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Mu Tian sat up with his hands supporting himself, the blood on his face faded, he seemed a little dizzy because of being thrown, his eyes were bewildered and dazed.He turned his eyes, looked at me, slowly raised one hand, rubbed it on the back of his head, and then it was in front of his eyes.

Red, large patches of red, dyed his palm red, and trickled down his palm bit by bit.

I was stunned. I was still sitting on the ground, but I immediately got up, scrambled and ran to him, stretched out my hand tremblingly, trying to press the back of his head to see if it was what I thought.

He seemed to be awakened by my movement, his eyes flickered with disgust, and he slapped my hand away.

"Mu Tian," I panicked and regretted, "Tian, ​​show me your wound, show me quickly."

He looked at me, his disgust faded slightly, I stretched out my hand in confusion, but he didn't stop me.

My palm covered the back of his head, and the warm liquid scrambled to rub onto the palm of my hand.

"Tian'er, Mu Tian, ​​you are bleeding, bleeding..." I continued to press my hand on the back of his head in panic, trying to stop the bleeding on the back of his head, "What should I do, how can I stop the bleeding? You won't die Right?" I felt my fingers trembling slightly, "Tell me quickly, you won't die, will you?"

I turned around in a hurry, "How to stop the bleeding, where is the medicine? Medicine, where is the medicine?" I swayed and stood up, the fragments under my feet pierced into the soles of my feet, but I didn't feel any pain. I just walked to the drawer and turned over one by one. "Where's the medicine?" I muttered in my mouth, and the things in the drawer were rattled by me.

But there was no medicine, and even though I was in a mess in a hurry, I couldn't find it. "Why not? Here, here, here, nothing here, nothing." I closed the drawer, and suddenly slapped my head, "I'm so stupid, call [-], and you'll be fine." I panicked and went to find the phone .

Mu Tian's faint voice came from not far behind me, "So you really don't want me to die."

I found my mobile phone, pressed [-], and said, "Nonsense, you are my lover, why should I want you to die?" There was a "beep" sound from the mobile phone, and then a woman's voice came.

I turned off the phone with a "snap", "Damn, I'm in arrears!"

It suddenly occurred to me that I had been away for so many days, and before I left, the exorbitantly expensive mobile company sent a text message to my mobile phone saying that I had more than [-] yuan left on my mobile phone.Well, in just a few days, the mobile phone is in arrears!If you dare to delay me to call [-] to rescue Mu Tian, ​​I'll let that damn company go bankrupt later!

I angrily threw the phone on the bed, then picked up the phone and was about to dial [-].

Mu Tian's voice came slowly, "Call [-]? You are not afraid that people will find the blood, murder weapon, and your still moving corpse in this room, so you can continue to call."

I paused for a moment before my mind cleared up.

"Look for medicine to stop the bleeding. Where is the medicine? If you don't ask me, ask someone." Mu Tian's voice was slightly gentle, "I am the housekeeper here, and no one knows better than me."

I suddenly raised my head and looked at him who was still sitting there, "Where is it, tell me quickly."

"Over there, in the second drawer from the left."

I took out the medicine box and walked to Mu Tian's side. I took out the contents of the medicine box to stop his bleeding.

At this moment, I realized that Zhao Mingze stretched out his hand and opened his mouth to apply medicine?Never done it!Stop the bleeding?Never done it!Bandage?Never done it!

If Mu Tian hadn't told me step by step, I wouldn't have understood how to do it.

Helping him tie the bandage with trembling hands, he grinned slightly in front of the mirror, and then snorted, "This bow tie is so fucking ugly."

I reluctantly accept the evaluation.

Then help him wipe the medicine on his cheeks.

He slapped me twice on one side of the face and punched me on the other side of the face. In contrast, both sides were slightly swollen and looked very red.

"Handling so hard, you have to let me see blood to wake you up." He looked in the mirror, with several bandages wrapped around his forehead and a bow tied on it, "It's almost disfigured, you like this You are still ruining your face so hard, I don't even know if what you said is true or not."

I carefully wiped the wound on his face with a cotton swab, his deep eyes were so close to me.I sighed and said, "Most of them are true, and some of them are false."

