Orcs through the age

Because it was August, after more than a month of torrential rain, the sun began to shine, and the drying of wood was very fast, so in about a month and a half, we prepared all the wood and started to build and lay the foundation.Although people are still constantly arranged for hunting and food storage, there is no delay in all tasks.

As usual, the trunks of the trees were cut down to make houses, and the small branches were used to fence.Drawing lessons from last time, our fences are stronger and denser than last time, and it is estimated that ordinary mudslides will not be able to rush in.And for the sake of safety and drinking water, I plan to wait until next year when everyone has time to dig a moat around the tribe, which can be used to fetch water, can also be used as a ditch, and can also prevent some animals from approaching.

To be honest, I have the idea of ​​digging the moat to be wide enough for a cow to fall, so we don't have to worry about whether there are rhinos around here.But right now we don't have the time or the resources.

Thanks to our new traps, we still have enough food for the winter in September.Of course, this is also thanks to the efforts of our entire clan.The males who were arranged to hunt basically did not rest all day long. While we hunted a lot of meat, we also raised a lot of animals, the most of which were wild boars, wild deer and turkeys living in the mountains , pheasant.

Gunan and the others arranged for two males and several females to form a net together and go fishing in the river.Although we don't have time to dig fish ponds now, we have also dried a lot of fish, and relying on fresh fish, we have also saved a lot of meat.

Although the heavy rain almost drowned everything on the plain, there was not much to eat on the plain, but fortunately, not all the sweet potatoes, potatoes, pumpkins and other things on the mountain died, so we also dug I opened the cellar and saved a lot of sweet potatoes and potatoes for eating in winter.

Luo Lei said that he roughly calculated that we should have enough food, even if the winter is longer.So I finally feel more at ease. The only thing that makes me regret is that we have returned to the pre-liberation once again, and there is no stock at home.

In October we prepared the materials and started building the house.Because the foundation and structure have been set up, the house is built relatively quickly. By mid-November, although not every family can have an independent house, all of us have lived in the house, and Some daily necessities were also distributed.Given enough time to slowly rebuild, our Horde should become more and more stable.

Although I didn't believe that there was a child in my stomach at first, but as the beer belly became more and more obvious, and recently turned into a huge general's belly, I didn't believe it, but I had to believe it.So when it came to winter, I really didn't want to move, and finally understood the difficulty of some women.With such a belly, it is not convenient to go anywhere.I feel particularly lucky that I hadn't developed a general belly back then, and I made up my mind to exercise more when I was old.But my life is still difficult.

Although I didn't do many things in the past few months, I was always sitting in command, and I didn't feel anything when I couldn't stop being so busy. Now when I'm free and don't do anything, I feel even more wrong all over.

But Luo Lei doesn't know what he's thinking, and won't let me do anything.

Actually, I'm a little worried.Because I have never seen such a big belly, and I have also seen Ah Man's belly, probably because they are only six months old, so their belly is much smaller.Of course, these little orcs were also born much smaller.

But, looking at my belly, I feel a little melancholy.

Even if it's a general's belly, it's only half a year. Even a woman who is pregnant in October doesn't necessarily have such a big belly, right?Not to mention the stomachs of Ah Man and Ah Yuan.

Is there really no problem?I thought so.

But Roy kept comforting me.

"It doesn't matter. Children with different animal shapes are born differently. Maybe it's because the griffin and the sword-toed tiger are bigger..."

In fact, it's really bad to say this kind of reason. Did he think I didn't see Luo Lie and A Xing's little sword-toed winged tiger?Even if it's not completely animalized, the gap shouldn't be so obvious, right?

But obviously, he still believes in his reason.And not only him, even other people in the clan seem to believe it.A few times, I even heard some people discussing in private whether there is a next patriarch in our clan.

Although the system here is that everyone chooses the patriarch, but the patriarch here generally chooses the best person. If our family is a golden griffin, of course it is possible to give it a try.As far as I am concerned, of course I hope that he has the opportunity. In other words, if there is no opportunity, he must create an opportunity, but if he really does not have this talent, I have nothing to say.

Because my stomach became too big, I hardly went out for the next half month.However, this day has finally come.

As a man in both lives, one day he would have to face the pain of having a child. Thinking about it, he thought it was incredible.It’s just that kind of pain is really unbearable. Compared with some women in the 21st century who gave birth to their children very gracefully through caesarean section, I suddenly discovered that women in ancient times really suffered.

When I felt something was wrong, Luo Lei called Ah Yuan and Ah Dou, and also called Ah Man and Ah Lin.The others didn't call out, probably he also knew that too many people coming in would be an insult to me.I'm not at all used to being seen physically, let alone being watched giving birth.

