frenzied

Opening a thin slit, the gorgeous face in the dimness is close at hand, the curled eyelashes are accompanied by slight breathing tremors, and the quiet sleeping face has lightened the sharp edge of the usual, unexpectedly slowing down my restless mood, afraid Break such a peaceful picture.

The whole body seemed to fall apart, sinking into the soft bed, limp in the firm arms.Turning his head and looking out the window, he couldn't tell whether it was day or night for a moment, Lin Xi's head, like his overused body, hadn't recovered yet, and it was running quite slowly.

Scattered clothes were thrown all over the floor, two or three used condoms were lying in a mess on the head of the bed, and one was wetly stuck to the heel of the leg, and the strong fishy smell in the air was far from dissipating.

Lin Xi couldn't help recalling last night. After the first time, the man found the black stick he had hidden under the pillow. He was so ashamed that he didn't dare to touch the other person. He pulled the quilt and wrapped himself like a silkworm chrysalis. , shrunk into the corner.The consequences can be imagined, the man rushed over and pressed on his back, entered him from behind, he was bullied to the point of begging for mercy without any power to fight back, and said a lot of shameless words, and now he blush and heartbeat thinking about it.

Slowly waking up, the fog that shrouded in front of my eyes slowly dissipated, and I was still worried about transforming the joy of fantasy into reality.Lin Xi's complexion changed, and the temperature of the skins touched was unbearably hot, and he quickly broke free from the man's embrace.

Perhaps it was too much indulgence, and the physical exertion was severe. The person who was pushed away just let out a low snort and didn't wake up.

Regardless of other things, Lin Xi picked up the clothes and put them on his body. The uncleaned area was very sticky. He hurriedly wiped it with a paper towel, and didn't even dare to go to the bathroom, for fear of waking up the person on the bed.He fell down after taking a few steps, so he could only simply pack up his things.

This place can no longer stay, he must leave before the man wakes up.

A few sets of simple clothes, some daily necessities, a passbook and a little cash, a small travel bag is enough to accommodate.

As tempting as illusory happiness is, it is equally expensive.His life is like a movie that is about to end, and there is not much time left for dying.Since it's a bad movie that can't get any worse, don't waste other people's time.He hasn't done many meaningful things in his life, and the rest is just this awareness.

Not even daring to turn his head, Lin Xi staggered and left the house where he had lived for five years.

And inside, the person he loved for five years.

The sky was still gray, and the whole building was so quiet that only the sound of his own footsteps could be heard.Lin Xi came to the door of Xiao Qing's house, put the note with An Mo's contact information into the mailbox, then stood quietly for a while, and went downstairs with his travel bag alone.

With the help of a professional lawyer like An Mo, the store demolition issue should be properly resolved.After he left, the landlord who kept talking about the price increase might be able to find a more suitable tenant.As for Jin Luo, he also has a new life of his own.

Looking back at the buildings bathed in the morning light, and carefully looking at every plant and tree, Lin Xi suddenly felt that the past five years had been a dream.

Five years ago, he came here to avoid rumors, and five years later, he chose to leave here to escape.

His life always seems to be full of the word evasion.To escape the cruel fact of the death of his parents, to escape the sarcastic relatives, to escape the probing eyes of strangers, to escape everything brought about by his deformed body...

"Xiaoxi, you have to take good care of yourself alone in the future." He still remembers that the grandmother on the hospital bed before she died, there were slight tears in the old eyes, and she fainted, showing deep helplessness and worry.He promised to take good care of himself, but his life was always a mess. In the dark, he seemed to hear grandma's sad tone of sigh again.

"Where are you going?" The rickety old bus stopped in front of him, and the conductor looked sleepy.

"Train station." After getting on the train, Lin Xi found a seat by the window. Amidst the noise, he watched the residential area drift away until it turned into a small black spot and finally completely disappeared from his field of vision.

After bumping for nearly an hour, we finally reached our destination.It was still early, but the station was already bustling with people, Lin Xi squeezed through the turbulent crowd, and came to the colorful big screen at the ticket office, but the next moment, he suddenly froze there.

Because he didn't know where he was going, it seemed that he could go anywhere, and it didn't seem suitable for him.

People who were in a hurry to buy tickets pushed and trampled each other, Lin Xi silently stepped aside and sat down on the waiting bench.

Lin Xi remembers the first time he took a train, it was the summer when he left his hometown to go to college.Leaving the place where he grew up, he was both excited and confused. He was excited to start a new life in a new place, but he was confused because he knew nothing about the outside world. He was dazed and frightened. He sat in the waiting hall with sweaty palms , the elderly grandma couldn't send him, he was alone.

