lie guilty

I got up, sat down at the table, and sat down.The mess on the table, the quietness and darkness of the room made people sigh.

At first, I thought that at least I could have a harmonious meal on the surface, even if the family members were not in harmony in the heart, so what.It's a pity that such a meal could not be finished.

I scooped up the spoon, and the soup swirled in the bowl.

It's a pity that Mu Tian cooked such a good meal, it's a pity, it's a pity.

I took a spoonful and just wanted to have a taste, but then I remembered my dead body, what can I eat?He couldn't help but put the spoon down again.

Then I stood up, went to the bathroom, faced the mirror, raised my head, put my five fingers into my mouth, and stuck them into my throat. After a while, I took out the stuff stuck in my throat.

It's a throat, but it's not a throat.It is very short, with the top open, a bit like a funnel shape, but it is also very short, and the bottom is just inserted into the esophagus.I thought, if I wasn't dead, I might not even be able to make a sound, let alone breathe.

This stuff is for a dead man.When the dead man needs to hide the truth that he can't eat.

In fact, I can't eat, but this thing allows me to eat some liquid things, such as soup.

I dare not let my parents see that I can't eat, but I can't embarrass myself too much, I can only drink soup and eat something light.

I haven't tasted Mu Tian's rice for a long time, so I can take this opportunity to have a taste.

After the whole thing came out, I quickly lowered my head, and a large piece of what I just ate rushed out of my throat. I quickly spit them all into the sink and washed them away.

Mouth full of bitterness, even the bathroom has this disgusting taste.

It's obviously not digested, but it's disgusting.

I knew this might be a sign that my body was beginning to rot, and I almost thought my guts were about to vomit out.

Such an esophagus and such a stomach can spit out food in reverse, I really didn't expect it.

I thought I was dead from top to bottom.

"You're really asking for trouble." A voice came from behind.

Everyone in this room who should go has gone, and he is the only one who will stay.I'm not worried that he will abandon me.

"Sorry," I picked up the towel and wiped my lips, "Unless you want people to know that you and Luo Kun conspired to kill me."

His footsteps came over, and he walked to my side, "Don't talk about this in the future."

I turned my head to look at him, saw the depression in his brow, and knew that he was also suffering from this matter.It's true that always mentioning one thing will make everyone unhappy, and it will also hinder our relationship.So what if my body dies?We can ignore it as if nothing happened.As long as I can move, this thing won't be enough to hold us back.

I grinned, lowered my head, picked up the water, rubbed it on my face, and asked casually, "It's strange that Luo Kun didn't speak at the table."

He and I both know that the fact that Luo Kun was able to climb up the only seedling of the Zhao family is so beautiful. When I saw my parents earlier, I wanted to flatter them non-stop. What did I say this time? I didn't say anything, I was surprised by it.

Could it be that he also feels guilty for stabbing me?

No, even if he is very guilty, I gave him two knives, and his guilt should have disappeared long ago.

Perhaps he would now feel that he owed me nothing at all.

Then what did he mean by not speaking during the dinner?

I could not understand.Mu Tian said slowly from the side: "I went out just now and found that he had said something to Uncle Zhao. Uncle Zhao seemed to appreciate him very much, so he couldn't stop nodding, and Uncle Zhao called him into the car to go with them gone."

I wanted to stick my face in the washbasin at first, but now I suddenly raised my face, and the water splashed everywhere, "You said he left with my dad?"

Mu Tian nodded.

"Then what did you say to him before he left?"

"I said that you are dead and you won't bother him anymore. You can't stop what he wants to do, you can only watch. And I won't stop what he wants to do."

I looked at him, sneered, noncommittal.

Mu Tian also frowned, "What are you laughing at?"

As I continued to wipe my face with water, wishing to wash off all the skin on my face, I said casually: "It's nothing."

He took a step forward, grabbed my collar, and turned my face to him, "Zhao Mingze, stop messing with me."

I glanced sideways at the stains in the basin, which were all things washed off my face. In order to cover up those scars, I applied layer after layer on my face. I smeared some red to make people look more energetic, but my parents still saw that my face was not good.

The water in the washbasin couldn't even be called water at all, it was almost like lime water to me, it was all muddy.

Mu Tian saw my movements and knew what I was thinking, so he let go of his hand slightly.I broke free and continued to wash off the remaining makeup on my face with water.

