian sighed and closed his eyes wearily.

Tao Jingming had resistance to him, and he could clearly feel it.If those friends knew about it, they would surely say that he stole chickens and made money.In fact, he never thought of stealing chickens, he just wanted to know the facts, and never thought of giving up on Tao Jingming, but in the end he took a wrong step out of curiosity, and then made mistakes again and again.

He is Tao Jingming's only source of warmth, Tao Jingming is not his only source of warmth.

Now, it was the past that he couldn't let go of that made the gap that they had almost filled suddenly widen again.If you want to fill it in again, it will be more than a thousand times more difficult.

Even if he wanted to get closer, it would depend on Tao Jingming's willingness to get closer to him. Judging from the current situation, Tao Jingming would not consider these things for the time being.

The heart is hurt, how can it be so easy to recover!

This is Tao Jingming's subconscious resistance to his half-hearted and obsessed with the past.

Do it yourself.

Yan Changnian punched hard on the rock beside him. He almost used all the strength in his body. With a crack, the rock cracked and blood flowed from his own hand. The pain came, but Yan Changnian felt There was a burst of inexplicable pleasure, and he punched several times before he stopped, panting and slumped on the ground.

It may be that the bone was injured, and the fingers were a little disobedient. Yan Changnian raised his arm, looked at the bloody fist, and said two words softly to that hand: "It deserves it."

Eleven woke up in the smell of rice, the small kitchen was next to the living room, Yan Changnian was squatting in the kitchen, choosing dishes, his movements were very light.

He leaned on the bedroom door for a while, shook his head vigorously, and walked out to the hillside.

There is no hairball, and I am not used to it. At this time, at least I can hold it and rub it, so that my mind will not be full of the man in the room.

"Cloud, okay; rain, come!" Eleven made a few gestures with his hands, the water vapor gathered, and it started to rain in an instant. His clothes and clothes were soaked, and he flicked his hair like a hairball. He felt very comfortable, and his sleepy mind instantly sobered up.

Yan Changnian went out with the dishes he had chosen, and saw Eleven taking off his wet clothes with his back facing him. The translucent clothes outlined beautiful muscle lines, and a thin waist was exposed at the hem, and the water flowed It flows into the hollow of the waist along the muscles and sinks into the jeans.

Eleven seemed unaware that Yan Changnian was looking at him, bent down and slowly took off the heavy wet jeans, revealing a pair of slender and strong long legs, wearing only a pair of dark blue briefs, which were also stained with water, The water-soaked place is darker than other places, and it is tightly attached to the round buttocks.

He straightened up, threw his jacket and jeans on the grass, and swung his flying sword soaring into the sky.

The precarious boat has been sinking slowly, and there is only a narrow area above the head that is not surrounded by the blue water.

Eleven flew out of the floating boat from there, and went straight to the distance without looking back. Da Jin and Xiao Huang followed behind him, and one person and two eagles flew out of Yan Changnian's sight in an instant.

Yan Changnian was holding a vegetable basket and stood motionless in front of the door.

After a long time, he slowly straightened his back and walked down the slope to wash vegetables by the stream.He was wearing a pair of thin gloves. After being soaked in water, the light red blood streaks melted into the water and gradually disappeared.

Yan Changnian cooked white rice, fried rapeseed with garlic, fried chicken giblets with spicy sauce, made cold broccoli, and put egg and tomato soup. After waiting for a long time, he came back on November.

After the two finished their meal quietly, Yan Changnian said, "It's almost Chinese New Year, I'm going to visit my parents."

"Yeah." Eleven replied, "Bring them some food, and I'll prepare it for you."

"it is good."

Eleven still packed things like he used to prepare for Yan Xu, because he needed to check the things he brought into the refuge, and he didn't prepare those rare things. The anti-drug pills were sealed with wax and put in common medicine bottles, which looked like Herbal pills, should not attract attention.

It was just at 5 o'clock in the morning, and the sky was still very dark, and the wind was blowing into the bones. Yunyin Village had never been so cold. Although he was no longer afraid of the cold, Yan Changnian felt a little cold in his heart. He knew it was not because of the weather.

When he left, he took a deep look at Tao Jingming. After leaving this time, he didn't know when he would come back, or maybe there would be no chance to come back again.