Fortunately, the four years of university life were as calm as water, because he was majoring in Chinese, and there were many girls in the class. He had a gentle personality and got along well with most of the classmates. Attention, so those days were the most free and unrestrained time for him. If it weren't for his grandmother's poor health, he would have continued his studies.

After graduating, he naturally became a high school Chinese teacher, and his life changed drastically at this time, and the past gradually became clear before his eyes...

The tall trees outside the window are lush with branches and leaves, and the crown of the tree is like a big open green umbrella. The sun sieves through the gap and shines obliquely into the office. It is reflected on the white shirt like dancing butterflies, accompanied by the afternoon Breeze, quiet and unusual.

Today is the first day of school. Lin Xi replaced the pregnant Song Yu as the teacher of the key class. In order to adapt to the new class as soon as possible, he not only carefully prepared lessons, but also carefully checked the relevant materials of the students, flipping through them page by page.

"Dong dong dong." There was a knock on the door suddenly, Lin Xi raised his head and saw that it was the intern teacher Shao Bai who had just arrived at the school.He looked in and said in surprise, "Mr. Lin, why are you still here? The opening ceremony has already begun."

"Ah?" With this reminder, Lin Xi looked at the time and found that half an hour had passed, so he hurriedly covered the paper and got up.

As a well-known key high school, the school's opening ceremony of each school year is quite grand, and every faculty member must be present. Lin Xi was originally waiting while reading the materials, and unconsciously, he didn't even know that he was late.

"Mr. Shao, won't you go with us?" Seeing that Shao Bai's expression was not very good, Lin Xi asked.

"I've had a bad stomach and asked for leave. Hurry up, or you'll be scolded by the director again."

"Do you want it?" Seeing Shao Bai waving his hand, Lin Xi nodded and went out.

The auditorium was some distance away from the office, and the weather was so hot that Lin Xi was almost sweating when he arrived.When the principal was speaking, the audience was solemn, so he had to go in silently through the back door and sit in the unobtrusive last row.

This kind of speech is undoubtedly boring and lengthy for ordinary students. People whispered frequently. Lin Xi took notes carefully and made several people laugh. Maybe he graduated not long ago, and his appearance recognition is not high, so he was regarded as an ordinary student. student.

One after another took the stage to speak, even Lin Xi couldn't hold it anymore, his straight back was aching.

"Now please..." His attention was on the stage, so when a hairy head hit his shoulder, Lin Xi was shocked.He turned his head to look, and was even more surprised that there was someone with arrogant red hair on such a strict and proper occasion.

As a teacher, Lin Xi felt that he had to remind him, so he said, "This classmate..."

"Hush, be quiet!" The words were interrupted at the beginning, and the person leaning against him even rubbed against him, looking for the most comfortable position, like a noble lazy cat, taking a leisurely nap in the sun .

"Student?" He tried to call again, but nothing happened.Lin Xi's eyes completely fell on the person beside him. The black uniform with the stand-up collar was casually opened as if being scratched open, revealing the beautiful collarbone, the broken hair hanging down, and he couldn't see clearly, only the beautiful chin was visible.Lin Xi had always disliked rogue-like students, but this one was unexpectedly not offensive, and he could only laugh at himself. Everyone is an animal of the Appearance Association.

At this time, he should shake the dozing student upright, but all he could see was the drowsy young face, and when he looked at the peaceful and harmless sleeping face, he struggled with his hands a few times, but still couldn't lift it up.

The chirping of cicadas outside the window, accompanied by the slight breathing sound in the ear, slowly seemed to become a special rhythm.

The climax of the whole ceremony was at the end. As soon as the host finished speaking, thunderous applause almost knocked the roof over. The students who had been imprisoned for several hours were like birds that had escaped from their cages.Lin Xi wanted to wake up the people around him, but when he turned around, he found that his shoulders were empty.

It's already gone.

"Not even a thank you." Although such a thought flashed through his mind, Lin Xi didn't mind too much.Standing up, he saw someone waving his hand in the distance, and after a closer look, it was the dean.Being late today was justifiable, Lin Xi bit the bullet and walked over.

"Ms. Lin, come here quickly. I'll introduce someone to you." The middle-aged man's wrinkled face smiled like a blooming chrysanthemum. Lin Xi was still puzzled, and found the tall slender boy standing beside him.

I couldn't help being shocked.The person who was dozing off on his shoulder just now changed his appearance so quickly.The straight and slim school uniform, with neat buttons and smooth black hair, is so strict that there is no fault in it, and even the eyes are calm and deep.

"Ms. Lin, this is a student in the class you are leading this semester." The middle-aged man was extremely attentive.

Hearing this, the young man's eyes fell on him, and he introduced himself politely: "Mr. Lin, I'm Jin Luo."