father's tree

Li Changen is either busy with business to make money, or busy with his son, because Li Su doesn't like watching movies and TV very much, but prefers to read books, so he formed the habit of reading more books and rarely watching movies and TV shows.

In addition, I often take time to accompany Li Su to see art exhibitions and museums, visit historical sites, and often go to concerts, but I rarely go to the cinema with Li Su.

Li Changen had never heard of such a famous "Farewell My Concubine" before.

This is the first time that Li Su asked Li Changen to buy a movie disc. Li Changen bought this disc when he came out of the company early, and also bought several other healthy movies that were recommended by the shopping guide lady, which are suitable for children to watch. .

Li Su went home at night, played the piano for half an hour before dinner, and went to paint in his own bedroom after dinner, with gouache and paint all over the floor.

When Li Changen opened the door to look at him, he saw that he painted lotus flowers. Li Changen often accompanied his son to see art exhibitions, so he grew his eyesight. He could see that this painting contained four kinds of lotus scenes in spring, summer, autumn and winter. To the right, it seems to be able to see the frozen water surface until "the little lotus just showed its sharp corners, and a dragonfly stood on its head", and then there are the flourishing lotus leaves and a large open lotus in the summer scene. There are lotus pods in the mud and half-leaved lotus leaves.

Li Su is very talented in painting, and Tang Wenyan often praises him. Although his skills are not as deep as An Wei's, he has more aura than him.

Li Changen stood at the door and watched Li Su for a while. Li Su looked focused, her beautiful face was clearly childish, her skin was fair and tender, her eyebrows were beautiful, her lips were red and her teeth were white. With a very old-fashioned appearance, the things he draws have completely deviated from the childishness of a child, not only with the pen, but also with the thoughts in it.

Li Changen walked over and asked Li Su softly, "Susu, do you still want to paint? Do you want to watch a movie and take a break."

Li Su looked back at him, "Movie?"

Li Changen said, "It's not that you said you want to watch the movie "Farewell My Concubine", I bought it back."

"?" Li Su was stunned for a moment before remembering. After using up the last bit of paint he had prepared, he put down his paintbrush and said to Li Changen, "Well, okay, Dad, let's take a look together after I take a shower."

Li Chang'en said, "Watch it in the bedroom, but if you watch it downstairs, it will disturb Sister Mei and the others."

Li Su nodded, "Well, yes."

Li Su packed up her things, went back to the master bedroom, went into the bathroom and took a quick shower, only to realize that she forgot to take the clothes she needed to change, opened the door and called Li Changen, "Dad!"

Li Changen was turning on the DVD player, looked towards the bathroom, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I forgot to take my clothes." Li Su said aggrievedly.

Li Changen smiled and said, "Come out and wear it yourself."

Li Su said, "No, I've grown up, I can't run around naked."

"You're in the bedroom and you don't go out. Do you still mind if Dad sees you naked?" Li Changen deliberately teased him.

"Father! Help me get my clothes." Li Su stared at him with an angry look.

Li Changen paused the video, took the quilt from the bed, walked to the door of the bathroom a few steps, opened the door, covered Li Su's head before he could escape in time, and Li Su yelled under the quilt, "Dad, you hate me."

Li Changen hugged him and threw him on the bed. Li Su was thrown into the dark, and finally crawled out of the quilt. Li Changen watched him from the side and kissed him on the forehead and cheek for a while.

Li Su finally escaped from Li Changen's hands, wrapped in a quilt and glared at Li Changen angrily, "You are so annoying!"

Li Changen smiled and said, "Okay, okay, baby, let's stop fighting, I'll give you the pajamas."

Li Su said to him with a blushing face, "It's not that I want to fight, it's you who messed around, okay?"

Li Changen smiled and kissed him on the forehead again, "Okay, it's my fault."

Li Changen handed him Li Su's pajamas, but Li Su was still wrapped in the quilt and said, "I forgot my underwear."

Li Changen smiled and gave him his underwear again, then Li Su stared at Li Changen and said, "I'm getting dressed, Dad, you go out."

Li Chang'en said, "You still have to rely on the good baby who sleeps with me, why do you have to avoid changing clothes?"

Li Su said, "Dad, Dad..."

Li Changen couldn't stand his acting like a baby, so he had to go out, and went downstairs to bring the milk, thinking that Li Su really didn't take a bath with him very much recently, probably because Li Su thought he had grown up, or maybe it was because He's in a relationship, with Anwei?

Li Changen came into the bedroom with milk, Li Su had already put on his pajamas, sat on the head of the bed holding the remote control panel, saw Li Changen coming in, and said, "Dad, come and sit down."

Li Changen let him drink the milk, and sat beside him.

