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When I wake up again, it may already be night.

Because of the gap revealed by the covered curtain, there is only darkness.After I die, this house will always be so dark that people can't breathe at night.No light will come through here.It's like a haunted house.And I'm the ghost in this haunted house.

After I looked around, I realized that my eyes were open.

Then my body can obviously move too.

I supported the coffin and stood up bit by bit.

The ground was very clean. A few days ago, it was still full of shards of glass. Each piece was so sharp that it could almost poke a hole in a person's face.It must have been cleaned up by Mu Tian.

I straddled the coffin with my legs, stepped out, and landed on the ground, standing upright.

I walked slowly to the bed, even though it was dark, but in my own home, how could I not touch every part of my home.

Mu Tian slept on my big bed.Or strictly speaking, the bed for the two of us.

I lowered my head, this night, people couldn't see his face clearly.

But it seemed just right, the light came in from the gap under the curtain suddenly, clear and cold, like those shards of glass, it passed me and shone on his face.The long eyelashes were irradiated by the light, leaving afterimages on the cheeks.

I am the ghost in this haunted house.Then he should be too.

No, he's not a ghost here.

I looked at the beam of moonlight shining in.

It passed me and shone on his handsome face.My body was in the dark, unable to move.Even if I look up to that light, even if I hope that light can be placed on me.But I can only curl up in the darkness, afraid of the possible damage of light.

The inside of the light, the outside of the light, separate the two ends, the difference is so obvious.

He is not a ghost in this house.

He is my hope.It was I who forcibly placed this person in front of my eyes and bound him here.

Obviously he has a unique face and a unique mind, and he can use these to create a world-shattering career.

Just like my father.

It was I who imprisoned him.

And I, who is obviously dead, imprisoned a living person, and I have no regrets!

I took two steps back, turned around and walked to the window, opened a corner of the curtain, held on to the window frame, and looked out.

I thought I could escape him, but in the end every star in the sky was like his eyes, ironic, hateful, gentle, indifferent, angry, one by one, they all resembled his eyes.

Look at me, just look at me.It made me feel cold all over, and a little hot.

I snorted softly and closed the curtains.

Before turning around, a hand was on my shoulder, "Are you awake?"

It was Mu Tian's voice.

I obviously didn't intend to see him, but when I heard his voice, I was inexplicably relieved, so I let out a "huh".

"Are you able to move?" He asked again.

I said "hmm" again.

"Walking around when you can move, making you dreamy?" Mu Tian's voice dropped, not sure if it was because of anger or something else.

I didn't deny it, and said "hmm" again.

He seemed out of breath, and pulled my shoulders, turning me around to meet his face.He pressed my shoulder, suppressed his anger and said, "Zhao Mingze, look at me!"

I looked up, up his cheek, then into his eyes.Reflected by the moonlight, his eyes became brighter, more like the stars in the sky, no, the stars looked more like him.

He shot at me with resentment in his eyes, "You approach me, then turn around and leave, turning around makes people sleep hard. It's good now, I just look out of the window, I'm talking to you, don't just 'hmm 'Come on' to perfunctory me!"

I was a little baffled by his anger, "Why are you so angry? Didn't I just talk to you?" At this point, I suddenly realized, "Oh, so you woke you up because I walked to your window just now , but didn’t talk to you, are you jealous? Isn’t it just for watching the stars?”

Hearing this, his handsome face was swollen to the point of bleeding, and he became even more angry, "Who is jealous? What nonsense are you talking about!"

Seeing his angry look, I couldn't help laughing, "Actually, what's so good about the stars? Look at them." I pointed to the sky outside the window, and my voice couldn't help softening, "They all look like you. Eyes, when I look at them, I think of your eyes, and I want to look again, and look again."

After hearing this, Mu Tian's eyes, which were originally bright, looked at me even more at this moment, and the eyes were like fragments of stars in the sky, all shining in his eyes.Suddenly there was a gloomy flash in his eyes, he lowered his eyelids to hide the past, maybe he thought I didn't notice it.

But I like looking at him so much, how could I not notice just such a small look?

"Zhao Mingze, I've always been wondering, why do you like me?" He said, "What do you like about me? You have already said that it's not because of my face. If you like women, I'm afraid the Zhao family will find you a long time ago." I married you a woman who was a hundred times prettier than me and well-matched, why didn't you find someone like that, but someone like me. I don't have a good character, otherwise you wouldn't die at my hands; I have no money, you can easily come up with 3000 million, but I have to scrape together to get [-]; the only face I am proud of, you don't like it, I don't know what you like about me .”

He even died for me.

