Overwintering method of lilac

At the end of the semester, Gao Jianping came to see Runsheng.It seemed that he recognized Runsheng, but it also seemed to be threatening.He asked Runsheng to persuade Xu Jingjing not to be too extreme in everything, no matter what, we are still a family; he also said that if the road narrowed, it would be between him and Xu Jingjing, and he hoped that Runsheng would not blame himself.

However, this kind of contradictory exploration can only result in indifference-Run Sheng is like that to Fu Gong, let alone Gao Jianping who has never met a few times.

It is said that Xu Jingjing has a new lover in recent years, more than one.Runsheng had seen it too, and when he came back, he told Yu Qing that she probably liked that kind of man—thin, tall, fair and clean, but with deep eye sockets, thick eyebrows and a black and blue chin.But she likes what she likes, even if she likes a dog, that's her own business.

Xu Jingjing seems to never grow old, but Gao Jianping does.But he didn't seem to have any complaints about being replaced, maybe because he got more from Xu Jingjing than he lost.

When he came to see Runsheng, the luxury car under his seat was even better than Xu Jingjing's black car that had been driven for many years.His watch is worth more than his house, and he wears rings on five of his ten fingers. He also has a lot of followers, and when he goes out, he will be called Mr. Gao—without Xu Jingjing, he might just be a down-and-out version of Jiang Chao now. Or maybe even Jiang Chao was worse than him, he was already stabbed to death in some shabby alley.

He even had quite a few lovers himself.All in all, the days are going as expected.And when he was in glory, he never appeared in front of Runsheng.

Yu Qing thought about it carefully, and felt that Gao Jianping might not be going well recently, so he thought of the big tree Xu Jingjing again.Just like when he couldn't find Xu Jingjing a few years ago, he came to Runsheng's house to block people.

But seeing Runsheng's expression, this time it seemed to be different from before.It was rare for Yu Qing to see that serious look on Runsheng's face.

"What did Auntie say?" he asked worriedly.

"She asked me to ignore it, that's her business..." Runsheng pursed his thin lips, and his voice became cold: "Maybe it's something related to the company and business... Anyway, it's definitely not clean. But it's true , that is her own business and has nothing to do with others."

Yu Qing sighed, knowing that Runsheng was just saying that: "Auntie doesn't want to affect you and Fu Gong."

Runsheng fell silent.

Yu Qing put down the rag and said carefully: "Runsheng..."

Runsheng shook his head: "Stop talking...well, it's finished wiping." He threw away the rag, as if he had forgotten what he said earlier about taking a bath together, and said to Yu Qing, "I'm going back."

The weather was so hot in summer, and they squeezed the bus back to Hongyuan. They were suffocated by the smell of sweat and gasoline all the way, and they all looked a little listless.The only good thing is that I can finally hold each other's hands without any scruples - because the car is full of people packed like sardines, and no one will come to take a second look at them.

It wasn't until the Youth Palace got out of the car that it came through.The two dragged their suitcases and walked slowly back along the boulevard, chatting with each other.

Yu Qing talked about Yu Fen's blind date a while ago, the other party found out that the three generations of Ding's men all died early, insisted that the Ding's family was a widow, who beat the man, was beaten by Yu Fen with a gun and a stick, and walked away in despair.It is said that when he was discharged from the hospital, he was caught up with the newly moved one-story house residents who splashed rice washing water outside, and were half-body drenched.

After Yu Qing described the matter to Runsheng vividly, Runsheng finally had a little smile on his face: "If your sister knows that you are gossiping about her behind her back, she will definitely pull your ears."

"My sister is not so stingy." Seeing that he was in a better mood, Yu Qing quietly breathed a sigh of relief: "Aren't you the only one at home tonight? Or come to my house for dinner. There are only me and grandma at home today. I went down to the surface of the water for you to eat."

Runsheng's expression softened: "Okay." He began to act like a baby: "I still want to eat cabbage heart."

"Then peel another cabbage heart and dip it in sauce." Yu Qing thought: "Well, there are radishes at home, let's cook mung bean water..."

The two of them were thinking about what to eat, and they walked briskly at the same time, talking and laughing, and walked towards the courtyard.

Unexpectedly, when he was about to reach the gate of the courtyard, Yu Qing raised his head and saw Xu Jingjing's familiar black car parked at the gate of the courtyard.

