Overwintering method of lilac

Runsheng's grandfather passed away.Xu Jingjing was out of town, and asked Fu Zhe to take Runsheng to the funeral.

Going to the funeral shouldn't take long, but Runsheng's departure will be half of the summer vacation.When he appeared at the door of Yu Qing's house again, the beginning of autumn had already passed.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, Runsheng has turned dark, and he has lost weight, only his stature seems to have grown a bit taller.The childishness in him faded a lot, which made Yu Qing feel strange again.

Runsheng looked at him quietly for a moment, then suddenly came up and rubbed Yu Qing's head: "I'm back."

The strangeness is gone.Yu Qing hugged him: "Where have you been?"

Runsheng lowered his head and rubbed against him lightly, but didn't speak.

Yu Qing soon knew that Runsheng came back with Fu Gong this time.Xu Jingjing and Fu Gong finally divorced.Runsheng was pushed by Xu Jingjing to Fu Gong, and the house in West Building 201 also belonged to Fu Gong.

The matter that Runsheng had been wrangling since he was a child seemed to have finally been settled.But Yu Qing didn't have any sense of reality, he worriedly said: "Then you will live with your dad in the future?"

Runsheng was absent-minded: "He said to call me Uncle. Who knows. Just watch him." After so many years, Runsheng himself seemed to have become numb: "Anyway, there is no difference."

Yu Qing fell silent.

Ma Gan'er seemed to want to change the subject: "Your grandfather's business is going well."

Runsheng hummed, but didn't answer.

Er Fatty said with a wink, "Anyway, it's all over. You are so old, a good man who stands up to the sky, has ambitions everywhere, and will leave his parents sooner or later. My grandfather ran away from his hometown when he was 14 years old. After returning home, I lived smoothly and had my own big family. Looking forward, don’t let the old things go to your heart.”

Runsheng was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice, "I'm not sad." He waved to the waiter, "Two more beers."

Er Fatty clinked glasses with him: "That's right." He took a sip of skewers and said with a big grin: "But brother, I have to say you, and you really are. After walking for so long, how long does it take to think about it?" Then came a letter. Yu Qing and I couldn’t get in touch with you at first, so we went to Jiangbei when we were looking for you. It was a mess, and then it rained, and it really made us two dogs that time.”

Runsheng glanced at Yu Qing, and his expression became softer: "To make long-distance calls, you have to go to the post office. At first, I didn't find the opportunity in those days." He took a deep breath: "Stop talking, eat, I'll treat you today."

"No need." Ma Gan'er waved his hand: "I invite you. Thirty mutton skewers!"

Yu Qing asked in surprise: "Maganer, have you made a fortune?"

"Comrade He Yue is always in good spirits on happy occasions." Er Fatty laughed and said, "He has a girlfriend."

Yu Qing enviously said: "That's great, when will I bring it out to meet everyone?"

Ma Gan'er seems to be trying to hide her complacency, but it is not very successful: "I have a chance to take a look. In fact, I didn't like her. She chased me all the time, and I was too embarrassed to refuse her."

Yu Qing was slightly stunned: "Ah? Then if you don't like him, you should refuse."

Ma Gan'er said earnestly: "Yu Qing, you don't understand this. You just can't explain this kind of thing too clearly. Otherwise, everyone will be embarrassed. Besides, everyone else has girlfriends, and I have one too. She is happy. I also have face, isn't it pretty good."

"Yeah." Er Fatty said, "It's normal to play with friends now."

Yu Qing said seriously: "That's not the case. If someone really wants to be with you, you should be more serious. Otherwise, it would be too unfair."

"It's about feelings, there's not so much fairness or unfairness." Er Pang explained: "It seems that so many people like Huang Yina, and she can't like to go back one by one."

Just as Yu Qing was about to say something, Ma Ganer answered, "It's like this, one is willing to fight, and the other is willing to suffer. By the way, how is Huang Yina doing now? I heard that she got hooked up with a gangster outside the school, and they made a mess. Help people fight for her?"

Er Fatty hurriedly waved his hands: "It was all rumored by others. In total, there were only two hooligans fighting. But Nana was so angry that they both called the police."

"Then who is she with now?"

"No one." Er Fatty explained: "I don't know where it all spread out. It's like sister Yu Fen at that time. She was too beautiful to cause trouble." When Yu Fen was mentioned, Er Fatty approached Yu Qing: "How is your sister doing in Factory 112?"

