Eros kisses Psyche

Xu Budie couldn't imagine that this kind of almost vicious language was spoken from such a gentle and beautiful woman, but it was still aimed at her child; he couldn't help but blurted out: "Is it alright to leave Lele to her?"

"It doesn't matter. She should also go for treatment during this time, and she looks much better than before." Cheng Zhu said.

"...Treatment?" Xu Budie remembered that she had just returned from abroad, "Did you do it abroad?"

"Well, it should be. The more serious postpartum depression later developed into bipolar disorder. There is no way. When you let her take medicine, she said you were going to kill her and smashed everything. She There are relatives in the family who are experts in doing this abroad, and they should have gone there."

"Postpartum depression... I've only heard of it before, but the symptoms seem so serious... Didn't I hear that the child will get better when he grows up?"

"I used to think the same way. At that time, I was busy with work, so I felt that it would be okay to go to kindergarten, but the procrastination became more and more serious, so I had to go to the doctor. Later, I wanted to put down work to make up for it. It's already too late." Cheng Zhu looked out of the glass window, then turned his eyes away again, "Forget it, let's not mention this. Lele hasn't seen her for so long, and I've been in a cold war with me for a long time because of this, I know you It’s better. Anyway, the winter vacation has already started, as long as she doesn’t ask to come back this time, or she doesn’t send it back to me, it’s fine to stay until the Chinese New Year.” He changed his posture and held his stuffed stomach paralyzed , "What about you, what are you going to do next?"

"Me?" Xu Budie was taken aback for a moment, and realized belatedly that since that day, he and Cheng Zhu had rarely seen each other face to face, and stayed at his house under the pretext of taking care of Lele, arranging their food and living, all I'm almost getting used to it... Now that Lele is not here, I don't seem to have any reason to stay there brazenly. Besides, I don't have a job to take care of the children, so I can't fulfill the contract I signed with Cheng Zhu.

He stood there blankly, and Cheng Zhu didn't know how what he said caused such a big reaction, and looked at him suspiciously.Xu Budie was stunned by his stare, and suddenly jumped up: "I...I'm going to the toilet!"

Cheng Zhu was confused: "...??? Have you eaten too much ice cream?"

Xu Budie rushed into the bathroom, turned on the faucet above the sink, and first rubbed his face with cold water.He just remembered that this was the first time they had been alone in a real sense since that day—he felt that he was doomed, there was no cure, and just being stared at by Cheng Zhu like that made his whole body seem abnormal. They started screaming everywhere, and their hearts were about to pop out of their mouths.

Will he find out... huh?So is it because I'm going on a business trip upside down day and night...for fear of embarrassing me?What do you mean by what you said just now... Do you think I'm annoying and want to drive me away or...

——Thoughts and thoughts can be summed up in one word, which is guilty conscience.

Some boundaries change too fast and too blurred in a short period of time, and go back and forth, just like an answer sheet that has been erased and erased many times, becoming rough and precarious, and it is too chaotic to see the proper answer.

The cold water reduced the chaotic anxiety a little. He walked out and saw Cheng Zhu's long legs with no place to rest kicking the corner in front of him, tilting the front legs of the chair, forming a precarious balance.With the mobile phone video in his hand, he watched the recorded section of Lele's clumsy dancing over and over again.

The night street scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is flowing like golden jam, and things are falling down and spinning like icing sugar; Xu Budie walks over slowly, the ground has been slightly covered with white, and the customers who hurried in are wrapped in a cloud. White chill, shaking off them like chocolate chips as they rubbed their hands and stomped their feet.

"……Snowing."

"Yeah." Cheng Zhu also looked up for a while. They sat in the glass curtain wall on the corner of the street and watched the snowflakes gradually turn white the canopy, as if they had become villains in a crystal ball. "By the way, I have a gift for you."

"Gift?"

"Yes, who made you go to the toilet for so long. It almost melted."

