Slave forever

"..."

Chu Yue didn't know how to answer, because he never thought that this day would come so soon. He just imagined that he would be bedridden for the next ten or twenty years, and his food and drink could only be taken care of by others. It was unstoppable to rush to my heart, and I couldn't see any future possibility.

Why should Yan Huaifeng keep a useless person by his side, and now that he has become like this, who will Yan Huaifeng keep by his side in the future?

He used to think that as long as Yan Huaifeng in this life is safe, long-lived, and no longer encounters unkind people, he can feel at ease, even if he is not the one who accompanies him to the end.

But now he found that there was actually a trace of fear in his heart, fearing that from now on, he would never be able to follow Yan Huaifeng's side again, and he would not even have the ability to watch him from afar.

This request is not high, but it is too extravagant and extravagant for him now.

If you can only live like this, what is the difference between dying and dying?

"Little Lord."

"I'm here."

"I'd like to see you."

He can't even raise his head now, so he wants to see Yan Huaifeng so urgently, he even feels lucky for a moment, at least he is not blind, he can still see that face that makes him miss .

Yan Huaifeng agreed, and stretched out his hand to wipe away the water from the corners of his eyes to make his expression look better, then held Chu Yue's face and let him look at him.

The faces of both sides were reflected in the pupils, reminding him of the night in the Qinghuan Pavilion when he just came out of the ice prison. At that time, they also looked at each other silently. One was like a mountain cloud, the other was like a sword in a sheath. At that time, who would have thought that there would be today, and looking back, it seems like a lifetime away.

Chu Yue blinked, and looked greedily at Yan Huaifeng's face, wanting to deeply imprint every strand of his hair in his memory, until it was engraved in his bones, and he would never forget it forever.

He originally didn't want Yan Huaifeng to discover his abnormality prematurely, but Yan Huaifeng was too sensitive, so he still discovered the abnormality.

What would Yan Huaifeng think?

Maybe Yan Huaifeng also has a little affection for him, but there are few filial sons before the long hospital bed, not to mention that he is just a mere shadow guard, Yan Huaifeng's affection will slowly fade over a long period of time, and finally become complete boredom .

He didn't want to get to this point.If so, he would rather Yan Huaifeng turn around and leave now, at least in his heart, he is still the old Chu Yue, not a waste lying on the hospital bed who can't even move.

Chu Yue was still thinking wildly, stretched out his hands, and gently covered his eyes, immediately there was darkness in front of his eyes, Yan Huaifeng's voice sounded above his head, "Don't think wildly, A Yue."

Then something soft and warm approached him, touched his lips gently, and then approached his ear, saying without the slightest sloppy: "I love you, A Yue, no matter what you become I love you both. Just like I know if it was me lying here today, you wouldn't leave me."

"Young master..." There was only a thin line between the blue sky and the yellow spring. With just a few words, Yan Huaifeng easily sent Chu Yue, who had already fallen into hell, to the clouds again. It was still dark in front of him, but he seemed to see the wind blowing up the spring water , Night Dance Fluorescent.

No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, he believes that Yan Huaifeng is serious.And for a moment like this, it was enough for him.

Yan Huaifeng covered Chu Yue's eyes, not wanting him to see the uncontrollable sadness on his face. He dared not tell Chu Yue that he would not live long.

He tried to keep his voice steady, even with a little innate indifference, like everything was business as usual.

He looked at Chu Yue, and after the other party listened to his promise, a smile slowly appeared on his face that was originally stiff and desperate, and then the whole person became alive in an instant, more charming than ever before, just like The dusty pearl was finally discovered, and after being wiped off the dust, it bloomed with dazzling brilliance.

Yan Huaifeng couldn't help but kissed Chu Yue again, then carefully put him back on the couch and lay down, tucked the corner of the quilt, and coaxed him to sleep, "Ayue, sleep for a while, sleep for a while. Wait for you to recover , let's go out for a walk."

"En." Chu Yue nodded quietly, smelling the fresh fragrance emanating from Yan Huaifeng's body, and slowly fell into a deep dream.

Yan Huaifeng took a deep breath, and ordered Zhai Xing to watch Chu Yue carefully, and then walked like flying to find Xiao Chen.

Xiao Chen was not in the room, and the maid said that she had gone to look for flowers in the valley. Yan Huaifeng had no choice but to follow the direction the maid pointed and search along the road.

After finally finding someone in front of a clump of weeds, Yan Huaifeng stepped forward and grabbed Xiao Chen's wrist, no matter what he was doing, he just said, "A Yue is awake."

Xiao Chen was taken aback for a moment, obviously also a little surprised, "How could it be so fast?"

"Tell me, how much time does he have left?"

Hearing Yan Huaifeng's question, Xiao Chen frowned, and asked with some doubts: "What time?"

"Didn't you say that if he wakes up too early, there will be no way out? You don't have to hide it from me, just tell me, how many days does he have to live?"

Seeing Yan Huaifeng's obviously anxious face, Xiao Chen finally understood, and smiled reassuringly: "Young Master Yan, don't be impatient, you are thinking about it. Mr. Chu has absolutely no fear for his life now."

"What I mean by the inability to recover is that if Mr. Chu wakes up prematurely, it means that his meridians are unable to heal itself. I am afraid that he will be paralyzed in bed from now on. As for his life, there is no obstacle in front of him."

