father's tree

When he was on Lushan Mountain, he felt that the time with his father was the best. After returning to school, Li Su was completely thrown into hell.

Because his pants were stripped in front of the girls, he couldn’t lift his head up in front of the girls anymore, and he didn’t dare to talk to them. The girls also felt ashamed to talk to him again, and they didn’t dare to talk to him Get too close to avoid being gossiped by the boys.

Only Tang Danfeng still talked to him, and he was said to be shameless in their relationship.

Li Su couldn't understand the details about those so-and-so, but the other boys were very excited about it.

Li Su endured it, burying his head in doing exercises every day, or just reading books. He curled himself back into his shell again, this time it was a harder and airtight shell.

However, Li Su was also troubled by the newly added physics in the second year of junior high school.

The missed lessons of the week had to be made up later, and Li Su was almost driven crazy by homework.

It was already impossible to study art on weekends, and music was completely put down. His father found him a college student as a tutor. This time he dared not refuse. It was better to have an older brother to give him lectures than to bite the pen.

Li Su has a very good memory, so she relies on her memory to memorize by rote, and she is increasingly unwilling to deduce and think about the logic in mathematics and physics.

This is what the new tutor brother said about him.

But it’s useless to talk about it. It’s too difficult for Li Su to learn from the beginning to solve science problems through reasoning and logical thinking. The heavy classwork makes him breathless, and he can’t learn other ways of thinking little by little. .

There is nothing to do with heavy studies. One night, it was too late to do exercises in the classroom. When I came to my senses, there was no one in the classroom. The teacher came to lock the door, so Li Su put away her schoolbag and hurried home.

When he walked past the school wall and walked into an alley, he always felt that someone was following him, so he was very scared and ran forward quickly, but he was still chased by someone and grabbed him, throwing him to the ground.

Li Su looked at the person who stopped him in panic, Weng Yang, and two other people he didn't know, maybe they were from other schools.

Li Su panicked, "What are you going to do!"

Weng Yang said, "Kneel down, kneel down for me."

Li Su looked at him but didn't move, Weng Yang kicked him, "Kneel or not!"

Li Su yelled, "What exactly do you want?"

Weng Yang squatted in front of him, pinched his face hard, and said, "sissy, slut!"

Li Su felt that she was deeply insulted, and shouted to fight him, but was easily overturned by Weng Yang. Weng Yang said maliciously, "Kneel quickly, or take off your clothes and let you run back naked .”

The other two stood guard on both sides, staring at Li Su under the dim street light, and one of them said, "If it's a girl, he's really pretty."

Weng Yang kicked him again, "Damn sissy, kneel!"

Li Su started to cry, and would not kneel to death. Weng Yang beat him hard, not daring to beat him too hard, for fear that Li Su would be seen by his father when he went back.

Weng Yang couldn't get Li Su to kneel down to him in the end, so he could only insult him, "Except for the bird underneath, he's just a girl."

He also asked his buddies to come over, "Come and touch him, his whole body is soft and has a fragrance."

The buddies still felt that touching boys was disgusting, and the last three threatened him, saying that if he dared to tell the teacher or the parents, he would find someone to really beat him next time.

Weng Yang and the others finally left. It took Li Su a long time to stand up and stumble home.

Fearing that his father would see him, he quickly ran upstairs into the bedroom to take a shower and change clothes. After coming out of the bedroom, Aunt Mei said to him, "Mr. Li won't come back to sleep today, he said he has something to do."

On the one hand, Li Su was afraid that his father would see him being bullied, and it happened that he was not at home, but on the other hand, he missed him so much that he wanted to die.

Li Su didn't want to do any homework, and she couldn't sleep in bed. When she went to class the next day, she fell asleep due to lack of energy and was criticized by the teacher by name.

The extracurricular homework that he had managed to catch up, the teacher corrected it and said he was all wrong, and was called to the office to talk about it again. Li Su's mind was full of thoughts of not wanting to study and not wanting to live, so he went back to the classroom in a daze.