The lights in the room were dimmed, and "Farewell My Concubine" began to play on the TV.

In Nuo Da’s theater, the sun shines in through the gate, and the world is red...

Li Su stared at the screen, drank the last drop of milk, put the cup on the bedside table, and nestled into his father's arms.

The cold tone in the movie also seemed to make Li Su cold. He kept shrinking into Li Changen's arms. Xiaodouzi's extra finger was chopped off by her mother. Li Su called Li Changen in a low voice, "Dad..."

Li Changen looked down at him, hugged him tightly, pulled the quilt to cover him, and said softly, "There is nothing to be afraid of."

But Li Su's heart was still cold, as if she was the little Douzi who was sent to the troupe by her mother.

At first, Cheng Dieyi always sang the phrase "I am a girl Jiao'e, not a man." I felt so sad that tears started to flow down my face.

He quietly huddled in his father's arms, and his father held him tightly, took out a piece of paper to wipe his tears, and dropped gentle kisses on his ears and hair.

The movie lasted nearly three hours, and Li Su remained in his father's arms in that huddled position. He was still crying at the beginning, but remained completely motionless afterwards.

When the movie ended completely, Cheng Dieyi sang the line "I am a man, not a girl." After that, he committed suicide by cutting his neck, and Li Su became crazy.

Li Changen was about to use the remote control to turn off the movie, but Li Su suddenly grabbed his hand, Li Changen was also deeply touched after watching this movie, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he called Li Su softly, "Baby, wash your face and go to sleep, okay? "

Li Su just grabbed his hand and didn't move, Li Changen suddenly turned on the headlight in the room, and at the moment when the light came on, Li Su burst into tears.

He was crying hysterically, completely uncontrollably, with tears in his eyes...

Li Changen was taken aback by him, "Baby, what's wrong?"

Li Su shook her head and covered her face with her hands again, just crying without speaking.

Li Changen hugged him and let him sit on his lap, facing himself, Li Su just cried, that kind of sadness was not pain or discomfort, it was just a kind of suffocation in his heart, as if he wanted to suffocate someone Death, from the beginning to the end of the movie, he became Cheng Dieyi and walked with him so much, he had to cry like this, otherwise he had to die like Cheng Dieyi.

When Li Changen held his son's face in his arms and saw his sad eyes full of tears, he understood his heart, so he held Li Su in his arms and stopped talking, only stroking his back tenderly, With his tears, wetting his shoulders.

Li Su just cried like that, kept crying, and cried for more than ten minutes before slowly stopping it.

But he was still immersed in that world and couldn't get out. Crying used up all his strength. Cheng Dieyi's death collapsed a corner of his heart. He felt that his heart was so painful that he was about to die, and his whole body was limp in Li Changen's arms. Li remained motionless.

Li Changen kissed Li Su's ear lightly, and said softly, "Honey, wash your face and go to bed, okay?"

Li Su still didn't move, his small body was lying in Li Changen's arms so weakly, Li Changen's whole heart softened, and there was an unspeakable feeling lingering in his chest, which was never He didn't want to cry, nor did he want to laugh, but he just wanted to hold his baby in his arms until the end of time.

After a while, he helped Li Su up again, who was lying on his shoulders and had turned into sobbing, and supported him with one hand around his back, and stroked his cheek with the other, before wiping his face off. Falling tears, Li Su's eyes were red, she looked at Li Changen weakly and helplessly, Li Changen kissed at the end of his eyes, then followed the tears to the corner of his lips, and said softly, "Baby, don't cry , okay?"

Li Su hummed in a low voice, but still couldn't control her sobs. Li Changen kissed him on the cheek for a while, then got out of bed, picked up his son, and carried him into the bathroom.

Li Su silently leaned against the sink, her eyes were gloomy, but she didn't look anywhere, she was just in a daze, her long eyelashes were wet with his tears, and there was still a teardrop hanging on it.

Li Changen twisted a hot towel to wipe his face, and then he came back to his senses, and called Li Changen in a low voice, "Dad..."

Li Changen gently wiped his eyes, his face, his lips and chin, and Li Su called him again, "Dad..."

"Huh?" Li Changen replied, "What's the matter?"

Li Su shook his head again, and when Li Changen was twisting the towel in the hot water again, he suddenly hugged Li Changen, hugged him tightly, and buried his face on his back.

Li Changen sighed in his heart, he remembered the line in the movie, "You are really not crazy, you can't survive!"

He really didn't want his son to be like this, it was too much suffering.

After going to bed, Li Su shed too many tears and was dehydrated and hiccupped. Li Changen went downstairs to bring water to feed him, and when he lay down to sleep again, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night.