"Mu Tian, ​​I'm not perfunctory to you," I said while washing, "Actually, I really don't want to mention that you and Luo Kun killed me, but I have to."

Luo Kun was stabbed twice by me, and he was really fatal. I called him over this time, and I just wanted to see how his injuries were, and also to see if he had any intention of revenge on me.

His injury is probably not very good.He moved slowly, occasionally covering the wound carefully, although he tried his best not to be noticed.

As long as he said a word, I could know his mood.

Unexpectedly, this kid didn't say a word, he really didn't say a word, he buried his head in eating when it was time to eat, and he didn't say a word when I was about to be beaten, he just sat there until my dad got angry and the soup was almost gone He didn't stand up until it splashed out so as not to ruin his skirt.

"This kid's scheming is getting deeper and deeper." I came to a conclusion.

"Mu Tian, ​​tell me the truth, haven't you given up on my father's property?" I drained the water, wiped my face with a towel, and in the mirror was the handsome face again. But the face was covered with scars from the knife wound, "Are you still thinking of taking my father's property for yourself? Or," I looked at him sideways, "Luo Kun wants to get it, and you don't intend to stop it?"

Mu Tian didn't speak, he just answered me with silence.In those bright eyes, something floated up and something sank.

He didn't deny it, he didn't affirm it, it was obviously acquiescence.

This is obviously the answer.

This answer angered me, I threw the towel in my hand to his face, "Mu Tian, ​​you can do it, you can do it," I stretched out my hand and pointed to the bedroom, "the computer there has my dad's secrets, even if It’s not all, but it’s enough for you to close the Zhao Corporation.” I pushed him, “Go and get out all the secrets, so that everyone can see and understand the secrets of the Zhao Group. My father's ability, and how strong my mother's previous property was."

Seeing that he was still motionless, I couldn't help being even more angry, "Go, go! What are you waiting for?" I grabbed his hand and pulled him forward. His leg was already broken, and he stumbled even more now. Follow me quietly, "Don't you just want Mrs. Zhao?"

I pulled him to the computer and let him sit on the chair. I really felt sorry for him. I was afraid that his legs and feet would be inconvenient and he would feel uncomfortable after standing for a long time.

I wipe, I can still think of these at this time.

I waited for him to move, but he still didn't move. I grabbed his hand and let him grab the mouse, but he didn't move.Don't even press the power button.

"What's the matter?" I said with a sneer, "It seems that this secret can't satisfy you anymore, that's right, if you want to give away all the secrets of my family, you would have given them to Luo Kun long ago, why wait until now?" Holding my chest, I walked in front of him so that his eyes could see me, "Then what do you want? I will satisfy you."

My dad doesn't like me anyway, my mom doesn't like me, and my best friend stabbed me to death.

Even you.

Even you.

When I thought of this, I suddenly couldn't think about it anymore. I was afraid that if I continued to think about it, my heart would feel like something was wrapped around it.

Such a dead body, will feel distressed?

I thought I'd die from a heart attack that day and it wouldn't hurt anymore!

"Mu Tian, ​​you must stay here to pity me, right?" I couldn't figure out why he didn't give up on Zhao Shi, I thought he had already given up.But he didn't.He didn't do it himself, but handed it over to Luo Kun indifferently, I just don't understand.

Mu Tian suddenly raised his head and glanced at me, his beautiful eyebrows twitched, as if he wanted to say something, I was waiting for his explanation, and I would believe anything he said.But his mouth opened and closed, and then closed again.

Didn't want to explain before, don't you want to explain now?

I sighed, found a cigarette, lit it, and put it in my mouth, "Did you see Luo Kun follow my dad into the car?"

He said "hmm".

"My dad appreciates him?"

He was silent for a while, and then said "hmm" again.

I held the cigarette in my mouth for a long time, but there was no smoke in my mouth. I was not in the mood to deal with it, so I gave up and put out the cigarette. "How do you appreciate it? Did you praise him?"

Mu Tian thought for a moment, then said, "He only said one sentence."

"You are better than my son."

I let out a long breath, "Just this one sentence is enough."

Is my dad disappointed in his son?Not to mention Zhao Mingjie's elusive relative, Luo Kun was also brought along, and he was also praised by the way.He was afraid that he had forgotten, or remembered more clearly, he almost beat up his unworthy son.

And his son has no intention of reforming at all.

