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After an unknown amount of time, Lin Xi was the only one left on the bench, surrounded by deathly silence.

The words "under operation" were bright red, and every second seemed to be infinitely extended, and the slowness was unbearable.

As long as Lin Xi can remember, he has always had a feeling of resistance to the hospital. When he was a child, he was tossed around with his parents. Every time he smelled disinfectant, he felt very uncomfortable, because it meant that he had to expose his body in front of strangers.And his last memory of his parents was also in the hospital, where two white cloths covered his bloody face, leaving him alone in the dark and long corridor.

Memories of the past surged in like tides, and his temples throbbed. Lin Xi shook his head irritably. In a trance, he was suddenly startled by a stream of hot fluid dripping from his lower body. He got up in a hurry, feeling more vivid, slippery The fluid quickly ran down the thigh.

Is it... is it...

"Boom!" With a sudden sound, the two closed doors slowly opened. After waiting all night for the result, Lin Xi couldn't care about other things for a while, and rushed forward to ask .

"Doctor, how is the situation?"

His heart was pounding, and he stared at the person who came out. The next moment was like a movie scene. The tired doctor took off his mask, shook his head, sighed silently, and said in the suffocating silence: "It's very painful." Sorry, we did our best."

"..." The torment of the long wait was not for this sentence of apology.

From being caught off guard by his critical condition to the sudden surgical expenses, in just one night, Lin Xiru rode a roller coaster, hoisting high, falling heavily, ups and downs, completely unprepared, with his heart hanging in midair at any time. In the movie, he thought that everything was settled, and he just needed to wait quietly, and a healthy grandma would wake up, but the reality was not as expected.

No one knows what will happen in the next second.

"The kidney transplant went smoothly, but the patient's body was too weak and his heart went into cardiac arrest..."

The doctor was still explaining, but Lin Xi couldn't even listen to a word. His chest hurt so much that even pressing it tightly couldn't relieve the pain, so he could only breathe hard.Maybe it was because his expression was too ferocious, a nurse with little experience was frightened and backed away.

"Mr. Lin!" Finally, only a loud cry was heard, Lin Xi suddenly fell back, lost all strength in his legs, and fell to the ground.

The winding bluestone path, the old alarm clock in the old house, ticking... turned into the smiling faces of parents, falling on the warm palms above their heads... and finally turned into a long white cloth, rushing towards him in vain, Wrapped tightly so that people can not move.

He wanted to escape, but the entanglement became tighter and tighter. Suddenly, he heard the sound of chaotic footsteps, but he couldn't open his heavy eyelids.

Once again in the dark.

Lin Xi woke up because of intense thirst, his throat was as hot as burning, he hurriedly stretched out his hand, only to find that there was a cold ring imprisoned on his wrist, making a crisp sound.His head was in chaos, he struggled to get up, but fell back on the bed powerlessly.

"Hmm." Sensing his discomfort, the person next to him brought a glass of water and helped him to drink it slowly.Like rain after a long drought, Lin Xi swallowed anxiously, blinked his misty eyes, but couldn't see the other person's face clearly, and then his consciousness gradually drifted away again...

I woke up completely in the evening.

Lin Xi slowly opened his eyes. The first thing that came into view was the pure white quilt, and then the curtains flying by the window. The clouds in the distant sky were reddened by the setting sun, changing into various shapes, which was too beautiful to behold. .

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

Before his consciousness was clear, he expressed emotion, and when he looked away, Lin Xi found himself in a ward.

"Mr. Lin, you finally woke up." The nurse who came to make the rounds was Xiao Xia who knew him well. When he saw him awake, he immediately put down the medical record with a cry of surprise, and ran away, "I'll go right away." Call Dr. Ye over."

"..." Before he could stop her, Lin Xi let her go.

He propped his body up on his elbows, and was still a little dizzy, perhaps because he had slept for too long, and his thinking couldn't keep up in a short time.After a while, he found nothing abnormal, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, as soon as his toes touched the floor, as if touched by an electric current, Lin Xi immediately lowered his eyes.

Under the loose patient clothes, the bulging outline can be seen faintly.

I thought before... He was relieved, Lin Xi took the clothes that were placed aside and changed into it, and didn't want to stay any longer.

The air in this place is always filled with the smell of decay and death.

Before Nurse Xiaoxia came back, he left the ward.When he went outside to check the date, Lin Xi was surprised to find that he had been comatose for a week.During the period, there were vague memory fragments, remembering that someone fed him water, but he didn't feel like this person was from a hospital.

"Stop thinking about it, there are still a lot of things to do." Lin Xi advised himself not to make more guesses. His grandmother passed away, and he fell ill for a week. The accumulated things need to be completed as soon as possible, and time never waits. people.

Standing upstairs overlooking the bustling crowd in the hospital lobby, Lin Xi thought, this time he was really the only one left.

After grandma's funeral, Lin Xi didn't go back to school immediately, but stayed in the old house in the small town.

The quaint old-fashioned house is quiet and quiet, the huge courtyard is full of various plants, and the green vines are covered with flower stands.

Until grandma passed away, Lin Xi didn't have the chance to speak a word with her. When he returned to this place that carried the family's memories, every familiar plant and tree was engraved with vivid memories. left.

Then the mood gradually calmed down.

Lin Xi began to live in seclusion, because even loose clothes couldn't hide his protruding belly. Fortunately, no one would bother him.The hoarded food is enough to last for several months, and there are fresh fruits and vegetables in the garden, so there is no need to worry.

Water the garden in the morning, lean on the deck chair leisurely in the afternoon, look up at the starry sky at night, and listen to the evening breeze.

Lin Xi lived a very regular and comfortable life.

The only thing to worry about is the birth of the child.He couldn't go to the hospital, and couldn't find anyone to help, so Lin Xi bought a lot of medical-related books and medicines during his last major purchase, and even prepared some medical utensils.

