Pavlov and the White Moonlight

After I finished confessing my love, we both fell into a very trance state. I didn't know what to say for a moment. Tang Shuhe just froze in my arms. I was filled with that very gentle impulse, thinking To hug for a while, he tightened his arms and patted Tang Shuhe's back.

Tang Shuhe's whole body was stiff, and I was a little confused for a moment. More and more people came out after handing in the papers. The two of us hugged each other like a small water conservancy project to divert the crowded crowd. I was in Tang Shuhe'er He said, "Everyone is watching us."

Hearing this, Tang Shuhe seemed to wake up, and hugged me tightly.

I:"……"

It has to be said that Tang Shuhe usually looks weak in Wenwen, but his hands are quite strong.

His voice was a little hoarse when he opened his mouth: "You said..."

I'm still young, and I don't want to be strangled to death or gouged to death by my partner on the first day of dating, I rubbed Tang Shuhe's hair, and said with difficulty: "Yes, I said it, you relax a little now, I I guess I still have the energy to tell you again."

"What are you talking about, I'm so touched."

The teaching director stood behind the two of us, and I don't know how long he has been looking at it. At this moment, he suddenly said something cool.

It may be because we were too excited just now, but neither of us was frightened, so we separated calmly, turned around, and stood face to face with the director in a trance.Just confessed, I feel that the major events in my life are over, and nothing is so important. At this time, not to mention the dean is here, even if the dean is here, I also...

Fuck me!The dean is here!

"You two, what are you doing, so excited about the exam?" he said.

"...Yeah, I'm so excited." I said.

The director clicked his tongue: "A mid-term exam, you are so excited that you catch someone and hug someone, so you can't catch someone and bite someone after the college entrance examination?"

Me: "...I didn't catch anyone and hug anyone, but I spotted it."

The director frowned, glanced at Tang Shuhe, and said, "Xiao Tang, stay away from him on the day of the college entrance examination."

Tang Shuhe: "..."

I said: "No, he can't go far, give me a bit to wear, or else."

The director's face twitched. It is estimated that he has rarely heard such a strange request after being a teacher for more than 30 years. He decided not to play with me anymore and said: "Stop arrogance and impetuosity, keep working hard, and don't let me see you next time." Hold someone and cry."

Neither of us spoke, and the director passed us both into the classroom to talk to the invigilator.

After the director left, the two of us looked at each other in silence, and a sweet and embarrassing atmosphere spread between the two of us at the moment our eyes met. Tang Shuhe was as red and hot as if he had just been taken out of a cage. I felt like I wasn't much better. The two of them smirked at each other for a long time with red faces. I touched my nose and said, "...Let's go, or hug for a while?"

Tang Shuhe: "...Let's go."

We walked on the small road at the back door of the school. The two of us walked that road many times, from late summer to early winter, climbed over the wall, listened to songs, and now walk side by side, rubbing the back of each other's hands intentionally or unintentionally. , a little cautious probing, and then at an unknown moment, they held hands.

At the moment we held hands, we didn't know why we didn't dare to look at each other, and we all smiled.

I heard him say, "...really."

I said: "Yes."

Tang Shuhe repeated in a low voice: "You really said..."

"Yes." I said, "Let's get together, I can write it down for you, and I can record it for you."

I heard him laugh again.

The old north wind in November cuts people's faces like a knife.I said, "Why are your hands so cold?"

He said in a daze, "Really?"

I said, "I... I'll cover you up."

I tucked his hands into my top pocket along with mine.In my pocket, a small space, warmly interlocking fingers.

We both seemed to be sleepwalking during that part of the road, and what we said was all sleep talk, only the warmth in our palms was real. Among the passing crowd and various strange expressions, it was like a little secret that only the two of us knew.

Tang Shuhe's home is in a fairly ordinary neighborhood. I thought it was in some kind of family building or compound.By the time we sent him downstairs, it was already dusk.The two of us lingered downstairs in his house for a long time, and neither of us wanted to say goodbye.I said, "Go up, it's too cold outside."

He said um, then didn't move.

I smiled, pinched his face, and said, "Go up, turn on the light after you go up, I know you're home, and I'll leave."

In fact, it has already been delivered to the downstairs. There is no need for this, maybe I just don’t want to end so early. Turning on a light, like an easter egg, can buffer the end of the day.

He hesitated for a moment and said, "Then I'll go up."

I pouted at him: "Go."

He wobbled up, without looking back.To be honest, since I confessed my love, Tang Shuhe has been in a daze, not at all the ecstasy I imagined, more like a dream than me.I stood downstairs, watching the old-fashioned voice-activated lights in the corridor light up from floor to floor, and finally stopped on the fourth floor.After a while, the window on the left of the fourth floor was lit up, and my little boyfriend who had just confessed his love stood by the window and waved at me.

