Overwintering method of lilac

When Yu Qing returned home, she was flustered all afternoon, and couldn't help but keep her ears up to pay attention to the movement next door—he was afraid that Xu Jingjing would beat Runsheng again like she did when she was a child.

But it was always quiet next door.Light snow drifts slowly outside the window, and occasionally there will be a distant and faint sound of firecrackers in the street.

Zhou Hui was so busy that her feet didn't touch the ground, she hurriedly ate a meal that she didn't know whether it was lunch or dinner, and then left again.Li Shumin stuffed the insulated lunch box full for her, and asked her to have an extra meal with her colleagues when she was on night shift. The hospital in Factory 176, because of its good standard, has expanded its hospital area in recent years, and there are more patients than before.I don't care about the time of day when I give birth, and there are limited obstetricians and gynecologists.Although Zhou Hui is already the chief physician, night shifts are not as frequent as in the early years, but she still has to go to the hospital every now and then.

The sky darkened quickly, Yu Qing's house was busy, and no one was idle.By the time the dry food was almost finished steaming, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

Li Shumin was old and lacked energy, so she went to bed after explaining the matter to her siblings.

Under the small desk lamp, Yu Fen counted the receipts given by her grandma, and took a small notebook to carefully check and memorize everything she wanted to buy.Yu Qing put the peeled and sieved peanuts into a large glass jar, sat down beside her, and turned her head to look out the window.

The snow outside is getting bigger and bigger, and it has become a blizzard.Such a snowy night somehow reminded Yu Qing of the time when he went to pick up Runsheng home when he was in middle school.

At that time, they walked together in the dark night against the blinding wind and snow, and hugged each other intimately, leaving all the wind and snow outside the window.

During the day, if Xu Jingjing didn't come back, what would happen next?Most likely, Runsheng would go crazy afterward.He was so close to him at that time, and the thick eyelashes could be seen clearly...Will he kiss him?

Thinking of this, Yu Qing immediately felt hot all over.

He remembered.Runsheng kissed himself more than once.Not on that sad summer night by the river, but earlier, earlier, on that snowy night.

They had a secret.The secret was not what he did for Runsheng—it didn't matter what he did, and the book also said that the sexual contact of young people can only be regarded as homosexual attachment.

But at that time, Runsheng kissed himself.It wasn't that horrible, hurtful tear at Jiangpan.It was a cherished and satisfying kiss.He even remembered the feeling of Runsheng's lips touching - as soft as warm petals.

And what about myself at that time?

Yu Qing thought of Runsheng's bewildered and gentle eyes.So close, so clear.The memory sunk in the depths of my heart finally slowly floated up.

She also wanted to kiss him.

Something illuminated Yu Qing's heart like the light of new snow, and made him tremble all over - he also liked Runsheng.It's the kind of liking from friends, the kind of liking from relatives, and also... a kind of liking that he can't define and doesn't know yet.

This kind of liking is even different from liking Huang Yina when I was a child.Because he likes Huang Yina, he just likes to see her beautiful and happy; and he likes Runsheng, not only because he wants Runsheng to be happy, but also because he wants to be with him forever—in a small world that only belongs to the two of them inside.

This desire is so strong, yet so secret, that Yu Qing has been turning a blind eye to it—because the two of them have never really separated.

Sitting there, Yu Qing almost wanted to cry.It's not that he's afraid, it's strange, he's not afraid at all now, but he just wants to cry, as if a piece of calm water suddenly churned.

A hand waved in front of his eyes, Yu Qing bluntly raised her head, trying not to let tears flow down: "Sister?"

Yu Fen looked at him worriedly: "What's wrong?"

"No... nothing..." Yu Qing rubbed her eyes, "I got tired picking peanuts."

"I'm lying to you." Yu Fen said worriedly: "There is something wrong with you coming back today. You only ate two of the fried eggplant boxes. Did Runsheng bully you?"

"No!" Yu Qing hurriedly said: "He...he and I are so good..." At this point, he suddenly fell silent, because he remembered the way Runsheng was crying.

"What's the matter?" Yu Fen stroked his back: "Tell me about it?"

Yu Qing's hands clenched slowly: "Sister...do you have someone you like?"

Yu Fen's face blushed slightly: "What about you, why are you talking about me?"

"What does it feel like to love someone?"

