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Chapter 16 Releasing My Mind · Father's Apology

Qin Yizhi hugged Mu Mu and went out to play, only me and my father were left in the palace.

No one else was present, so I became embarrassed.I left Dayin when I was ten years old, eight years apart, it is inevitable to be unfamiliar, what's more, my father was not good to me at that time, oh, I can't say whether it was good or bad, he just ignored me and subconsciously avoided being with me. When we met, everything about me was taken care of by my sister.

"Is it serious?" Father asked first, worried.

I smiled lightly: "At least I'm still alive, Father don't have to worry."

"Luoer..." He sighed, sat beside me, took my hand, and carefully looked at my face, "You are more and more like your mother!"

I withdrew my hand, a little at a loss: "Father is still blaming me?"

"No..." Father replied, he closed his eyes in pain, his voice was soft and ethereal, as if it came from a far away place, I knew it was an illusion, he was just too sad to give me this illusion, "Father I have no right to blame you at all. All this is the fault of the emperor. He knew that the death of your mother had nothing to do with you, but he still spread his resentment on you. During the ten years you were with the emperor, the emperor deliberately alienated you I'm afraid that one day I can't restrain myself, it will be bad for you, I will think of your mother's passing away, and then vent my anger on you, so I can only choose to stay away from you. So much so that I completely ignore your existence... I don't even know that you are like you The queen mother suffers from heart disease just like my elder sister...I'm really not a qualified father..."

"No, Father is not wrong. It is true that I was born and took my mother's life. It is understandable that Father blames me. Luo Er does not blame Father."

"Those are all excuses!" Father interrupted me a little excitedly to excuse him, and said painfully: "It's my fault, I know that your mother's health is not good yet I expect her to give birth to a prince for me, it's me Killed her..."

I smiled wryly. So, does Emperor Father regret wanting me?After all, it's still my fault!I shouldn't be in this world at all...

"Luoer, don't think too much, father doesn't regret having you, and neither does your mother. You are the crystallization of our love, and we love you very much! You are so smart and proud, and you have an independent temperament at a young age. Royal father was very proud of you back then!" He shed tears as he spoke, "Luoer, royal father shouldn't have sent you to the Lord Yan, but royal father couldn't help it. At that time, royal father didn't know you She also suffers from a heart disease, but your elder sister's condition is getting worse, Father can't just let her go to the tiger's mouth!"

"At that time, my father always thought that my son was so good, he would definitely be able to forge his own path in the country of Yan, and he would not be wronged! Even if he was wronged, with his proud personality, You will definitely be able to hold on. You are not like your sister, who is gentle and soft-hearted, but an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, and you are relaxed. You are my grand prince. If you can take care of this matter, then come back and inherit the throne. No one will say anything..."

"At that time, I wanted to give Huang'er such a chance to practice, but I didn't expect that I would push you into the tiger's mouth! It's all the father's fault. The father thought you could be alone, but he forgot that you are actually just a child. , was taken to the country of Yan alone, and your father was so cruel that he refused to send you off. You must be very scared, right? But you are so stubborn and proud, and you never show your fear in front of others. Even the royal father who was in the dark was shocked by you, and he is even more determined that you will be able to complete the mission..."

"Father... don't talk about it... it's all over... I don't blame my father, really, my father said it, this is my mission, my father still has to worry about thousands of people in the world , but also to protect my sister, there should always be someone to bear these things, I am Prince Dayin, so naturally I should bear all this. I don't regret it, and I don't blame Father." I looked at Father seriously and comforted me.

"Luoer..." Father hugged me with sobs, "Luoer..."

The father and son's emotions were relieved, and the feeling of strangeness became much weaker.I thought of Mu Mu who was taken out by Qin Yizhi, and couldn't help asking: "Father, does Mu Mu not know that my sister has passed away?"

"Well, he is too young, father can't bear to tell him the truth. On the day your sister died, Mumu was in the palace, so I kept it a secret."

"But he will have to face it sooner or later. Although it is cruel to him, how long can we keep it a secret?" I sighed.

"How long it takes to hide it, anyway, I can't bear to see him suffer any harm. He is the only flesh and blood left by your sister, and I must take good care of him!" Father firmly said.

