Orcs through the age

I thought I was going to die this time, although from any novel theory, I should be the last to die, but man-made disasters can be more serious than natural disasters. , I don't know if it's a comedy or a tragedy.So when I opened my eyes and found that I was still alive, I didn't know how to complain.

Roy was by my side, maybe it was because he undid his lycanthropy when he fell and locked me in his arms, and he is still locked tightly, so I passed out and fell into The mudslides that rolled down from the top and bottom were covered up, and there were no major injuries, and because it was still raining, and we were lucky that the place where we fell was at the foot of the mountain, the mudslides had slowed down, and our heads did not fall into the mud In the rock, on the contrary, the mud and rocks cushioned us a little, and Luo Lei gave me a cushion under it. Apart from being buried in the mud and rocks and being drenched by the heavy rain, it was a bit uncomfortable, at least I didn’t feel any obvious pain.

Just looking at the situation of Luo Lei, who is holding me with both arms, is not optimistic. I can barely poke my head out of his arms, but my hands are submerged in these muddy water, and I can't move for a while, but Just by looking at his face, I also know that his condition is not good. His face is a little blue now, but he still has some consciousness. Seeing me looking at him, I try to cheer up: "It's okay... I'm fine ..." while trying to send me out of the muddy water.

At this time, where is it the turn of a wounded person to speak, so I glared at him, trying to lift my hands out of the muddy water, trying to reach out and push away the mud that buried us here almost covering most of our shoulders Shi, on the other hand, was also a little worried.

Although it is very pleasant to swim in the water in summer, it is absolutely uncomfortable to sink half of your body in muddy water at this time, and I don't want to drift with the mud and rocks, so when I pulled myself out, I started There was still half of his body in the muddy water, but he tried his best to start picking up Luo Lei, who I sent out first.

I don't know what's going on with Luo Lei. When I saw me trying to struggle out of the muddy water just now, he was very supportive, and he tried his best to help me with his moving hand, but now I want to pull him out, he But he reached out his hand to stop me: "Don't do it, you should quickly find a way to go back."

Does he think I'm an idiot?At such a time, he still cares about me, so I yelled at him very bluntly: "Shut up."

I'm not always good at telling people to shut up, but if I'm really angry, I hardly listen to anyone, and instead, everyone better not talk to me.

So although Luo Lei's lips were a little pale, and his hands grabbed my wrists, I finally stood up straight and began to drag him who was still lying sideways in the mud and rocks out of the mud and rocks that reached my chest. , his voice was still a little hoarse: "Don't do this, Arnold, you will get hurt, don't do this..."

I was almost pissed off by him: "Who just carried me down from the top, and then used his own body to cushion me?"

He was a little surprised by my cold face, but his face was a little blushing strangely: "Arnuo, this is what I should do, you are mine...I..."

I gouged him out: "Then do you think, I will leave you here alone? Have you forgotten why I came out? If I will put you here, I should stay in the cave !"

He seemed a little stunned, "No, Arnold, I don't want you to do this..."

Of course I know he doesn't want me to do this, he always thinks he wants to be good for me, he wants to be loyal and filial, well, it's not actually loyal and filial, it should be loyalty, filial piety and righteousness, he should actually change his name to Luo All three, but seeing him start to feel a little dazed, I thought he might have added wounds that I didn't know about, so he accelerated the progress on the hand even more.

I struggled with Luo Lei to support each other to the other side of the mountain, and I realized that after being washed away by those mudslides, we were back to the original point. It was really like Adou complaining about our tribe, "It's been a year or two of hard work. Back to before liberation."

But this is also good, at least, I know where I can temporarily settle down, so I half-dragged Luo Lei back to the small cave we had just left.

I started a fire and took off the muddy clothes of Luo Lei and me. Only then did I realize that Luo Lei was indeed injured again just now, probably because he made himself a meat pad for me, so I was fine, but his His back was indeed bruised and purple, and some places were probably scratched by stones in the muddy water, and he was still bleeding, and he gradually lost consciousness on the way over just now, probably because it really hurt too much .And in that situation, he can insist on walking out with me, I already admire his willpower very much.

