Overwintering method of lilac

At the end of that day, Runsheng couldn't go to Yu Qing's house to drink chicken soup together.Fu Zhe came to school because he found out that he hadn't come home and came to see him specially, and secondly, he wanted to take Runsheng to talk to his teacher.

Yu Qing still remembers that when Xu Jingjing was a child, he was very strict with Runsheng, not allowing this or that, and if Runsheng made a mistake, he would be beaten.If you do not report things from home, you will be beaten; if you break other people’s things, you will be beaten; Beaten... But unlike other parents, she never had any demands on Runsheng's academic performance.Even if Runsheng came back with a duck egg, she seemed to be able to just smile sarcastically—Runsheng did fail the quiz in junior high school, and she seemed to be silently confronting his mother.But Xu Jingjing didn't take it seriously at all, and signed it with flying colors.

As for Fu Zhe, it was a different situation - he attached great importance to Run Sheng's grades.Sometimes when Yu Qing went to see Runsheng, he would seriously say that Runsheng was studying, and he could help to pass on something.Yu Qing also said very well that there was nothing wrong, and went home silently.Runsheng was under a lot of academic pressure, and Yu Qing didn't want to bother him too much.What's more, most of the time it's nothing important, it's just something delicious to make at home, and he wants to bring a bite for Runsheng - Ma Gan'er and Er Pang also have a share.

Speaking of which, Fu Zhe had nothing wrong with Runsheng.Regardless of whether he admits his father's identity or not, he is indeed in his father's position.As one of his parents, he never beat or scolded Runsheng, and he often took Runsheng to eat and buy books.Later, he took over the custody rights, and also came to school every week to deliver things to Runsheng, and often communicated with Runsheng's teachers about Runsheng's study and living conditions.Compared with Xu Jingjing who only knew about giving money and peace, he seemed much more responsible.

But Runsheng is now equally alienated from Fu Zhe and Xu Jingjing.

Yu Qing thought, probably because of the period of complete separation in the past, Runsheng never forgave Fu Zhe, especially this person later refused to admit that he was Runsheng's father.

Yu Qing didn't understand what Runsheng's parents were thinking, and he felt that he might never understand.Everyone said that Xu Jingjing didn't care about Runsheng, but she was the one who raised Runsheng since she was a child.According to Runsheng, before the couple divorced, Fu Zhe never gave Runsheng alimony.All the expenses are borne by Xu Jingjing - of course, she can also fully afford it.When Runsheng had an accident, it was Xu Jingjing who came forward to make things right, and Fu Zhe didn't even come to see Runsheng.Yu Qing feels that it's not that she doesn't care about Runsheng, it's just that her career, communication and pleasure are far more important than raising a son.

The more she grew up, the more Yu Qing felt that perhaps everyone had made a mistake all along.

Fu Zhe didn't want to have a relationship with Runsheng, but he couldn't get rid of this relationship.So I had to complete my responsibilities within a certain standard line.Normal parents expect their son to become a dragon, and he may think that nurturing a good child is considered a task.Xu Jingjing handed Runsheng over to him, and his attitude towards Runsheng was indeed as if he had completed a task, but probably because of his personality, he completed this task meticulously and without perfunctory.

Thinking about it this way, it seemed that Xu Jingjing, who used to beat and scold Runsheng, looked more like a parent.Xu Jingjing hated this responsibility, but she never really ignored Runsheng.Yu Qing heard from Chen Xiaobo that Runsheng sometimes went out to play with his teammates, and when they arrived, someone would take the initiative to pick them up.If the organizers do not provide board and lodging, these transportation people will be very helpful to arrange everything.When asked, he said that Mr. Xu had said hello.And after the game or the training camp, Runsheng didn't go with his teammates, because Xu Jingjing's secretary would buy him a plane ticket—probably because the story of taking a hard-seat train in that winter reached his mother's ears.

Runsheng was very indifferent to these things.If the parents give it to him, he will take it, and if he doesn't give it to him, he will not take the initiative to ask for it.The three said they were a family of three, but they kept a certain distance from each other strangely.When he was a child, Runsheng seemed to still express his emotions about his parents' love life, but these years, Yu Qing never heard him talk about that again - he no longer cared about anything about his parents.

Yu Qing thought she could understand why Runsheng always seemed so alienated from other people.If you don't look forward to it, if you don't get close, you can ignore it and not suffer disappointment.

But Runsheng scoffed at Yu Qing's idea.He said that I don't care at all, what does it matter to me what other people do?

