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It really didn't take long for this day.

When Luo Kun wants to keep his promise, eight horses can't pull him back. When he doesn't want to keep his promise, it may be the time when others are unlucky.

This condition of keeping promises is actually very easy to judge.

It just has to be in his favor.

For a person like Luo Kun, as long as there is an opportunity, he will never miss it.

So I have been wondering, he has not become rich.With his obsession and persistence with money, with his means and city government, even if he is not rich, he should have achieved something long ago.

Guesses can be just guesses.Such a profound research topic should be left to a smart person like Mu Tian to think about it.

Zhao Mingze has always been lazy like a worm.

Time always flows like water.

It has been three months since Luo Kun left.

"Today is a good day." I said as I lay in the coffin and "looked" at the bright sunshine outside the window.

My body may not have rotted for too long, so when it rotted, it began to lose muscles at a speed visible to the naked eye.

In fact, I sometimes feel timid, afraid that Mu Tian will hate me because I gradually reveal my true shape.

But sometimes, I feel that if Mu Tian really likes me, he won't change his feelings because of my appearance.

In the midst of these bouts of apprehension, I finally didn't avoid him and hid it secretly by myself, but generously measured the evidence that my body was about to decay.

Until it moves, the joints will faintly reveal dense white bones.

The time I spent lying down and unable to move gradually increased, and even the time I lost consciousness gradually increased than before.

Sometimes when I wake up in a trance, when I see the person with deep eyebrows and outlines in front of me, and occasionally firm and melancholy eyes, I feel that I am just dreaming at this time.

Why is the dream so beautiful that people can't bear to wake up?

On this bright day today, I still can only lie in the coffin and be a dead person who cannot move.

The golden sun is not suitable for me, but it is suitable for the living person in front of me.

"You have stayed in this cold villa for too long," I said, "Mu Tian, ​​you should find a chance to go out and do some activities."

Sitting aside, Mu Tian picked up a book and casually flipped through it, saying casually, "I don't need sunlight, it's a superfluous thing for the two of us."

I know why he said that.To be honest, when he said that, my heart was really hot.

But emotion is one thing, reason is another.

Mu Tian, ​​I'm afraid of him.

I'm afraid that he will leave me because of the fading of his feelings for a while, or think that being with a dead person like me is a thing with no future, meaning, value, and more boring.When he wakes up one day, he will suddenly find that he has wasted his youth on a corpse that has no feelings for him.

At that time, with Mu Tian's character, he will leave me without hesitation, even if I try my best to catch him.

I want him to stay by my side with all his heart.forever.

When his life is full of meaning, his feelings for me will also have a deeper precipitation.The more rational he is, the richer his emotions are, the more he cannot leave me.

So he must feel the sunshine.

"Excess things?" I sneered, "That's for me, not for you."

Mu Tian may have understood the meaning of my words in an instant. He closed the book with a "snap", stood up, walked over step by step, and looked down at me, "Zhao Mingze, I told you, the sun is right." Both of us are superfluous, not only for you, but also for me, you don't need it," he shook his head slowly, and furrowed his eyebrows vigorously, "I don't need it either."

"No, you need it," I said, "Mu Tian, ​​you are still alive, you have your ideals and goals in life, you should achieve them. Maybe I am wrong, I should not restrict you, you only need to think of me occasionally , cast your most sincere and deepest feelings to me, and I will be satisfied."

Maybe I'm still too greedy, the most sincere and deepest feelings are already the most difficult part of Mu Tian's feelings.

I fully expected that if he wouldn't agree right away, at least he would think about it.As a result, his eyes locked on me tightly, not knowing what he was thinking at this moment, and then shook his head slightly.

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But sometimes, things are not as he imagined.Many times, things will always change and will not go according to people's expectations.

After a phone call, Mu Tian was called away.

The person who called him away was my mother.

I didn't know what my mother was going to talk to him about, and I wasn't worried.

Since my parents have said that we tacitly allow us to be gay together, they will not object any more.They are all face-saving people, and they will never take back what they say, so I am not worried at all.

The beautiful sunshine should have been shining on a person like Mu Tian, ​​he shouldn't have been hiding in this darkness.

It's a pity that the villa is too dark, even if Mu Tian turns on all the lights in the villa, I still only feel the darkness.

I have to admit that when Mu Tian is not dangling in front of me, my whole life is useless and powerless, and there are only black and white in my life.

Really boring.

I lay helplessly in the coffin, unable to move my body.

As I was thinking wildly, I suddenly heard the ringing of the bell eagerly, and I was overjoyed. Could it be that Mu Tian is back?

Although I said in my heart that I want Mu Tian to get more exposure to the sun and not to hang around me all the time, but reason is one thing and emotion is another.I still have to wait in my heart for Mu Tian to be by my side 24 hours a day.

I was about to get up, but my limbs were not obedient at all, so I had no choice but to lie down on my back.

Mu Tian, ​​Mu Tian, ​​don't blame me, I am powerless.

I was wondering if Mu Tian could agree with me, and felt my apology, but the doorbell sounded more urgent and sharper. In the end, the person who came was probably in a hurry, and went up to knock on the door, and then kicked Door.

Mu Tian, ​​you and I hit it off just now, I'm thinking about you so much in my heart, but you didn't respond at all?