After graduating, Yu Fen was assigned to factory 112, which is a factory under 626 that makes airborne equipment.Although the scale is not as large as the 176 factory, it is also a national key unit, and it is in the same system as the 176 factory.It's just that Yu Fen seems to have been very busy since entering the factory. She only went home twice during the whole summer vacation.

Yu Qing felt that she was under a lot of pressure and her complexion was not good. She was worried that she had been bullied in the factory.But the grandma comforted her granddaughter and said that unless the family relationship is strong enough for a newcomer to enter the factory, there will be no troubles, and after a year or so, it will be fine.

Yu Fen was very annoyed by this, and said that it was not a question of whether or not he could endure it. Everyone graduated from a prestigious school and joined the factory as a technician. Pour water?When you leave the workshop, you will be underestimated by others, blocked in everything you do, and unable to even touch a part. This is simply sexism.

Li Shumin said what's the matter, the newcomers serve tea and water to the senior seniors, isn't it the same everywhere.Besides, if you don't do the work in the workshop, you won't do it. Thinking about it better, it is also a good thing for people to understand that you are a girl and make you less tired.

Yu Fen was very depressed, and said that if I knew that going to work was such a ghost, I might as well carry the violin on my back and go to a bar in Yanjing to perform in a bar.

Li Shumin hastily pouted her, saying that it was not a serious way, what is a show, in the past it was called low class, and it was a servant.Later, he spoke well and called him a people's artist.But what qualifies as a people's artist?It must be able to perform for the leaders in the concert hall every day.You can't do it, so just go to work honestly.This is the greatest blessing.

Yu Fen didn't say anything in front of Li Shumin, and waited for Li Shumin to fall asleep.She hugged her brother and cried.Yu Qing was also very sad, and couldn't help crying with her sister like she did when she was a child.As soon as he cried, Yu Fen stopped crying and began to worry that Yu Qing would never grow up like a child.

The two siblings had a heart-to-heart talk, and Yu Fen asked Yu Qing University if he wanted to go to Yanjing for the exam. It happened that Yu Heng was there, and there was still someone to take care of him.It is indeed a temptation to go outside to see, but what Yu Qing thinks is that if he really goes to Yanjing to study, he will definitely not know where he will be assigned in the future, so what will his mother and grandma do?

Hearing what he said, Yu Fen sighed softly, stroked his hair lovingly, and murmured: It's fine if you don't go, it's been weird over there recently.

Yu Qing knew what she was talking about, and couldn't help worrying: "Brother doesn't know what's going on."The letter always said that everything was fine, and it seemed that life and work were peaceful and smooth, but it was only a thin page after all.

I miss my brother.Yu Qing whispered.He only dreamed of his elder brother a few days ago, his elder brother was running in the direction of the sun, walking fast on a rough path, Yu Qing couldn't catch up with him no matter how he ran, and even fell on the ground, gnawing out his teeth .But the eldest brother just turned his head and smiled at Yu Qing, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Yu Fen hugged him and let him lie on her lap, the siblings didn't speak, and there was no need to speak any more.

After hearing about Yu Fen, Er Fatty said with emotion: "If I can be the director of the factory in the future, I might be able to transfer your sister back."

Ma Gan'er laughed at him mercilessly: "Don't dream, not everyone can be a factory manager. You need to have connections, education, qualifications, and ability."

Er Fatty was not unhappy when he heard this, but just sighed like an adult.

They chatted all over the place, but Yu Qing was distracted thinking about other things.

Eldest brother Yu Huan hasn't been home for two years.Although I often write letters and make phone calls, it still makes people miss me.He has always sent money to his family on time. Although Zhou Hui said many times that he doesn't need it, he will still receive the remittance when the day comes.Zhou Hui said that at the end of autumn, she wanted to take a leave of absence, and went to visit him with Li Shumin.

Yu Fen and Yu Qing chatted about her elder brother before, and asked if her elder brother had said anything in the letter.

Yu Qing thought about it carefully, that is, he sent himself foreign languages ​​and study materials, and told himself to study hard and not to worry about other things, and not to follow the trend and mix up messy things.

What kind of thing is a mess?Yu Qing vaguely knew it in her heart.Runsheng would occasionally talk to him about this in a few words.But for Yu Qing, that was a very distant thing after all.

Later, when they grow up and know more, and look back at those days, they realize what kind of wave of the times they were living in, how this wave affected their lives, and how it affected their lives. Invisible scars were added to the body.

