Orcs through the age

Because what Luo Lei brought here is the antidote from the high priest that I suggested to the Youzu people to take. Although Canaan suspected that the high priest would interfere with it, he did not dare to give it to everyone, but he still decided to give it to everyone. Lukes volunteered to try a little first.Originally, Canaan and Hongda were all vying to eat it, but because the Youzu didn't allow it, Lukes grabbed a spoonful of it first.Now that some people have eaten it, I naturally tell others not to eat it first.

I probably know what the antidote for this medicine is, but I'm not sure I can find the right antidote, so although I have discussed with Canaan in the past two days to find someone to try, but because it will take a month later The effect, so I didn't rush to find it.In addition, this kind of medicine is actually no problem without the antidote. As long as the individual has enough willpower, he can survive it, but it will affect the efficiency of doing things at that time.The only thing to worry about is that the child's willpower is not enough, and he is afraid that trouble will happen when the time comes.I also discussed with Canaan to look for it on the way first. If there is an antidote, Ye Jia will try it in a small amount first.I never thought about getting medicine from the high priest.

That's why I wondered how the wound on Luo Lei's back came about, and I also wondered how he could use such a body without eating, drinking or flying for nearly a day? !I just wanted to beat him up!

Because of getting the antidote, the Youzu people are very happy, and they are also very grateful to Luo Lei.Canaan bowed to Luo Lei almost gratefully, and then followed my instructions to be careful and put away the precious antidote in the bamboo tube.

I asked others to set up tents and rest today, and let Canaan take a few males to cut down trees. Today we will use the four wheels I prepared on the car, and prepare planks and wooden shafts to make a new car. The bullock cart is used to load other things.Luo Lei was pulled aside by me for interrogation.

At first, Luo Lei told me very seriously that he just told the high priest that the Youzu people had left, so he should give them the antidote, and the high priest gave it to him.

But if he thought I would be so naive, he would be miserable.So I asked him very clearly: "What is the condition he asked for? What happened to the wound on your back?"

Even after I asked this question, he still had an innocent face: "It's okay, he just said that in the future, the You tribe should not approach the tribe."

If the high priest is so easy to talk, then he will go to hell!If he is so talkative, why wouldn't he believe me if I told him that I would not touch his position?Although I mean that I will not move his position for the time being and will only gradually establish the authority of the patriarch, but he doesn't believe it at all, he only believes that I will make him lose prestige in the clan.Therefore, Luo Lei must have promised him something before he was willing to take out this bamboo antidote.And [-]% of them were requested by Luo Lei before announcing the dismissal of the patriarch.The high priest, old fellow!

Maybe it was because the expression on my face was too sinister, so Luo Lei hugged my shoulder again: "I'm fine, I'm fine..."

I didn't answer him either, but secretly made up my mind that I must figure this out, so I pushed him away, lowered my head, and squatted down with my head in my arms.

My gesture of refusal made Luo Lei very anxious, and he squatted down beside me: "I'm really fine, Arnold, I..."

I almost wanted to laugh secretly in my heart, but I still pretended to be wronged: "You don't want to tell me anyway, what happens is your own business..."

Because I lowered my head, Luo Lei wouldn't know what my expression was, so he seemed to be stunned for a long time before he tentatively said, "That's not what I meant, Arnold, I just don't want you to worry too much... "

Don't want me to worry too much?How often do I worry?I almost want to slap him twice to wake him up, what am I going to do if he doesn't tell me anything?Continue to protect yourself?What should I do if he doesn't discuss anything with me?Keep trying to get ahead of things, and I get angry almost immediately: "So you don't tell me anything? You don't tell me what you're thinking? You don't tell me what difficulties you've encountered? You never have any questions." Don't ask me? You said nothing to Canaan and don't tell me? What am I? Do you think I just need your protection? Do you think I'm too weak to protect myself? I'm so untrustworthy I’m so weak that I can’t do anything? Who am I in your opinion? I also have my self-esteem, and I’m not someone who just sits there waiting for others to protect and feed me, okay?!”

Probably never thought that I would think so, Luo Lei's face was very surprised.

I also know that the males here hardly treat the females as equals. They are more willing to protect the females behind them, and they are more willing to let them know nothing. Grilled kebabs will do.They are more willing to deal with things when they don't know anything, and then watch them enjoy the fruits of their labor, just like men in ancient society did to women.

If it wasn't for my appearance, if it wasn't for me being able to hunt, grow things, and make all kinds of weird tools, I think Roy must be doing the same to Arnold, as if at first, he said to me, if I am very tired, so I stay at home, he will give me enough food to eat, and he will take good care of me; it seems that every time I am tired, he tells me that I am too tired, so don’t do it, he It seems that every time I do more things and I don’t have the energy to talk to him, the person who does those things the next day will become him, even if he gets up before dawn in the morning and enters after dark at night. Room.