Ari has grown up a bit, and he grew up boiling water with his brother outside.

There is no saying that a partner cannot be with me here, so Roy held my hand beside me.

I was a little confused, probably really confused.In the haze, I even felt that these were all dreams.

I really want to go back to my childhood.

At that time, my parents were struggling in other places.My grandfather took us three brothers and sisters alone.Every morning, my sister would wake me up, wash my face, and then my brother would take me to school. At noon, the three of us went to the aunt's house closest to the school for dinner, and played with our cousins.

After class in the afternoon, sometimes my brother is waiting for me at the door, but most of the time I am waiting for my brother at the door, because their grades are high, the teacher has a lot of lessons, and they often delay the class.After that, my brother would hold my hand and take me back.Then we'd finish the dinner my grandfather made, and my brother would tell me to do my homework.Sister, I will help my grandfather wash the dishes.

During Chinese New Year, Mom and Dad will go home with New Year's things, such as peanuts, candy, and new clothes every two years.

At that time, we had no TV, no computer, and even the house was a brick building, but I was very happy at that time.

When did the change start?Starting his real estate business from his father?Since his father brought everyone in the family to live in the city?

I no longer remember.

I just don't remember when my brother ignored me, he always thought I was stupid and couldn't help him at all.Even my sister always dislikes me for getting in my way.

My father is very busy. I know that his business is getting bigger and bigger, and he has no time to care about me. His heir is his elder brother, and the caring little padded jacket that mother likes is his elder sister, and I am just a dispensable.Just like what my father said, if you have the ability in the future, you can help your brother at home, and if you don’t, you can go outside and do things yourself.

I also want to do well, and I also want to be a good helper for my brother, but not everyone has that kind of talent.In the company, one uncle became the general manager, and the other felt that he was missing. My mother always felt that her brothers and sisters were not taken care of enough, and the house was always full of smog.Sometimes they come to me and ask, what can I say?It would be wrong to belittle either, so I can only say nothing.

When my elder brother joined the company, my father's business had already spanned the two industries of real estate and mining, and he was well-known in the local area.But brother, who was raised by his father since childhood, is this road easy to walk?Who in the family wouldn't want something here?

My father loves his nephews and nephews, especially his two cousins ​​who are good at flattering. In my mother's opinion, my love for them even surpasses me.

My mother often said: "What's the use of you? Even other people's homes please your father more than you. If I didn't have your brother..."

what can i doI can't do business well, I can't handle these interpersonal relationships proficiently, and I can't deal with them smoothly. All I can do is to do the things that have been arranged.

I obviously don't want to live like this. For me, having a stable job, not needing to worry too much about interpersonal relationships, everyone doing their own thing well, not needing to calculate others, and not needing to exclude others, that's the best.

But what is the reality?Several cousins ​​told my father that I was not capable several times, and I admitted that I really did not have such ability.I have heard that I don't work for them, and I haven't made any excuses. It's true that I don't have the ability.But why, do I have to have this ability?Why can't I just live an ordinary life?

Even so, I have been working hard. When I entered this state-owned enterprise, my father said that you should do more.When others were having fun, I was also working overtime, and my father was very happy to get a praise for hard work from the leader.But later, when others were promoted and I failed, my father became angry again.He said, "Why can't you be better than others?"

Later, I went on a blind date.My father said, since you can't do it, at least give birth to a smarter child.

So, I started dating a girl he liked very much.It's just that I'm still not good enough.

It's certain that I'm not as good as my brother, but I didn't expect that in their eyes, my value would be like this.This woman that my brother doesn't like, asks me to buy all kinds of things for her, but at the same time, she is in a relationship with others, and even asks me to buy a house, saying that it is for marriage, but she is not married yet. What she wants is The house should be written in her parents' names.I'm not smart, but I'm not stupid either.My father said, just buy a house and see if she will marry you.But, seeing her ask me to do this while she's dating other people, should I be an idiot?

In fact, breaking up in love is nothing, not to mention that she soon got better with someone else.This matter was nothing at all.It's just that I became a joke.But is this my fault?Why, next, is my father blaming me?Just because I'm not good enough?Don't give him a long face?Because even a woman can insult me?

Perhaps, it is true that everyone is selfish.Father and son, brother, lover, what is right?Or, what do they want, and what do I want?Or, is it just that I don't fit in that world?Or is it really just me that just doesn't fit in that world?Or really just me asking too much...

In my ear, someone is calling me, the voice is anxious.

They're shouting "Ano, Ano, wake up, Ano..."

However, I am not Arnold, at least, the original Arnold is not me.I am not your Arnold.I am……

Who am I?Who am I supposed to be...