He didn't say this, but the drooping eyelids couldn't stop his eyes from showing a strong sadness, which only let me see clearly.

"I think the diary I gave you has already been written clearly. Mu Tian, ​​you are always proud, how can you be so unconfident in yourself?" I smiled, "I don't like people who don't have confidence. "

Mu Tian didn't speak.

It was only after a long while that he nodded slightly, "Then you don't like me anymore." Then he lowered his face slightly, closed his eyes, and his long eyelashes covered up his emotions in the slightest.

I rub!

He pondered for so long, I thought he was going to make some high-level remarks, but it turned out that what he said was this nonsense!

Really fart, it stinks!

I slapped it casually, as if I wanted to slap away the intolerance in the words, "You are trying to say that you are a person without confidence."

He actually nodded, "Yes."

Seeing his serious confession, apart from a feeling of hatred for iron and steel, I felt a little heartache.

From childhood to adulthood, apart from pursuing him, I have never been kind to him. I have always taken pleasure in bullying him. The more emotions in his eyes are revealed, the happier I am to bully him.But later, his emotions became more and more hidden, and I became less and less able to see his emotions, and the bullying at this time became boring.

But I've gotten used to bullying him. Over the years, I've only had him in my eyes, and I've regarded him as my own.I can't leave him, and I don't want him to leave me.But he really can't leave me.

Mu Tian, ​​is he a person who depends on others to survive?

I grabbed his chin with one hand, which surprised him, and he couldn't help opening his eyes to meet mine.

I asked him, word by word very forcefully, "Let me ask you, do you really like me or not?"

He confessed, "Like it."

Xi-huan... It's really a beautiful word. With these two words, my heart immediately settled down.

"Mu Tian, ​​as I said earlier, you like me, and I like you too. We like each other. There is no obstacle at all. As long as you nod your head, as long as you step over the threshold, we can be together happily. I smiled, "Unless you hate me as a dead man."

"Dead people? Do I hate dead people?" He murmured, "Even if I really hated dead people, I wouldn't hate you." He opened his eyes slightly, "You were killed by me, why should I hate you?"

I snorted, "Yesterday you said you hated me, after I died you always said you hated me, and it was because you hated me that you wanted to kill me. Mu Tian, ​​don't pretend, tell me To be honest, I will listen to the truth."

Mu Tian's face changed when he heard this, his eyes seemed to have brilliance flowing inside, turning and turning, it was about to flow out, "You let me tell the truth, okay, I will tell the truth!" He turned his face , started to walk up and down, and after a little deliberation, he said to me, "Zhao Mingze, I hate you. What I hate the most is that you pretend to be smart, and you still want to save face. If you don't tell me about your heart disease, I still hate you." With power and power, you can do whatever you want, and you can get what you want. I hate you even more when you have a brain, but you never put it on your own future use, but on me. You meet When it comes to other things, you are always confused about big things and small things, and when you meet me, you are terribly shrewd." He smiled miserably, "Zhao Mingze, you said you have so many mistakes, why don't you make me hate you?"

Mu Tian is pretty good at talking today. With so many words, he can't stop talking in one breath, and he can't see that he is out of breath.

Thinking of this, I can't help but smile.

When he saw my smile, he couldn't help but change his face. He probably felt that I didn't listen to much of what he had said so hard, and thought of going elsewhere.

Seeing this, I hurried to remedy it, "Mu Tian, ​​I listened to everything you said. You hate me for not telling you about the heart attack, but now you know it. You hate me for being powerful, but these things I I brought it with me when I was born, and I have no right to take it away, and I am dead now, so even if I am really powerful, I can’t use it. You hate me for being so shrewd when I meet you, but,” I twisted With a smug face, he twisted his face into an aggrieved expression, "But after I met you, I obviously felt that I was even more confused, how can I be shrewd?"

After hearing my words, Mu Tian's face became even more ugly, as if he wanted to bite me to death, "Zhao Mingze, you don't understand at all, you still don't understand, I take back that sentence, you are not smart at all, you are just a fool." idiot!"

Mu Tian took out his mobile phone and threw it in front of me, "It's better to hit the sun than to choose a day. If you can get up, why don't you call your parents, Luo Kun, and Zhao Mingjie over, and we will have dinner together when the sun is up, and I will do it too." Cook well, as for you," he looked me up and down, and then wrinkled his eyebrows, "You should also dress up well, it doesn't matter even if you wear the same outfit you went to the hospital, it will definitely make them unable to recognize you now. Dismal look."

I feel that it is unnecessary for him to even look at me now. After saying this, he immediately turned around and walked out.

I had no choice but to pick up the phone and call out one by one.