"Which ones are true and which ones are false?"

The movements in my hands paused, "It's true to like you, but it's fake to like your face."

He immediately became angry, "What's the matter, you don't like my face?"

I took a deep look at his face, from the full forehead, to the deep eyes, to the firm nose, to the moist lips.The lips are so soft, I just want to go forward and kiss them hard.

Then I said seriously, "I don't like it."

Even greater anger rushed into his eyes, "Zhao Mingze, how dare you not like it? Why don't you like it?" He stood up tremblingly, and pointed at me angrily, "You think I like you, shit, your disfigured face face, and no one likes it!"

He was so angry that he almost forgot the fact that he still had a leg injury, so I quickly supported him and let him sit on the bed.He was still furious, "And your bad temper, and my leg, you can break him if you can't see, Zhao Mingze, who the hell do you think you are?" Have to heave.

I hurriedly gave him the air, touched other places by the way, and ate tofu.

He became even angrier, glared at me, then stood up on one foot with even more trembling movements, about to jump forward bit by bit.

I quickly grabbed him, "What are you doing?"

He pushed me away and almost staggered himself, "Zhao Mingze, you are teasing me, I don't want to settle with you, I don't want to see you, get out," he paused, frowning, "No, I was wrong, This is your house, it's not you, it's me." He squinted slightly, glanced at me, looked up and down, and sneered, "You don't even wear clothes, you have no shame, you Zhao Mingze has no face, I Mu Tian But I still have to face."

He staggered forward, picked up his clothes and began to put them on. Even when he was putting on his trousers, he happened to touch his broken leg and grinned his teeth in pain. Standing up, he moved forward step by step with ridiculous movements, dragged by his broken leg, his steps were slow but firm.

"Your legs and feet are not good. If you walk like this again, I'm afraid it will be even more difficult to heal." I grabbed his arm, and he shook it off vigorously. When he walked to the table, he lowered his body and squatted slightly, facing the table legs Break it hard.

With a "click", the long table leg was broken in half, and he stood up, using the half-broken table leg to support his body as a crutch, and dragged his injured leg towards the door.

I hurriedly put on my clothes and held him back, "Mu Tian, ​​don't leave yet, at least you'll heal your leg before leaving."

He ignored it and still insisted on moving forward.

I chased after him in a panic, "Mu Tian, ​​I didn't do it on purpose, we got back together, I won't eat your tofu, how about you eating my tofu?"

Mu Tian turned her head slowly and glared at me.

I hurriedly continued: "You have suffered such a serious injury and you don't have any friends. I...I can take care of you."

"Friends?" He sneered, "Why do I have no friends? It's not because of you. You never gave me a chance to make friends. Also, who caused this injury?" "I still have to go out of this gate today!"

As he spoke, he strode forward angrily, even if he hurt his leg, he couldn't care less.

He just wants to get rid of me.

"Mu Tian, ​​you really need to recover from your injury, don't rush out."

"Mu Tian, ​​your leg injury is too serious, if you continue to do this, what if the leg bone is not well connected?"

"Mu Tian, ​​if you dare to walk out with such a serious injury, you will bring disaster to the Zhao family! Those who don't know think I, Zhao Mingze, are abusing you!"

Mu Tian paused when he heard this sentence, "Zhao Mingze, didn't you say that you are dead and not afraid of committing a crime? Are you still afraid of being accused of abuse?"

He chuckled softly, "You'd better wake up." As he spoke, he no longer shy away from hurting his leg, and strode towards the door.

I wanted to hold him, but his strength suddenly became stronger than mine, and I couldn't hold him no matter what.

He ignored me until he reached the gate, let go of his crutch, opened the door, and stepped out.

I was about to follow up quickly and reach out to pull his arm when I suddenly felt numbness and pain in my elbow.In an instant, the pain spread to the forearm, the back arm, and almost the whole arm was so painful that it was impossible to move.

I lowered my head and raised my arms slowly.Under the sun, his arms were a little white.From the elbow, there was a "sting" of smoke coming out, as if something was ignited and burnt.

Then the arm hangs down softly.

I tried to lift it up again, but it didn't feel at all.

In the past, even if I couldn't move, I would feel it all over my body, but this time, I tried to touch the muscles in my arms.

