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Taking a deep puff of the cigarette, the man's side face showed a bit of vicissitudes in the night, and a pair of dark eyes looked at the lights of other people's houses in the distance.After an unknown amount of time, the chill of the winter night gradually climbed up his back, before he stubbed out the cigarette and walked silently.

The place where Lin Xi lives is a rather old urban area. The street lights have been broken for several months and no one has come to repair them. No matter how difficult he was, he was used to it, just like he slowly accepted the fact that he had changed from a decent and respected teacher to a disgusting pervert.

There are three households on the second floor. Lin Xi's work and rest are reversed day and night, and he rarely gets in touch with people. Of course, this has something to do with his deliberate avoidance to a certain extent.

The corridor in the middle of the night was very quiet. As usual, Lin Xi stood in front of the badly peeled wooden door and groped for a long time, then entered the door with an unpleasant creaking sound.Although the sparrow is small, it has all five internal organs. This small house of a few square meters is Lin Xi's possession.

In this big city, there are countless people coming and going every day. Such a foothold is already luxurious enough.

After eating the bread with plain water, the dim light shone on him, and the surroundings were as silent as a pool of stagnant water.Lin Xi sat blankly for a while, and habitually fumbled in his pocket, only to find that the last cigarette was exhausted on the way.

Smiling self-deprecatingly, he ignored turning off the lights and going to bed.

The half-closed windows could not block the cold wind, the cold moonlight fell on the head of the bed, and the thin pillow was covered with a layer of hoarfrost.

At such a moment, the breathing of the person wrapped in the quilt was abnormally short.

"Ah!" There was a cry that was almost moaned before he could swallow it back. Lin Xi, whose face was almost buried in the pillow, sped up the movements of his hands, rubbing the callused palm against the hardened part, the heat surged up quickly, and his breathing was controlled. Can't help but get thicker.

Almost self-tortured, the strength increased, the pain was faintly sandwiched in the joy, and the white liquid gushed out after dozens of quick strokes.

There was a moment of blankness in the head.

Lin Xi is in his early thirties this year, still at an age of strong physical strength, living alone all year round, and self-soothing is also normal.But after venting, his breathing did not calm down but became more rapid, and fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.

"Woo..." The passionate whisper, in the dead of night alone, has a bit of a sense of desolation.

The winter night was bitterly cold, and Lin Xi was covered with a thin quilt, but now he not only lifted the quilt, but even pulled down his trousers.The only remaining black fabric is stained with spots of white, against the white legs that rarely see sunlight, quite tempting.

"Hmm..." The pillow was drenched with sweat, and there was unsatisfied desire in her dark eyes, and even more shyness of struggling.

Biting a heavy mark on his pale lips, Lin Xi tore off his panties roughly, and almost resignedly took out a black stick from under the pillow, even the corners of his eyes were red.

Between the open legs, the erect penis has softened. What is surprising is that there is an organ under it that should not belong to a man. The wet liquid flows out from the narrow entrance, on the bed sheet Printed a water mark.

"Ah!" The moment the stick was pierced, the pleasure rushed to the limbs like an electric current. Lin Xi couldn't restrain it at all, so he had to bite the pillow cover tightly to prevent himself from shouting again.The thirsty mouth was clamped tightly, and the liquid couldn't stop flowing down.

But this is a dead thing after all, and it cannot be compared with the real one.

The previous scene involuntarily appeared in Lin Xi's mind. The young man held down his arm tightly and slammed into his legs with force. Every time, he pulled it out almost completely, and then slammed into him hard, hitting his heart, making him Uncontrollable spasms, crying to orgasm.

The teenager never refused to wear a condom, and every time he ejaculated directly into his body.

His connivance made the opponent even worse.

"Are you cool? Teacher." The melodious voice carried a lazy teaser, as if it was still echoing in his ears. Lin Xi closed his eyes, letting the hot liquid hit the corners of his eyes...

After all, I still can't forget it.

He opened his eyes in a daze, and the sky outside the window was still pitch black, or in other words, it was dark again.

The alarm clock was at 06:30, and it was buzzing so loudly that it caused a splitting headache.

"Xiao Lin, tomorrow is the weekend, remember to come to work early." Half asleep, Lin Xi remembered what the foreman said yesterday when he was about to leave work, that the bar's business would be much better on weekends than usual, and he often forgot to arrive an hour or two earlier. .

The head waiter came to the bar a year later than him, and was even younger than him, but he called him "Xiao Lin". After all, it was uncomfortable for a 30-year-old man, but Lin Xi didn't mind too much.If it is a promotion, it will be a big problem.

The bar is not far from the place where Lin Xi lives, but the environment is very different, the neon lights are shining, the beautiful women in the car are overwhelming.

