father's tree

Li Su and the others can ask for leave to go back to China for the Spring Festival, but Li Su has no intention to go back, because An Wei was rude to him last time, and he had a cold war with him again.

Li Su always went to class early in the morning, and was drawing or reading at home. He didn't seem to need to have too many contacts with anyone, and it didn't seem to affect him if he didn't talk to An Wei.

But this was very painful for Anwei, and he didn't want to ask Li Su's forgiveness, saying that he would never kiss him again, so the cold war could only continue forever.

Although Li Su didn't go home during the Spring Festival, he still didn't stay in school. He left a note for Anwei and traveled to the south of Spain.

An Wei called him, and Li Su told him not to worry about him, he would go back in about a week or two, and said, "You better not make the house too messy, or Camille won't go these days Clean it up, when I go back and see it’s too messy, go out and stay in a hotel.”

"..." Hearing what he said, An Wei could only change the subject and said, "Why didn't you ask me to go with you? Am I your boyfriend? You didn't call me when you went on a trip."

Li Su said, "Didn't you have a party with your friends? Didn't you still talk about going to England last time? Why, you're not going to England?"

An Wei said, "I invite you to join me, but you never agree."

Li Su said, "I won't tell you anymore, I don't like your friends."

An Wei said, "They just praised you for being beautiful, so what's the matter?"

Li Su said, "Tell them to go away, I don't like it."

"..." An Wei had nothing to say, and then explained, "Be careful."

"It's okay." Li Su said.

It was only later that An Wei found out why Li Su left without saying anything in advance, probably not to prevent him from being with him, but because Li Changen wanted to see him.

Li Changen came to France to see his son. Unexpectedly, Anwei was alone at home. He learned that Li Su had traveled to Spain, and he didn't know which city he was in.

Li Changen knew that Li Su was trying to avoid him, so he had no choice but to go home again.

It's just that when I called Li Su, I couldn't help but say, "Susu, if you don't like me to visit you, you can just tell Dad, don't go to Spain to hide from me."

Li Su said, "I've always wanted to travel to Spain, it's not because of you."

Li Chang'en said, "Is that true?"

Li Su fell silent.

Li Changen said again, "Are you going to see me forever? Baby."

Li Su felt uncomfortable, and his nose was a little sore. As long as he didn't touch Li Changen, everything would be fine for him, and he could live like this alone in a world without him. But why did Li Changen come to make him feel uncomfortable again? To remind him that he exists in this world.

Li Su didn't answer Li Changen, she held the phone and stared at the window sill in a daze.

Li Changen said again, "Baby, you can't avoid me like this for the rest of your life, don't avoid me like this, okay?"

Li Su still didn't answer, so Li Changen had no choice but to say, "Don't you just hate me, hate me? You don't want to see me anymore?"

Li Su's eyes became hot, so he had to close them. Li Changen didn't understand at all. He didn't want to see him because he hated him and hated him, but because he was afraid that after seeing him, he couldn't leave him again. It is even more painful, he just loves him too much, so much that he dare not see him again.

Li Su just didn't answer, Li Changen had nothing to do with him, "Susu, you can just say a few words."

Li Su said, "Dad, I don't want to talk about me. Isn't Aunt En pregnant with a child? If my younger brother and sister are born, don't hide it from me. You should let me know."

Now it was Li Changen's turn to be silent. He didn't know that Li Su was no longer what he was when he was a child. He had grown up, and every word could pierce his heart.

Li Changen said, "I promised you that I would never have any more children, don't worry."

Li Su said, "You also promised me that you will always let me be by your side."

Li Changen said painfully, "Honey, let's not make the other party sad about this issue, shall we? You were in Spain, where did you go, was it fun, and what did you watch..."

Li Su said something to him one by one, and they talked for a long time before hanging up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, Li Changen sat in the study and stared at Li Su's photo in a daze.

Li Su doesn't like taking pictures, so there are not many photos left. This photo was taken when he traveled to Beijing when he graduated from primary school. In the photo on Longevity Hill in the Summer Palace, he was standing under a pine tree, smiling very happily. At that time, Li Su was still so happy, a small one, in Li Changen's memory, at that time, he was just over his waist height, held in his arms, he was still a very small child.

Li Changen had to think, if time stayed at that time, Li Su at that time had not suffered any harm.

He was not bullied and hurt like in junior high school, and later he was autistic and dropped out of school. He was reluctant to go to school for a while, so he went to Tang Wenyan to paint, which made his situation better.

Li Changen thought that it was he who was sorry for Li Su and made him suffer so much in the process of growing up.

Not to mention the harm he did to Li Su afterwards.