He decided to give birth to the child, whether it is a boy or a girl, it will be the youngest member of the family.

Dreaming back at midnight, occasionally Lin Xi would think of Jin Luo, but for the sake of the child's health, he must try his best to restrain himself and keep himself in a happy mood. In his six-month-old life, his joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys are no longer alone. things.

But it is always easier said than done, listening to the wind outside the window, Lin Xi suffered from insomnia again.

The bloated belly not only made him sluggish, but also changed his body shape a lot. For a man, watching his belly become soft and bulge up like a balloon every day is really too big a vision shock.Lin Xi hadn't dared to look in the mirror for a long time, he was afraid of seeing a monster with a pot belly inside.

In the past, he was able to ignore his abnormal organs that were superfluous to ordinary people. After all, as long as he was dressed neatly, ordinary people would not be able to detect his abnormalities.But now, as long as he lowers his head, the bulge will remind him again and again that he is carrying a child like a woman.

"Ah!" Standing up slowly, Lin Xi was suddenly kicked heavily in the stomach, and Lin Xi couldn't hold back the pain and cried out.

Standing on the edge of the bed with one hand, Lin Xi thought with a headache, this child's temperament is neither like him nor Jin Luo, he is very active, and now he is always tossing him at such a young age, if he is born, he must be very naughty, even he They may not be able to hold back.

Unable to see the ground, it took a lot of effort for the clumsy Lin Xi to successfully put on his slippers. He pushed open the door and walked to the courtyard bathed in moonlight. The breeze was blowing in his face, and his disturbed mood suddenly eased a lot.

Suddenly a bright light flashed in the dense bushes, and Lin Xi squinted his eyes suspiciously. He had spotted such light from outside the window several times in the middle of the night, but due to physical reasons, he never came out to investigate.In order to prevent thieves, three locks are installed on the gate. Logically speaking, no one will break in.Feeling a little uneasy in his heart, Lin Xi stepped lightly and leaned towards the light source.

Pushing aside the branches that brushed across his cheeks, Lin Xi's field of vision became broad and clear. Lin Xi looked around, but the next second he froze on the spot.

That flash of light turned out to be from a car parked far outside the door.

Since returning to this old house, he has never had close contact with anyone, and he will not let anyone in, but the pure white car is indeed parked outside the courtyard. Apart from his family, there is no one here. No one else.

Lin Xi couldn't help being terrified. After pregnancy, his physical strength was not as good as before. If someone broke in, he would definitely be unable to resist, and his weird body would definitely be discovered. The more he thought about it, the more worried he became. Lin Xi subconsciously grabbed it and put it beside him. of a stick.

Carefully crossing the lush bushes, a man's figure appeared in front of him.

Lin Xi suppressed his shortness of breath, clenched the wooden stick, and approached on tiptoe... But no matter how lightly he stepped, his heavy body couldn't be as light as a swallow as before. As soon as he raised his hand, The man has turned around.

"Ye Zhong?" Lin Xi took a step back while calling out the man's name.

His fear of him has penetrated deep into his bones.

Compared to his violent reaction, Ye Zhong just turned around, his brown eyes were heavily stained by the night, making it difficult to see clearly.

"What are you doing here? Get out of here right now!" The stick in his hand gave Lin Xi strength, and this was his home, and the other party broke in without permission, no matter what, he was rude, So Lin Xi yelled outrightly.

Unexpectedly, Ye Zhong did not retreat but advanced, approaching him.

"I won't be polite if you don't leave." Lin Xi panicked and beat him out with a stick.Ye Zhong just glanced at it, grabbed the stick directly, and swung it hard. The stick was pulled from Lin Xi's hand and fell on the grass.

"You follow me obediently now, maybe you can save a little suffering."

It was obvious that Ye Zhong didn't take Lin Xi's resistance seriously at all, this meager strength was not enough to resist him at all.If he wanted to, it would be an easy task to break Lin Xi's fragile neck, and it was already the limit of tolerance to be willing to let him go these days.

When Lin Xi fell ill, he almost had a miscarriage. If he was not afraid of too much stimulation, he would have done it long ago.

"I won't go with you, you don't have to dream." Lin Xi stepped back and checked the escape route. He had lived here for so many years, and he was so familiar with it in the dark that he couldn't be more familiar with it. to him.

"You think you can escape from my palm?" Ye Zhong's mouth curled up into a faint smile, and he took out the things in his hands naturally.Lin Xi's pupils suddenly dilated, with an expression of disbelief, hesitantly said: "Handcuffs?"

In the blink of an eye, he thought of those fragments in the hospital after he passed out, the cold feeling on his wrist, and... and Xiao Xia's "Doctor Ye". It turned out that Ye Zhong had come here a long time ago. It was not an illusion at all. He turned around and ran, ignoring the branches brushing his cheeks, and ran forward with all his might while supporting his heavy stomach.

"The piece of meat in your stomach was saved with great difficulty. If it angers me, I don't mind pulling it out of your stomach." There was a chill in the indifferent words, and Lin Xi staggered. Watch out for tripping over vines under your feet.

"Ah—" He thought he was about to fall down on the bushes of thorns, but unexpectedly a pair of arms hugged him from behind.

"Let go of me!" Lin Xi was so frightened that he had goosebumps all over his body. He would rather get hurt than be touched by this man.

"If you don't want this child, I can help you." The broad palm touched his swollen abdomen, stroking gently, then suddenly increased the strength in the next second, and clasped tightly, Lin Xi even gave birth to a belly and was grabbed by him Broke the illusion, and began to struggle hard, but Ye Zhong remained calm, and instead whispered in his ear: "Anyway, as long as a man fucks you, you will get pregnant again soon."