Orcs through the age

Putting Ari next to Luo Lei, I asked him to look at Abba obediently, and told him to call me if Abba seemed uncomfortable or in severe pain.Seeing him nodding seriously.I cheered up and went to get firewood to prepare dinner.

Even if Luo Lei is injured, the two little ones in the family still have to eat. Even if I can be hungry myself, I can't starve them.Besides, when the old patriarch and the others go back, they don’t know if they are in the mood to cook food, and they have to send some to them, or Luo Lei wakes up, don’t mention how uncomfortable it is, that guy is like this, he thinks everything is his responsibility, as if he was born should be the patriarch.

Not only do we need to eat, Luo Lei also needs something to eat when he wakes up, and I also need to eat more, so I have to watch over him at night.At this time, I have to be more stable and not make trouble. Otherwise, what will Rona and Ari do?

Although something like this happened today, Luo Lei had led his people to harvest two cows and three wild sheep for the clan earlier in the afternoon, and everyone still had enough meat to eat.I cooked a large pot of radish stew in a large earthenware pot, picked a few loofahs from the yard, and stewed a pot of clear soup in an earthenware pot. I also picked a big pumpkin in the field and cooked it, waiting for Rona to come back , asked Rona to feed some to Ari, and he ate some hastily, so Rona sent half a can of radish stew and half a can of stewed pumpkin to the old patriarch's house.

While Rona was delivering things, I asked Ari to watch over his father, and I took the time to move enough firewood to the hall, cleaned up the situation in the house, and took a few clean cotton cloths I put it out with some sweet potato wine that I brewed myself and planned to use it on Luo Lei's wound later, or give Luo Lei some to drink when necessary.

Soju is not brewed here.Luo Lei can brew some fruit wine, which is to wash and smash some fruits, seal them for fermentation, and put them in the right place. After a period of time, after a while of precipitation, you can get a fruit wine with a little wine taste, which is also the most primitive wine. .

Wine making seems to be the responsibility of the patriarch here, because wine is still considered a luxury here, and it is dedicated to the gods.The high priest or patriarch here will brew some wine at a certain time every year.It is said that the high priest used to do this kind of thing, but later the high priest got old and it was inconvenient to pick the fruit, so the old patriarch did it.Later, the old patriarch didn't do it anymore, so he left it to Luo Lei to do it.Although those fruit wines are made from some unknown wild fruits, the taste is really not good. So not much.

Luo Lei has always valued his little fruit wine, and only last year, because I begged him repeatedly, he gave me some.The rest are kept and used to worship the gods during the Harvest Sacrifice.In fact, I don't like to drink, but I just bully and bully him occasionally, just to see if he is willing to give it.When I begged him for the first time, he thought about it for a long time before pouring a little to me with great care, and he also reminded me not to let others know.It can be seen how precious this wine is.

I know it's not easy for him to choose between his responsibilities and me, and I don't really have to drink this cider.Investigating its mentality, it is probably what we call "the one who is favored has nothing to fear", and it is purely looking for trouble.But he can give me, I am still very happy.

And I didn't really drink all the ones he gave me. I used them more for experiments to see if I could use fruit wine to ferment sweet potato wine or use naked barley to make highland barley wine.Unfortunately, I don't know if there are not many raw materials or a problem with the method. I tried many times, but in the end it didn't work.Later, I could only use the method of making Sanqu from wheat introduced in "Tiangong Kaiwu", and tried to make some wheat koji by myself, and then used these wheat koji to try to make some sweet potato wine.For this, I tossed a lot of wheat and sweet potatoes. Although I didn't use much each time, it would probably make them feel distressed when added up.I even made a small set of cooking and steaming buckets, and Raleigh wondered what the extras in the house were for.

A few days ago, when Luo Lei was not at home, I opened a clay pot and boiled a little sweet potato wine in that earthy cooking and steaming barrel.Taking advantage of Luo Lei's absence, he boiled the two pots that were born and made one more pot of sweet potato wine.I was thinking about when to show off to Luo Lei, and by the way, let him stop feeling sorry for his sour fruit wine, which is actually not very tasty, and let him give more things to his god in the future.Unexpectedly, the opportunity to take it out is actually this time...

When Luo Na came back, he told me that he put all the clay pots at Grandpa Zu and Grandma Zu’s house first, and that Papa Luo Lie and the others also sent food over. Papa Luo Lie said he would accompany them Zu Aba and Zu A?So, he said hello to them and came back.

I nodded, indicating that I already knew, and asked him to take Ari to sleep.I said to Ah Rui: "Abba is sick, Ah Mo has to watch over Abba, so Ah Rui should obediently go to bed early today."

Although Ari was only less than four years old, he was already very well-behaved. He rinsed his mouth, kissed me, squatted down and kissed Luo Lei who was squinting his eyes and followed Rona into the room.It's just that when I kissed Luo Lei, I saw some drops of water fell on his little face and landed on Luo Lei's tense cheeks.If Luo Lei is awake now and sees Ari kissing him, he doesn't know what expression he should have.

I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek: "Sleep well, tomorrow morning, I can see Dad wake up, okay?"

He nodded, but there were still tears in his eyes, but he still tried not to let the tears continue to fall, but there were some wet marks on his bulging cheeks: "Okay..."

Rona kept silent by the side, but turned his head and called "Ah" before entering the room.But when I looked back at him, he didn't say anything.

I smiled and nodded at him, indicating that he didn't have to worry, and he nodded too, and then led Ari into the room with his head down.

