Orcs through the age

I finally started to feel a little overwhelmed.

Only now did I realize that almost none of Luo Lei's family members were in the team, and I finally understood why Luo Lei was so persistent in wanting to help these people.

However, I didn't pay attention to his feelings.

I was thinking about my empire, but I forgot that for Luo Lei, the most important thing was not an empire, but his ideals and the responsibilities he had received since he was a child.

I even forgot that his attitude towards the tribe is completely different from mine.

I just wanted him to cooperate with me, but I didn't even find out that his family was not there.I only complained that he didn't understand me, but I didn't comfort him even when his family disappeared.

Mate, that's really not the case.

My ideal partner should care for each other, support each other, love each other, and understand each other.

Maybe, I really don't qualify.

I went to ask Canaan if he saw Luo Lei.

Canaan glanced at me, said no, and said nothing.

I asked Gunan again, but Gunan only said that they would be loyal to me in the future, and he never said anything about Luo Lei's whereabouts.It makes me doubt whether he is loyal to Luo Lei or to me!

If Ari hadn't cried in front of Ye Jia and said that Ye Jia had an father, his father would have disappeared.It is estimated that Ye Jia will not slip up.

Through Ye Jia, I found out what Luo Lei has been through in the past few days.

Ye Jia said that he heard from his father and Gunan's father that Luo Lei's father is gone, and Ah Mo is also sick. They dare not see me, so they dare not come here.Ye Jia also said, in fact, Luo Lei's father's aunt may not be able to do it anymore. I don't know what happened in the past two or three months. It's almost winter again. They are still living in the cave where they lived before. Luo Lie was the only one hunting alone. Although he left some things behind, it might not be easy. Father Luo Lei probably went to find him.

I personally handed it over to Luo Lei, to be filial to my parents, to repay my parents for their upbringing, but only now did I realize that what I did to Luo Lei was not what I should have done.

Roy always knew that I didn't like his dad and dad, and I guess he felt even more deeply that I resented them.Of course, from the real Arnold's point of view, he does have reason to resent.So in everything, Luo Lei almost followed me as much as possible, and there was probably a layer of compensation in this.

Although as the later me, I have no resentment towards Luo Lei's father and mother, but I can't look down on people who are conservative in their thinking and don't take good care of their children.What's more, Luo Lei's father and mother have always had a grudge against me.Although it's nothing at ordinary times, but communication and so on, whether it's them or me, I can avoid it, and I won't talk too much.

The only best time is probably when Luo Lei's father and mother want us to live a good life and try to get along with me in harmony.But every time they talk about children and other topics, they will be easily diverted by me, and then this kind of communication will come to an abrupt end.

From Luo Lei's point of view, this may make him even more sad. One side is me, and the other side is his father and Ah Mo. No matter which side he chooses, it is absolutely impossible for him to feel at ease.Therefore, for such a long time, he must have had a lot of trouble in it.

But no matter what, I definitely don't mean to watch his father and Ah Mo die and ignore it, and I can definitely understand how sad Luo Lei would be if his father and Ah Mo died.

At that time, I should have been with him.

He came out with me, but his father died when he didn't know it; he brought his people to join me, and he even knelt down to me, but I refused him, and I even let him follow me behind, watching My back, but resolutely did not say a word to him.

At that time, how sad should he be?

Everyone in the clan seemed to know about Luo Lei, and occasionally looked at me with sympathy and pity.

However, I don't need to wait, and I don't need to watch.

I know where Rory is, and I'm not going to sit and wait myself.

Lin Sen is Adou's male, but Adou has always supported me. In other words, as a person who also traveled through time, A Dou will support me unconditionally no matter what I do.

Although he didn't understand why Luo Lei wanted to leave, and he didn't understand what happened to me and Luo Lei, he even thought it wasn't a good move for Luo Lei to do so.But when I told him that Lin Sen would take me to that cave, he still pestered Lin Sen to agree without hesitation.

As a bird, the original beasts are incomparable even if they have wings.As a moa, Lin Sen is also very good in the group of flying birds.

So relying on Lin Sen's speed, even though he came out a few days later than Luo Lei, we reached the cave almost at the same time as Luo Lei.