Yu Qing didn't really believe it, because Runsheng's problem with duplicity was not a day or two.But Runsheng is indeed extremely indifferent to others, and that kind of indifference is not feigned - even if he seems to care about others politely like an ordinary person, no one can fault him.

Most of the people around seem to be unaware of Runsheng's true character.As they grow up day by day, sometimes even Yu Qing herself can't quite understand what Runsheng is thinking.But Runsheng has always been very good in Yu Qing's heart, even though he sometimes looks so strange and unreasonable.

Runsheng participated in the physics competition for the first time, entered the final all the way, and won a silver medal in the end.Although he failed to be selected for the national training team in the end, for a student who became a monk halfway through the competition, this result is already amazing.After all, he was only a sophomore in high school at the time, and many of the participants with him were high school seniors.In any case, getting this grade is enough to get a guarantee, and it seems that only the question of which university to go to is left.As if only one medal was not enough, the semi-finals of the Runsheng Mathematics Contest passed smoothly.He packed his luggage almost non-stop, and went to the winter camp that year again.

Since his sophomore year in high school, Runsheng was basically either participating in the competition, or on the way to prepare for the competition, and almost never returned to the class for lessons.Yu Qing often doesn't see him at all for weeks or even months.Perhaps it is for this reason that Yu Qing's perception of time is also affected.Time in high school went by much faster than expected.He entered the third year of high school almost in the blink of an eye, fell into the endless sea of ​​books and questions, and had endless homework every day.

This made it almost impossible for him and Runsheng to stay together as before.This made Yu Qing feel particularly lost.In front of others, Runsheng seemed to deliberately keep a little distance from Yu Qing, and looked like a well-behaved adult.

They will be separated one day.Still best friends, but I'm afraid we will soon be separated.In the second semester of the third year of high school, Yu Qing knew that Runsheng had won one gold and one silver in physics, and one silver and one bronze in mathematics.And these don't include the various certificates he got in the small games and friendly matches he participated in.With these honors, Runsheng can go to any university he wants.

And Yu Qing's goal has been silently set, which is the local G University.The reasons for choosing G University are also very good: G University is the best school in the local area; according to his grades and bonus points, he has steadily exceeded the score line of previous years; after graduation and his family relationship, he can directly enter the 176 factory .This is a stable road that can see the end at a glance, and it is also the road that the family once hoped that the elder brother would take.

Yu Qing never told Runsheng about this goal.He was worried that what he said would affect Runsheng's decision.

Unexpectedly, in the second half of the third year of high school, Runsheng, who had been too busy to see anyone, suddenly got idle and returned to the campus.

It is said that I have returned to campus, but in fact, I have basically entered a state of freedom and slack.Only now did Yu Qing realize that Runsheng originally had some other competitions to prepare for, which had nothing to do with his recommendation, but with the honor of the school.But he retired straight away.Other high school seniors were attending classes at school to prepare for the college entrance examination, while Runsheng basically stayed in the school's piano room, or went out over the wall to play billiards with Ma Kai.

When Yu Qing asked, Runsheng said it was because of Fu Zhe.But he didn't want to talk about the specific reason, but he didn't seem to be in a good mood.

"He has no right to control me." Runsheng said coldly: "Now that I think about it, I have to control the world. He is not my father."

When Yu Qing and Runsheng couldn't see each other, they would feel a little lonely and feel that the two of them seemed to be far apart.But as long as he sat and talked with Runsheng like this, he felt that the two of them were still the same as before.It seemed that only when facing Yu Qing, would Runsheng talk about his unhappiness with his family.Although many times, Yu Qing didn't know how to comfort him.

He could only look at Runsheng with some distress: "Then... where's your mother?"

Runsheng's expression was a little strange: "My mother? She said that I'm an adult now, and I can decide my own affairs, and she has no time to control me. As long as I don't go to the street to beg for food, I can do whatever I want."

"It doesn't sound like what your mother would say." Yu Qing was puzzled.

"No, this is her." Runsheng said thoughtfully: "She is like this, she thinks that all people who live life step by step are useless."

"But I remember when you were a child, your mother was very strict with you." Yu Qing was puzzled.

"That's another matter." Runsheng thought for a while, and said sarcastically: "I was her shame and burden at that time. Now I can't hinder her anything."

Yu Qing patted him lightly.Runsheng looked at Yu Qing for a while, then suddenly pulled him into his arms and hugged him.