"Aunt Xu is back." He said unexpectedly.

"Well, maybe come back and get something." The smile on Runsheng's face faded: "You go home first, I'll go find you later."

The two separated in the yard, and Yu Qing went upstairs with some concerns.

The relationship in Runsheng's family has always been strange.It has been several years since Xu Jingjing and Fu Zhe divorced, but she still keeps the key to 201 in the West Building, where she can come and go freely - the divorce certificate seems as meaningless to her as the marriage certificate.

She is like a comet or a migratory bird, most of the time she is far away, but she will always return for a short time.Although soon I don't know where to go.

For so many years, she and Fu Zhe seem to be separated, and they seem to be connected weakly and tenaciously by some invisible thread.

As for her and Runsheng - they are mother and son after all.No matter how indifferent they look and have nothing to say, they are still mother and child.

Runsheng has always been like that.Yu Qing felt that he didn't care about his mother as much as he said, it was just that some estrangement existed for too long, even if he wanted to get close like an ordinary mother and child, he couldn't get close anymore.He and Xu Jingjing are equally indifferent, equally arrogant, and also the kind of person who is alienated and full of rejection by nature.

As for Runsheng's current relationship with Fu Zhe, that is the real alienation.

For Runsheng, the backside of emotion is not lack of emotion, nor hatred, but separation.Fu Zhe's restraint on him was already very weak, and now there is only the last step of moving, and the two of them will become completely familiar strangers.

Yu Qing realized a long time ago that Runsheng has very little emotional connection with others.But when he realized this again now, there was a kind of pain mixed with sweetness in his heart - Runsheng gave all his few feelings to himself.

Yu Qing was busy in the kitchen for a long time, and found that there was no soy sauce at home.He picked up the glass bottle, intending to fetch a bottle of soy sauce while the grain store was still open.

In the summer evening, the sun didn't mean to set at all, and the sky outside was still very bright.The courtyard is bustling with activity, under the stone porch, beside the stone tables, there are old neighbors shaking cattail fans and playing chess in the shade.

The tall lilac trees now had no flowers, but lush leaves that cast cool shadows on the ground.

Yu Qing took the soy sauce bottle and looked towards Runsheng's house - the window was open, quietly.

He just stared at it for a long time.Until Runsheng's calm and indifferent voice recalled his thoughts: "Yu Qing."

Yu Qing bowed his head and saw Run Sheng waving to him.Xu Jingjing stood beside him quietly and gracefully, the slightly indifferent expression on his face was no different from that of Runsheng.

Yu Qing walked over quickly, and politely said: "Aunt Xu." He thought he would see the same indifferent eyes as before, but this time, Xu Jingjing's gaze stayed on Yu Qing's face for an unprecedentedly long time.

Yu Qing felt a little embarrassed by her, but she seemed to think of something: "How is your mother?"

"Well, it's good." Yu Qing was surprised that she would ask such a question.

Xu Jingjing didn't say anything, just nodded, turned around and walked out.She got into the car quickly, but didn't ask the driver to drive.Runsheng and Yu Qing were watching her from outside the car.

Every time she came and went, she acted swiftly and resolutely, because time was precious.This time it was rare to slow down.She rolled down the car window and carefully looked at Runsheng's face in the summer evening wind: "Is there anything else you want to ask me?"

"No more." Runsheng looked down at her, and said softly, "You just need to take care of yourself. When the restructuring of the design department is over, Fu Zhe will retire, so no one needs to worry."

"No one needs to worry about it." Xu Jingjing repeated this sentence, and snorted softly: "Who's worried about him?" She looked at Runsheng, and regained that indifferent look: "I choose the road by myself, and I will bear it by myself." Bar."

Runsheng seemed to have something in his words: "Isn't everyone like this?"

The mother and son looked at each other for a moment, Xu Jingjing suddenly smiled.

That was the first and last time Yu Qing saw her smile in her memory.

That smile was light and bright, as if it shouldn't appear on her face at all, and seemed to belong to someone like her: "You are my son after all."

After speaking, he turned to Yu Qing and said lightly, "He doesn't like fish."

Yu Qing nodded honestly: "I know."

Xu Jingjing took one last look at Runsheng.When the window was rolled up, that smile was still on the corner of his mouth.She said to the driver, "Let's go."