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"Actually, it's easy to understand, because many fans regard their idol as a shining existence, and because of their idol, they want to learn something, or want to follow someone's footsteps, but there are also such Some of his fans, they will regard those idols as his own property, when their property is placed in broad daylight for everyone to watch, they will feel uncomfortable, and they will want to put this idol Hide it, or even destroy it." Lin Tianci sometimes didn't know where his eyes were looking, but when he was talking, his eyes fell on Qin Yongsheng, "Of course, there are still some fans who will hold some Unrealistic fantasies, they will regard idols as their boyfriends, girlfriends or even other relationships, so when these idols are doing something intimate with other people, or not paying attention to him, They get very jealous, and that kind of thing can happen."

"In fact, sometimes I also have such thoughts. If I was born a little earlier, or if He Yongan is a person of this era, will I become friends with him? Will I be friends with him when he faces those negative news? Tell him right away, in fact, he did not make mistakes, and all mistakes are caused by those people's thoughts." When Lin Tianci said these words, there was a somewhat disappointed expression on his face, "But I still know that no matter how I go Fantasies, he could not have appeared in this era, he belonged to that era. He also disappeared in that era in the end, maybe sometimes I have some unrealistic ideas, but in the end these ideas will be defeated by reality .”

When Qin Yongsheng heard these words, he couldn't help but move his throat slightly.

How much he wants to tell this person, in fact, He Yongan has come to this era, He Yongan already knows that sexual orientation is not that important thing, what is important is himself, some of his own influences in the entertainment circle, all of which are his. Scenes or singing voices are memories for fans, but in the end he still didn't say anything.

That person knew that he was actually the idol he had always been thinking about.I'm afraid this person will be disappointed. He is not as good as this person imagined, and he is not as dismissive as those fans imagined. He will still take into account other people's feelings and opinions, and he will also take those negative things out. The impact of evaluation, even if he pretends to be indifferent on the surface, in fact he will still be affected by those negative evaluations.

He once heard a saying called "people's words are terrifying". After experiencing so many storms, he really understood this sentence and understood what it roughly meant.

People's words are actually the most hurtful. Those people can maliciously slander a person without knowing it, because they feel that such words will not cause any harm to the other party, and they have not done anything wrong. As everyone knows, those words are often more hurtful than real physical harm.

After all, verbal damage is mental, and physical damage can be healed, but mental damage always exists where you can't see it.

He himself is not as good as that person imagined, and it can even be said that he is actually different from that person's imagination.

The part of him on the outside is invincible, and he doesn't care about everything.In fact, he's far more vulnerable than he appears on the outside.It's just because he pursues perfection, and pursues his perfection in the eyes of others. He doesn't want to expose his fragile side to anyone, because he feels that such a fragile side is unacceptable to himself.

Even if he is really fragile, even if he has done a lot of things to make himself appear more firm, but in fact he knows that he can't do it.

He is still a fragile person.It can even be said that he has always been very fragile, but he never told others, he just acted very strong outside.

Qin Yongsheng didn't want to show his vulnerable side to others, even though those remarks sometimes made him feel that he was going crazy, when he woke up, he still maintained a look of nothing and continued to be himself matter.

For him, vulnerability is the most useless thing. Showing one's own vulnerability to others is useless except for the useless sympathy of others.

What's the use in exchange for the sympathy of others?

Others will not give you a chance because of sympathy. When you should be eliminated, you will still be eliminated. When you should be rejected, you will still be rejected.

Because Qin Yongsheng himself knew these things, when he faced those things, he acted indifferent.He didn't care about that at all, and what other people said had nothing to do with them, but in fact it wasn't like that at all.

Other people's remarks can really disturb him, and he will be influenced by those people. In fact, he is not as perfect as he appears in the eyes of others.

If this person really knows that he is He Yongan, this person will probably be very disappointed with him.

What is he like now?

Cowardly, although he has tried his best to do many things, he still achieves nothing.It's as if his efforts didn't yield any results in the end.

Qin Yongsheng himself is actually not that fragile and sensitive, and feels that he is not good.But at this time, he still feels that he should not tell this person, he is the one this person likes.

In fact, he also felt that no one would believe what he said, but he still didn't want to say it.

"Actually, I think he probably won't regret being in that world." Qin Yongsheng said, "Although it may be true at that time, many people had negative comments on him, but he got a lot of things in that world. He can act in works that satisfy himself and others," Qin Yongsheng said, "If it is now, he may not have the opportunity to act in those works. So I think, in fact, he may not I don’t care what era I’m in.”

"However, if you can really be born a few years earlier, he should also want to be friends with you. There can be such a person who will appreciate him and encourage him to be friends."

"Really..." Lin Tianci said a little distracted.