wolf at every step

"I don't allow you to like her!" Qin Yizhi repeated stubbornly with a little domineering and childish, his arms tightened, and he hugged me coquettishly, "Xi'er, don't like her, okay?"

"Do you think I can still like women now?" I leaned against his chest, playing with his hanging hair.

Becoming a male favorite, confinement, and even having a child, there is still a man who occupies an important position in my heart. What's more, the person who is by my side is the person I have admired since I was a child. Can I still have love for other people?Wouldn't it be harming her if she fell in love with a girl?

"That Lanxi doesn't think so. You are His Royal Highness, and you are so strategic, decisive and capable. In her eyes, you are more attractive than those dudes who only know how to linger in romantic places. You have no airs at all, and you want to make people more attractive. Close to..." Qin Yizhi analyzed sourly.

"Am I that good?" I looked at him suspiciously, "I'm a notorious banger—uh——"

Qin Yizhi suddenly blocked my lips, blocking my words.

The hot and humid touch lingered between my lips and tongue, I opened my eyes wide and looked at him, and his lowered eyes locked me tightly, with regretful and helpless eyes.

My back was pressed against the wall, and I was a little flustered. I put my hands on his chest, and I was a little unsteady when I was kissed by him, and my breath became disordered after a while.

Qin Yizhi reluctantly let go of me, pressed against my forehead, and said softly: "In the future, you are not allowed to give up on yourself, everything you do is for Dayin, for the person you want to protect, the person who truly understands righteousness is not I will blame you, but on the contrary, I will admire you. For example, that Shui Lanxi, although she is a woman, knows the hard work you have put in for your family, country and world. You shoulder such a heavy responsibility, and you are not afraid of gossip. In fact, You are greater than those men who stand upright! You are more noble than me, a general galloping on the battlefield!"

"I'm not as good as you said..." Nesting in his arms, she said softly.His eye sockets felt a little wet, and every time he encouraged me, he could always speak to the deepest part of my heart.I have done so much without asking for anything in return, and without fear of words. I just want to get someone's understanding when I am the most tired, and to have a warm embrace to rest and absorb energy when I can't hold on. ...

Qin Yizhi held me in his arms for a while and then said softly, "Let's go home."

"okay."

Holding hands, fingers intertwined, Qin Yizhi and I walked towards the General's Mansion hand in hand.

"Yizhi..." I gently called his name.

"Huh?" He looked at me sideways and asked.

"I want to enter the palace..." I whispered, then looked at him pitifully.

"When we enter the palace when we are not ready, we will startle the snake. King Yulin is so cunning, he will definitely notice something strange. It is best not to go back at such a time." Qin Yizhi frowned, as expected, he did not want to agree.

"But I miss my father, and I also want to meet my little nephew." I looked at him beggingly, "It has been eight years since I left here, eight years, how many eight years can there be in life? Let alone me... ..."

My heart attack has been so frequent lately, I'm afraid I really don't have much time left.It is my lifelong regret not to see my sister for the last time, and it will be even more regrettable if I don’t see my father and sister’s flesh and blood again before I die.

But I am no longer the prince, and I have been misunderstood so deeply by my own people. The people in the palace must have heard a lot of rumors. It may be difficult to sneak into the palace by myself, so I can only rely on Qin Yizhi.

"...Tomorrow morning, I will take you into the palace." Qin Yizhi compromised.

I smiled, threw my arms around his neck, and couldn't stop praising: "You are so kind!"

Qin Yizhi picked me up and strode towards the gate of the General's Mansion: "Then reward me well tonight!"

"No! Let me down! There is business tomorrow! I really can't do it today!" I exclaimed.

But he was carried to the bedroom to eat and wipe off, exhausted.

After finally cheering up and eating some food, he leaned against Qin Yizhi with chopsticks and fell asleep.As a result, I slept until the afternoon of the second day, and Qin Yizhi also came back in the morning, prepared meals for me, and brought them to feed me himself.

I didn't eat, just stared at him.He didn't dare to look at me, he stood in a stalemate for a moment, and finally said apologetically: "I surrender, I will really bring you into the palace tomorrow, eat quickly, don't starve to death."

I continued to ignore him with a sullen face.He deliberately tossed me so late so that I couldn't get up, got up early and sneaked away, refused to wake me up, I thought it was intentional, deliberately refused to let me enter the palace, a guy who is obedient and obedient!

"I swear, I won't lie to you this time. I didn't let you go today because I wanted to prepare in advance. You only told me last night that you were going to enter the palace. I didn't have time to prepare properly. I have to be safe before I can bring you into the palace. Right? Don't be angry, okay? Xi'er is the most obedient, come, open your mouth, and eat—" Qin Yizhi coaxed me tirelessly.