"Why are you here now? Hurry up and change!" As soon as he entered the door, he was pushed to the locker room, and the loud music was deafening.

Compared to other people's complicated dressing procedures, Lin Xi couldn't be simpler, he just put on the waiter's uniform.Nowadays, both men and women have colorful faces, and when the lights change, they are more powerful than the color palette. relation.

Lesson learned, once is enough.

As soon as the tray was in his hands, he passed the corridor and saw a drunken guest who staggered and almost fell to the ground. Lin Xi stretched out his hand to help, but the other party scolded him back, and the strong smell of alcohol came straight to him. , It makes people frown.

"What? You look down on me?!" Seeing Lin Xi instinctively backing away, the yellow-haired man became even more angry. While raising his hand and overturning the wine glass, he raised his foot and kicked forward, cursing, "I told you to look down on me!" Lao Tzu! I will open a dyeing workshop if I give you some color!"

He was kicked in the abdomen, and when he fell down, the shards of glass pierced into his palm. Lin Xi's face was pale. After working in the bar for so many years, he has seen all kinds of customers, and met many drunken and sloppy ones, but Normally, under such circumstances, the security guards would come out to stop them when they saw a sign. Today, there may be too many guests, and the lights in this place are too dark. Lin Xi has been kicked several times, but there is no movement. Not necessarily anyone can hear.

"Tell you to laugh that I have no money, and tell you to look down on me!" Kicking him again and again, Lin Xi managed to support himself, and before he could maintain his balance, he was kicked on his calf again, stumbling into the ground. The door closed with a loud bang.

"Why does someone inexplicably break into the VIP box? The service attitude of this bar is getting worse and worse."

Amidst the chaotic screams, the desolate male voice was extremely penetrating, like a bucket of ice water being poured over the head in the middle of a cold winter night.

"What's going on, who are you?"

Hearing the sound of footsteps approaching, Lin Xi quickly stood up and bowed deeply, "I'm sorry to disturb you, I'll go out right away."

Surrounded by dark crowds and discussions, Lin Xi panicked and wished he could disappear immediately.It's a pity that good luck has never favored him, and the voice of the person behind him was flat and intimidating, "Stop!"

"..." Lin Xi clenched his teeth, and his pace quickened instead of stopping.

"I told you to stop, can't you hear me?" The collar was grabbed suddenly, and she had to turn her head. Lin Xi looked into those sharp eyes in panic. She hadn't seen her for five years, but she still had such aloof eyes.

"Don't need to explain?" The man's brown eyes contracted violently after seeing his appearance clearly, and then a smile quickly licked the corner of his mouth, "It really doesn't take much effort to get it! "

One word was heavier than the other, and the hand around the neck tightened accordingly, and Lin Xi gradually became difficult to breathe.In the flickering lights, the man's triumphant smile showed a bit of twisted madness. The painful memories of five years ago surged like a tide, almost subconsciously, he bit the other's hand. Turned into the gnashing of teeth today.

"Ah!" The man obviously didn't expect him to be violent suddenly, so he let go of his strength all of a sudden. Lin Xi took the opportunity to elbow him in the chest, and then ran away, not caring about the commotion caused.

"Lin Xi, you'd better not let me meet you again!" From a distance away, the man's furious roar could still be heard.Lin Xi didn't dare to stay for a moment, he even forgot the foreman's angry voice, and ran forward with all his strength.He would never want to live such a dark life again.

Ye Zhong was his nightmare, the nightmare of his life.

Stripped naked and locked in a cage, punished with electric shocks, drug experiments...

He is a human being, but because of his special identity as an intersex person, he is forced to become a test subject, becoming neither human nor ghost.

During those terrible days when Ye Zhong locked him in the research institute, he used to look at the only small window every day, hoping that that person would come to save him, but in the end, he finally understood that he could only rely on himself, only himself. save yourself.

After setting fire to the research institute, he escaped to this city after several bumps, and he has been trembling all the time.

The peaceful life of walking on thin ice for five years was completely broken on this night.Ye Zhong's horror is clearer than anyone else. He wears the cloak of a "scientific madman" and inflicts pain on innocent people. He also calls it "dedicated to science".

His legs were so numb that he was about to lose consciousness, his throat was so thirsty, he staggered, and Lin Xi fell heavily to the ground.As soon as the breath supported by the chest dissipated, the pain swept through the whole body like a wave, and all the strength was exhausted.

The brightly lit streets were bustling with traffic as usual, and when he fell down on the icy asphalt road, at this moment, Lin Xi felt more deeply than ever that even if he ran to the ends of the earth, he was alone.

Taking a deep breath, he tightened his fists, loosened and tightened again, and finally flattened to the ground, propping up his body and slowly getting up.

If even he doesn't cherish himself, who else will cherish him?All he can rely on has always been himself.