Cheng Zhu pushed the leftover cup of ice cream over.Xu Budie's eyes straightened suddenly—this guy used a spoon to roughly scoop up the unfinished portion of ice cream into a clumsy dancing appearance of a fat kid dressed in a little swan, with yellow stream The heart became a silly goose butt and feet, the chocolate sauce became the hair and the little bow tie at the front of the neck, the straw was made into the middle support by him, and the two matching biscuits were folded into the wings on the back, and the bottom Because the ice cream ball was hollowed out, the edge was simply made into a cracked egg.This kind of impromptu work combined with the sweet and soft melting texture of ice cream is really silly, vivid, so cute that people lose their words...

Xu Budie gulped down a mouthful of saliva, couldn't utter a word for a while, and as soon as the answer came back, he frantically took out his mobile phone: "Quick, hurry up, take a picture, it's going to melt, it's going to melt!!"

Cheng Zhu laughed: "It's okay, I'll make another one after melting. It only takes a few minutes. As long as you can eat it."

Some people master skills that are so domineering...unreasonable...and very Versailles...

"You don't understand, this feels different..." Xu Budie had already started shooting 360 degrees with his mobile phone without any dead ends, and whispered in his heart, this is unique...it was made for me.

When he made such a big fuss, everyone around him looked at him. This improved ice cream version 2.0 was too good-looking, instantly attracting the attention of all the young people around him.

"I'll go! Come and see!"

"What is this? Did you do it yourself?"

"No mold? Impossible!"

"Wow, this is so pretty!"

"Can I shoot?"

"I also want to shoot..."

"Do you want to order?"

"How much would it cost to make one for me?"

Immediately, there was a crowd in front of the two of them. I don't know how many videos were aimed at this gift that was originally only given to him and Cheng Zhu. Xu Budie could imagine all kinds of earthy short videos tonight without permission. It will be spread everywhere on the website; Cheng Zhu is still thinking about it in a good voice: "Yes, how much money is suitable—"

"Inappropriate! No order! No second one!" Xu Budie bravely stepped forward to protect his gift, picked up the spoon, scooped out all of "Lele" with one spoonful, and stuffed it into his mouth in one gulp.

"Hey——" Under the angry and regretful eyes of everyone, he swallowed all the cloyingly sweet ice cream, his tongue was numb from the ice, but his heart felt extremely refreshed.

Some people still asked: "Then make a video, let's shoot the video head office, maybe it will become popular—"

"This one is already hot enough, there is no need to be hot anymore." Xiao Xu puffed up his chest, not knowing why he was so proud, he pulled out the chair for him very seriously, and looked at his phone anxiously, "Cheng Professor, I'm sorry to bother you, but the time for the next meeting is coming, and the car is already waiting outside."

"Oh." Cheng Zhu also cooperated with the performance with a serious face, stood up and buttoned his coat button, and wiped his hair, "Sorry, if you don't eat a piece of ice cream here, you can't always find what you want. that state."

... When Xiao Xu opened the door for him, he couldn't help complaining in his heart: Then you must be in a good mood today, after all, I ate the two ice creams.

Cheng Zhu turned his head and asked him, "Is it a Lamborghini, a Bugatti Veyron or a Maybach that picked me up today?"

Xiao Xu rolled his eyes: "It's the latest Nimbus 2000, Mr. President."

The two of them couldn't bear it any longer, and after walking a few steps, they revealed their crooked shapes. They hugged their stomachs and laughed loudly. The suppressed depression that had been lingering before finally disappeared in the cold but refreshing air of the snowy night. Spit out with laughter.Taking a deep breath in the swirling snowflakes and north wind, I only feel the hissing like mint, cooling from the tip of the tongue to the lungs.

Xu Budie patted his Nimbus 2000 eDonkey, inserted the key, and swept away a thin layer of snow from the seat: "Come on, Mr. President, your special car is ready."

"I'm not teaching Hogwarts..."

Cheng Zhu laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten up, the tall man about 1.8 meters straight squatted on the ground, and the two of them seemed to be foolish, laughing non-stop when they looked at each other.Xiao Xu leaned on the car seat, and patted him generously, "Don't be afraid, I'll take you to the famous mountain of autumn."