I think that's probably the case with nerve necrosis. The arm grows on my body, but I don't know what kind of movement it is, what kind of pain it is like.

I am not afraid of this, but only one.

It was the one in front of me, who didn't notice my abnormality at all, and resolutely wanted to leave me.

"Mu Tian..." I whispered softly, in my heart.

I can't keep him... can I?

Mu Tian is almost the only thing I am interested in in my life.My dad always said that I am not good enough, one reason is that I am not interested in anything, and nothing excites me.

I have tried all means to excite myself. I thought it was ecstasy, but after taking two or three pills, looking at the group of men and women who are so insane that they have no image, I feel like I have been poured cold water, and there is no excitement anymore. feel.

It wasn't until I understood my feelings that I finally felt that loneliness was gone.

I will never give up, even if I die.

I slammed the door wide open, and my whole body was bathed in sunlight.

The sun is very small, but also very big. It is small because it is too far away from us, and we think it is too small, but since it can dispel darkness and bring light to the world, it is still very big and bright.But it was too big and too bright. Standing on top of my head, it made people dizzy, and I could even feel my nerves being snapped.

The sun that was once warm and warmed my whole body is now like a knife, cutting my flesh and blood down one by one. My whole body is in severe pain like Ling Chi, but I don't care, I don't mind, maybe I am in it In front of him is an evil spirit, a species that violates the discipline of the world.I can only go step by step, firmly and steadily, and I don't want to look back.

"Mu Tian..." My voice was terribly hoarse, as if my vocal cords had been cut in half by a knife, as if I was a passerby who couldn't get out in the desert and was about to die of drought and lack of water.But since I still have a voice, I'm about to thank the bright sun for giving me the room to call out the ones in my heart.

"Mu Tian..." My voice was louder, and I tried again, "Mu Tian." This time he must be able to hear it.I said loudly again, "Mu Tian!"

This yell scared me, the voice was too tearing, too desperate, like a person who is about to face the greatest frustration in life, failure, pain, death, bad luck, being choked by the throat, screaming broken Broken into pieces.

I was stunned by this sound, and Mu Tian was also there.

He turned his head suddenly, as if stunned, he yelled, "Zhao Mingze, you are a fucking lunatic!" He strode back, grabbed my arm, dragged me back step by step, opened the door, It opened, carried me in, and then slammed the door shut.

A man with a broken leg like him is stronger than me. At this moment, I was like a chicken in front of him. He dragged me back, and I had no strength to resist.

"You are such a lunatic, Zhao Mingze, I tell you to wake up, did you hear that, did you hear that!" He shook my body, trying to wake me up. "Are you fucking deaf? Even if your eyes are blind, your head can't work, and your mouth can't speak, you can't even understand people's words, can you?"

He finally came back, even if he was just out of soft-heartedness, just because I, a lunatic, did things too outrageous and ruthless, but I don't regret it, I don't want to lose him, and the thought of losing him might make me go crazy .

"I told you that you are dead, did you hear me, did you hear me!" He roared and shook my body, "Since you are dead, don't just walk around in the sun, look at you," he grabbed me His arm, the bumps on it, are full of messy scars, some places are black, like burnt, "Your face is already like this, and you actually made your body even worse! "

He finally couldn't bear to growl, "Zhao Mingze, I hate you enough, I don't want to hate you more!"

"I actually said that you are not an idiot? I was really wrong, I was so wrong, you are not an idiot? If you were not, there would be no idiots in this world!"

I wanted to speak, but after opening my mouth for a long time, I couldn't utter a word.

The soreness in the throat made it impossible to speak a word for a long time.

I slowly covered my arm with my sleeve, and then slowly grabbed his arm. These few simple movements in the past exhausted all my strength at this moment.

He lowered his head slightly and listened to what I had to say.

I talked for a long, long time, but I thought, only two words could be heard in his ears.

"Don't go..."

It was a morning as bright as today, the sun was shining all over the earth, and it was golden.

That was the first time I saw him, and it was probably the brightest morning of my life, and every time I saw him, the sky was never dark.

Even then, I felt like it must have been a wickedly dark beginning.

He was brought before me by my heartless father.

