Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

Going to the mountains and going to the countryside is a vocabulary with a sense of the times.For those who have not experienced it, it may be just four simple words, but for the students who really went to the mountains and went to the countryside in that specific era, these four simple words may change the whole life.

Zhong Yifan's mother, whose real name is Cai Shufang, was born and raised on a farm in the reclamation area back then. With a waist-length black braid, she has fascinated many urban students who went to the farm to "re-educate poor and lower-middle peasants".However, beauty is often used together with the word "bad life", and the fate of beautiful girls is often more twists and turns, and Cai Shufang is no exception.

Among this group of educated youths who went to the countryside, the one who won the girl's heart was a boy named Cheng Zhiyuan.With his tall and handsome appearance and his "neixiu" who is good at poetry and painting, Cheng Zhiyuan is undoubtedly a bestseller in the love market, not to mention he is also a very considerate and careful boy.Once, Cai Shufang and her group of educated youths were cutting reeds for a paper mill on the edge of a frozen lake to make pulp.Although the water was not deep, only up to the ankles, the homemade suede cotton shoes immediately entered the water.The temperature in the northern winter must not be underestimated. Wearing such wet shoes and socks filled with ice water for a long time will freeze the toes to death.Asking Cai Shufang to take off her shoes and socks, Cheng Zhiyuan dried her feet with his own handkerchief and wrapped them tightly with a scarf. He rode a borrowed bicycle for more than ten miles and sent her home. He also sent himself into the heart of the girl.

However, the joy of love cannot withstand the hardships of the real environment in the end. Slogans such as "dig deep, accumulate food", "prepare for war and prepare for the people" can no longer warm the blood of these educated youths, and there are a large number of them. The educated youth demanded to return to the city through petitions, strikes, hunger strikes, and even suicide by lying on the train.

In the late 70s, a large number of educated youths began to return to the city.In front of Cheng Zhiyuan, he was faced with a difficult choice of whether to leave or stay.This decision dragged on for more than a year without making a final decision, which shows that Cheng Zhiyuan was really entangled back then.But in the end, when the freshness of love gradually faded, and the relatively comfortable and comfortable life in the city was beckoning to him again, the balance in his heart finally tilted.

In the home letter sent to him by his parents in city B, there was a black and white photo of a round-faced girl holding a quotation from Chairman Mao and posing as a classic Red Guard, with the city tower in the background.Frankly speaking, the girl's looks are so ordinary that Cheng Zhiyuan can't remember that this girl who has a soft spot for him has been his classmate for two years.But the girl's father is unusual. During the Cultural Revolution, he held an important position in the Revolutionary Committee of City B. After the Second Session of the Fifth National People's Congress in [-] passed a proposal to amend certain provisions of the Constitution, the Revolutionary Committee was reorganized into various In the People's Government, the girl's father was promoted to an important government official.In that era when a large number of educated youths returned to the city and most of them had difficulty finding employment after returning, the hint that Cheng Zhiyuan could find a good job in the letter was undoubtedly extremely attractive.

Sensing her lover's eagerness to move, Cai Shufang panicked. A long time ago, she gave everything she had to this man. She didn't want to lose Cheng Zhiyuan from the bottom of her heart.

The man who has been making difficult choices for a long time has never mentioned the matter of marriage because he has not made up his mind whether to stay or not. Using a child to tie a man is the only way this stupid woman can think of at this moment.Under the moonlit night, after a deliberately reckless reunion next to the straw pile, Cai Shufang had a pregnancy vomiting reaction.When she excitedly ran to Cheng Zhiyuan's residence to tell him the reason why he could stay, she unexpectedly found that Cheng Zhiyuan had disappeared.

Cheng Zhiyuan returned to the city, and left quietly the evening before, leaving only a letter full of apology for Cai Shufang.

After reading the letter, Cai Shufang didn't even have the strength to hold the letter paper.

It was a kind of despair that could not even cry...

The blow of losing a lover, the panic of being abandoned when she was unmarried and pregnant, these four words were enough to ruin a woman's life in that era.

Walking in a daze, without purpose or direction, just mechanically moving his feet constantly.Walking down the lake where we once cut reeds together, step by step, the water covered the ankles, the calves, the knees, and the heart that was so numb that it no longer felt pain...

Cai Shufang did not die in the end, she was rescued by a dark, short, small-eyed boy who had been secretly in love with her for many years.This educated youth who is also from City B is a classmate with Cheng Zhiyuan, and like Cheng Zhiyuan, he has liked her for a long time, but in front of Cheng Zhiyuan who is like a prince charming, the boy who is ashamed of himself does not dare to confess at all, he can only bury his feelings deep in his heart .But it was this boy who had never attracted Cai Shufang's attention before. For her sake, he chose to settle in a paper mill, and forever gave up the opportunity to return to the bustling big city.

In this way, she married her husband Zhong Jianshe with the flesh and blood of others in her womb.Seven months later, their eldest son Zhong Yifan was born.This beautiful child who combines the advantages of both parents looks nothing like Zhong Jianshe. Every time she sees her husband looking at her son with secretly sad eyes, Cai Shufang feels uncontrollably guilty.This kind of guilt eventually turned into a motivation that would rather violate the family planning policy and lose his job and return home to work in the farm, but also give birth to a child for her husband. It was under this complex feeling of guilt that the tiger came to this world.

More than ten years have passed so peacefully in the blink of an eye, and the hot feelings of those years have been washed away in the long river of time.Cai Shufang has respected Zhong Jianshe as a guest for more than ten years with a grateful heart, and the three words Cheng Zhiyuan have gradually become a symbol that has been buried in the ruins of memory.

