lie guilty

The night sky seemed to be torn apart suddenly.Light burst out from the eastern sky, illuminating the entire city.Even tall buildings can't hide the sun's light shining into the sky.

When the light breaks out, the earth is also illuminated by this light, making everything that can only live in the dark invisible.

I quickly climbed out of the passenger seat and got into the shadow of the back seat.Mu Tian immediately stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out at an extremely fast speed as if there was no acceleration, the wind rushed in through the window quickly, and I almost hit the back of the seat, "Slow down, slow down ! Don't drive so fast."

"Not fast?" Mu Tian continued to step on the gas pedal, "If you don't hurry up, I'm afraid you will die here today!"

I quickly closed the car window to prevent the wind from blowing on my face and making my face even more unrecognizable. "Isn't it just to die again? What are you in a hurry for?" As soon as I finished speaking, Mu Tian made a sharp turn, and I hit the glass on the side with a "bang".

Damn, it hurts me to death.What kind of bad luck happened today, always hitting the glass.

The wheels slid and made the sound of rubbing against the ground. Mu Tian sneered while driving, "You still think I'm fast? I never thought you were faster when you were driving."

I suddenly feel guilty.

When I drive, I always go at the fastest speed. My driving skills are handed over by my drinking and meat friends. They are faster than each other. I also think that driving fast is handsome.

But after being severely scolded by my dad, the task of driving was handed over to Mu Tian, ​​because he has a calm personality and pays more attention to safety.

"But don't you fucking pay attention to safety the most?" I couldn't help yelling at him, "You're not me, drive slowly for me, drive slowly!"

He sneered, and stepped on it even harder, but the car drove faster and faster. "It's a very moment now, why do you pay attention to those things?"

I climbed onto the chair with difficulty, trying to use the chair to borrow strength, but the sun slanted in from the windows behind me and on both sides, almost burning my face, and I quickly shouted: "If you want to I'm being scorched by the sun right now, just keep driving, drive faster, the sooner the better!"

Mu Tian squinted at me from the rearview mirror, but did not speak, but the speed of the car slowed down a little.

I breathed a sigh of relief, feeling the sunlight getting stronger and stronger.

I never knew that the warm sun would give people the feeling of being roasted in the stove.Even though I don't have a metabolic function, the sweat trickles down my cheeks, as if I'm about to melt.

I could only avoid the sun as much as possible, although I hoped to go home as soon as possible to avoid the hateful sun, but I still didn't let Mu Tian speed up.

His father died in a car accident, and I don't want him to die.If there is a car accident, I may not be able to wake up or move again, but he will definitely die.

He must die, but I will never let him die!

The day tore the night like a huge curtain covering the sky, and the sky finally began to brighten, and the car couldn't stop the light from coming in.I can only try to avoid direct light on the body.Probably a living person stays in boiling water, that's all.

Mu Tian stared ahead and drove the car calmly. He glanced at me in the rearview mirror, "What's wrong? Such a long-winded person has not spoken for so long."

I couldn't help laughing, and grinned, but felt that my cheeks were very painful.In order to reduce the energy consumed by speaking, I simply shut up.

His expression moved slightly, but he still couldn't help turning his head to look at me, "You... Zhao Mingze, are you okay?"

He cares about me.

I couldn't help but want to smile, but I didn't want the muscles on my cheeks to twist badly. In order not to scare him, I couldn't help but open my mouth. My weak confidence forced me to make a scene, "Don't look back, drive your car."

He took a deep look at me, shook his head helplessly, and then turned away.

I glanced sideways at him, then lay down on the seat for my comfort.

Even though it is daytime, the eyes will be darkened with groggy.

I suddenly remembered that when I was lying down, I could see things even though my eyes were closed.I do not know why.

Now I opened my eyes, wanting to see Mu Tian, ​​but my eyes were darkened.

It’s weird.

I thought about it, and I didn't know how long Mu Tian had been driving, so I almost thought I was going to sleep.

Then I felt the car come to a sudden stop and I almost fell to the ground.

The car stopped?I think.

The car stopped and I couldn't get up.

I am very strange, I can hardly see anything in front of my eyes, but my mind is very clear.