I've always been curious. Mu Tian's father was my dad's driver. In a car accident, my dad was alive, but his dad died. Maybe his dad was really brave and loyal.

Maybe very loyal.My dad said that he was alive because his dad protected my dad from the shattered windshield.

I can understand his father's loyalty, but I can't understand my father's gratitude.Every time Mu Tian's father was mentioned, he would have a grateful expression on his face, with a cigarette in his mouth, and said wistfully, "I will thank him all my life."

I find it amazing.It is believed by the business community that apart from cold blood and money, there is no other head of the Zhao family, so he would thank a driver?

I have never met Mu Tian's mother. His mother passed away a long time ago, and it is said that it was due to dystocia.

Because his parents are gone, my father sent him to my house to repay his kindness.

In fact, I also want to be grateful. The baby's father saved my father, and I should treat him better.I wanted to persuade myself, but I finally gave up, because I found out that I also inherited my father's cold blood.

From this point, I can be sure that I am really Zhao Qi's son, blood is thicker than water, and Zhao Qi is indeed my father.Although I always want to deny this, I always want to admit it.

Later I found out that my stingy and cold-blooded father was really grateful for his "benefactor".

He never bought me toys, never touched my head lovingly, never praised me.But he gave these to his benefactor's son without hesitation.

That day, the little boy who was bathed in the sun, smiled very softly and looked like a doll, was given a doll by my father.

I laughed and slapped the table, "Little doll boy! Hahaha... so cute, little doll boy..." I almost danced with laughter.

The fair-skinned and lovely Mu Tian gradually blushed, looking more like a doll.

It also made me want to laugh even more.

Probably my dad found out that he did something wrong. He didn't know what the child liked, so it was really not good to give the boy a doll, so he immediately called his assistant. Within a few hours, a brand new car The small electric sports car appeared in front of Mu Tian.

He happily held the electric sports car in his arms, and gave me a demonstrative glance.

My lungs exploded immediately, my dad gave not one but two gifts for such a boy who didn't look like a boy!I punched him on the spot, his teeth were all over the ground, and there was a big black and blue patch on his beautiful face.

Then I hugged my little sports car and laughed wantonly.

On such a sunny day, he cried all day in the house.

An annoying day.

So annoying that I never hit him again.

But since then, he has not cried again.

He never had a chance to know that his tears were the most lethal weapon for me.

But at this moment, his tears, little by little, flowed down his cheeks and fell into my eyes, as if I was crying.

With all my strength, I raised my hand and touched his eyes, where there was a bay of light liquid.I slowly wiped away the liquid, and then said softly: "Tian, ​​my Tian'er..."

After ego died, he seemed to want to shed all the opportunities he didn't have to cry.

He took my hand, held it in his hand, and clenched it tightly, "Zhao Mingze, you bastard." He said through gritting his teeth while weeping.

I slightly curled the corner of my mouth, "No, Mu Tian, ​​I didn't mean to eat your tofu... you eat... eat mine..."

He glared at me, but the corner of his mouth couldn't help but curl up slightly, "You bastard, Zhao Mingze, what are you doing here, what the hell are you doing here!" He choked up, his voice guided by the turbulent liquid in his eyes, Broken into pieces. "Don't think that if you die, you will become a superman. If you come out against the sun, you still think that your death is not thorough enough?"

"Zhao Mingze, I hate you, I hate you!" He roared, but in his tone, he was more desperate than me.

"You left me, I didn't know I was still here...in this world, what are you doing..." I said with difficulty, "I will never let you go..."

"Zhao Mingze, do you think I'm leaving?" He lowered his head and said helplessly, "You crippled me, hurt my face, hurt my head, and crippled me like this. Why can't I heal these injuries?"

I was taken aback, and smiled weakly, "But, but after you are cured, you will definitely have to leave..."

"But you finally came back...I knew it, I knew you would never give up on me..."

"Since you're back, don't even think about leaving..."

The extreme longing achieved its goal and eased my mind.

My weak body can no longer support my mind.I tried to grab his arm, and let the darkness fall and drown me.

In the moment swallowed by darkness, I have only one thought.

For you, I will never leave.

You are not allowed to leave either!