Rebirth of the Republic of China

Whenever I saw my father sitting on the sofa alone, holding the red Chinese knots that Uncle Shao gave us during the Chinese New Year, and his gloomy eyes were not bright at all, I would think, if my little brother On the night they left, I cried and yelled and insisted on following him. Wouldn't they have gone so simply, wouldn't my father be so sad every day, and I, wouldn't be so eager The lost and regained warmth...

News came from Shanghai that there was news about Uncle Shao, and my father set off for Shanghai that day without even hesitating.Although there have been countless false news about Uncle Shao, my father always returned with hope and disappointment, but he never seemed to give up.Each time, he seemed quite sure that person was really there.

This time I went with my father. To be honest, my desire to find them is no less than that of my father.

I had no mother since I was a child, and my father was extremely strict with me. Although there have always been people who really cared about me, most of them were a group of rough men who didn't know what warmth and meticulousness were.

If I have been with these uncles and uncles, maybe when I grow up, I will be like them, my heart will become cold and hard, and I will no longer expect such unrealistic things as warmth.However, when I was eight years old, a man who was completely different from the people around me suddenly appeared in my life. He was the most beautiful person I had ever seen in my life, gentle and elegant, with outstanding temperament.He always hugs me on the large sofa and teaches me to read, and from time to time he pets and rubs my favorite hairstyle.

He also brought me a little brother named Nie Jianan, his godson, with big black grape-like eyes, but always dark, making it difficult to see the emotions inside.The little brother's head is a bit big, but he is not ugly at all, and he treats me very well.

The little brother is three years older than me, unlike the uncles who are always willing to tease me and ravage my little head; he is not like the little brother of the second aunt's family who always grabs this and that from me, always targeting me shouting.He treats me differently than others, but I feel that he treats me well.

He doesn't like to talk, and seems to be immersed in his own world all the time, but when I encounter difficulties, he always jumps out to help me without a sound, and then disappears without a sound.Always play with me quietly for a day, I can play as I say, and I am never impatient.Sometimes, when he was just the two of us, he would secretly hug me and pinch my little cheek, but it didn't hurt at all when he pinched it...

I thought that these two people who I like so much and who like me so much will always live in my house and stay by my side.

So after they disappeared, I will miss the happiest time of my childhood so much.

The news came that day that my father had found Uncle Shao. It was past nine o'clock, and I slept in the other courtyard.After hearing this news, the first person that came to my mind was Nie Jian'an, that little brother in childhood, the one who abandoned me back then.

Their residences and every detail of their lives were quickly found out.I didn't even have time to ask my father for permission, so I put on my clothes and drove to look for it.

Along the way, my heart was very complicated. I felt that I had a lot to say, and I also had a lot of grievances that I wanted to confide in. How could you just walk away without even saying hello? Do you think how sad it will be for those who are left behind?

I'm not a person who is easy to bully, but this time, when I think of this, I don't have the usual thought of getting angry when I am wronged, but I am simply wronged and want to ask for an explanation.

Driving in the night, the car finally stopped at the entrance of a dark alley.

I asked the driver to wait for me outside and I found out where they lived by myself.

The alley was very dark, there was no one, and the vision was not good.I knocked lightly on the iron door three times, and saw the light inside through the crack of the iron door, and then someone came out from inside, stopped inside the door, and asked in a low voice: "Who is it? "

My heart was suddenly very sour, and I didn't know what I was thinking at the time, but I answered in a suffocated voice: "It's me."

After I finish speaking, I will regret it, and feel that I am a fool, so I will answer such an idiot.The people inside will never know who I am.

Who knew, a hoarse voice suddenly came from the door, and said softly, uncertainly: "Little watermelon head?"

When I heard that hoarse voice say my childhood nickname, I was stunned.My little brother, after six years, still didn't need to meet, he recognized me with just two simple words.

my little brother...

It seemed that all the grievances and anger had dissipated, and I was suddenly happy, knowing that this person I have always cared about has never forgotten me.

