Orcs through the age

My mother can definitely be a role model in Dou Xiaosan. It doesn't mean that she is kind or anything else. She will also tear and beat other women, and she will also use money to solve it. It depends on who it is. People are amazed, and at the same time, she finally maintained her benchmark.

When some of my father’s friends have changed two or three wives, or at least one, or there are many outsiders in the family, my mother is always the oldest and the most laughing one at the dinner table. woman.

Although I really want to learn her spirit, but in fact, I have no interest in these.

What many women don't know is that for men, the important thing is not what is better than fooling around with others behind their backs, but that many men like the pleasure of stealing other people's wives.In other words, as the ancients said, a wife is worse than a concubine, a concubine is worse than a stealer, and stealing is worse than not being able to steal.

Even if a man steals outside, it doesn't mean he wants to fall out with his family. That is to say, if the red flag at home can not fall, most men are willing to fly outside with colorful flags. Of course, the premise is that he has this charm. There are many types of charm, such as rich, powerful, or attractive.It can be said that it is the dream of most men to enjoy the blessing of being equal to others.

If it weren't for the moral constraints established by our society, I'm afraid this situation would be even more chaotic, because men's instincts are unreliable.When I say this, I'm not just talking about others, including myself of course.I don't want to find others. It's not so much that I'm jealous, it's better to say that I don't think it's worthwhile. At the same time, the education I have received all along makes me unable to agree with this kind of thinking in my mind. It has nothing to do with my instinct, just It seems that when I see aquarium people, I also think that it would be great if I was a male. Even my own attributes do not prevent me from wanting to find two people to enjoy the blessings of being equal.

Therefore, for such a man's partner, no matter how good you are, when he wants to go out, he will still go out.The important thing is whether he thinks about it or not, if he firmly doesn't want to, you don't need to do anything, if he has this kind of thought himself, what you do is just a moment.

I don't know why Luo Lei didn't explicitly refuse, but in front of me, he still swears to the gods that he will handle this matter well.

I also thought about it. If it is facing the high priest who is backed by God, it is possible that he will not be of much use if he refuses. possible.

I am willing to believe that he refused, and I am also willing to believe that he did not mean that. After all, if a person's eyes can be deceiving, then the world will also disappoint me.

I have to live here like this, and to be honest, I am really tired.Not only do I have to live my own life well, but I also have to worry about the life of such a large ethnic group, whether they have food and how they live.

In fact, in my heart, I don't want to care about it at all. If it wasn't because I chose to rely on Luo Lei to survive, then this kind of life became a habit, and Luo Lei became the patriarch again. I would have to worry about this kind of thing , I am very happy that my life is as long as I raise animals, grow potatoes, sweet potatoes and wheat, and grow some cotton and rapeseed. I can live easily every day.

However, everyone can see what I have done now. I don't even have time to farm and raise livestock by myself, and I still have to manage the public ownership system in the clan!God knows, how much I want to realize the private system as soon as possible. I can start planting and breeding in a large area, and I can combine breeding and planting to benefit each other more and achieve better results.

But for Luo Lei, the patriarch, for his status, and for the satisfaction of the clansmen, I also endured it.What does this actually mean to me?What does it mean for me to teach them those things?Even if one cannot live apart from society, other people can live like this, why can't I live like this?Why should I care how other people live?To be responsible for the development of a tribe?

I never said it, but I was really, really tired.I am tired of living with the burden of other people's expectations and not being able to live my own life.

If this kind of life still disappoints me, I don't think I would mind leaving here to live with someone who is willing to leave with me, or, just myself, as in my dream, by car (there are no horses here, so I can only use cows for the time being), take what I need, and start my wandering in this world.

So, I thought, maybe I should give him and the high priest a little pressure, and at the same time, give Luo Lei a little help.If I have already made a move and he still can't do it, maybe I should really adapt to my fatigue.

I also asked Ah Man, who came to visit me at our house, if there was really a system whereby patriarchs could have two mates.

Aman said that there is indeed that. The patriarch can have more partners for the sake of the clan, and it is also for the inheritance of the patriarch—because, after all, most patriarchs are males that can be completely beastized. Children, the patriarch can form one or more partners through the voluntary consent of both parties.

However, Ah Man also told me that although there is such a system, it has never been implemented in the clan before.Probably because there are not many females here, one is that other people in the clan have to be considered, and the other is because no one has brought it up.

I think, if there are more and more females in the future, is it really like taking concubines and marrying concubines like slavery society and feudal society?

Although this possibility has also been considered, for people like me who are used to the monogamous system, such comfort is still completely useless.

According to Ah Man's words, the current rumors in the clan are just rumors that everyone has heard. It is possible that this is the case, but everyone is not sure. After all, Luo Lei did not express his position, and neither did I.

However, when he said this, he looked at me with some concern: "It is said that the result of the high priest praying to the gods is that the tribe here will expand more and more, so the patriarch here needs two..."