I thought I was going to sleep, but my mind was as clear as I was awake.

I felt the car door slam open, as if being smashed, and Mu Tian's voice came to my ears, "Zhao Mingze, Zhao Mingze?" He patted my face, his voice a little anxious. "Zhao Mingze, wake up!"

My Tian'er, you really like to disturb people's dreams. When I died, you insisted on talking to me, and when I wanted to sleep, you insisted on waking me up.

"Zhao Mingze, I told you to wake up, did you hear me?"

My Tian'er, you never call me by my name, you just like to call me by three words. You wake me up, but I don't wake up.

He called me a few times, but I ignored him, and suddenly he was furious, "Zhao Mingze, you fucking like to lie, get up for me," he grabbed my collar, "Get up for me!" The strength was so great that he almost wanted to lift me up. I was taken aback, but he really grabbed my body and sat up. Then he grabbed my shoulders and wanted to move me out, but he made a movement and put his hand down again. .

Then a shirt covered my head and neck, and then he grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the car, grabbed my hand and let me wrap my arms around his neck, with almost all the weight of my body in his arms Arm support for my shoulders.

Then, he took a step.

This step seemed to be an easy step, but he almost fell to the ground, and almost fell on him with me.

The only reason I didn't fall to the ground was because he reached out to hold me, and he carried almost all of my weight.

Then I remembered that his leg had just been splinted and he wasn't supposed to be walking. I was supposed to take care of him.

I slowly opened my eyes, thinking that the sun would penetrate my eyes and make me feel anxious, but at this moment I found that even though there was light, the light was very peaceful and did not cause pain.

Because his clothes are covering my head at the moment, blocking some of the light.

Later, I saw a pair of eyes, with deep anxiety, the owner of the eyes struggled to stand upright, but his trembling legs betrayed his weakness.

I put my arms around him and smiled, but sweat dripped down my cheeks, "The body is really weak, and you still want to support my weight?...You can't do it for another ten years!"

He snorted with his nose, "You have well-developed limbs and a simple mind. Now that you can stand up, don't press me down."

I was still wrapping my arms around his neck, but I changed it to wrap my arms around his waist so that he could stand up straighter, and said meaningfully: "Pressing you? I will hold you all my life."

He stared at him and was about to speak, but when I saw that the momentum was wrong, I quickly walked forward with my arms around him.He immediately took out the key and opened the door.

I think it's the fastest I've ever seen him open a door.

As soon as I stepped into the door, I finally couldn't help smiling at him. As soon as I relaxed my nervous mood, I let go of his shoulders and fell to the ground with a "bang".

This time, the night in front of me finally covered me severely.

XXX

A living person needs water very much. He needs to drink water, take a bath, and needs water to make this living person live comfortably.

Unexpectedly, Zhao Mingze, a dead person, would also need water.

My lips are terribly chapped and need water to moisturize.

Not only the lips, but also the whole body was so dry that it was almost bursting.Unexpectedly, the blood of the dead is cold, and the habit will need to be shed like cold-blooded animals.

I woke up when my lips were wiped with a soaked towel and my whole body was soaked in water.

"Unexpectedly, I woke up again lying in your arms with my whole body burned." I said to the beautiful man in front of me.

His beautiful eyebrows were knotted fiercely, "If you hadn't talked so much nonsense, babbled nonstop, and planned to jump off the car, how could we have been tossing around for so long?"

I snorted, "If you hadn't looked straight at my dad and said you wanted to be my dad's lover, do you think I would care so much?"

While gently wiping my body with the towel in his hand, Mu Tian said in a cold voice: "I told you a long time ago, as long as I know the password, I won't think about being your father's lover," He snorted, "I thought there was some secret in that folder that I had to add another password, it turned out to be your diary." He threw the towel into the bathtub and stood up, "Sacrificing so much for your diary, I don't think it's worth it."

He turned around and was about to walk out.

"You don't think it's worth it?" I grabbed the towel in my hand, stood up, and wiped my body leisurely to clean it up a bit, "Then let Luo Kun take advantage of you in order to kill me, don't you? Do you think it's worth it too?"

As soon as he stepped out, when he heard this sentence, his body suddenly froze.