If it wasn't for the fact that he suddenly came to the door at midnight last night and bumped into herself who was going home to raise money, Cai Shufang felt that she would never take the initiative to think of this man again in this life.

But what she didn't expect was that when Cheng Zhiyuan came back, he asked her for someone, and asked her for their son!

"Nonsense! Here... how can your son be here?" It was so sudden that Cai Shufang could only deny it in a panic.

"Shufang, don't lie to me, I know you gave birth to our son, and I know his name is Fanfan."

Cheng Zhiyuan's tone was so certain that Cai Shufang could no longer deny it so firmly.

"You...how did you know?"

"Xiaotong told me when he came back to visit relatives."

Xiaotong was also an educated youth who went to the countryside together. At that time, before the educated youth returned to the city in large numbers, Cheng Zhiyuan once competed with him for a place as a "worker, peasant and soldier student".Since the great movement in [-] when the college entrance examination was abolished, and before the college entrance examination was resumed in [-], being a worker, peasant and soldier college student after being recommended by the organization and approved by the leader became one of the ways these educated youths dreamed of returning to the city.At that time, this spot was supposed to fall on Cheng Zhiyuan's head nine times out of ten, but at that time he was passionately pursuing Cai Shufang, and love made him give up that opportunity.After Xiao Tong went to university, his older brother Da Tong never had the chance to return to the city because of some problems with his style of work, so he simply got married there early, and Xiao Tong would go back to the farm to visit his brother every two years.

"He came back to play once and saw you picking up Fanfan from the nursery. He said that the child looked exactly like me." After a short pause, Cheng Zhiyuan said with embarrassment: "Besides, the remaining classmates all know that Fanfan was born. The date is unlikely to be the son of you and Jianshe..."

"No, it's not like that! Fanfan was born by me and raised by Jianshe. You haven't done anything. How can you say you are his father?" Cai Shufang, who has always been mild-tempered, rarely speaks to others in this tone. The tone was not so much blaming Cheng Zhiyuan as trying to hide his fear.

If it was Xiaotong who told him about Fanfan's existence, then he should have known about it many years ago, but he could pretend that he didn't know about the existence of this child!There was no pain, and even no feeling. Cai Shufang just felt cold, and felt that the man in front of her who she loved so deeply made her afraid.Once a man becomes unfeeling, he can be so indifferent...

Without speaking, Cheng Zhiyuan just lowered his head and remained silent in embarrassment.

"Since you never thought of seeing this child at all, why did you come now?" This was what Cai Shufang was most afraid of at the moment.She is just an ordinary little woman, without brains or wrists. She has already died from that nightmare more than ten years ago, and now she just wants to peacefully watch over her husband and two sons to live a stable life, never Let Fanfan know the truth about his unbearable life experience.

"If I hadn't been forced to do so, I wouldn't have bothered you." Again and again, Cheng Zhiyuan's despicability was far beyond Cai Shufang's imaginable bottom line! "Shufang, I need Fanfan's help!"

Cheng Zhiyuan and his wife's son suffers from a genetic disease, congenital nephrotic syndrome, with severe renal impairment.Relying on chemotherapy to maintain the deterioration is still quite fast, and now facing life-threatening kidney failure, it is urgent to find a suitable kidney source for kidney transplantation.

However, the lack of organs is a worldwide problem, and the transplantation professions all over the world have no good solutions to this problem.China is a country with the traditional concept of honoring the dead, and there are not many donors who are willing to donate useful organs to save others after they die.When Cheng Zhiyuan and his wife could not find a matching kidney source in major hospitals across the country, they decided to use an organ transplant to save their son with their own kidney.In order to prevent organ trading, organ transplantation is limited to voluntary donations between relatives. Relatives share certain genes, and tissue matching is better than that of non-relatives.But Cheng Zhiyuan and his wife’s matching results hit them hard. Cheng Zhiyuan’s wife and son’s blood types did not match and could not be transplanted. Cheng Zhiyuan himself was not suitable for kidney transplantation for his son because of his drinking, drinking and irregular work and rest for many years.

Under such circumstances, Cheng's wife heard from nowhere that her husband might have a son in the Production and Construction Corps, so she decided to focus on her son's half-brother.A woman who is a mother can no longer care about her manners at this time, and she is forced to use the child's kidney to save her son's life.Minors are not allowed to donate organs for transplantation, but Cheng's wife's family has even paved the way for her husband's eldest son to change his age. Everything is ready and waiting for a kidney.

"Cheng Zhiyuan...Cheng Zhiyuan, you are not human! You are not human!" These words made Cai Shufang cover her heart, where the pain seemed to be torn apart.

This man no longer remembers the feelings he had back then, but she also admits this, but, a tiger's poison does not eat its child!How could he bear it...

Throwing people out of the door, Cai Shufang shivered on the bed all night without closing her eyes.Unexpectedly, the next morning, when he was about to rush to the hospital with the money he had raised, Cheng Zhiyuan and the driver waited for her all night in the car outside the door, and then came up to pester her again, wanting to recognize his son.

To rush to the hospital, Cai Shufang waited anxiously at the station for the early bus to catch up with the station. Cheng Zhiyuan took the opportunity to persuade her to get on the bus and take her to her destination.

How can I say that Cai Shufang was also a well-known flower in the Construction Corps back then, and many people knew about Cheng Zhiyuan's affairs. Looking at the many people waiting for the bus with strange expressions, she was really afraid of being gossiped, so she had to be dragged by Cheng Zhiyuan car.

After arriving at the hospital, Cai Shufang, considering that her husband and son were still there, resolutely refused to let Cheng Zhiyuan follow her upstairs. This is how Zhong Yifan saw the scene of the middle-aged man pestering his mother at the window.