He took out other photos of Li Su, and kissed the photo that An Wei sent to him through the Internet some time ago. Li Su on it was painting meticulously in the studio, and he didn't notice that An Wei was in the picture. Candidly photographed him, his brows were slightly frowned, he was wearing an apron, and his face was slightly sad...

Li Changen called him softly, "Baby."

After Li Su hung up the phone, the situation was not much better than that of Li Changen. He even lay down by the window and cried. He dared to cry only when no one was around.

He missed Li Changen so much, missed him too much, but knew he couldn't see him.

Li Changen is no longer his, he belongs to another woman.

Li Su's first semester in France was considered peaceful.

And he thought he would live like this for the rest of his life.

Live every minute and every second of your life in a busy, compact and fulfilling way, so that you don't have to think about Li Changen, so you can live well.

However, many times, wishes do not come true.

Li Su quickly became famous because of his appearance and painting name. First, he was attracted by many people to watch him. He was used to it, so he didn’t think it was a problem, even if someone sat next to him in class and came to see him. Speaking, he can also completely eliminate the voices of these people, only hear the teacher's voice, and ignore all the people around him that he doesn't need to care about.

But then, he discovered that someone liked to follow him. This incident still made him a little scared. He usually didn't go out at night. If he went out and wanted to go home, he would call Anwei to pick him up. Anwei finally felt that Li Su was right. He had some feelings, and he automatically became a good boyfriend. As long as he called him, no matter where he was, he would quickly rush to Li Su's side. Therefore, he also accompanied Li Su in class, whether he watched Less exhibitions, and met a lot of celebrities introduced by mentors.

After being followed, he found a famous painter and hoped that Li Su would be his lover. In this way, he would support Li Su and make him famous soon.

But Li Su didn't pay attention to him. Li Su's work was originally arranged to be exhibited, but the painting was returned with very far-fetched reasons, and Li Su didn't pay much attention to it.

As long as it's not because of Li Changen, but because of other things, he is always very resistant to blows.

This request for Li Su to be his lover's painter is not the first to make such a request, and naturally it will not be the last.

Soon there was another famous investor who fell in love with Li Su. He didn't explicitly say that he wanted Li Su to be his lover, but only invited him to dinner from time to time, and he liked to play tricks. The first time Li Su went, the second time and I have never been invited again.

Later, he found Li Su's residence and was almost beaten by An Wei, so he didn't pester Li Su too much.

An Wei even said to Li Su, "Why don't we go to America."

Li Su was naturally unwilling, so An Wei said, "Look at you, you're so attractive, it's really hard for me to be a boyfriend."

Li Su just glanced at An Wei, An Wei just smiled and stopped talking, and hugged Li Su from behind. Li Su was making omelets in the kitchen, and An Wei wanted to kiss his ear, so Li Su just He picked up the spatula and wanted to hit Anwei, but Anwei quickly took two steps back in fright and said, "Don't be so violent."

Li Su ignored him and continued to make pancakes.

An Wei said again, "I remember you in the past, gentle and shy, why have you become so fierce now?"

Li Su said, "You don't want to eat pancakes, do you?"

An Wei said, "Good Susu, I was wrong, I won't say anything."

Li Su also knew that what An Wei said was right. He did not have the gentleness and shyness he used to. Maybe he knew that he could only live this life alone, so he had to learn to be tougher. Otherwise, how would he live? go down.

Li Su fried a lot of omelets, with onions added to the eggs. He had never had cooking experience before. After going abroad, he could cook a few dishes by looking at the recipes. Among them, omelettes are the best. An Wei also likes to eat. Li Su fry a lot each time, then put it in the refrigerator, and bake it in the oven again when eating, it is perfect.

Li Su scooped up the fried one with a spatula and put it on the plate, Anwei took the fork, took the plate away and started eating.

Li Su looked at him speechlessly, "Are you so hungry?"

"Hungry, very hungry, very hungry..." Anwei chuckled, opened his mouth wide and took a bite, and swallowed it after being scorched for a while, and then said, "Good seven!"

Li Su, "..."

Li Su continued to make pancakes, and there was a knock on the door, and An Wei went to the door with a plate to open it.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Seeing Gerald outside the door, Anwei asked a little dissatisfied.

Gerrard has been pursuing Li Su, but Li Su naturally ignored him at all.

For this rival in love, although Anwei looked down on him and knew that he would never be able to pry Li Su away, he was still dissatisfied that he always came to Li Su.

Gerald said, "Look, here's the wine."

Although An Wei was not happy with him, but he was a friend after all, so he opened the door and let him in.