"Since that's the case, I won't say too much. It's good that the father has the plan of the father."

"Huanger, how have you been living in Yan Kingdom for the past few years?" Father suddenly changed the subject and asked about me.

I smiled wryly: "How else can I live? Be careful, walk on thin ice, live day by day."

"I heard rumors from the outside world... saying that you have become a male favorite..." He considered his words and asked while watching my reaction, "Is it true?"

"Will the father mind?" I asked back, "Will the father look down on everyone because of this?"

"...I won't pursue what happened in the past. After all, you can't help yourself. But since you are back, I will find a way to let you inherit the throne. At that time, you must pay attention to your words and deeds! Although Yizhi is a good boy , but after he is Zhongliang, the Qin family has taken it as their duty to protect my Dayin for generations, and several generals died for Dayin, do you have the heart to let the Qin family have no descendants?" The father's words were astonishing, and I was dumbfounded Looking at him intently, I don't understand why he even knows about Qin Yizhi and me!

After thinking about it later, it is also true that as the king of a country, the father will not leave his own people alone no matter how depressed he is due to the death of the mother.He was just tired and decadent for a while, but after I left Dayin, if it wasn't for the support of my father, how could it be possible for the place where the soldiers of Yan State stepped on it to recover so quickly?He could even go to the country of Yan as an envoy not long after Qin Yizhi came back, in order to give a warning to the country of Yan, warning them not to hurt me...

Seeing that I didn't speak, my father changed the subject, and said again: "Luo Er, you are a dignified prince, what happened when you were a proton is just a rumor, everyone spreads rumors, there is no actual basis! As long as I tell the world that you have returned, And point out a few women for you to choose the crown princess, the rumors will be self-defeating, no one will talk about an unfounded matter for a long time, on the contrary, they will transfer the topic to you and the crown princess..."

"No!" I shook my head and refused, "Father, I don't want to marry any concubine, and I didn't come back as a prince. I just couldn't worry about Father and Mumu, so I came to the palace to see you. Yu King Lin is eyeing the throne covetously, what's more, the father has already established him as the crown prince, and the son and minister are already tired, and don't want to take any more responsibilities..."

"Father is old, Mu Mu is still young, and you know that King Yulin is coveting the throne, so why don't you come back to help me?" He couldn't help coughing, his complexion was indeed not very good.

I helped him calm down, and said: "Isn't this son coming back to help the father? It's just that after the disintegration of King Yulin's power, the son will not inherit the throne, nor will he stay in the palace for long. It can be fulfilled."

"This is your home. If you are not at home, where are you going?" Father was a little angry, "I have already lost a daughter, do you want me to lose my son too? Luo Er, I can see that your The health is not very good. After all, I have witnessed the symptoms of your mother's mother and your emperor's sister before and after the illness. Do you think you can hide it from me? Don't leave me alone, okay? Luoer, stay with me By my side, okay?"

"Father... I have gone through so many things over the years, I can't explain clearly, I still have a lot of grievances to settle, it is impossible to stay by your side for too long. Father also said, My time is running out, my son, please take advantage of the time when you can still control your own life to do more meaningful things instead of just waiting for death."

"Luoer...you are still so stubborn..." Father Emperor sighed sadly, "Forget it, I will not force you. Just come back if you are tired. This is home, and there will always be a place for you .”

"Thank you, Father...Father, you are not in good health, I will let Yizhi take a look at you later!"

"Well, he just helped me to read it a few days ago. I'm sick of worry, so it's okay. Luoer don't have to worry." The emperor comforted.

"That's good." I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Luo'er, stay in the palace for a few more days, accompany Mumu, and also accompany Father." Father said kindly.

I nodded: "Okay, Erchen also intends to do so."

Seeing that I agreed, my father showed a relieved smile.

I secretly sorted out my thoughts, my father was not under the control of King Yulin, and Mu Mu was also under the protection of my father. In this way, my chances of winning are higher. Wait for Lanxi to help me collect information, and then make good use of this information to do something.

What I didn't know was that such a hasty and careless decision made me make the most fatal mistake in my life, which almost ruined my life.

[Ahem, we're going to continue to abuse... Get ready, the first one to be abused is someone Lan, it's so pitiful to be abused and happy...]

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