Fortunately, the things I carried on my back were not lost because they were tied more firmly.And this cave, because when we moved away, there were still some broken jars and jars that had not been moved away, so I could also find a broken jar thrown at the entrance of the cave, half filled with water, and built it with a few stones It was hot on the firepit.

We tore some cloth strips from our clothes that had been washed with rainwater, wiped Luo Lei’s body with hot water, and started to change his dressing. He finally groaned twice, and gradually seemed to wake up a bit. .

Seeing me, he seemed to be a little unresponsive. After a long time, he realized that it was me in the firelight, and then he struggled and reached out to grab me: "Arnuo... are you okay..."

No matter how you look at it, it shouldn't be me who has something to do here, right?At least, I don't have a bloody wound on my leg, bruises on my back, and many wounds bleeding.

But now if I want to laugh at him, [-]% of the time I really can't laugh, so I just kept silent for a while, and held his hand: "I'm fine, but you also hurt your back."

When he heard that I was fine, he became much quieter immediately, as if he didn't hear me say that he was injured, he just held my hand: "It's just that you're fine..."

I don't know what people's attitude towards themselves is like, although I was not happy at 21, and even the only person I ever admired left me when he asked me for property and broke up with me, but to some extent Said, in fact, I left her, because I heard that she wanted me to buy a house for her parents, and asked me to use her parents' names. She said that she first thought of her own interests, but from my point of view, my first thought was not to protect myself?Even when I left the He clan, I protected myself first.

I can't say that I don't love him. At least, if I don't love him, I won't give up my principles to live with him, and I won't just want to make him the supreme patriarch, let alone when he has an accident. I am always worried and sad, but comparing his love with mine, his love still makes me unable to understand.

I can't understand that when he loves me, he still considers his tribe first, and I also can't understand that this person who always considers the tribe of responsibility, in the face of life and death, chooses to be me.Perhaps this is the contradiction of human beings, or in other words, it is impossible for human beings to live only for love. Before me, Luo Lei chose his responsibility from childhood to adulthood. He hoped that I would consider his responsibility and tribe with him, but In front of his own life, he would rather give up his life to me.

Now that I've done what I need to do, I don't care about getting naked, anyway, it's not the first time I saw it (OTZ), and the clothes are still roasting on the other side of the fire, so I also moved a stone, Sitting next to him with the animal skins that were thrown here by the tribe and failed to dry: "I'm fine."

Just such a sentence, but he seemed to be very satisfied and closed his eyes: "It's good that you're fine." Just let me start to apply medicine to his wound, and then tied it up with gauze and those animal skin ropes.

I don't want to find out what he's thinking, or that's the way he does things, what can I say?This is how he grew up, sacrificing for the tribe is the principle of his survival since he was a child, and he can consider me before himself, so I don't want to criticize him anymore.

I got up, stirred the remaining meaty bones and ginger soup in those holes that were still smoldering on the fire with a spoon I dug out with a branch in a hurry, and nodded: "Yeah , are you hungry? Only broth."

He was also struggling to look at the cave, and he probably found out where the cave was. While drinking soup with my hand, he said: "Go and meet the tribe first, don't let them worry too much gone."

I knew that his stupid mind wouldn't be enlightened without me scolding him, so I just gave him a look: "Just now, who flew me down when the mudslides flowed down, and gave me back when I fell down?" Padding?"

He seemed a little surprised that I had no patience with him, but there was guilt on his face: "Arnold, that's not what I mean, I'm just worried, there's nothing here..."

"Of course I know there's nothing here!" I interrupted him, "but when we fall, maybe we'll die."

He smiled wryly: "Arnold, don't talk about that."

I know that he is somewhat concerned about the difference between me and him, but sometimes I really don't know what he is awkward about: "Luo Lei, since there are only two of us today, I will simply ask you, you Do you still want to spend time with me?"