The iron door was quickly opened from the inside, and then I saw the tall and promoted figure inside the door. His hair had grown longer, his face had become handsome and resolute, and his stature had become so tall. However, what did not change was that he was still mine. That little brother.

Nie Jianan led me into the house, and after asking about Uncle Shao, he went to make me a cup of tea. The fragrant tea contained my favorite honey, and he never forgot.

I felt a little sweet in my heart, looking at the place where they lived.I heard him say suddenly from the side: "I'm sorry."

My heart trembled, and when I looked up, I saw his handsome face was very serious under the light, with a hint of guilt.

I looked at him quietly for a while, until I felt that he couldn't sit still, and then slowly said: "As long as you don't say leave in the future, just leave."

He nodded, looking at me with a very sincere expression.

My heart skipped a beat, and I felt a little indescribable, it was very comfortable to be looked at by him like this.

In fact, I have known everything about men and men, men and women.When I was a child, I sneaked across my father's door and watched the whole process between him and Uncle Shao.That scene, tsk tsk...

I used to think about Nie Jian'an more than Uncle Shao and Aunt Shao. I didn't understand what was going on, but when I saw him again this time, I suddenly understood that I treated him like my father. The feeling for Uncle Shao is very similar.They all want to be with him all the time, and can't help but want to be intimate with him.

After I figured it out, I felt at ease, thinking that if he recognized me right away and has always been so kind to me, he must not have no feelings for me.Moreover, even if he doesn't have that kind of thought, I will make him become that kind of thought.

Uncle Shao reconciled with his father, and his father returned to his former paper tiger appearance.The most proud person among them is probably me.After Uncle Shao came back, my father no longer had time to find fault with me.Nie Jianan has always been by my side.

Father and Uncle Shao went back to the base area. Nie Jianan said he wanted to stay here, so of course I stayed too.

Shanghai is very chaotic now, we moved to my father's house in the concession.

I don't know if the adult is not around suddenly, or for some other reason.That night I lay on the bed, thinking of Nie Jian'an next door, I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, as if there was a claw scratching in my heart.I suddenly jumped up from the bed, feeling that I couldn't miss such a good opportunity, so I went to the closet to pick out a white silk pajamas and put them on. I unbuttoned three buttons at the neckline, exposing most of my fair chest.

I ran to his room and knocked on the door. When Nie Jianan came out, I put on an innocent look and said to him pitifully, "Little brother, I can't sleep, what should I do?"

I watched him froze for a moment when he opened the door, and then stared at my neckline with his dark eyes motionless. After a while, he looked away and said in a low hoarse voice: "...What should I do?"

I was so excited, I pretended to be innocent and said, "Why don't we sleep together, and you sing me a lullaby or something?"

"...I won't." Nie Jian'an looked at me and said nonchalantly.

"It's okay, you can just coax me to sleep." I hurriedly pushed him away, threw myself on his big bed, got into the quilt that still had his body temperature, and said with two eyes, "Come back soon. "

I watched as he slowly climbed onto the bed and then flung himself on top of him.I hugged his neck tightly, making him jump.

I stretched my hand down and grasped his lower body, feeling his part swell rapidly.

He was really frightened this time, grabbed my hand, and asked in shock: "Yibo, what are you going to do?"

I smiled evilly in my heart, but on the surface I pretended to be pure and innocent, and asked innocently: "Little brother, don't you like me? Let's do what my father and Uncle Shao often do."

Nie Jian'an grabbed my hand in horror, his handsome face turned pale with fright, and he said in a trembling voice: "Yibo, you are still young, you don't understand...that's something only two people who love each other can do... ..."

"I love you, little brother, don't you love me?" I opened my eyes wide and asked him.

"I……"

He was so blocked by me that he couldn't speak. Before he could react, I pounced on him again, opened my mouth and bit his Adam's apple rolling up and down, licking and biting...

After a long time, he said out of breath: "Watermelon head, your father will kill me..."