[Network] friend of friend

Lu Ziqi has been very upset recently, he can't do anything, he just wants to run around the room, making himself like a mental patient, thinking about Baimeng all day long, but he can't find a good reason to take the initiative to find him He was almost completely broken.

I really can't find opportunities in life, so I have to try my best to talk to him online.

Every time I see Bai Meng appearing in the group, Lu Ziqi will be very active and completely ignored, but I often see him talking to the carrot pit, although every time it is just "um", "oh" and the like Words are enough to make Lu Ziqi sad.

They have been in this situation for a long time, and the whole group sensed that something was wrong, so they sent He Jing to be a spy and asked Lu Ziqi what happened.

Lu Zi hesitated to say anything, and it was impossible to get something from Bai Meng. He Jing had nothing to do with the two of them, so she told him something about Bai Meng.

Quietly: I heard from Bai Lu that the relationship between their family has not been very good.Since their grandfather passed away, Bai Meng didn't talk much, and looked cold, and it has only improved recently.

You may not know it, but he's going to hit the ring mainly because of you.That person has had a crush on you for a long time, but he just kept hiding it.Like him, it may be that letting others know what is in his heart is the same as catching him, which is desperate for face.

Later, Bai Lu browsed his Weibo and found that he secretly followed you, so she came to ask me if I knew him, and only then did I know his secret.Bai Lu and I picked him up to get in the ring, match the two of you, and naturally hope that you will have a good result.Bai Lu also thought about it for a long time, after all, she had never seen a gay tendency in Bai Meng before, and she came to me only after she was ready to fight her family to the end.

Bai Meng's personality may be a little bit worse, he is not good at expressing his feelings with words, and he is also a bit domineering.I also know that you treat him wholeheartedly and wholeheartedly, but you may have to suffer a little bit of grievance in many cases, so bear with him more.

There are many times, many things, there is no way, since you have chosen to like him, try to manage this relationship as much as possible, don't give up casually.

Lu Shou, ask yourself, how much do you love Bai Meng?

He Jing's question troubled Lu Ziqi for many days. He never doubted his love for Bai Meng, but just wondered whether he really had the ability to make Bai Meng change for him.

In the end, he was just not sure how deep Bai Meng's feelings were, and he was not sure about the importance of himself in his heart, so he didn't dare to judge rashly.

Thinking a lot, worrying a lot, Lu Ziqi's condition is very bad, his face is not good, the warm smile he used to have disappeared, and he is listless.

But a lot still needs to be done.

With this not-so-good mood, he went to the department to apply for innovation credits, and then ran to the class dinner.

When leaving the gate of the department, one of the books in his arms was accidentally dropped on the floor, Lu Ziqi turned back to pick it up, and as soon as he stood up, he caught a glimpse of two teachers pointing at him at the door of the office and talking about something, which instantly made him think It was my clothes that were worn backwards, so I checked them carefully before leaving in a daze.

The class dinner is set in a restaurant next to the school.

Lu Ziqi sat by the window without much interest, and put down his chopsticks after eating a little.

I have been worrying too much these past few days, and my appetite is not good, and my hair is really grey.

Thinking of this, Lu Ziqi was really worried. He pulled the short hair on his head and looked at it again and again, afraid that if he really had gray hair, he would be rejected by Bai Meng.

After a while, Lu Ziqi lowered his head again, his face hurt.

I haven't seen Bai Meng for many days. He really misses him and wants to find him, but he is afraid that he will ignore him.

That person, how could he be so cruel to treat him like this, wouldn't he have such a trace of reluctance and miss?

The classmates around him suddenly pushed the way, and came up gossipingly, "Hey, is that Bai Meng your friend?"

Lu Ziqi is very sensitive to this name now, and looked at him warily, "Yeah, what's wrong?"

"Look over there, do you think the one sitting opposite him is a man or a woman?"

Lu Ziqi's face turned pale in an instant, and he followed his classmate's hand to look towards the stairs, and sure enough, he saw Bai Meng talking with a handsome man with his chin propped up.

That scene made Lu Ziqi's eyes suddenly go dark, his mind went blank for an instant, and he was spinning as if the sky was falling, and even breathing became a little difficult. He supported the table for a while before he got used to it.

Lu Ziqi bit his lip stubbornly, suppressing the thoughts surging in his head, the grievance and sadness in his stomach made him suddenly want to go home.

Raising his hands to cover his eyes that revealed too much emotion, Lu Ziqi took out his mobile phone from his pants, and sent a text message to his mother with shaking hands: Mom, I will go home tomorrow.Then he tugged at the classmates next to him, and said hoarsely, "I'm not feeling well, so I'll go back first."

The man looked back at him, startled, "Why are your lips white, I'll take you back."

"No need." Lu Ziqi shook his head, stood up from his seat, swayed, and barely stabilized his body before walking towards the stairs.

If you want to go downstairs, you will definitely pass the Baimeng table.Lu Ziqi lowered his head, tried to reduce his sense of existence, and wanted to walk past them.However, there were two graduating classes crowded in the restaurant, and a lot of new tables were added, which made the small place even smaller, and Bai Meng had to turn sideways to let him go downstairs.