Cheng Zhu raised his hand suddenly, and an unseemly little snowball flew out of his hand, and bounced straight onto Xu Budie's forehead.

"Oh...?...I'll go!" Xu Budie caught it with a backhand, and half of the snowball that hit his forehead fell into his palm. It was only half the size of an ice cream ball, which made people angry and funny, "... Cheng Zhu, are you bored?!"

Even though he said this, he immediately fought back in a "boring" way. The snow hadn't accumulated yet. The two of them were not so much in a "snowball fight". , whoever moves faster and rubs bigger will deal more damage.

The snow on the nearby cars and flower beds was cleaned by them. The two of them were too tired to pant there, and they had to laugh with energy. To be able to laugh so happily in the snow.

"Now I feel that I can do it again. I even digested the big Lele just now." Xiao Xu's face was full of regret, "Hey, I really can't bear it. It's so beautiful. I should appreciate it for a while. It's just such a bite. I'm done."

"Just buy another ice cream, and I'll make another one for you. As long as you can eat it, you can make as many as you want."

"It's cruel to eat so much Lele..."

"Then do something else. For example, you can be one, and another me."

Xiao Xu suddenly turned his head to look at him, his eyes were bright, and his nose was frozen red, which was where the snowball hit him just now.

"Can I? Can I have a big one?"

Cheng Zhu didn't know why, but couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from turning up: "You really eat..."

"It's delicious! I can even make food and broadcast! As long as you do it, whoever doesn't eat is a puppy!"

"... At least, find a shop that is not so sweet?"

Xiao Xu blinked slyly: "I have a way."

Ten minutes later, they were standing in front of the freezer of a large cheap supermarket in this city. Cheng Zhu was stunned to watch Xiao Xu open the freezer, and almost buried his upper body in it. The sweater was lifted up, revealing a thin and beautiful waist .Before he could appreciate enough of the book, he saw the eyes of the people next to him looking over, and Cheng Zhu reached out his hand in a guilty conscience, and helped him pull down the clothes to cover up.In just a short while, Xu Budie has already carried out the out-of-season big bucket of ice cream box from the bottom.

"What flavor do you like? If the one you want is still in there, I'll go down and get it..."

Cheng Zhu: "..." He looked at the words "one liter" on the package. In his life, he didn't know that ice cream had such a large package, and suddenly felt that he had been fooled, "...Are you sure?"

"This is delicious, not greasy at all, and it's very cheap now out of season..." Xu Budie blinked, holding the milky white box with the flavor of rum on his chest reluctantly, He asked pitifully, "Isn't it so big? Then...then I'll change it to a smaller one?"

Why can't it be big, it must be done, very good.When Cheng Zhu was carrying a heavy shopping bag containing so much ice cream that he had never eaten in his life, he suddenly understood a lot of life philosophies and solved many doubts in life, such as why go to the Beacon Tower for the beauty to smile. It shouldn't be generalized, why are all beauties blamed, maybe it's because of poor IQ?Now I just want to slap my thigh, where is the beacon tower, I will burn ten of them for him!

Another example is when I watched a movie when I was young, and he dismissed it very much at that time, because in the movie a woman stood in front of thousands of troops and asked, "Do you want to know what I'm wearing under this dress?" Thousands of soldiers threw away their helmets and swallowed.At that time, he slapped the table and laughed: Hahahahaha the director is a second stroke, right? !Can this kind of plot be filmed?

just now……

He glanced guiltyly at Xiao Xu next to him, and saw that he bent down to open the lock of the small electric donkey. The collar of the down jacket was tilted to one side, and the collar of the sweater inside was rolled up, revealing a long and slender neck and silhouette. From the clavicle, Adam's apple to the auricle, it looks like a branch of a young tree, with clear blood vessels and meridians, which is especially attractive.

Cheng Zhu turned his head quickly, looked at his nose and nose, and contemptuously spurned himself deep in his heart: It's not like you don't know what you're wearing under your clothes!You've seen it naked!Even a skinny child wants to covet it, what is the difference between you and that beast!