At the cave entrance, I saw Luo Lei with two deer on his back.Evidently, he had just returned from hunting.

Seeing me, he seemed surprised at first, but soon, he handed the deer to Luo Lie who was walking with him, and then came over and grabbed me: "Why are you here?"

He is much thinner than before, I think he is too worried, and he is probably too tired during this time.

So I touched his hair, and the scar on his eyes, and smiled: "It's nothing, I couldn't find you, I heard they said you were here, so I came here."

As soon as he heard me say that, his complexion became darker, he looked a little embarrassed, and looked at Hong Da and Mo Hei who were following me, and after a while, he said: "I'm sorry, It's not that I want to leave you...it's just...me, I'm dying...I'll be with him...when the time comes, I'll come back to you...I..."

I don't know what mood he used to say this to me, but I know that looking at his downcast eyes, I almost felt my nose sore, so I just reached out and covered his mouth: "Okay, stop talking , let's go see you."

Although I knew that Luo Lei's Ah Mo was going to die, it was only when I saw him that I realized how serious his condition was.

When he saw me, his eyes were touched at first, but soon turned into shrinking again. He still seemed very afraid of seeing me.

I think Luo Lei probably didn't tell him about kneeling for me, otherwise, he probably wasn't just afraid of me.

For supper I made him a soup with a little rose salt I had brought.Even such a small matter is enough to make him look at me puzzled, while expressing his gratitude: "Arnold... sorry... you are the patriarch now... I still need to trouble you..."

I laughed: "Actually, the patriarch is nothing, they are still human, and I want to eat salt."

Although it’s just such a sentence, I think everyone who should understand this sentence probably understands it. Luo Lei’s Ah Mo even shed tears: “Yeah...the patriarch is also a human being...you say...for so many years, why are we like this? coming……"

Probably because he was too emotional, I finally left the cave.

The high priest was inside, and he didn't want to see me at all.

Even though the innermost part of Shandong was dark, damp and cold, he never came out of it once during the few days I stayed there.

If it wasn't for my suggestion to bring them back to our clan, maybe he would feel better in a better environment.I guess the high priest didn't intend to come out from the innermost part of the cave at all.

And the high priest who came out, I don't know him anymore!

Because he seems to have aged a lot this year, not to mention that two little priests helped him out when he came out, once he came out, he didn't want to look up at me at all.

I thought it was his dignity, and looked at Luo Lei, but I didn't say much.

Lin Sen brought another moa osmanthus from his tribe. In fact, according to their transportation method, both Lin Sen and osmanthus can carry two, but because Luo Lei intends to carry him, Luo Lie intends to carry it Holding Ah Xing and their little ones, there are enough people for us to come, so we still bring one each, and in order to make the half-beast Luo Lie easier, their little ones are also hugged by the little priest on the back of the sweet-scented osmanthus. with.

Probably because we were so focused on our journey, we were lucky to make it back to our tribe before the snow started falling.

Luo Lie was the one who gave us something when we left, so the people in the clan have nothing to do with accepting him.

The clansmen who know about Luo Lei and me have no problem with Ah Mo who accepts them.

It is estimated that the most unpopular person in the entire tribe is the high priest.

The people from the He clan can't protect themselves now, so of course they won't say anything.

The high priest probably also knew about this situation, except for living in the tent assigned to him and the two young priests, he hardly ever came out.

I don't want to make the relationship so bad, but now, firstly, I'm not in the mood, and secondly, I don't have time to care so much, so I have to go with the matter first.

Of course, I don't deny that I do have some revenge mentality, but how much is up to everyone to think about.

Rory's Ah Mo is still over.

He's been living in the same house with us since he got here.

Although I can't take good care of him, but with Rory, Rona and Ari, he said, he has no regrets.The only regret is that I didn't see my child with Rory.He even said, if it is true, if he told them that a person will be reborn at a certain time after death, in the next life, he wants me to be his child, he wants to replace my father and mother, love me well I.

I listened, didn't say anything, just made him some soup, let him eat more, don't think too much.