But that's for another day.

Although Ma Gan'er said that he wanted to treat guests that day, everyone didn't let him spend too much money.Finally, the beer on the table is finished, and the party is over.

It was the first time for Yu Qing to drink, and she felt a little dizzy.He was afraid that his grandma would tell him that if he went back like this, he wanted to take a walk outside and return home after the drunkenness cleared.Runsheng laughed at him for being too shallow, and picked him up again after laughing, and put him on the back seat of his bicycle.

At the end of summer, there is a cool breeze blowing along the river, and occasionally a boat passes by on the river, lighting a small fishing fire.Runsheng pedaled the bicycle slowly, Yu Qing felt dizzy, hugged him from behind, and pressed his face against his back.

As a result, Runsheng's bicycle started to snake on the ground, almost throwing Yu Qing off.

Yu Qing said in amazement that you were also drunk, so how dare you talk about me.Runsheng pursed his lips, and said that it was not because your hands were placed in the wrong place.Yu Qing didn't have the same knowledge as him, so she said let's rest here.

Runsheng said uncomfortably that he was going to the toilet.

Yu Qing obediently stood by the bicycle and waited for him.It had only rained heavily during the day, and the slope of the embankment was washed clean by the rain, and the surrounding area was full of the smell of river water and vegetation.Yu Qing sat down on the slope and looked up at the stars in the sky.After an unknown amount of time, Runsheng sat down next to him on the embankment, his body felt cool.

Yu Qing somehow remembered that morning at the beginning of summer vacation.It seems like it was yesterday, and it seems like a long time ago.Because Runsheng looks different from that time.

Maybe my previous thinking was wrong.People don't grow little by little at all.Yu Qing thought, growing up sometimes only takes a moment.

He said to Runsheng in the vertigo like Jiang Chao: "In the future, people like Gao Jianping won't bother you."

Runsheng looked at the river at night, but did not speak.

Yu Qing looked at his face.Runsheng's face was like a beautiful and melancholy silhouette in the starlight.They have known each other since they were young, most of the time Yu Qing would never think about whether Runsheng is beautiful or ugly - Runsheng is just Runsheng.But at certain moments, he does remind Yu Qing of those teenagers depicted in the famous novel.

Yu Qing stared at Runsheng for a long time, until Runsheng turned his head and looked at himself quietly.Perhaps it was because drinking would make people less sober, Yu Qing felt that she saw some kind of unwillingness and rare sadness in Runsheng's eyes.

"Are you thinking about your grandfather?" Yu Qing asked vaguely.

Runsheng looked away: "No."

Yu Qing held his hand.

Runsheng looked down at Yu Qing's fingers, and said indifferently: "I have no relationship with him. He doesn't even recognize me."

Yu Qing didn't know what to say.Sometimes Runsheng is really like Xu Jingjing - lack of warmth, looks as cold as the stars in the sky.

The sound of insects in late summer is thin.Yu Qing said abruptly: "That morning...the morning you went to attend the funeral...what do you want to tell me?"

Runsheng's eyes froze, and he slowly let go of Yu Qing's hand.

"I forgot." After a long time, he said softly.

Yu Qing was a little disappointed: If you don't want to say it, don't say it, why lie.But everyone has secrets, and if Er Mao doesn't want to tell them, he won't ask any more.

Yu Qing turned her head and looked at the sky full of stars.The stars seem to be very close, but also seem to be far away.He couldn't help but raised his hand and grabbed it.

Runsheng hesitated, "What are you doing?"

Yu Qing put down her hand: "Pick the stars."

"You really drank too much." Runsheng sighed.

"I don't have one." Yu Qing put her fingers into Runsheng's palm: "Here are the stars for you."

Runsheng looked at their holding hands for a long time, then heaved a deep sigh and raised his head towards the night sky.

Yu Qing showed him the Northern Cross in the sky, as well as the Cowherd and Vega on both sides of the Milky Way.Runsheng watched quietly for a long time, then murmured, "Weaver Girl and Cowherd only see each other once a year."

Yu Qing said in a daze, "What does that matter. As long as they always think about each other, it doesn't matter if they can't meet every day."

Runsheng thoughtfully, turned to look at Yu Qing.Yu Qing yawned a little and closed her eyes unconsciously.The night wind blows, the leaves rustle, and there are a few small insects chirping from time to time.Autumn is coming.

In her sleep, Yu Qing felt as if a cold and soft leaf was gently falling on her face.