I think they must be very worried today.I found out later that Rona even thought about what we would do if Papa was gone, and that he must hunt well to support Ari and me.I also thought about whether I could still have them without my father.At that time, I realized that for children, one party is not enough. For them, there is a mother and there is a father. will cease to exist.At this time, I was glad that I had not had time to ask Luo Lei to ask him to find someone else, but I took Rona and Ari with me.Otherwise, how sad they would be!

But at the time I couldn't take care of myself...

See the two of them go back to the room.While I was watching Luo Lei, I used another earthenware pot to cook some radish stew again. This time I put a lot of meat and only a small amount of radish.Because Luo Lei likes to eat meat, the loofahs there are all vegetables, and he will protest again if there is no more meat, saying that I will give him a vegetarian diet, and he is a lion, not a rabbit.Every time he protested to me like this, I threatened him with pepper.Let him dare not speak out, and after several fights, he was able to eat half of the meat.

Of course, I also think he should eat half of the meat. After all, he is a carnivore, whether it is a lion or an eagle, they are all carnivores.However, I couldn't help but find something to tease him from time to time, especially after he became more and more patriarchal, and sometimes even thought "is that so" when he said to me, I liked to tease him even more, making him helpless Gently nodding "yes" or looking at me with "please" eyes gave me a great sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

In fact, I really hope that at this time, he can protest to me, saying that I ate more than half of the vegetables for him, but at this time, he just lay quietly on the animal skin beside the firepit, motionless, even when I was Half a diced radish was thrown into the pot where the meat was cooked, another half a radish was dropped, and then another radish was dropped, but there was no response.

Luo Lei, you idiot, if you wake up now, I will give you a lot of meat. You can eat as much as you want. If you wake up tomorrow, you will have to halve the amount of meat you eat now!I have already decided, whether to fight or not is up to you!So wake up quickly, wake up, wake up and protest!

Moved the cooked radish stew to the side and warmed it on a low heat, then grabbed his chin and poured him the medicine syrup again, it was really poured, because he couldn’t drink it at all, he was biting his mouth tightly, I As soon as he moved, his brows frowned even tighter.Half of the syrup was stuffed in and half was spit out.Makes me even more worried.

Packed up these things, smashed the picked loofah leaves, applied the small wounds that the high priest had not treated, and dried his clothes. Fortunately, it is early autumn and it is not very cold. I just Covering him with a thin animal skin, she sat beside him and combed his hair aside.Cover his forehead with a wet cotton cloth, and try the temperature of his forehead with his hands from time to time.

Because I fall asleep earlier than him and wake up later than him every time, and he always locks me in his arms to sleep. I never realized that he was so gentle when he fell asleep, like a big child .

This big kid likes to sigh behind my back "When will you grow up" or excited "If it is our child, what will it look like? Is it a cute little winged tiger? Or a cute little griffin? It is also very female Well, it's better to be like him, smart and beautiful..."

What an idiot, don't you see that not growing up is just an excuse for me to reject you?Don't you see that I don't want to have children?Don't you see my struggle and resistance to these things?Why is it still so gentle?Make me unable to refuse, even infect me, you have a good idea.

But what are you doing now?Why lie so weak?Why is it like you're leaving?Don't you want to be with me?Don't you want your own kids?Why don't you get up?Why don't you keep tempting me?

While I couldn't show fear, I couldn't even show the slightest bit of panic in the presence of Rory's Abba and Ahmao, the rest of the clan, and the two kids.But it doesn't mean I'm not afraid. In fact, I'm so flustered that I don't know what to do.

"Hey, if you wake up now, I will try to accept you, and I will try my best to see if we will have children. I'm serious, don't you really want to try..." I was a little stumped, but more It seemed like I wanted to cry, although I kept telling myself not to cry, no matter what, as a man, I couldn’t cry, but I felt that it was difficult to breathe, and I didn’t even know how to continue to breathe.

I can only watch him talking to himself like this, watching him twitch the corners of his eyebrows in pain from time to time, and feel that even my heart is throbbing.

After I came here, I began to sincerely believe that there is a God in this world.Even if I've been cramming or blaspheming in the past.After being born again, I also began to fear God.Probably saw a miracle with his own eyes.In other words, my existence itself is a miracle.

Perhaps from then on, I began to realize the true faith and dependence on God from the bottom of my heart.Although I am usually busy with work and life, it is God's will that really supports my life here.Because of the will of God, I came here from that world; because of the will of God, I met Luo Lei; because of the will of God, I stayed here and started a busy but simple life; because of the will of God, although my life is not enough here Relaxed, not rich in material things, but satisfied in my heart; because it is God's will, I am here, trying my best to live with the people here; because I have to obey God's will.I've really worked hard, whether it's getting along with people or working hard for life here, I'm trying to do my best.I really believe that I am here because this is what I should do, it is God's will.

If you say that the only thing I don't obey God's will is probably my attitude towards Luo Lei.It's been two years, and I know how hard Roy is.I saw his yearning eyes when he looked at me, his tenderness, his deliberate intimacy, and his efforts.It's just that I can't comfort myself that this is also God's will.Because, this is really beyond the scope of my cognition!Even if this kind of thing is normal here, even here, it doesn't matter at all, this is normal.It's too far beyond my comprehension for my perpetually immutable rock-headed mind.So, I ran away.Use Luo Lei's tenderness to me, use his incomprehensible, maybe love.I hid in the place where he looked up, watching his sadness and sadness, his longing and expectation...

In a sense, this should be against the sky, right?Going against God’s will and making up your own mind must be punished before God.However, if someone really wants to be punished for violating God's will, if this is considered punishment, then this person should not be Luo Lei.

I was the one who violated the will of God, and I was the one who made my own decisions. Therefore, it should not be, and Luo Lei should not be punished.At least, please give me a chance to save, at least, please give me another chance...