Overwintering method of lilac

Although the days of military training are bitter, everyone will get used to it after a long time.The weather turned from hot to cold, and the two months that everyone thought would be very difficult actually passed faster than expected.The achievement report and commendation meeting was over, and the students finally boarded the leaving truck.

When parting from the instructors, many people cried.Yu Qing didn't cry, but was a little bit reluctant.Unexpectedly, he won an award for an outstanding student, and he didn't know what the evaluation criteria for this outstanding student were.After all, whether it was target shooting or other training, his grades were mediocre.If he really became a soldier, he thought he was probably the most common kind of soldier.

Because her home is in the local area and the military training is over, Yu Qing plans to go back.Runsheng would probably go back too.They could just walk together.So after returning to school, he packed his luggage and hurried to find Runsheng.

The apartment building of Hang Yuan is opposite to Yu Qing's dormitory. It is one of the largest apartments in the school, and also the oldest apartment.

Yu Qing walked in with the house number that Runsheng gave him, and was shocked by the environment inside as soon as he entered.

Runsheng once told him that there are 16 people in the university. Yu Qing just smiled when he heard it.I didn't expect it to be true.

Climbing up the limestone stairs to the fourth floor, I finally saw Runsheng's dormitory.It wasn't a 16-person room, but the eight-person room didn't look much better—dark cement floors, chipped walls, and old iron frame beds with peeling paint.The strong smell of the boys' dormitory mixed with the smell of the old house made people uncomfortable.The window is very small, if it is not facing west, there will probably not be much sunlight in a day.

Runsheng is not in the dormitory.Roommates said he went to the activity center and wasn't sure when he would be back.After finishing speaking, he half joked and half enviously ridiculed, saying that Fu Runsheng is a favorite now, people everywhere are rushing to find him, no matter where Yu Qing came from, they have to be in the back.

Yu Qing asked puzzledly, and then realized that no matter in the courtyard or the school, everyone wanted to attract Runsheng, who could play the piano, to support the welcome party.Several people from the science and technology club also came to inquire about him - I heard that during the military training, everyone was bored and solved physics problems for fun.

Yu Qing didn't know these things.But when he heard that everyone liked Runsheng, he smiled reassuringly.

It seems that Runsheng's college life will be very good.On the way to the activity building, Yu Qing thought so.If he could focus on the business and make more friends gradually, Runsheng would not be obsessed with liking him all the time—maybe he would meet a girl he likes.

For some reason, this thought suddenly made Yu Qing feel very lonely.He imagined Runsheng walking with a strange girl.Unexpectedly, he didn't feel relieved, just lonely.

Most of the time, people are always alone.Yu Qing thought, this is not surprising.Even if I and Runsheng are so close, even if my family loves me so much, I will still have many lonely moments since I was a child.

Especially in this summer, Yu Qing began to suspect for the first time that she didn't know Runsheng as well as she thought.Sometimes he even felt that Runsheng was no longer trustworthy - because when he realized that he didn't know Runsheng that well, he lost the ability to judge whether what Runsheng said was true or not.

This made Yu Qing sad.He couldn't tell whether he was sad because he didn't know enough about Runsheng, or angry that Runsheng would deceive him.

Zhou Hui often said that there must be boundaries between people and that there should be room for others.Yu Qing once thought this was right.But thinking about it now, the premise of being able to always maintain boundaries is that people are not that close.

If the intimacy reaches a certain level, that boundary will inevitably be broken.It's like he would go to the bottom of Yu Fen's feelings, and from time to time, he would have to think about how he should get rid of his sister's boyfriend if he was not good - although it was only the sister's own business, and a younger brother shouldn't care about everything. to ask.

But Runsheng and his sister seem to be different.Yu Qing thought blankly, maybe friends and relatives are very different.

He walked into the mobile building with such unthinkable questions in mind.The sound of the piano is easy to point out the direction.

