Orcs through the age

At that time, the hunting range of the males in the clan had expanded to the valleys and plains on one side of the river, and even to the plains on the other side, while the females in the clan would go to the valleys and plains without land besides farming. Digging wild vegetables, picking wild fruits, and going fishing in the river, the life of the clan is really getting better and better.

Relatively speaking, the health of the clansmen seems to be getting better, and the young males have obviously grown a lot taller than last year. The old patriarch said that the children now look really tall.I think it has something to do with nutrition too.However, when I look at the group of males in the clan who are five big and three thick, with an average height of more than 1.8 meters 1.9, I wonder if it is necessary for a person to grow so tall?It wastes food and takes up more space. For example, for Luo Lei, who is more than [-] meters high, the door frame of the house must be three meters high.Don't think I'll ever forget who the two-thirds of the bed is!

Because of the improvement in conditions, the life of the females in the clan seems to be becoming more and more stable.The family added two new babies last year, and the other is a female. They are relatively healthy. The only pity is that the cattle and sheep in the family have not yet reached the stage of lactation, so they all grew up eating broth and juice .

This year, three more females in the clan are pregnant. I suggested to Luo Lei that the hunters in Bello should catch one or two cows that gave birth or a few lactating ewes this year. When the babies are born, There is food.

Now I can go from being shocked when I first heard that Ah Xing was pregnant to getting used to hearing that Ah Man is pregnant.In fact, looking around in the clan, from our general perspective, there are all men here.Whether they are tall or petite, rugged or handsome, from our point of view, they are all men.But here, there are still their different divisions of labor.

Perhaps because of this relationship, although Ah Man is definitely a handsome young man from the outside, apart from the influence of the thoughts of this world, he is definitely a handsome and gentle young man.Even though it seems to me that these people are all men, but in terms of their social division of labor, sometimes psychologically, I still see him as Xin Mu's wife and give birth to children for him. Not exclusive at all.This may be the influence of getting used to the idea of ​​gender division, maybe because of the influence of the division of male and female here, I still divided them into gender according to my habit.Although I automatically skip this division and thinking when it comes to myself.

This sounds contradictory.But if you look at the past, the world is full of men, but you know in your heart that these men are still different, maybe you will also think about it, but at the same time, you will be contradictory.It's actually easier for me to accept dominating a female than it is to be doomed by a male.After all, females are bound to be overwhelmed by males, which is a reality I have accepted in this world.But as far as I am concerned, I still think that I am a man and should overwhelm others.Although I have accepted that it is the male overpowering the female here, I still feel a little psychologically uncomfortable about being overpowered.This should be regarded as discrimination!

From another perspective, maybe from the perspective of people here, my thoughts are incomprehensible.In their view, it is natural for males and females to live together and have children. Luo Lei is a male, and my body is obviously female—I am more than half a head shorter than the males in the tribe.Roy was almost one and a half my age, and when he hugged me from behind at night, I was almost completely surrounded by him.I used to think about hugging my wife to sleep like this, but now it's actually me being hugged and sleeping like this. Speaking of things... Forget it, I'd better not say it.Self-esteem is severely damaged.This is probably why I can't pass this psychological barrier.

Ah Man was convinced that she was very happy when she was pregnant, and she almost ran to my house to tell me about it, and said that the high priest said that because everyone's life and health in the clan have improved in the past two years, so There will be more and more children in the family in the future, and he told me this, with joy and gratitude in his eyes, and he kept saying that it was all due to me, which made me a little at a loss.

When I told him that I thought Sim Mu had done more, his face turned red, and he didn't know what he thought of.I'm still happy that he and Simm will have a baby though, so happy to congratulate him, and I'd be even happier if he didn't say when Rory and I will have a baby too, lol.Although, children are indeed cute, such as the two we already have in our family.Thinking about it again, a little Raleigh, I feel like I'm stuck.But when he asked with a mysterious face why Luo Lei and I were not together yet, and asked if there was something wrong with the posture, and if he wanted to take a look at the high priest, I still felt like I wanted to collapse.

When Luo Lei came home, he was also very happy to talk about the fact that Sim Mu told him this matter with unconcealable excitement and rare embarrassment. There was a little envy in his words and expressions, which made me feel very happy. freezing.No matter how Luo Lei talked to me at night, I didn't respond to him.It was so rare that he just hugged me tightly, but didn't do anything to rub back and forth.

Maybe he also sensed that I was not happy.Just hugging me behind my back and kept saying "I'm sorry", his attitude made me feel even worse!

I also knew in my heart that it was not his fault, but my inner struggle.In fact, I thought about whether I could get someone else pregnant, although I didn't know if I could let Luo Lei go.Because before I figured it out, I had deliberately ignored this and tried it intuitively.It's a pity that I tried again and again, that thing is useful except for excretion, and almost can't stand up at other times. No matter how exciting it is, I finally made it stand up. Compared with the thing that came out of Roy is useful stuff.By the standards of the earth, I should probably be considered incapable of personality.I don't know if everyone does.

