Reborn the tamed beast

Gu Shen pursed his lips and didn't know how to answer. He just felt that Gu Ziming was unusually strange today. Not only did his manner of speaking change a lot, "If I said something that made you sick, I'm very sorry, Gu Shen." Gu Ziming swallowed Swallowing, "It doesn't matter if you feel disgusted, I think I can't pretend anymore, I can't act anymore. I'm sorry, Gu Shen."

After finishing speaking, Gu Ziming hung up Gu Shen's phone for the first time.

Gu Shen was sitting alone on the sofa, the sweat from just now had dried up long ago, he felt goosebumps all over his body, he didn't know what to do, he was stunned for 2 minutes before remembering to put down the phone, picked up the bathrobe, and used the Taking a bath with water that can almost scald a layer of skin off, I just feel numb all over my body.

I don't know how long it has passed, but after Gu Shen participated in the first global competition and won, Gu Ziming never called him again. Gu Shen silently watched the man in suit and leather shoes on TV.

It was like not long ago when I looked at Gu Ziming who was about to come back from abroad.Strange and distant distance.A layer of screen is separated, but it is also close enough to the world. "I am indeed gay, but I haven't found a partner yet." Gu Ziming said on TV, but Gu Shen couldn't understand a word, "I know there are many Readers can't accept it, and I'm under a lot of pressure to announce this kind of thing." The man paused, "I just don't think I should hide it."

A reporter in the audience stood up and asked, "Don't you have an adopted son who is underage? If your image outside is like this, what should he do?

Gu Ziming's expression was very serious, and he said: "I don't think I can represent my son. My sexual orientation or other things are my own choices and have nothing to do with my son. I hope those boring people will not be pestered by this My son, he is a perfectly normal and innocent man."

The big screen behind Gu Ziming, I don't know if it was intentional, but it was the video of Gu Shen winning the piano competition a few days ago.In the picture, Gu Shen is wearing a dress, with slender fingers and a fair face. The only decoration is a button on the cuff as small as a diamond, which looks clean.His fingers are lightly jumping on the keys, like an existence derailed from the world.

Gu Ziming said that he——is indeed a homosexual

Why is that?

Gu Shen opened his lifeless eyes and sat motionless on the sofa 95

In fact, Gu Shen has already done something that he could never do in his previous life.

A few days ago, he participated in a large-scale global competition, because he did not complete the competition organized by the company last time, so a lot of effort was wasted in qualifying for the competition.During the few days of the game, he was in a very good mood.It is said that it is a global competition, but it is only a global Chinese competition, and many of them have children who are a few years younger than him.It was difficult for Gu Shen to win, but he succeeded. He doesn't care about the ranking, he just wants people to hear his music

On the day when the competition ended, Gu Shen heard that Gu Ziming had come out and told the outside world that 'I don't have a partner yet'.Hearing the news, Gu Shen felt his mind went blank. It was so unexpected that he had no reaction. Just relax and you may find a solution. '

It was only then that Gu Shen understood what Gu Ziming meant when he called him last, 'I can't continue acting'.

The phone next to the bed seemed to be going off the hook, but Gu Shen didn't move at all, staring blankly at the person on the TV until the screen was completely black, and he still didn't blink his eyes.

he ran away again

hateful

Since coming out of the closet, the voice of public opinion from the outside world has not stopped.Although Gu Ziming didn't care about other people's comments, it also affected his mood to some extent.Gu Ziming couldn't hold back his desire to see Gu Shen, so in desperation he could only choose to escape.

After being introduced, he knew a very famous psychiatrist who now lives in the United States, so Gu Ziming was going to see the psychiatrist.

Since Gu Shen said that there might be a possibility of solving the problem between the two, why didn't he try it?

Gu Ziming sat on the plane, turned on the lights on his head, and looked at the photo of Gu Shen when he won the prize, which was sent over not long ago, with complicated eyes.

In the first photo, Gu Shen curled the corners of his mouth lightly, not showing a very happy look, and even looked a little cold; the second photo is a profile of Gu Shen, with slightly drooping eyelids, showing a somewhat docile appearance; the third Zhang is a photo of him playing the piano, with a calm expression and a quiet look.

Gu Ziming reached out and touched the perfect boy in the photo, resisting the thought of going back to see him.

Gu Shen, I am changing, have you seen it?

Gu Ziming came to the clinic introduced by a friend, and soon a white man dressed in medical care came over, apparently it was the psychiatrist that Gu Ziming was looking for. The psychiatrist was not young, but a middle-aged man. Female, very beautiful, enough to imagine her face when she was young, she was not surprised to see Gu Ziming, walked over generously, shook hands: "Hello, Mr. Gu.".

On the contrary, Gu Ziming seemed a little hasty, held out his hand hesitantly, and said, "Hello.

The woman walked behind him and closed the door, took out a medical record, and said to Gu Ziming: "This place is completely soundproof now, you can say whatever you want, of course I will record the content to facilitate future treatment—you You can call me 'Butterfly', this is my Chinese name, Mr. Gu.".

Seeing that Gu Ziming didn't know what to say, the doctor stepped on high heels and sat in front of Gu Ziming.

"Graduated from university at the age of 21, and directly became a member of the think tank of a secretive leader. Later, because he couldn't understand the struggle among internal members, he was dismissed. Published his first article, made a sensation in the literary world, adopted a child, and studied abroad. Became the director of the Bureau of Culture, and then resigned." The doctor smiled, "So, what do you want me to do?"

"I..." Gu Ziming thought for a while, as if he was considering whether to tell her, and then said, "It's about me and my son."

"Adopted son.

"Um……"

"What's wrong with him?" It's quite strange that most other psychiatrists will give Gu Ziming a long period of time to think about how to solve it, and often the slower the better, this psychiatrist speaks very frequently Hurry up, more like urging Gu Ziming.

Gu Ziming unconsciously spoke a little faster, saying: "I like him.

"..."