In the depths of winter when the snow was falling the most, one morning when the snow was still falling, I just got up and saw him get up too.

Luo Lei stood at the door, opened the door for him himself, and watched him go out.

I didn't know what he wanted to do, but I just felt very strange, and hurriedly wanted to ask Luo Lei to hold him, but saw that he had already walked out of the door, but Luo Lei held me instead.

Luo Lei's eyes were a little wet, but he could see that he was still trying his best to endure. He said to me: "Don't chase after me, my house is so nice, don't let him get dirty. He said he is in good spirits today. , take a look outside, it's okay, it's okay, don't worry, it's okay..."

Luo Lei didn't finish his sentence, and I also understand what he meant. He didn't want to die in our house, for fear of polluting our house, so while he was in good spirits, he planned to go to the wild, just like all those who Like their predecessors, they went out by themselves.

But, how could I let this kind of thing happen to the tribe I founded at this time!What's more, it's Luo Lei's!What's more, the so-called better, in fact, is probably what we call backlight!In fact, Luo Lei himself knows that this is the end, even if he says it's okay, he can't comfort himself, let alone, he wants to use this kind of words to convince me.

I can see that Luo Lei is very sad. Many times, we think that we already know the result and are prepared in our hearts, but we are still unable to prepare for this kind of thing. No matter how Luo Lei tries to comfort himself, I could also see that he was really crying.

It's not someone else, it's him.His father died when he didn't know it, and now, his father wants to go out by himself for this so-called good house.How many such things are there in the world?And how sad is such a thing?

I tried to ask Luo Lei to stop him, I even tried to stop him myself, but Luo Lei stopped me, he said: "Don't go, Arnold, don't go, you can make Ah Mo feel at ease, he has always been I feel sorry for you, now, you can let him feel a little more at ease, so don't go, Ah Mo just wants this, so don't go..."

I never knew how Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Mo felt towards me, but this incident was enough for me to forgive what they did to me. Of course, I couldn't forgive them for the old Arnold, but I still remember that the day before Luo Lei’s Ah Mo left, he seemed to be in better spirits, and he once held my hand and said to me: “Arnold, we have been sorry for you all this time, there are many things , although it is for the sake of the tribe, we are always sorry for you, even you and Luo Lei are married, I am too selfish. Your father is also, before he left, he kept saying, if, see you again It’s good to see you, at least I have to say sorry to you, he won’t have the chance to say it, and maybe I won’t have the chance to say it in the future, while I can still see you now, Arnold, please forgive us…”

Many times, many things, in different positions, will do it anyway, so for them, there is no resentment against me, it is more just unacceptable for different positions, and what I don’t know is that they will so sad.

Luo Lei's Ah Mo was found the next day.

In fact, he didn't go very far, because he couldn't walk when he reached the mountain behind our tribe, and the snow was so deep in winter. Although he wore more clothes, he probably couldn't walk in the snow.

Even us normal people can't walk, let alone him?

According to those who found him, he was leaning against a tree, clutching an old wooden bowl tightly in his hand, and it took a long time for them to get the wooden bowl out of his hand.

When I saw that wooden bowl, I finally remembered that I made it, and it was done when I was here not long ago.At that time, the first time he ate with me, he took the wooden bowl back.

Unexpectedly, he still kept the wooden bowl and brought it from there.And we have already used pottery bowls here.

I put this wooden bowl and a set of pottery into Lorea's grave.

This is probably the earliest tomb here. Bring the set of pottery and a wooden sword that I promised to teach him but never had the time to actually sharpen it for him. I finally sharpened the wooden sword this winter. A more luxurious tomb.

When the coffin was being built, Luo Lei hugged me, buried his head on my shoulder, and tears wet my shoulder.The so-called men don't flick their tears easily, but it's probably the case before they reach the sad point.

I chose his tomb on the mountain behind us. His regret is that he has never seen my child and Luo Lei. If he lies here, maybe one day he will be able to see our child running on the plain. Maybe that day, he will be able to feel at ease.

Throughout the winter, the atmosphere in our house was rather sad.Throughout the winter, I tried to stay with Roy as much as possible.

And soon, spring will come.