"Then if Luo Kun really deals with my dad, if my dad really suffers, it's his own fault, and there's no one to blame."

Who made him think that Luo Kun is also a talent?

But with a character like my dad, can he suffer?

I want to laugh.It's good that he doesn't let others suffer.

I want to smoke another cigarette, but I think of the miserable body I just vomited, so I give up.

There is something that you only know how to cherish when you lose it.Like this body.

"You might as well give Luo Kun a warning and let him ask for more blessings."

After hearing this, Mu Tian shook his head, "I don't plan to take care of his business anymore. Whether he can get it or not is his business."

I snorted, "I think you just don't want to stop this matter, watch the tigers fight from a distance, and in the end you can pick up the cheap ones, don't think I don't know. Otherwise, you can just tell my dad, Luo Kun's ambitions."

"Since you said I wouldn't tell Uncle Zhao, why didn't you tell him?" Mu Tian suddenly raised his eyes to look at me, and his eyes showed that look like a fire burning in his eyes, "Zhao Mingze, unless you want to Let your father know that you are dead!"

What Mu Tian said is absolutely right, he is always right.

It's ridiculous that I always have some inexplicable fantasies, fantasizing that I'm still alive, fantasizing that nothing happened between me and him, fantasizing that Luo Kun didn't betray me, fantasizing that our family is harmonious, and no one treats me badly.

These fantasies really hurt me.

I smiled helplessly, but found that the laughter was hoarse and unpleasant, like the screeching sound of a knife being sharpened on dry wood.

He was taken aback by my laughter, "What are you laughing at?"

I smiled and shook my head, "It's nothing. I just remembered some very old things. Those old things are always circling in my mind and I can't get rid of them, so I always feel that I am a big coffee table in life. My surname is Zhao. What's the use? Everyone can ride on my head and give me a hard time. What is my surname Zhao?" I slapped myself, "I should say that I regret my surname Zhao and let my dad throw me out of Zhao Forget the family tree!"

He was taken aback by my slap, "Zhao Mingze, talk as you say, why beat yourself!"

"I just like to fight, can you control it?" I slapped myself again, "Make you a bitch!" I slapped myself on the other side of the face with my backhand, "Make you think wildly!" Then slap myself , "Let yourself find the guilt for yourself!"

I want to fight again, but Mu Tian hastily stood up, grabbed my hand, and shouted, "Stop hitting!"

He held my hand firmly, and I couldn't move any more, I could only relax.He breathed a sigh of relief, let go of his hand slightly, and I immediately slapped my face again, "Let you keep thinking that the whole world loves you!"

As a result, the whole world does not love you.Dad doesn't love you, mom doesn't love you, and your lover doesn't love you, you should die early!

I was thinking like this, and wanted to slap myself again, Mu Tian immediately grabbed my hand, this time he would not let go, even if I pretended to be pitiful, pretended to give up and wanted to forcefully twist my hand back, he would not be willing, "Enough Zhao Mingze," he increased his volume and immediately shocked me, "I've said enough!"

I looked at him, but couldn't bear to look again, closed my eyes, sighed, and let him grab.

He stood up angrily and turned on the computer. I thought he finally gave up his original intention and planned to get those secrets out to Luo Kun.I also feel like I shouldn't be holding him like that, or...or maybe I should really let him go?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help showing some smiles.

With trembling hands, he didn't care about those secret documents, but directly opened my own secrets and my mental journey, "Don't you just want me to know what you're thinking?" He shook his hands The diary opened, "Let's see, can't I see it?"

This time he read it carefully, and after a while, he finished reading the diary in its entirety.

I glanced at the last two lines of the diary, which obviously didn't write anything, but somehow stung my eyes.

"Don't worry, we will always be together.

No one can be separated. "

I'm dead, how can I be with you?

nonsense.

"Look so fast, have you really finished watching?"

Mu Tian squeezed his left fist, "I've finished watching. I've read most of the previous ones, but now..." His eyes also focused on the last paragraph, and there was something settled in those jet-black eyes. Floating up, "... I've finished reading it all."

"Okay after reading it," I nodded, "okay after reading it, after reading it, we have nothing to say, you understand me, I don't know if you are moved, I wanted to touch you, but ..."

I shook my head, and another black mist filled my eyes.

Can't move anymore?

Well, I gladly welcome that veil to cover me.

I fell to the ground again with a "bang" and lost consciousness.