Maybe what I said was more serious, maybe this question really touched Luo Lei, he let go of my hand and finally grabbed me again: "Of course I still want to live with you, Arnold, I, I have always ..."

I don't know where that Luo Lei who told me that he likes me has gone, or it is true that as the old patriarch said, Luo Lei is less and less confident when he is with me, but since I have made a choice, I still Hope you have a good day.

Sighing, I didn't want to say much about him, so I just held his hand back: "I still want to live like before. I still remember Luo Lei who used to be the patriarch, and I still remember Luo Lei who would play tricks on me, I still remember Luo Lei who made me jump but had nothing to say, and I still remember Luo Lei who doted on me, but that person is gone, I don’t know if it’s because we left the He family, but that Luo Lei stayed in The He family is gone, or something, but, I really want to live like I used to, can you understand?"

I never told Rory how I feel about him, even if we are the closest relationship, I never said whether I like him or not, and I never said what he is in my opinion So listen to me, there was a smile on his pale face, but his voice was hoarse and helpless: "I've always been the same, Arnold, it's just, I don't know what's wrong with us , you put all your thoughts on the tribe, I know you want me to be a great patriarch, you want me to be majestic, you want to build a huge tribe, but, Arnold, I just want more I want to live a good life with you. I am really sad to leave the He family. After all, it is my home. Where can I find my dad and dad? But seeing you seem to be free, I am also very happy, but I can’t Give them up, Arnold, maybe they are nothing to you, but they are my people, if I hadn't left them, I would still be their patriarch, and my father died, and my father thought about it before he died , It would be great if we could go back. I’m sorry for Dad’s entrustment, and I know I shouldn’t make things difficult for you, but I also know that you have a reason to hate them. I’m forcing you to accept them, and I’m also sad. I don't know how to continue to face you, I don't even know, am I still qualified to be by your side, I..."

Luo Lei seldom speaks so much, and more often he really just expresses his thoughts with actions, but I think he has resentment towards me, and I also understand that he feels guilty and helpless towards me, but I I don't know if he even considered the qualifications, I wanted to laugh, but my voice was also a little abnormal: "What kind of qualifications do you want? Can you leave the He tribe for me? Or can you put your own life on mine? After that? I don't know what kind of qualifications you want, but I think that this kind of Raleigh is enough, this kind of Raleigh, and the Raleigh who used to be by my side and smiled at me, in my opinion is enough .”

Maybe he also misses the time we used to have. Hearing what I said, he smiled in a trance: "Yeah, we used to be so happy..."

How happy we were when he wasn't chief, when we were still living in that tent and the cave behind the Hittites.

Perhaps because of this topic, the atmosphere between us became a lot easier. We started talking about the first time I went hunting, started talking about him helping me build a pig pen, and started talking about the small animals I caught and were eaten. Wild boar, he started to talk about how much he can eat, he started to say that I played with his tail behind him, he started to talk about the first pair of shoes we made, he started to talk about the first time he ate fried dough pancakes, he started to say that he deliberately couldn’t learn how to wear them Underpants, say our first house, say Rona and Ari...

Maybe it was because of mentioning the past, the atmosphere between us was much better, and gradually began to talk about his thoughts and my thoughts, and in the end, I don't know why we fell asleep.

Fortunately, there are still a lot of animal skins in this cave that haven’t been dried, so the tribe didn’t take away the animal skins. Now I don’t care about so many, so I roasted them on the fire with wooden sticks. Luo Lei and I wore these together Animal skin is still warm.

Waking up early in the morning, looking at his little Luo Lei standing up, and remembering that he and I were naked and sleeping next to each other, after thinking about it, I still felt that something was wrong.

It's just that Luo Lei didn't feel embarrassed at all. Maybe it's because he seemed to think a lot about it after talking about it yesterday. ..."

Damn, brat, in broad daylight, you are shameless, I still want face!But looking at his pitiful appearance, his leg wrapped like a mallet by me, and his throbbing expression because I accidentally touched his shoulder, I thought about it, forget it, or She bent down and kissed his forehead: "Good boy, be good..."