Yan Huaifeng was very anxious at first, afraid that Chu Yue would lose his breath after walking two steps away, but now after hearing Xiao Chen's explanation, he realized that he was overthinking - he really couldn't be blamed, Xiao Chen said so at the time, changed Everyone would think that Chu Yue's life is not long.

It's just that he just breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that as long as people are still alive, there is always a way, but he keenly grasped the word "before" in Xiao Chen's words. is it?

When he asked such a question, Xiao Chen was also a little embarrassed, and after thinking about it, he explained: "It's hard to say, it depends on the situation. Young Master Yan, you should understand that paralyzed people, especially those with general paralysis, can only stay in bed for life. Every life needs someone to take care of you.”

Xiao Chen considered it for a while, "If it is taken care of patiently and meticulously, it will be fine, and it will be better; if it is not good, of course it is impossible to live a long life. Moreover, because of the inability to move, the whole body of the paralyzed patient will gradually shrink in the long run, and finally Just die."

Yan Huaifeng's face was frighteningly dark, "...The Deputy Pavilion Master meant that Ah Yue would still die."

Xiao Chen was also very helpless, but he had to say: "If you take good care of him and exercise his muscles every day, maybe you can still have three to five years? Otherwise, it won't be long. Besides..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw that Yan Huaifeng had already left without looking back, so he had to finish the sentence in a murmur, "Besides, I must be depressed all the time in bed. If I am in a happy mood, I can live longer..."

As he spoke, he shook his head, squatted down and looked at the weed-like thing in front of him, and sighed: "Everyone who has love is evil, and everyone is crazy."

And Yan Huaifeng talked with Xiao Chen, his mood was ups and downs, and now he couldn't laugh or cry, full of depression, he went back to Shuzhuju without saying a word, Chu Yue was still sleeping, Yan Huaifeng moved a chair and sat on the side, concentrating Looking at his sleeping face.

Zhai Xing lightly opened the window halfway to let the room ventilate. The weather has already entered autumn and the valley is very cool, but the room is so dull that it is hard to breathe.

She wanted to comfort Yan Huaifeng, but when she looked up, she saw Yan Qinghe walking into the room alone, knowing that the father and son must have something to say, so she bowed calmly and left.

Yan Qinghe looked at Yan Huaifeng's devastated appearance. Over the years, this child has always been suspicious. No matter how much emotion he has in his heart, he never shows it on his face. There has never been a time like this.

Looking at it now, it was this shadow guard who gave his indifferent son the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of an ordinary person, and his heart was no longer so strictly guarded.He thought for a long time alone, and felt that there were some things that he should talk to Yan Huaifeng about.

Because of his guilt towards his dead wife, he never dared to face Yan Huaifeng since he was a child, and instead made the child feel neglected.

Yan Qinghe also moved a chair, sat down beside Yan Huaifeng, and said hesitantly, "Feng'er, are you really treating this shadow guard—"

"Yes." Yan Huai didn't look back, but still gazed at Chu Yue tenderly, said with no doubt in his mouth, after a pause, he looked back at Yan Qinghe, "I'm not you."

Yan Qinghe paused, and let out a long sigh. Knowing that Yan Huaifeng had been resenting him for killing his mother in front of him, it was time to explain it. This entanglement was puzzling. In what capacity would he be responsible for Yan Huaifeng's life?

"I love Qingluo." He said, when he said these words, it was as if the curse of many years had been lifted, and those past events that could not bear to look back became less heavy, and the words in his heart broke a gap, like a flood bursting a bank rush out.

Yan Qinghe narrated everything at the beginning almost without pausing, including that after Yan Huaifeng buried Qingluo, he actually secretly dug up the simple earthen bag, re-coffined Qingluo's body, and buried countless He was buried with him, and almost buried himself in it.

It also includes his deep love for Yan Huaifeng despite his contradictions.

Yan Huaifeng listened noncommittally, keeping his eyes on the sleeping Chu Yue, and occasionally gestured to Yan Qinghe to keep his voice down, waking Chu Yue up.

"Even if she came here just for the lies, I still love her. At that time, I was so young and made the biggest mistake in my life. In fact, even if she doesn't love me, it's my God that she is willing to marry me." Great luck." Yan Qinghe finally said.

At this time, Yan Huaifeng, who had not interrupted, suddenly said: "My mother loves you very much."

"Wind?"

"Because I love you, I am disappointed in your doubts. In fact, she didn't take the book of lies. It was buried in the yard behind my house."

Yan Qinghe fell silent, his lips trembling, he didn't know what to say, and finally he could only let out a long sigh. Is this fate and this sin a trick of fate?What's more, it's actually because of their personalities, they are too egotistical, and they never thought about communicating well.

It was his fault that he failed Qingluo, delayed Lin Duying, and let his son grow up in depression.Now he is more grateful to Chu Yue than ever, it was he who let Yan Huaifeng step down from that lonely altar.

He stood up and asked Yan Huaifeng again, "Feng'er, have you already decided that you have to rely on him no matter what? No matter what happens in the future, you must be with him? Does it mean that if he dies, you will have no interest in life?"

Yan Qinghe asked this question too seriously, Yan Huaifeng had no choice but to stand up, and replied solemnly: "Yes...Father."

"Okay...good son. You are a good boy, don't imitate me." Yan Qinghe's heart trembled when he was called out by his father. He walked out of Shuzhuju quickly. He wanted to save Chu Yue. For Yan Huaifeng, he was willing pay any price.