After thinking about it like this, the little restlessness finally disappeared, and the cold wind blows again, and the head that has been drowsy is blown soberly.

Xu Budie didn't notice it at all, put the ice cream baby on the pedal, and then greeted Cheng Zhu: "Let's go, I'll take you."

Cheng Zhu said: "It's snowing and the road is slippery, and it's dangerous to ride a bicycle. It's not far, so let's walk back."

"It's so cold..." Xiao Xu took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that this sentence sounded familiar. That day when they walked home from the hospital, Lele fell asleep, and he said the same thing.Xu Budie turned his head to look at Cheng Zhu, his heart was like ice cream melted by this gentle heat, and suddenly became soft to a mess. "……Thanks."

Cheng Zhu was stunned: "Thank you for what."

"The last time in the public kitchen, when I went later, I found that you had redone all the shelves."

"Why did you mention this all of a sudden.... It's all broken, and we broke it again. It's easy to rebuild it. Repairing one is repairing, it's better to repair all of them."

"I also specially made a hanging horizontal bar for the shelf of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar..."

"Ah, you piled the dishes and seasonings on a shelf in a simple and rough way, it must not be able to bear the load, so that shelf will age so fast.... I made a hanging shelf, so that everyone can easily take it apart Well."

Xiao Xu smiled slightly as he thought about the scenes he saw later.The shelf for the vegetable pots on the ground, the shelf for knives and chopsticks on the table, and the seasoning rack were all redone by Cheng Zhu.I just used the waste of ordinary density boards that have been placed behind the vegetable market for an unknown number of years. According to the aunt in the vegetable market, it only took an afternoon of work, as if anything can be turned into magic in his hands.In order to prevent the protruding part from accidentally cutting your hands, Cheng Zhu ground the protruding parts into the shape of a gecko. It is said that the homonym "avoid disaster" is a very necessary for everyone who uses the kitchen. Auspicious meaning, very happy.

What kind of person is Cheng Zhu?Sometimes you feel that he is careless, he doesn't care too much, and he doesn't understand much; but his sensitivity in some aspects is far better than ordinary people.Is this the artist's intuition?But you see, even if it's about such a trivial matter as riding a bicycle, he can pay attention to it.

Xiao Xu stepped onto the car seat and moved forward, leaving a place for one person behind him. "I'm fine. It's nothing serious, and I'm not made of glass. Besides... I know you're not him."

"Really?" Cheng Zhu looked at him, the snow was getting heavy, they didn't have an umbrella, and their hair and shoulders were all white.

"Yeah, it doesn't matter if it's you." Xiao Xu smiled at him, "The snow is getting heavier and heavier. I didn't feel it just now, but now I feel cold...The road is really hard to go on. I will send you off first." Go home and then..."

Cheng Zhu heaved a sigh of relief, didn't say any more, stretched his long legs, stepped up and sat behind him; their bodies were tightly pressed together, like two people warming up in a snowy night.Xu Budie's car has driven a lot of people, and he used to carry Cheng Zhu, and even drove Lele three people against the regulations; at that time, he didn't think there was anything wrong at all, but now, in such an environment, he had obviously been open and honest, and suddenly he was covered in blood. I feel uncomfortable.

Cheng Zhu's hands were only wrapped around his waist through the heavy material, but it felt like a snake swimming around his waist, making his scalp explode with numbness. "Is that okay?"

Xu Budie nodded almost mechanically.

The encircling force suddenly tightened, like an inescapable iron hoop; his whole body was leaned over and pressed on his back, even the hips of his thighs were tightly wrapped, and the two bodies fit together intimacy.Xu Budie held his breath all of a sudden, his body was hot and shivering at the same time, and his whole body fell into a strange stiffness and confusion.

Cheng Zhu just hugged him from behind, pillowing his snow-soaked shoulders, his voice seemed to melt into the snow: "Don't leave tonight, will you stay with me?"