Yan Changnian stepped on the flying sword and hung in the air, the wind howled, his hair was blown into a mess, he looked at the small building in the mountain for a long time, until there was a white belly in the sky, he turned and flew away.

Eleven was walking around on the swinging boat, he kept calling Mao Tuan, knowing that Mao Tuan would not be able to respond, but he did not give up.Or maybe, what he called was not the hair ball, but some man who didn't know where he was.

He once thought about telling him not to leave, but in the end he kept silent.

Will he come back?

Treated coldly, would a man as proud as him come back?

What will he do if he doesn't come back?

Yan Changnian first sent the things to the last checkpoint outside the shelter, which was already very depressed, and except for the staff, there were almost no other people in sight.The appearance of Yan Changnian instantly aroused the interest of all the staff present.

"Look at the handsome guy!" someone whispered, followed by a muffled laugh.Working in this kind of place that can be said to be almost useless, there are not many ways to entertain, so every outsider who appears will instantly become the object of onlookers.

Yan Changnian reported Yan Xu's pass number expressionlessly, and he had two choices, one was to ask the staff to take him to the shelter, the other was to wait for the staff to notify Yan Xu, and then wait for them to come out.

It's almost Chinese New Year, and it's not possible to see him every day, so Yan Changnian is naturally waiting.

During the waiting time, he sat on the chair by the window and didn't move for a long time, which made the staff very bored. The profile of a handsome guy is nice, but it's too impersonal.

Yan and Xu both came out, Yan Bawang took Xu Zhen on a bicycle, and Yan Changnian went to the checkpoint to pick him up. In addition to dried vegetables and meat, some medicines and clothes, he also filled a bucket full of dumplings in an insulated bucket.

Pork and cabbage stuffing, leek and egg stuffing, pork stuffing with mushrooms and fungus, beef and green onion stuffing, carrot and mutton stuffing, five kinds of dumplings, he and Eleven spent almost two hours making dumplings.

The diet in the shelter is very simple, so Yan Xu's eyes brightened when he saw so many dumplings.Thinking of having to deal with those staff members in the future, Xu Zhen invited them to come and eat together. As for the people in this reception room, if all the people in the checkpoint were called, one person would not be able to eat two.

Yan Changnian pushed that he had already eaten, and Yan Xu and the three staff shared the dumplings in the thermos bucket, and they were all satisfied.

After eating the dumplings, the staff is also sensible and leaves their private space to them.

Yan Changnian piled all the things he brought on the table, opened the medicines, stroked the medicine bottle containing the anti-drug pill with his finger and said in a low voice: "You guys take one pill a month..."

Bawang Yan had a job in the refuge, so he couldn't stay for too long. The rules of the refuge were very strict. Although he missed his son, he didn't stay for too long.Reluctantly, Xu Zhen and his son asked Tao Jingming how Yan Changnian dared to talk about their affairs during this time, and picked some happy things to say.He has already made a mistake once, and again and again, and now that it has become like this, he must not be free outside during the days in the refuge, and he can no longer let his parents worry about them.

Leaving the checkpoint, Yan Changnian wandered around. He didn't know where he could go. He returned to City S unknowingly. About one-third of City S was submerged by seawater. Those buildings and streets soaked in seawater, No matter how you look at it, it's disturbing.

Yan Changnian was walking aimlessly on the street. The bustling street in the past is now showing a depressed scene. The faces of passers-by on the road are a little dazed and tired, and the laughter of carefree children is rarely heard.

The order of the peaceful era is gradually collapsing, and the new order is in pain under the baptism of radiation.

Yan Changnian returned to the apartment where he had lived with Eleven. The company and other residences were all sold before the power was cut off, and he only left this one.

The furniture in the apartment was covered with white cloth, and a layer of dust had accumulated in the room for so long.

Yan Changnian wiped off the dust on the floor, took off the white cloth, and piled it on the balcony. There was no water, and the dry cloth was not wiped clean, so that was the only way to go.

All the furnishings in the house have not changed their positions, which are almost the same as in the floating boat, but because there are fewer people, there is a lot more deserted.

You don't know how to cherish when you get it, but you know regret when you lose it.

There is no medicine for regret in the world.