I stepped out of the bath, walked forward slowly, and wrapped my arms around him. The water that hadn't been wiped off my body gradually wet the back of his shirt.

His body was stiff, "Zhao Mingze, wipe off the water and put on clothes."

I snorted with my nose, "The beauty is in my arms, what clothes are you wearing?" As I spoke, my hand moved over his chest, "I'm not that eunuch Liu Xiahui, I can't sit still in my arms .”

"It's just you, a playboy, who actually knows about Liu Xiahui?"

"Mu Tian, ​​Mu Tian, ​​don't you know that a gentleman is always the object of ridicule?" I couldn't help laughing, "He can't mess around? I'm afraid he was eunuched..." I haven't finished yet , he interrupted all of a sudden, "Do you think everyone is like you?" He suppressed his voice and said, "You think everyone is like you, if you want someone, you just drug him, and if you want to pursue him, you just pursue him , If you say you like it, you also ask others to like you too? Who do you think you are?"

If he doesn't refute me, I won't do anything. As soon as he refuted, I immediately burst into anger, "I didn't think I was who I am." I walked up to him and grabbed his shoulders, " Because I am Zhao Mingze."

I looked into his eyes, "I like a person, and I want him to like me too, if he doesn't like me..."

He looked at me patiently, his eyes just above my neck. "What if you don't like it? Let him go?"

"It's best if he likes me," I said, "if he doesn't like me, he will live in fear and shadow all his life. If he likes me, he will still be happy, so," I looked at His eyes, "He has to like me."

Mu Tian's eyes widened slightly, and his deep pupils shrank.

This is the first time I've said that to him.

I've never said that to him before.

He can't escape. If he doesn't like me, then the name Zhao Mingze can only bring him pain and confinement. He can only live in the shadows for the rest of his life. Zhao Mingze will never let him fall in love with others. Look at yourself in front of yourself.In Mu Tian's life, apart from the name Zhao Mingze, Zhao Mingze would never let any other name be engraved in his heart.

"If you didn't promise to be my lover at the beginning, I'm afraid..."

I'm afraid that Mu Tian has already been imprisoned by Zhao Mingze, and there will be no such person as Mu Tian in daylight.

Zhao Mingze will let Mu Tian live only in front of his own eyes, in his own world.

Only let him see himself alone, and only hear his own name.

"So Mu Tian, ​​you have to like me."

"You killed right," I said with a smile, "I don't blame you, I know you didn't want to agree in your heart at the time, if you really didn't want to agree, I would imprison you. At that time, you will hate me too, Blame me and want to kill me. You kill early and late, because it doesn't matter what kills me."

"Mu Tian, ​​I'm not forgiving you, but," I paused, and then said, "I don't blame you."

"But Zhao Mingze," there was such a kind of sadness in his eyes, complicated sadness, "you are dead, you can no longer imprison me."

I wasn't overwhelmed by his words.

Before this day, before yesterday and that night, when I heard this sentence, I would definitely dare not admit it or believe it.Or earlier, before that time, when I was almost curled up by the light for the first time, when I heard this sentence, I must just want to shake my head, or even growl.

But today, I suddenly had a burst of courage.

Maybe I saw the meaning in his eyes, and saw the complicated emotions hidden under his sadness.

Or rather, read his heart.

"Yes, I'm dead, I can't imprison you anymore, but," I pointed out the window, the afterglow was covered by the window grilles, and a few beams of light sneaked in through the tiny gaps, "this light imprisoned me, and imprisoned you."

I know he won't abandon me, just as I won't abandon him.

He couldn't bear to let me be imprisoned in this small villa alone, so lonely.

He was going to leave that day, but he couldn't leave, and I knew it.

Today he could have left while I was being tortured by the sun, but he didn't either.

He will never leave my side for the rest of his life.

Unless I can no longer move this body, never talk to him, never see him again.

I think about it, I know it, and he knows it too.

Sadness almost overflowed in his eyes, he wanted to speak, but I didn't let him speak.I let go of his shoulders and put on the clothes one by one. He turned his head and didn't want to look at me. Seeing his shy appearance, I couldn't help laughing, "I haven't seen your body before, my Body, where have you never seen it before, why are you shy?"