"I'm sorry." Lu Ziqi's voice was a little fluttering, his lips were trembling when he spoke, he shrunk his shoulders as if he would fall to the ground if he pushed him casually, "please let me go."

Bai Meng had been waiting for him to come over early in the morning.

From the moment he went upstairs, he noticed the person sitting buried in the corner, no matter what he did, he paid attention to it, including the unusual walking posture just now and the pale face now.

Bai Meng's hand under the table was tightly clenched, with a dark handsome face, he stared at Lu Ziqi for a long while, then raised his hand to gently hold his cold hand.

He didn't dare to use any force at all, he was afraid that someone who was accidentally pulled by him would fall in front of his eyes.

But I didn't care about him for a few days, so I tossed myself into this kind of virtue.

Bai Meng's heart is full of anger, with the grievances accumulated these days, and dissatisfaction with himself, all kinds of emotions are mixed together, and they have been spinning around in his heart, with nowhere to vent.

But when he really saw Lu Ziqi and held his hand, all these became a kind of helpless reluctance.

"I'll take you back." Bai Meng pursed his lips, his usual indifferent and commanding tone.

"No, no need." Lu Ziqi was so anxious that he wanted to turn around a few times, weakly trying to pull his claws out of the man's hand, but failed several times, so he had to reason with Bai Meng: "You can accompany him, I will go back by myself."

Bai Meng glanced at the person opposite, made a decision on his own, and said to that person, "I'll send him back first, and I'll come back to you later."

It really doesn't fall on both ends, taking into account both the old lover and the new lover.

Lu Ziqi laughed at himself, pulled the corners of his mouth, twitched hard, retracted his hand, straightened his back, patted his pale face, and smiled at Baimeng, "I'm fine, I don't need to send it away. "

Bai Meng raised his head slightly, and suddenly seemed to see his favorite stubborn and persistent Lu Ziqi, and suddenly stretched out his hand impulsively to grab him, got up and rushed downstairs.

The man has long legs, and when he walks one step, he can cover the road with two steps. Once he speeds up, the road has to be trotted to keep up.

I was uncomfortable at first, and after running around for a while, I couldn't breathe for a while, and was instantly possessed by sister Lin, as if I had asthma, breathing heavily.

Bai Meng held his hand persistently, and stood quietly watching him.

Lu Ziqi slowed down a bit, and smiled unsteadily, "Aren't you going to accompany that person?"

These words coupled with his smile, like sarcasm, made Bai Meng feel very uncomfortable, and his tone was not very good, he said coldly: "Don't laugh, it's ugly."

The expressions of the two were clearly illuminated by the streetlights. Lu Ziqi looked at Bai Meng's handsome face and smiled even wider, "I'm already ugly, but the one waiting for you in the restaurant is much prettier than me, so your servant Is it a breakup?"

Bai Meng didn't speak, but still looked at him.

Lu Ziqi was not afraid of him watching, and smiled openly, "I love you very much, Bai Meng, but it doesn't mean that I am humbler or smaller than you, nor that I was born to be despised, looked down upon by you, or despised by you." You don't cherish it. I love you very much. The person I love the most in my life is Bai Meng, but I don't have the ability to get you. I don't want to be ignored and disgusted by you all the time. I also have self-esteem , Bai Meng." After a pause, Lu Ziqi pointed to his heart, smiled and said solemnly: "I have all my heart for you, but I can't be with you anymore. Let's break up, Bai Meng. "

The two-and-a-half years of love, the response that was so hard to win, was cut off by him just like that.

Lu Ziqi's heart was full of bitterness and sadness, but it was well covered up in his smile, and he only quietly looked up at Bai Meng.

Maybe in the future, there will be no such opportunity to watch him so closely.

Bai Meng tightened the ring-wearing hand, even at this moment, with a calm expression on his face, he asked flatly, "You love me, why did you break up?"

Lu Ziqi shook his head, stubbornly unwilling to answer this question.Bai Meng didn't care, and continued, "Is it because of YY? I will change it, and I won't have it again. I just had dinner with that person just now, and I can't even count him as a friend."

A few light words brought everything over in such an understatement.

If Bai Meng could have spoken to him earlier, it is estimated that Lu Ziqi would have forgiven him.

But now, he just smiled with the corners of his mouth bent, "Bai Meng, when you said you would change, can you be a little sincere?"

"You will always be like this." Lu Ziqi said helplessly, "Everything is indifferent, can you give me a little sense of security? Can you stop making me feel that you may leave me at any time? Your self-esteem Can you stop being so strong?...Can you give me a little trust?"

Bai Meng didn't say a word. He took the ring back silently and put it on Lu Ziqi's middle finger. Then he raised his hand and kissed him. He looked into his eyes deeply, "I will change it. Wait for me, Lu Ziqi together."

His eyes, his appearance, were so good that Lu Ziqi was in a daze for a while, and almost forgave him irrationally, but he turned his head away at the end and walked past him quickly.

Perhaps one day, he will really change for him.

It's just a matter of the future, and there will always be a possibility and a possibility, and no one can say for sure.