Yu Qing walked up the stairs following the sound, but the smooth sound of the piano stopped.After a while, a half-baked monophonic melody sounded, mixed with some inaudible whispers.

The door of the piano room was ajar.Yu Qing walked over and saw a young man with parted hair parted sideways sitting next to Runsheng. He was sitting shoulder to shoulder with Runsheng on the piano bench, tapping his fingers clumsily on the piano keys: "...do you think so?"

There were obviously other people around.But this scene couldn't be explained clearly, it still made Yu Qing feel a little weird.

There was a touch of perfunctory in Runsheng's voice: "Well. If you want to learn, you can go to the music department of the Normal University to find a teacher." He got up and took the score: "I should go back to the dormitory."

The other party hurriedly said: "So urgent? What's the matter? Do you need my help?"

"That's right." A girl next to her holding a folder said enthusiastically, "Freshmen can ask their seniors and sisters for help with anything they need. The student union has also organized a lot of welcome activities..."

"I just came back from military training and want to go home."

"Oh, your home is local?" The young man hurriedly stood up too.

Runsheng didn't answer, but just smiled formulaically: "I will memorize these two pieces before the freshman party. The rehearsal time will be there on time. See you later."

He walked out with the score, and happened to meet Yu Qing who hadn't had time to back away.

After a while, the corners of Runsheng's mouth curled up: "I'll go back with you."

The two walked out side by side.After leaving the activity center, Runsheng led Yu Qing onto a small road.The long road was very empty, except for a few old trees, there was not even a human figure.The gray teaching buildings are sandwiched on both sides, the old-fashioned wooden windows are open, and the sound of lectures can be faintly heard from inside.

Yu Qing was puzzled, "Where did this go?"

"It's so close." Runsheng said concisely.

Yu Qing didn't ask any more questions, but just sighed: "I've been so busy since I came back..."

"During the military training, I was asked to report my specialties. After the application is over, someone will come to find me." Facing Yu Qing, Runsheng was not as gentle and patient as he was in the piano room with the students from the student union. Instead, there was a hint of boredom in his words: "The teacher brought someone here, and I can't push it away."

Yu Qing comforted: "Think about it better, take part in the event and meet new friends."

Runsheng glanced at him: "You expect me to divert your attention?"

here we go again.Yu Qing sighed softly, and decided not to evade this matter anymore: "Yes, and no. I always thought you were too withdrawn. You were always very popular in high school, and everyone liked to be close to you, but maintaining the relationship It goes both ways..."

"I understand what you mean." Runsheng interrupted him: "You think I'm not warm enough to make any special friends when others post it, right? Let me tell you, you're wrong. They don't I don’t know me, but I just feel that I seem to be useful—my family background, my grades, my ability. The relationship of mutual use, just maintain a state of mutual use. Why should I invest so much?”

Yu Qing didn't expect him to say such a thing, and was a little stunned for a while: "It's not as complicated as you said..."

"It's because you are too simple." Runsheng said with a chuckle: "You always think too well of people. Including me."

"You are already very good." Yu Qing whispered: "Don't underestimate yourself."

"No matter how good it is, what's the use of it?" Runsheng said lightly, "You refuse to give me what I want."

Yu Qing felt a little tight in his chest.He wanted to say it wasn't that he wouldn't give it, but he really didn't.But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.I always feel that some important issue has been overlooked, but I can't remember it for a while.

I was so out of my mind that when I walked around the corner, I couldn't see the steps, and stepped on nothing.

Runsheng's sharp eyes quickly grabbed him: "Be careful!"

Yu Qing staggered a few steps, and was pulled into his arms by Runsheng.

That hug made Yu Qing lose his mind for a moment.It seemed like it had been a long time since the last time they hugged.

Runsheng rubbed his back, and then reluctantly let go of him: "I don't look at my feet."

Just as Yu Qing was about to say something, she found someone not far away.

Xu Jingjing was standing there in a black coat, watching them silently.