He snorted heavily, and turned his head abruptly to look at me.

"Don't just look at my head. If you only look at my head and not my body, you are actually being shy." I said.

He gritted his teeth and moved his gaze down abruptly.

I dress very slowly and meticulously. I don't think I have ever been so meticulous in my life.I just want to see his grief and indignation, although when he is in grief and indignation, his face is still expressionless.

Only I can know his mood, only I understand him.For this, I am very happy.After putting on the trousers, fastening the belt, and putting on the clothes, the knife scar on his chest was shining brightly in front of him. I deliberately covered it up, not wanting to irritate him.

But he seemed taken aback, strode forward and grabbed my sleeve.

"What? Seeing that I have a good muscular figure, I thought..." Before I could finish my sentence, he grabbed my sleeves and my clothes fell down. I wondered if he had an idea.But he pointed to a spot on my arm and said in surprise: "What is this?"

I lowered my head and took a closer look. In the middle of the skin on my arm, there was a very prominent color, a dull red, which was bright and eye-catching on the pale skin.

I smiled slightly and said, "Burn it, it's so red."

He was still holding my arm, and his eyes were fixed on it, as if a flower suddenly grew out of my arm.His teeth were chattering, although I tried my best to restrain them, I could still clearly hear the sound of his teeth chattering.

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and his eyes seemed to be watered by rain.He stared at me with wide eyes, trying to speak, but no sound came out of his mouth.

Seeing him like this, I had no choice but to look carefully at what the scar was.

In fact, if you look carefully, this mark is not like a burn mark. The burn will show that the skin is still very immature, but the mark on my arm is a few small long strips converging together, distorted. like a scar.

At this moment, I suddenly knew what this mark was.

I thought that since my body can move, since I can still speak, even though my body has no metabolism, but it has not decayed after so many days, I am afraid that this body will not be so easy to rot and become unusable.

Just because it's not easy doesn't mean it won't be possible.

The imprint on the arm represents that the body still follows the laws of nature.

"Mu Tian," I stretched out my finger to wipe away his tears, "After I died, you cried too often, it's not good for your eyes."

As soon as my fingers touched his face, he suddenly seemed to wake up from a dream. He shook off my arm and took a step back.

I slowly put on the clothes and fasten the buttons.

He took a deep breath and asked me, "What the hell is that?"

I didn't answer, just walked to the mirror, took care of myself in the mirror, wiped my face with water, so that I wouldn't look so embarrassed, at least I could see what my facial features looked like.

But he was dissatisfied. He came over and grabbed my collar, making me look into his face, "Zhao Mingze, tell me quickly, what is that mark!"

I looked into his eyes, he was gasping for breath, his handsome face flushed.I helped him wipe his face with water, so that his face would not be so hot and red as if it was about to bleed, "It's a burn, I checked it carefully." After saying that, I turned and walked out of the bathroom.

He took my arm, his voice seemed to be squeezed out between his teeth, "That's not a burn, the burn would be that dark red? Zhao Mingze, don't try to fool me!"

I pinched my sleeves and smiled twice to hide, "My Tian'er, you are so smart, how dare I fool you?"

"Zhao Mingze, you want to lie to me again. You haven't fooled me enough, and you want to play me around?" He turned me around and said angrily, "Don't think I'm a fool, don't think that I'm a fool." same here!"

His breath almost hit my face.

I really don't want to hurt him. Is it right or wrong for me to pester him so much.

Even if I die, I don't want to let him go.

I wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but my fingers were reluctant to let go of his cheeks. I could only rub against his eyes, nose, and lips bit by bit over and over again. He was so handsome, so handsome, I knew him Although Luo Kun was asked to kill me, he never actually wanted to kill me.

How am I willing to let him go?

How do I want to?

No matter what I become, I will not let him go!

I made up my mind and answered him word for word, I didn't make a loud voice, because I was afraid of frightening him.

Although he was never afraid of being frightened by me.

"That imprint is a corpse spot."

Signs of decay.

God really didn't lie to me, Zhao Mingze did all kinds of bad things, God wouldn't let him have a good time.

But so what if it rots, even if the body stinks, so what if there is only a skeleton left?

I will never let go of this person in front of me!