Yu Fen thought for a while: "How should I put it. I'm happy when I see him, and I always want to be with him. I'm happy even if I don't do or say anything." She lowered her head and smiled, "I think he's weird. good-looking."

Yeah, that's it.And Runsheng is also strangely good-looking.Yu Qing thought.

The smile on Yu Fen's face faded a bit: "However, I'm not always happy."

yes.Yu Qing silently agreed in her heart: Sometimes it's quite sad.He sighed deeply, thinking wistfully, it really is exactly the same.

Yu Fen seemed lost in thought.Yu Qing came back to her senses, looked at her sister, and suddenly became curious: "Is it someone from your factory? Are you officially in a relationship?"

"No." Yu Fen's face became a little stiff: "I haven't settled on anything yet, I just ask questions all day long, and if I talk to other men, I will get angry at me. What kind of dog temper .”

Yu Qing said seriously: "It's okay to have a bad temper. When two people are together, everyone is kind and friendly. Only when you are happy can you live a good life."

"That's right." Yu Fen agreed.She curled her hair, tilted her head and said, "Why are you talking about me again? Are you a girl from your school?"

Yu Qing suddenly fell silent.

Yu Fen looked at him inquisitively: "No? It's from outside the school? It can't be older than you, right?" Her face gradually changed a little: "Didn't you make his belly bigger?"

Yu Qing was startled, and said indiscriminately: "How is it possible? He can't get pregnant!"

Yu Fen's face became even more frightened: "What? Did you find someone who was divorced?"

Yu Qing couldn't argue: "No, no, it's all here..."

"You said it yourself!" Yu Fen was really a little anxious: "You were not deceived by some bad woman in society!"

"No!" Yu Qing hurriedly covered her mouth: "It's not what you think..."

Yu Fen tore off his hand: "Then you explain it to me clearly! Who, what does it look like, what unit does it work in, what does it work for, how many members of the family..."

"...Why don't you go to sleep..." Grandma's voice came from the next door: "What are you making so much noise..."

The siblings fell silent in unison.Yu Fen took a deep breath, and said loudly: "It's nothing, Doudou said that there are too many people in the vegetable market and he doesn't want to grab New Year's goods! I'm criticizing and educating him!"

"...Oh, don't grab what to eat during the Chinese New Year, children's words... Keep your voice down at night..."

"understood!"

Yu Qing stared at Yu Fen.Yu Fen also stared at him, lowering her voice: "Say it quickly! If you don't tell me, I'll call grandma up and ask her to ask you..."

"It's Runsheng." Yu Qing finally surrendered.

Yu Fen's expression was like someone stuffed an egg into her mouth just now.She took a deep breath: "What..." She couldn't say it in the second half, because Yu Qing covered her mouth and begged: "Sister..."

Yu Fen struggled to break off his hand: "What the hell?"

Yu Qing stopped talking again.

Yu Fen pinched him anxiously: "Speak up."

Yu Qing said in a low voice: "I like him."

Yu Fen's expression was blank for a while, and she said in a very soft voice: "He...isn't he your best buddy?"

"Yeah. I like him." Yu Qing slowly explained: "Like... like girls. Just like you like your colleague..."

Yu Fen's eyes are a little distracted, she doesn't know what she is thinking.

Yu Qing waited for a long time, but didn't see her speak, so she couldn't help but said cautiously: "Sister?"

"Don't tell me, Runsheng is really pretty." Yu Fen said slowly.

Yu Qing didn't understand how she turned her thoughts to that: "Sister?"

Yu Fen came back to her senses, and comforted her: "It's okay, if you don't tell me, I won't tell you, no one will know. Sister will keep it secret for you."

Yu Qing looked at her uncertainly.

Yu Fen thought for a moment: "When you were young, you liked a girl named Huang Yina. Now you like Runsheng. Maybe after a while, you will like someone else again. If the next person is a girl, just pretend it's nothing... "

"Then what if I always like men..." Yu Qing interrupted her.

Yu Fen was silent for a moment, then sighed: "There's nothing to do. If you like a guy, it's not like the sky is falling, isn't life just as it should be? Take one step at a time and see one step at a time. Just don't tell others." She Holding Yu Qing's hand: "Don't be afraid, there is a sister."

Yu Qing sniffed, and finally couldn't help it, she threw herself into Yu Fen's arms and cried.