Eros kisses Psyche

Cheng Zhu walked into the house a little numbly, and he couldn't understand how the atmosphere that was okay before could suddenly turn down to the point of no return.

Lele was obviously over-excited before, but now he was just quiet for a while, and immediately couldn't bear it anymore. When Cheng Zhu found him, he was already holding all kinds of sponges in that luxurious toy room The toy was in a deep sleep.

Cheng Zhu sighed, thinking about whether to wake him up to take a bath or continue to sleep, but he didn't wake up at all during the process of carrying his son to the bed, and finally let him continue to sleep.

But I couldn't fall asleep anymore, and I sat there eating the cold meal that I hadn't finished just now, while flipping through the apps that I wasn't familiar with.

In the APP interface, the chat box of "Family" is lonely, only Cheng Zhu and Lele are there.That's wrong, how did Xiao Xu communicate with Lele just now, or did he delete it after he handed over the parental authority to me...

As for avoiding suspicion like this... Cheng Zhu was a little annoyed, he couldn't laugh or cry, he found out to add a contact, and was about to add it again, only to realize that he didn't have his phone number, and had been using WeChat to contact him; so he turned to the watch again At this moment, he was taken aback, because in the empty call list, there were only two records of numbers dialed from the newly bought watch, one belonged to Xiao Xu, and the other... He was also very familiar with it.

Didn't she cancel this number... It's still in use.That's right, I didn't call again after that... Cheng Zhu looked at the green sign on the call log and thought in a daze.Then he realized something: Lele actually remembered the number.He's been meaning to call her...

Cheng Zhu followed with a wry smile: What am I thinking? Isn't that for sure... But I thought that she was not good to this child at that time, she didn't fulfill her mother's responsibility seriously, and she didn't have any intimacy. I feel that after a long time, no matter how hard I try to make up for it, the children will always forget it, and the father and son can start a new life.

He thought about it, finally sighed, slipped his finger, bypassed Xiao Xu's number, added another number to the family group, sent an invitation, and noted "mother" in Lele's contact book Cartoon avatar.

After all this was done, the overly silent living room was like a lump of dusty lead, surrounded by gray mist, and even the breathing was filled with stagnant and dim breath.The man's figure almost blended with the gray and black color.He hadn't had such a quiet and lonely moment for a long time, so he shifted his thoughts, and couldn't help smiling when he thought of the little guy's hair all over his body just now.

It really looks like a stray cat..."Are you going to raise me?" How ambiguous the words are, how painful the blood beads hanging from the heart when the paw is scratched.Is this how I see him?It seems undeniable that I really think he is pitiful and cute no matter whether he is trying his best and shining all over, or he is wet and naked with trembling eyelashes... There seems to be a lot of impurities mixed in that kind of feeling, isn't it? Do you have the same feeling as when you see a kitten on the street who wants to pet its head and scratch its chin?I think it's cute, give him some rewards and food, see how he clings to me, see that it's just a little effort, just a little verbal care, a little illusory warmth, even a little junk food, can make the other party feel attached...

This kind of feeling has been unequal from the beginning.

But when he thought about it, he found it a little funny: he thought that Xiao Xu was desperate in the bathroom last time, so he planned to take the road of "along with the rich" and ask for more money; There are many students who can't refuse the temptation of money and physical transactions.I originally planned to "inflict small punishments" before "adding carrots with a big stick", lest he really have nowhere to go to do the flesh and blood business after the two of them broke their faces, so he can't turn back... But in the end, he planned to give money, The other party suddenly seemed to have no such intentions at all, and turned around and ran away... ran away... gone...

Cheng Zhu couldn't help pinching his forehead.That's fine, maybe I shouldn't go any further... I really didn't think about how I should treat the other party. With my appearance, I can't talk about feelings at all. It's still the same as committing a crime with a child so much younger than me...

Forget it, it’s good to know that I’m afraid, after all, my actions are related to the cause and effect, a bit too much like an evil uncle who wants to support him... I don’t even think about it, as a glorious people’s teacher, how can I have the money and courage to support him others...

Besides, I really need an assistant!Labor and capital are too busy!

Cheng Zhu roared in his heart with a blank face, while calmly taking out a thick stack of material files and drafts from his bag, and then turned on the computer with a desperate heart...

Xu Bu was driving the battery car, his eyes were wet from the night wind.The road in the middle of the night was very empty, and there were not many pedestrians. He suppressed an unspeakable resentment in his chest, and the heaviness of the helmet and the desolation around him made him vent his anger and shout: "Ah——— "

Half of the sound echoed in the streets late at night, and did not attract much attention; the other half bounced inside the helmet, only shaking his head buzzing.

For a moment, he didn't know whether to be angry with Cheng Zhu or himself.

I know, I'm actually a little stray cat... the dirty, hungry, unlovable, unlovable kind... but I'm so hungry that I can't help it, and I want to be like other cats Rolling around like a baby, showing my belly, to beg for food and warm caress and touch; but when the other party raised his palm, I was afraid of the huge power and shadow. At the end of the day, I can only follow my instincts, and turn around and run away with my tail tucked in fear...

He shook his head and laughed mockingly:

The species are different, and I still want to fall in love!

Given such a delay, Xu Budie didn't have the heart to stop by and make two orders for supper, so he went directly to an office building, went up to the tenth floor, and entered a private gallery.At this o'clock, the lights of the units on the same floor have been turned off, but his place is brightly lit, and the furnishings and decorations inside are also very artistic.

A man who looks about 50 years old is painting, his temples are a bit gray, and he is wearing a half-length shirt with a very reformist national style. Compared with Cheng Zhu's style of rolling up his sleeves and holding a cutting machine, It looks like an artist at first glance.After hearing the noise, he turned his head and smiled at him very kindly: "Here we come."

