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Countless thoughts swirled in his mind, and then they were denied one by one. Lin Xi considered and considered, and finally chose an appropriate statement carefully, "You are still young and a third-year student in high school, so you should focus more on your studies. Come on, when you go to college, broaden your horizons, meet more people, then..."

"Teacher!" Lin Xi was interrupted before he finished speaking. Lin Xi looked up and found that Jin Luo's dark eyes were shining with seriousness. He obviously didn't agree with his point of view. "I'm not a child anymore. How to determine sexual orientation, I'm not kidding."

"I know you're not joking, but this matter is not as simple as you imagined." Lin Xi has personally experienced the incomprehension of relatives and friends, and the pressure of public opinion, so he understands the hardships better.

"Teacher, do you hate me?"

"..." I prepared a lot of words, but because of this sentence, I lost ground. The person in front of me is tall and straight, with outstanding appearance. Although the edges and corners still have the youthfulness of a teenager, I can already foresee the brilliance of the future. At this moment, I am resentful ... Even the aggrieved tone made people feel like a noble Persian cat that they faced in the past, suddenly lost confidence and shrank into a corner, making people want to stroke its soft and shiny black fur, "Why do you think so? , the teacher just doesn’t want you to regret it in the future.”

"I'm very serious, and I won't regret it." Jin Luo paused, and then said, "Teacher, would you like to try to be with me?"

"Teacher, would you like to try to be with me?" These words still echoed in my ears until I got home.Lin Xi admitted that his first reaction when he heard these words was not anger but shock.

Perhaps deep down in his heart, he does not reject young people, and is even a little tempted.

"Don't worry, the teacher can give me an answer after careful consideration." Instead of relying on the advantage of age to press forward, Jin Luo even thoughtfully found a way out for him, "Whether it's a week, a month or a year, I will Hold on."

Such a simple attachment, although not sure whether it can stand the test of time, is still beautiful and touching.

only……

The hot water flowed down the heels of the legs, and the parts hidden in the trousers in the past felt very vivid now. Such ugly places were like marks on the skin, which would not disappear no matter how much you rubbed or washed.

Desperately, he increased his strength, and accidentally scratched the edge with his nails, causing a sharp pain. Lin Xi almost couldn't stand still. If Jin Luo saw his shady body, he would definitely turn around and leave immediately in disgust.

The neighbors' pointing fingers, the grandmother's old sighs, everything seemed to reappear in front of my eyes, as real as a thorn in my back.

The atrium that was once out of sight, with even a little bit of light, can no longer bear the darkness.

People are always greedy.

"Xiaoxi, if you really can't hold on anymore, just call this number." His heart sank little by little, and suddenly, what his grandmother said to him when he left his hometown gradually became clear in his memory, and the picture A slip of paper with a long list of phone numbers written on it.

That was a good friend of his parents before his death. He heard that he was a doctor with superb medical skills, but his parents went to various hospitals and never thought of seeking his help. Lin Xi didn't know the complicated reasons. He asked his grandmother, She just kept silent.

He had this idea before, but tonight, he couldn't restrain this impulse, he wanted to become a normal person.

Pulling off the towel to dry his body, Lin Xi hurriedly put on his clothes and went straight to the room where the note was placed.

"Beep beep..." After pressing a long series of numbers, Lin Xi's palms were sweating, and he listened to the voice in the microphone with trepidation.If it wasn't for the other party answering in time, with his ability to withstand it, he might lose his courage completely after a long time.

"Hello?" The calm middle-aged man's voice.

"Hi, I'm Lin Xi." Even though he was typing, he still spoke with a vibrato.

"Lin Xi?" The people over there immediately turned up the volume when they heard his name, and then murmured: "Your parents have passed away for so many years, I have been waiting for your call, I never thought it would take so many years to get in touch."

I don't know the past between him and his parents, but the unmistakable grief in his tone made people gradually let go of his defenses. Lin Xi was no longer as nervous as he was at the beginning, "Uncle Ye, I have something to trouble you."

The other party seemed to know all about this matter and didn't need Lin Xiduo to explain it, so he said, "I can't explain this matter clearly on the phone. You can come to the hospital tomorrow to have an examination and arrange surgery."

The smooth progress of the matter was beyond expectation. Lin Xi couldn't believe the opportunity he had dreamed of. After waiting for a while, he said cautiously: "As for the cost of the operation..."

"You don't have to worry about this, I will arrange it properly."

Until he hung up the phone, Lin Xi still felt unsteady and vain, and the unexpected good luck left him at a loss, almost tears in his eyes.I was so excited that I wanted to call my grandma immediately, but seeing that it was too late, I had to give up.I called to ask for leave, and listened to complaints as usual, but I didn't feel a little restless in my heart. Even when I fell asleep, I still maintained a happy mood.

The next day, Lin Xi got up early and took the first bus.

The parent's friend before their death was named Ye Lijin, the director of a famous private hospital. I heard that he was an alumnus of his father's university and had a close friendship. It's just that his father gradually alienated after he gave up the opportunity in a big city and returned to his hometown to become a teacher.