I laughed, bouncing around and waved to him, facing him back step by step, and slowly left.At this time in early winter, the wind was blowing into my collar, I shrank my neck and ran away, only then did I feel cold, fortunately Tang Shuhe was already staying at home warmly, I turned my head and saw him still standing there, I He raised his arms and gave him a heart on top of his head.

In my field of vision, the little Tang Shuhe also raised his arms, and compared me with a shriveled and blind heart in a non-professional way.The shadow is reflected on the window, like a cricket combing the middle.

I laughed and ran away, my heart was so soft that it was a mess.

When I got home, my mother was overjoyed when she saw me: "This is a good test."

I said, "It must be good."

"My son is full of emotions," my mother said, "whenever there is something happy, the back of his head will be happy."

I turned around immediately, and gave my mother a laugh twice with the back of my head.

My mother was also in a good mood, and patted me on the back: "Come to eat."

I said, "Mom, I love you."

My mother answered in seconds: "Mom loves you very much too, baby."

My dad who had been waiting at the dinner table for a long time said, "...can you two have dinner now?"

Although it was my confession, until after dinner, I still had a feeling that it was not real——I really fell in love with Tang Shuhe, and I was really bent like this.I stared blankly at the notes I brought back for review, but didn't read a single word.After thinking about it, I still sent a text message to Tang Shuhe: "Have you eaten yet?"

"It's over." He replied quickly.

I smiled unconsciously and sent him a message: "Me too. What are you doing?"

After a while, he replied, "On the way."

I froze for a moment, and called directly: "On the way? Where have you been?"

There was a whisper from his side: "Lu Huai, I, I'm at the gate of your community."

I fuck.

I picked up my phone, put my coat on my shoulders, and ran down with my slippers on. My mother asked behind me, "Where are you going——"

I heard the sound of an explosion inside my body, bang, bang, I was so burned that I jumped three times and flew downstairs, three steps and four steps.

what's up!

Why is he here!

Ah ah ah ah ah ah!

When I flew to the entrance of the building, I happened to see Tang Shuhe standing at the entrance of the corridor. He was standing there, smiling with crooked eyebrows, holding the hem of his clothes a little cautiously. Shouting in his ear: "Why are you here! Didn't I send you home! Why are you here!"

He put his arms around me, observed my expression carefully, and said, "...I want to see you."

I was so excited that I held his face and sucked on his lips. I didn't realize it until after the kiss. Damn it, this is my first kiss!

He froze for a moment, then closed his eyes and kissed her.

I put my hand on the back of his head, pushed him against the wall and kissed him, Tang Shuhe pressed his hand against the wall, his ten fingers scratching the wall with convulsions, I whispered between lips and teeth: "Hold me. "

He groped and put his hand on my waist, slowly moved it up to my back, stroked it lightly, and clasped it tremblingly.

The first kiss of the two stunned young people was very jerky, that is, the lips touched each other, wrapped around each other, and they didn't even stretch out their tongues, but they were so excited that they were all hot. Looking into Tang Shuhe's eyes, I thought to myself, why is it so good to kiss Tang Shuhe? I spent the first 17 years in vain.

Tang Shuhe hugged me.I patted him on the back and said, "Really, why are you here?"

He was silent for a while, kissed the corner of my mouth, and said: "I...behaved badly before, Lu Huai, I'm actually very happy..."

Hold.At that moment, I didn't know how to express my feelings.He came here in the wind and snow, shivering from the cold, and actually thought that when I sent him home, he "behaved badly"?

The word "behave well" has never been mentioned to me since I was in junior high school. How did he come to such an age and still use this to restrain himself in intimate relationships?

My heart was sore, soft and painful for a moment, and while I patted the dust on his back, I said: "It doesn't matter, with me you never have to think about how to behave, you can do whatever you like , our days are still long, we may quarrel in the future, or even fight, at that time, do you care if you behave well or not?"

Tang Shuhe looked at me brightly and said, "Will we quarrel?"

Me: "...ah, why do you want to experience it?"

Tang Shuhe was actually looking forward to it, he said, "What's the fuss about?"

Me: "...Why are you still arguing about propositions, is it not limited to poetry, except for poetry?"

He hugged me and smiled.

I said: "By the way, since we are all in love, we should change the title, right?"

He thought for a while and said, "What's your name?"

I said boldly, "Can I call Brother Huai?"

He didn't need to do any psychological construction, and blurted out: "Brother Huai."

Me: "...Hey," I cleared my throat, "Baby...Baby."

I said, "Baby."

As soon as we uttered this name, both of us shivered, and then laughed together with red faces, and felt refreshed in our hearts. I said, "I will call it like that from now on."

Tang Shuhe kissed me, smiled and nodded.

That was the first day of our official relationship.Kissing and hugging are hotter than the hottest vows. At the age of 17, we have nothing but a desperate and lonely courage, waiting for our young lover to enter our arms with the cold wind.

The author has something to say:

Please take a leave of absence, these days in other places, there is a high probability that NO.12 can’t be changed before.