When he got to the door, he was deliberately kicked by another boy, and he fell a shit at the door, causing a large group of people to roar with laughter.

Li Su gritted her teeth and endured, got up, and the boys called, "Sister Susu, did you hurt from the fall?"

"Ouch, I'm about to cry!"

"Don't talk about him, or you will cry in front of the teacher again."

Li Su felt that the tension in his head was completely broken, so he got up and rushed towards the boy who called him "sister", but in the end, he was thrown away violently, and Li Su fell to the ground. Return to the position and lie on the stomach without moving.

Tang Danfeng came back from the outside and learned that he was bullied again, so she walked up to him, "They bullied you, don't you know to sue the teacher?"

Li Su took her hand, wanting to say it's okay, but the boys in the class yelled again, "Boys and girls, hold hands and kiss..."

Li Su stood up from her seat with a bang, staring at everyone.

Everyone was still screaming.

Li Su felt that he was going crazy, he didn't want to go to school, he didn't want to be here anymore.

Li Su rushed out of the classroom by himself, all the way out of the school gate, he didn't know where he was going, he just thought it would be better if he died, so he just died.

He walked blankly in the streets and alleys with pocket money on him, but he didn't take a car or eat. He walked all the way until the original house of their family appeared in his eyes.

He didn't have the key here, so he just sat at the gate in a daze. His father said that the place would be rented out, but it seemed that it hadn't been rented yet.

It was getting late, and there was a thin mist lingering up, Li Su pulled his school uniform tighter, but it was still cold, too cold, but he didn't want to move, so he just died of cold here.

His mind was filled with the word "death", and he couldn't pretend anything else.

When Li Changen received a call from the teacher saying that Li Su was not in class, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon. Li Su didn't go home for lunch, and the nanny didn't tell him at all.

After Li Changen understood the situation, he started looking for Li Su, his heart was filled with guilt.

Because when he received the teacher's call, he had just left with his girlfriend after lunch.

Li Chang'en found Li Su after eight o'clock in the evening. After ruling out other places, he suddenly wondered whether Li Su would go back to his original home.

When we found him, Li Su had already passed out there, with a small pale face, wearing an empty school uniform that was much bigger than his small body, Li Changen's eyes were moist with soreness, he picked up his son and carried him into the car go.

It took Li Su a long time to wake up. Li Changen didn't drive. He sat in the back seat of the car and hugged his son, rubbed his cold hands and feet, hugged him in his arms, and wrapped his son in his coat. Body.

Seeing him wake up, Li Changen said in a low voice, "Susu, let's go home."

Li Su looked at him with a pair of dull eyes, and suddenly burst into tears, "Father, I don't want to study anymore, I don't want to study anymore..."

Li Changen could only coax him first, "Yeah, okay, if you don't read it, don't read it."

Li Su was tired from crying in his arms, and his spirit had stabilized, so Li Changen carried him out of the car, put him in the passenger seat, fastened his seat belt, and drove him away by himself.

Li Changen also felt that Li Su was too young, she was poor in science, and she was under a lot of pressure to study. The most important thing was that she didn't get along well with her classmates. Maybe it would be good to drop a grade.

Li Changen took his son to eat Cantonese food and told Li Su to stop thinking about school and relax. Li Su ate something slowly. After returning home, the nanny Xiaofen had already gone to school to get some returned his things.

Li Chang'en said, "Take a few days off, Susu, don't think about anything."

Li Su didn't go to school anymore. As long as he didn't go to school, he felt that everything was fine. As for the school, it was already a monster, which made him terribly afraid.

Whether he is playing the piano, reading books, painting, or writing at home, he feels happy. In short, doing anything is better than going to school.

However, after a few days, his father hugged him again and talked, "Susu, let's go to the first grade, okay? Let's start from the first grade again, so that the study pressure will not be so great. Hmm, okay?"