This is the way the males treat the females here. Afraid that they will be in danger, they have always put them in small tribes, using their own efforts to exchange for a small amount of poor food to support their families, even if the food is actually Even making a living is not easy.Why did females leave the range of the tribe in the past, why they only picked wild fruits, roasted meat, and took care of their children, because they were weak and because of the love of males.If I hadn't mobilized the females to raise animals, plant, fish, weave nets, and mow grass, it is estimated that almost all the females here lived like their ancestors. Perhaps, there are still many females in this world who are still alive. Live like this.

Of course, I don’t deny that females are powerless compared to males, nor do I deny that the world is dangerous for females who are powerless and have no tools. I also know that not everyone is like me, making tools, and probably knows some herbs. And the boldness of a newborn calf.But I'm not the kind of person who can enjoy the fruits of other people's labor behind their backs.I am the same man!I can also deal with what happens to me, I can hunt and I can find food, and even though I'm weaker than them, I don't want to be the one they put in the back!I want to know what situation I am facing, I want to know what he thinks of me, I want to protect each other with him, I want to stand with him as an equal.I don't want to be the last to know about something, that's what I think!

But he didn't understand, he never told me what the high priest said to him behind my back, and never told me why he looked at my worries, and never told me, when I covered my head Before, what was he thinking.He never told me what he encountered and what I could do when I didn't know.He just wants to protect me, protect me when I don't know, he doesn't even need to know, whether what he thinks is what I need.

Sometimes I feel that maybe I just need the antidote, the antidote for how he looks at me and treats me like this.

Who can tell me, should I hide behind him as a matter of course like a woman?Should I give up my dignity and let him protect and work hard to fulfill his dignity?Should I just let him embarrass me, keep his thoughts in his heart, and let him think for me self-righteously?Maybe that's what he needs?Maybe it's for his own good?

But I can't do it, I can't watch him struggle and hurt because of me, and I don't know anything, I can't watch him suffer because of me, and I don't even know how to give him even a little Little comfort.I can't watch him because I'm tired, and I can't even lend a hand to him or give him advice.

I am also a human being, I am also a man, I am equal to him, and I have even encountered more things than him!How do you let me be willing to hide behind his back? !Even if I've never been loved like this, even if no one has ever treated me like him?How do you want me to be willing to be a person who doesn't know anything in return?How do you want me to be willing to be the person behind his back?And how can I be willing to even know nothing about my own destiny?

I am not afraid of the high priest, not of anyone else, even those tribesmen are irrelevant to me, as long as you don't care about a person, they have no meaning to you, neither hurt nor love.The high priest wants power, and I can satisfy him. It is not impossible to gradually weaken him secretly, not to mention that he is old and we are young. Even if he has this power, his successor will not be able to do it. can gradually disintegrate.As long as Luo Lei needs it, it doesn't matter to me to hide in front of everyone. Anyway, I don't care about showing up. I even prefer to stand behind and direct.

As for the aquarium, what do they think they can do here?What about the words of the high priest?The Hittites need me, but how many Hittites need him?Unless he can replace me.

As for the other clansmen, if I really don't care about anything, will they really be happy?Will it really feel better?Time will tell.

What really made me angry was Rory!It's his attitude!

I know he is for my own good, I know he wants to protect me, but also wants to find a balance between the tribe, me, and the high priest.But he shouldn't have told me nothing!I don't need him to hide anything from me, and then wait for him to successfully dedicate the results to me.I'm not someone who just wants to enjoy his achievements, even if I want to see his attitude on this matter, I also want to know how much balance he can find, but he shouldn't hide it from me when he is in a dilemma !Did he think I didn't know that the high priest threatened him with me?Although I don't know what it is.Does he think that I don't know that he can't sleep at night and visits me over and over again?Because he is worried that I will leave at any time!

Why don't you tell me?Even if it's his thoughts, his worries, even if it's just telling me what he's doing, or what he wants me to do, why keep silent?This is the weapon that makes me the most uncertain and can hurt me most easily!His silence and bearing alone is what makes me sad the most.

It turned out that I was not his dependence, nor was I a man standing shoulder to shoulder with him, I was just his burden.I never want to be anyone's burden, no matter if it's my father, brother, sister, brother-in-law, or Luo Lei.I don't want to be a burden to anyone, and I'm really trying to do what I can.

Maybe because my anger was too terrifying, Luo Lei was stunned for a while, then looked at my face for a while, seeing me trembling with anger, then stepped forward and hugged me: "I'm sorry..."