This is also one of the "clients" that Sister Cai introduced to him.But different from others, this one expressed interest in the model after seeing the "advertisement" released by Sister Cai, and after contacting Xu Budie a few times, he generously signed a private model agreement directly.His name is Gan Heyu, and he is also half of Cheng Zhu's colleagues. He is also a member of the Artists Association. He is well-known in the local art circle and has many disciples. This time, he also plans to prepare for the exhibits of the China-Japan-Korea Invitational Exhibition. , so I need a model for my paintings, and I am looking for a pillow when I am dozing off. Cai Yanyan, who has many "friends", posted a picture of this new "model" in her circle of friends, which just meets his requirements. The sophistication, sophistication or greasy taste that stepped into or mixed in this circle too early is incompatible with today's popular young people, as green and attractive as fresh pasture, and it is tenacious.

"Sorry, Mr. Gan, it's a bit late today." Xu Budie said apologetically, and took off his coat naturally.

"It's okay. There are people coming and going here during the day. I'm used to working at night. You wait for a while." Although Gan Heyu was answering his words, his eyes never left his work, and he was very focused; Wang reminded casually, "There are coffee and tea on the table, you can use them as you like, you are welcome."

Xu Bu took a deep breath, looked around at all kinds of exquisite works in the gallery, while moving his body carefully, trying not to disturb each other.It was a little surprising to him that Gan and Yu would find him as a personal model. After all, he was not well-known and was a complete "amateur", while the other party seemed to be well-known in the industry.But when I saw him in person, I was really impressed by his demeanor and demeanor, and he was also very kind, in line with all your imaginations about the image of an artist... as long as it is not Cheng Zhu's.Gan Heyu explained his reasons and requirements in a very approachable manner, because he was looking for "amateurs", but he was not suitable to choose among his own students, because he was too famous, as long as he knew him, many people in the industry would show up to him. Not open; students who are too young have to avoid suspicion.Someone had introduced him to many actors before, and he was not very satisfied. This matter was dragging on until the end of the year. He happened to come across the photo of Xu Budie introduced by Cai Yanyan, and swiped past it in Moments.

"You are very distinctive, with the kind of appearance and temperament that can arouse people's desire to create." Professor Gan commented with a smile, "I just want to meet in person, and it really suits me."

Gan Heyu said that because of various entertainments and academics, he would basically not be able to spare time during the day, so he could only make appointments at night.This is not inconvenient to Xu Budie, on the contrary, he is the most free at night, so he doesn't delay other arrangements.I just complained in my heart: Anyway, I didn't see Cheng Zhu being aroused by me to create... Hope... His face burned, and he almost choked on the cup of hot coffee he just received.

There is an entire wall in Gan and Yu's workshop, which is full of various awards and trophies, which is quite impressive.Xu Budie couldn't help admiring that this accomplished artist at his age was still working hard to prepare exhibits for an exchange exhibition.Think about how Cheng Zhu was reluctant before... Wait, why do I want him!

Xu Budie shook his head, drank the hot coffee in one gulp, and warmed his body.It's already winter, and although it's not to the point where it's bone-chilling, but because I'm almost naked and motionless as a model, my body will soon be covered with shudders.And Gan Heyu wouldn't turn on the air conditioner specifically for him, so he didn't mention it himself, lest others think it was hypocritical.

However, Xiao Xu felt that this point was easy to overcome. Compared with the generous remuneration given, the time that does not interfere with other work, and the scene where there are not many people watching, freezing for a while is really nothing.

After moving his body familiarly, he took off his coat, sweater, and trousers one by one, and peeled off two slender and straight legs from them.The folds of the shirt were piled up under the waist, and he unbuttoned them one by one from top to bottom with some delay, but he didn't want to be exposed to the cold air so quickly, that kind of hesitation made his legs close together unconsciously , the knuckles were torn apart staggeredly, and after a thin layer of chestnut appeared on the exposed skin, there was a light redness on the untanned chest that was slightly tight and tight; the extremely thin and tall, lacking The fat figure is pulling the overly young body, as if there is a kind of youthful restlessness that wants to burst the skin and grow out impatiently.

However, the owner of the body didn't notice it at all. He opened his limbs and sat in the middle of the set according to the same steps as before, where it was covered with white and black feathers.In order to keep warm, he would subconsciously open up his curled up body a little, and then bury it a little deeper.

The phone vibrated suddenly and silently, seeing the name on it startled him a lot, his hand slipped and rolled down his bare calf and waist, and he frantically pulled it out from the pile of feathers.

Looking at the provocative green call sign on it, he hesitated whether to press it.

A piece of feather rose up with his movements and slowly landed on the tip of his nose, which made him sneeze. With a flick of his finger, he accidentally hit the jumping icon; the feather was blown away in mid-air He turned somersaults and spun around triumphantly in front of his eyes, refusing to stop.

His head exploded, and the blood rushed to his cheeks and the tip of his nose. Before he could think about what to say, the strange thing was that there was no human voice coming from the receiver. There was a shallow breathing sound, bringing up a shallow air flow, as if being swept by a feather, it was soft at first, then gradually softened, and then it became itchy little by little.

Xu Budie stretched out his hand to pinch the restless feather, and looked through the furry and many forked pores, the world was covered with a white and gentle outline.

Did I... what I said before was too much?

It seems that every time I rush at him, I will say something that shouldn't be said, and I can't restrain myself, which is really strange.

Should I apologize to him... He doesn't know about apologizing now anyway, but that's my apology.

Otherwise, just like coaxing Lele, just buy a gift and apologize.Father and son have always been the same.

What to buy him... what would he like?To eat, to wear, or to use?

Do you think the things I send are childish?

... Tsk, adults are really troublesome.