For this reason, I asked Ah Man quietly and very tactfully, and Ah Man said, this is normal, and it only has that function in the first place, right?On the contrary, it seemed abnormal that I wanted it to have other effects, which caused Ah Man to look at me in amazement, and even thought I was sick, and said he was going to call Luo Lei.

I grabbed him and said to him: "Look, the one of Xin Mu's is similar to ours (only the size is different, this can be ignored. God stick: size is a big problem, never ignore it!), but They have other uses."

Ah Man stared at me in surprise and said, "That's because they are males..." For this reason, he even felt that I was overthinking something.I begged for a long time and repeatedly stated that I was just curious, so he promised not to tell Luo Lei about this.I have to admit that I think differently from him, and he can't understand my sadness (God stick: Impotence is indeed more sad...).So I gave up on the idea of ​​getting someone else pregnant.

Logically, I should have nothing to think about. Luo Lei is also very kind to me, and I really want to repay him. As a lover, he is also completely qualified.Just thinking of Luo Lei standing next to me, we were surrounded by a group of children, and those children were still born to me, I felt a terrible toothache, so I could only continue to drag...

In fact, looking at the eyes of the old patriarch and Luo Lei, I can't understand their expectations.But, how could they know my thoughts?And I can't say, I can't say, and won't be understood, about the facts that I can't tell, and things that they won't understand.All I can rely on is Luo Lei's feelings for me, although I don't know when this feeling may disappear...

In June, we harvested more than 1000 catties of dry soybeans. In addition to the [-] catties of dry beans reserved for seeds and the [-] catties of dried beans kept by the clan in case of emergencies, we also distributed five or six catties of beans to each person.Although there are not many beans, everyone is very happy, after all, they never thought that there were so many things in the past.I originally wanted to study how to make tofu, but unfortunately there are not enough ingredients here, and there are not many soybeans themselves, so I had to give up. I just sent some soybean sprouts to cook fish soup, and everyone learned it.However, I also suggest that children should eat less of this stuff. After all, it can be regarded as men here. Some side effects of soybeans should be paid attention to, especially for children who are still developing.

In July, we harvested about [-] catties of barley and wheat each. The whole family worked together for six or seven days, plus the wild wheat we picked outside on the plain.In August, the wheat was sun-dried, and after all the calculations, in addition to saving nearly [-] catties of wheat seeds, they could also share five or six hundred catties of semolina. Lei and I were more polite, with admiration in our eyes.

Relatively speaking, the Harvest Festival in September is actually just a sacrifice of gratitude for us, thanking the gods for blessing the weather and no disasters, allowing us to achieve a lot of harvest, and hope that next year will be the same.To be honest, I also wiped my sweat.Agriculture is dependent on the sky.If the weather is bad, no matter how hard we work, we will not gain much, and a bad harvest in the first year will undoubtedly discourage everyone's enthusiasm, and even affect everyone's enthusiasm for doing things in the future.And I am still in the groping stage of agriculture, and I don't know how to deal with many situations. This year's good weather has undoubtedly helped a lot, so my gratitude to God is absolutely sincere.

After the Harvest Festival, because it was not yet time to harvest rapeseed, sweet potatoes and potatoes, everyone just fed more and more livestock, dried wheat and winter hay, and picked wheat seeds every day. Life was finally easy a few days.

One afternoon, the hunting team came back, and the prey was distributed by the old patriarch.Luo Lei returned to the tribe, patrolled around the tribe, and then came back to help me with things. While doing things with me, we were talking about hunting when I heard someone running over at the door!

In fact, I have taught them many times not to make a lot of noise, especially when walking on wooden boards. In their own house, only part of the floor is covered with wooden boards, and they don’t have such a deep feeling. My house is all wood. It breaks me down.

For these orcs with excess energy and habits, it is definitely not in their style to pay attention to the planks and light hands, and it is their instinct to run freely.Only Luo Lei, who is concerned about my nervous breakdown, walks softly at home, and almost softly walks around me.Most of the others are thumping, even the females!In fact, I am very surprised. As most of them are cats and wolves, they should have meat pads, but I don’t know why they still make noises!I really can't understand.

I have said many times that when you come to our house, you are not allowed to run, because it will make me a headache. Most people will carefully remember this, but there are still a few people who can't remember!I wanted to reprimand whoever made the same mistake again!I saw Gunan grabbed Luo Lei who was talking to me as if he saw a savior.

Gunan is one of the rare people in the tribe who walks steadily, even if his footsteps are a little noisy, but I have almost never seen him running in and out in such a panic.Seeing how he dragged Luo Lei to the door without even having time to catch his breath, I couldn't help being a little curious.