It seems that the relationship between the two of us still needs to be sublimated and improved.

I was depressed to and fro, and suddenly I thought about it, Mu Tian should bring the key, he clearly knows that sometimes I can't stand up at all, even if he knocks on the door, I can't help him open the door at all.

Who is this knocking on the door?

The eager knock on the door revealed his rough and rampant character, and the voice of the person who came also revealed his character.

Sure enough, Luo Kun shouted loudly: "Mu Tian, ​​Mu Tian, ​​are you there? If you are, open the door for me!"

It's him?

If it is his words, the ghost will open the door for you.

No, I'm already a ghost, so I have to add another sentence in my heart: zombies won't open the door for you anyway.

I lay in the coffin with a peaceful mind, and ignored him, and almost fell asleep amidst his yelling.

He yelled loudly for a while, probably because he felt that there was no one inside, so he stopped knocking on the door. I vaguely heard his footsteps gradually leaving.

I let out a long breath.

Let's go, let's go, I don't want to see you, the murderer, and I, the victim, neither of us can see it, and we just live in peace and everything is happy.

But he didn't expect that he came back with heavy footsteps not long after, as if there was something heavy on his body.He stopped in front of the door, and I don't know what he did. I only heard a slight "Kar, Kar" sound, which was very clear in this silent night.

My heart skipped a beat.

He is breaking the door!

Luo Kun clearly knew that Mu Tian was not there, who else would he want to find besides Mu Tian?

I?But maybe I'm not there either, so what's the point of him prying open the door?

Or, is he looking for something?

For example, secrets in my computer?But he obviously already had definite information.

At this moment, the door opened with a sound of "ah".

Luo Kun's gloomy face was revealed little by little.

The heavy footsteps may be precisely because there is an extra bucket in his hand that he doesn't know what it contains.

He put the bucket next to the door, then closed the door hard with a bang, and approached the coffin.

Or rather, come closer to me.

"As expected, you are lying here, unable to move." Luo Kun looked down at me, even if all the lights in the villa were on, it could not make his gloomy blue face normal.

He showed a meaningful smile, "Mu Tian is not here, this is really a good time," his smile froze here, and the coldness in his eyes came out bit by bit, "Zhao Mingze, I said, I will let you Remember me, dare to underestimate me, I will make you all regret it one by one."

"I'll make you regret it, and I'll make Mu Tian regret it too." He said through gritted teeth, "How is he better than me? Isn't he just a face and a head, other than that, what else is worth your attention? He can hook you up without any effort, and you, the young man of a rich family, are willing to die for him. How dare he look down on me!"

"You look down on me, but I can tolerate it, even he looks down on me," Luo Kun roared, "What right does he have to look down on me? Isn't he just a little boy who was raised by you? What right does he have?!"

Well you Luo Kun, I can tolerate you scolding me and you stabbing me to death, but you dare to scold him, you dare to scold him a jerk?You're not even worthy to carry his shoes!

You explode, I explode more than you.

How dare you scold him, how dare you scold him? !

I wanted to jump up and punch him, to wake up this jealous, pin-eyed coward.

Luo Kun, you just deserve a beating.

Luo Kun smiled instead, "I know you want to beat me, but it's a pity..." He bent down slowly, and his movements were so slow that I almost thought that he was almost too old to move slowly.

He slowly stretched out his hand again, and his fingers touched my cheek little by little, as if he was a little cautious, and a little bit of light hidden to the limit appeared in his eyes.

Careful?

How can this word be used on him, how can it be used on his actions?

He finally touched my face with his whole palm, rubbing it little by little, which made me feel my goosebumps rushing out one by one.

"...Unfortunately, you can't even move a single finger now." Luo Kun smiled, but it became even more gloomy, "Zhao Mingze, the thing I don't regret the most in my life is-- "He said word by word, "It is to kill you."

He stood up slowly, like an old man, and then walked step by step to the side of the bucket he had placed before, and lifted it up in one breath.

After that, as if he had changed suddenly, he spilled the contents of the bucket at the fastest speed, in any corner, anywhere, including the machine that was loaded with the secrets of the Zhao Group On the computer where I have diary for so many years, I sprinkled it vigorously and with a "wow".

Only then did I know what was in that bucket.

Because the pungent smell rushed out at this moment, drilling into my nostrils.

It's gasoline!

Luo Kun slowly took out something from his pocket and held it in his hand. He sneered a bit, but it seemed that just a sneer couldn't vent the joy in his heart.

He burst out laughing so loudly that he almost knocked off the roof of the house.

"Zhao Mingze, make you look down on me? Mu Tian, ​​make you look down on me too?" He lit the lighter in his hand, broke it, kept it burning, and then threw him with all his strength. to the wall.

The gasoline there is the place where he spilled the most.

The fire, with a "wow", burned at the fastest speed.

Luo Kun walked up to me, bent down very slowly, and stroked my cheek, "Zhao Mingze, it must be the biggest regret that you didn't find me as your lover back then."

"I like you," he whispered in my ear, "you know what I like about you."

money?Power?

I know you don't like me as a person.

"If I can't get it, no one else can get it, including Mu Tian." He smiled slightly, "Zhao Mingze, you must not know that I don't really hate you the most."

At this moment, the curtains were already ignited by the flames and were immediately swallowed up.