After more than an hour, Lin Xi arrived smoothly.Although it is a private hospital, there are many brand-new high-rise buildings with a magnificent momentum, which is not inferior to public hospitals.He went directly to the seventh floor as agreed in the phone call yesterday.

"Sir, what can I do?" As soon as the elevator door opened, there was a smiling nurse in front of her.

"I'm looking for Mr. Ye."

"Do you have an appointment?"

"We talked on the phone yesterday, and he asked me to come directly to him here."

The nurse looked through the diary carefully, and then got up to guide him, "Sir, this way please."

The white floor is shiny and reflects clear silhouettes. After passing through the spacious and bright corridor, the office is in front of you.The nurse bent her fingers and tapped lightly a few times, and there was an immediate response from the door: "Please come in."

Smiling and saying thank you, Lin Xi pushed the door open and walked in. What puzzled him was that the voice just now seemed different from the one he heard last night.

The man who heard the door opening looked up at him, with a handsome fair face and a pair of elegant rimless glasses, young and handsome.This was quite different from Lin Xi's imagination. He thought he was a mature and stable middle-aged man, but in a trance, he felt a little uncomfortable.

"I'm Ye Zhong, Ye Lijin's son." The other party's concise self-introduction immediately cleared his doubts. "My father has retired, and now I am taking over the hospital. He has told me about your situation, so you can talk to me about the surgery."

After he gestured with his gaze, Lin Xi walked to the chair opposite him and sat down, perhaps because he was too sensitive, he felt that the eyes behind the lens were sharp and aggressive, as cold as a machine.

"I want to know the specific procedure of the operation." I have thought about this matter for many years, but Lin Xi still doesn't know anything about it.

"Before talking about surgery, I think it is necessary to conduct a thorough physical examination." Ye Zhong, clad in white, folded his arms around his chest, his eyes scanned Lin Xi's whole body like a scanner, "Even if he is also intersex, his body structure is also different. It's going to be a little bit different."

Although it is uncomfortable to be looked at like an object, Lin Xi also thinks this request is quite reasonable.

"Physical examination, do you need to arrange another time?"

"No, check now."

"Now?"

"Yes." Just like the impression given by his appearance, Ye Zhong's words were concise and neat, even in a commanding tone, "I have a consulting room in my office, where I can do a full-body examination for you, and then formulate a surgical plan." After finishing speaking, he immediately got up and walked quickly to the consultation room. Seeing that there was no movement behind him, he turned his head, his gaze was devoid of emotion, but it made people feel an invisible sense of oppression.

The spacious and bright room is fully equipped, but when the sunlight outside the window is blocked by thick curtains, it suddenly becomes dark.

"Take off your pants."

The tall figure turned away from Lin Xi to make preparations. This may be a very common requirement for ordinary patients, but it is extremely difficult for Lin Xi.When he grew up, he avoided even being touched by strangers, let alone exposing his body to others... Even though he clearly knew that this was a necessary physical examination, he still couldn't move for a long time.

"Move faster." Ye Zhong, who had put on the plastic gloves, turned around, with a slight wrinkle between his brows showing impatience.

Lin Xi was trembling, and finally put his hand on the belt, and slowly released it.

"Ah!" The whole pair of trousers was suddenly pulled down forcefully, and they were ripped off together with the underwear.Lin Xi was so frightened that his face turned pale, and he backed away again and again. Ye Zhong approached him at some point, and his figure almost enveloped him.

"Be quiet, I'm a doctor, not a rapist." Seeing Lin Xi dragging his movements and making a fuss, Ye Zhong's brown eyes turned colder, this was the first intersex case he came into contact with, so novelty and excitement were inevitable , but he always met something he was interested in, and his face became more calm, like a hunter skilled in catching prey, so he continued to order: "Open your legs!"

The cool palms were groping the lower body, even wearing rubber gloves, it was still creepy, Lin Xi had goosebumps all over his body, he tried his best to control himself, kept telling himself that this was a normal inspection, so as not to push Ye Zhong away.

There was a gap between the legs, and the other party's hand stretched inward, over the genitals in front, and into a small hidden gap.Lin Xi leaned against the wall and tried his best to suppress the urge to run away after being treated like this in a place that had never been touched by anyone.

"From the outside, your female organs are not fully developed." Lin Xi had never experienced such a frank talk with a stranger in his memory. His face turned pale and red, red and white again, He didn't know how to respond, but Ye Zhong's question made him even more embarrassed, and he wished he could find a way to get in, "Has it been used here?"

"No, no." I was too ashamed to look directly at the place, how could it be...

"Ah!" This time, Lin Xi's eyes widened in horror, and he hurriedly grabbed Ye Zhong's arm, trying to stop him from making further movements. Deep, but enough to be scary enough.

"Stop!" Lin Xi shouted, his face flushed red from excessive tension.

"I'm just confirming whether it has the corresponding function." Ye Zhong's cool and thin lips evoked a sneering smile, but his fingers involuntarily penetrated a little deeper. Even though there was a layer of plastic, the place was still hot and tight, and it was absorbed he……