He didn't dare to say what happened afterwards, because I looked at the door and smiled.

The High Priest seems to be really unable to stand it for me.

From a certain point of view, I can also understand the thoughts of the high priest. After all, everyone has always believed in and relied on him. Lei and I have far surpassed him in prestige in the clan.Especially me, although he also spread the word that I was sent by God at the time, but for him, it is also a fact that I have become a more respected person in the clan than him.What's more, he probably also felt that I was weakening his connection with God intentionally or unintentionally.So for him, it is better to weaken my influence on Rolei and the Horde first.

For the old patriarch, first, I have lived with Luo Lei for nearly three years and have no children; second, my current reputation and influence in the clan, in a sense, even surpassed Luo Lei.For him, who has been the most noble patriarch in the clan except the high priest, and lives in a patriarchal society, it is easy to favor the high priest.

The only thing I can't understand is, what is Luo Lei thinking, what is he afraid of?

Because of this tense atmosphere, the two children at home were a little overwhelmed.

Sometimes, I feel sorry for them, especially when Luo Lei is at home, the stiff atmosphere between me and Luo Lei makes them dare not even speak out.

So sometimes, I also let them go out to play somewhere.

Sometimes they would be taken by Hongda to catch some small animals, and sometimes Hongda and Mohei would take them to pick some wild fruits. If Hongda and Mohei would help me again, they would go to Canaan’s house to talk with them. Little Snake leaves to play.

Because Canaan is also very busy every day, and now Canaan is still in charge of managing the Youzu people, and then reports their movements to Luo Lei and me. He has to worry about whoever’s family has difficulties and what’s going on with them. , and then they have to report to Luo Lei and me one by one, so Ye Jia is very happy that someone will play with him when he is alone at home.

It's just that I didn't expect that this kid was really a big kid. He actually said to me when I went to their house to call Rona and Ari home for dinner one day: "If patriarch Luo Lei really doesn't want you anymore, come Come to our house, I agree with you as me, Rona and Ari will also come to our house."

When I first heard this sentence, I was taken aback for a moment, and when I saw Canaan dragging him back in embarrassment behind him, and said "I'm sorry", I smiled: "It's nothing." .

Although I'm also very happy when he said that, it means that at least he doesn't have a bad impression of me, but it's not a big deal.If I am already disappointed, there will naturally be my way out.It's not enough to find one to retaliate.

At the beginning, I was worried that this world was too far from mine, and wanted to start my life here with Luo Lei.

It is no longer necessary now.

If Raleigh disappoints me too much, I'll get out of here and start seeing this wonderful world.

Because I didn't go out at home for a few days, Gunan also came to me a few times to talk about things in the field. I told him that I was not free recently and asked him to talk to Luo Lei or the high priest.

Gunan looked at me a little strangely, seeing that I was really busy drawing some strange things and making a more powerful crossbow, so he had no choice but to go out, but in the end he said, I hope When I have free time, I will go to the field to have a look. He is worried that this kind of weather will affect the harvest, and see if there is any way.

I pretended that I didn't want to go out to see some places in such a hot weather. Whoever wants to see it can go. At worst, I can travel around the world.

Luo Lei also came to tell me about the field a few times. He talked about the geese and turkeys that didn’t have nests this year, and about the ewes that were about to give birth. Naturally, I said yes to him. , I'll check it out tomorrow when I have time.

Although I want to put pressure on him, in front of him, I have to give him face, otherwise I will make him difficult and push him away.Although I really want to see him solve this matter by himself, and also want to see his attitude, I don't intend to take the initiative to fall out with him. After all, I have lived together for so many years, and I don't want to change my life easily.

When Luo Lei heard what I said, he held my hand.

I don't know what happened to his attitude, why he felt a little melancholy and worried.But if he doesn't tell me, I won't know.

So I still do my own thing every day and leave them alone.

When rumors about Luo Lei and the leader of the Shui clan were the most popular in the clan, everyone in the clan didn't dare to look at me directly when they saw me.

But they don't need to worry too much, because I basically don't go out now.

Gunan was busy with the field affairs every day, so busy that he was in the dark, where to water, where to clean, what to lead where, he was so busy that he could not wait to give birth to three heads and six arms.It is said that he went to ask the high priest, who looked at him and said nothing.As for Luo Lei, Luo Lei said that I am too tired recently, let him make up his own mind first.And when he came to look for me at home, he could only see me making things in the studio.So, he can only support himself.

I went to bed very late recently. Although I knew that Luo Lei was waiting for me, I still stayed in the work room we used for work. It would be nice to sleep on my bamboo bed in summer, so even if Luo Lei was waiting for me , I haven't slept with him for a long time.

I even thought, if he and I are really separated like this, if he is willing to leave this house and let me live with someone who is willing to follow me and help me, and stop asking about things in my clan .

But one day, I still broke out!