I rolled his eyes at him and asked, "Does the emperor know that I want to go back?"

"This... I didn't have time to tell His Majesty... Tomorrow I will send you to the Taiwort first, Your Majesty will go there every day to accompany the young prince, so I should be able to see the two of them at once." Qin Yizhi thought about it.

"Okay, I'll forgive you just once, if you don't take me there tomorrow, I'll go by myself! Hmph!"

After speaking harshly, I ate some food in the posture of Qin Yizhi feeding me, and I asked curiously: "I don't know the name of my sister's child, I didn't have time to ask my sister last time, and you never told me I always call him Xiaoshizi Xiaoshizi. What's his name?"

Qin Yizhi smiled slightly, and replied: "Xiao Shizi's name sounds very nice, it sounds like a double word, Mu Mu, His Majesty always calls him Mu Mu."

"Mumu... don't be called Mumu..." I laughed.But it's okay, I hope a simpler name can bring him a simpler life, not so complicated.

After drinking the soup, I couldn't help thinking about Bian Bian, so I asked, "Have you sent someone to Bian Bian to replace the people in Anyang?"

"Well, they've all been replaced by our people." Qin Yizhi nodded in response, "But Anyang doesn't seem to give up, and is still wandering outside the general's mansion. Shall I arrest him?"

"Forget it, he's just following orders. Don't touch him for now, and when the time is right, maybe he's still worth using!" I curled my lips into a smile.

Qin Yizhi quickly understood what I meant: "Are you trying to use him to restrain Murong Ze? But he is just the commander of the imperial guards. Murong Ze is ruthless, how could he be restrained by him?"

"It doesn't have to be him to restrain, but we can use Anyang to spread false news for Murong Ze to confuse Murong Ze! All in all, I won't let him go! If it wasn't for him, my sister's health would not go from bad to worse Until he passed away! If it wasn't for him, Aochen wouldn't have fallen off the cliff and is still alive and dead!" I said excitedly, and the hatred in my heart rose sharply!

Every time he said grandly that he would not hurt me, he was reluctant to hurt me, but every time he hurt me the deepest!And it's a clever way to kill people invisible!

Thinking of the child taken away by him, my heart clenched again. With Murong Ze's method, no matter whether it is his own flesh and blood, as long as it is of value, he will not let it go!

And the child who was taken away by Leng Aotian... suddenly regretted it to the extreme, why did he agree to let them take the child away in the first place?If I had stayed by my side... I wouldn't be as worried as I am now... It's only because I didn't have the desire to survive at that time...

"Xi'er!" Qin Yizhi suddenly hugged me, pulled me into his arms, and coaxed me in a low voice, "Don't think too much, there will be opportunities for revenge in the future. Let's take it step by step, don't worry."

I took a deep breath, forced myself to calm down, let go of my clenched hands, and nodded slightly.

"Don't live so tired all the time. Every time you do this and that, when will you think about yourself? Seeing you like this makes me feel bad..." Qin Yizhi rubbed my cheek sideways, He said sadly, "This time too, the adventure in the palace is also for His Majesty and Xiao Shizi, if you can let go, how good it would be? I will take you out of here immediately without hesitation! Let's go sightseeing, let's go wandering Tianya, even if you live in seclusion in Qixia Valley for the rest of your life, I really can't bear to see you repeatedly dragging yourself into the vortex of power..."

"For so many years, I have always been bound by all kinds of shackles, but what have I done? I have caused my sister to be arrested, made her condition worse, and now I am separated from me... Involved Aochen, caused him to fall off the cliff, Life and death are uncertain... Involving the father and emperor, being trapped in the imperial city, King Yulin alone in power... Involving the elder sister's precious son, so young has to endure these cloudy and treacherous battles between adults... He is only seven years old..." I couldn't help crying, and sobbed, "I can't do anything well, even if I sacrifice my reputation, status and even my innocence, I still can't do anything well, and I end up in a fiasco every time, I really don't know, if This time I can't save my father and Mu Mu again... What's the point of my life..."

Hearing my sobs, Qin Yizhi panicked. He hugged me tightly, patted my back comfortingly, and coaxed: "Don't say that, Xi'er, you've been fine after you've worked hard. No matter what happens, You have to remember, you still have me, I will always be by your side! We will surely succeed! I will also accompany you to conquer the four directions, let Dayin unify the four countries, and make those who have hurt you pay a painful price cost!"