Sentinel is not good

The boy just came back from the camp next door with Fan Yu, and he is learning how to buy and sell guns and bullets.

The more humans he contacts, the more he learns. Now, he already knows that people's hearts are sinister, and he also knows that human beings cannot be trusted completely.

Wolves are also cunning, but they will not harm their companions in the same pack. If they hurt their companions, they may be expelled by the leader wolf or the second wolf, or even directly killed.

Betrayal is the most intolerable thing for wolves.But the young man saw many betrayals in the human camp.Whether it is gun buyers or gun sellers, including Fan Yu, only half of the ten sentences they say can be heard.

But even so, the young man is still willing to follow Fan Yu to learn how to do business. If he follows the most cunning person, he can learn more skills.

He is only a second wolf now, but when he is 20 years old, no matter in terms of physical strength or size, the boy is sure to become a strong and shrewd wolf.

This year, his height has surpassed that of Fan Yu and Zhang Mu, but the young man knows that he can grow taller again, because every night when he sleeps, his legs hurt.

It is the feeling that the bones are growing and the muscles are being stretched vertically.Song Jian also began to suffer from leg pain recently, and often told himself that the inside of the leg was sore, it was unbearably sore.

The boy knew he could bear it, but he said he couldn't bear it, it was just a puppy's acting like a baby.

Puppies can be small, and they can be coquettish.

Back to their camp, the wolves were still hunting and did not come back.His pack of wolves has grown again, nearly a hundred horses, the young man is confident that this is one of the largest packs of wolves in the desert.

In wild wolves, there are not so many cubs surviving, and his wolves can add new lives every year.

This was all thanks to Song Jian, who took good care of the cub and the wolf. The boy returned with two cans, all of which were pureed vegetables.

After living in the desert for so many years, the boy now realizes that meat is the most common food, and there is a kind of vegetables in the world, which are not found in the desert.

Even this vegetable puree was exchanged by refugees and sentinels.The boy took it, intending to let Song Jian taste it at night.

But as soon as he approached the tent, he only heard Song Jian arguing with others.

"You go, don't stay here!" Song Jian wanted to push the girl away, pushing left and right, "My brother only wants me! We don't want anyone else! I...I'll bite you!"

The girl was frightened, Fan Yu only said that there was a younger brother in the boy's tent, but he didn't say that the younger brother was a little lunatic.

"Who are you?" The boy rushed in when he heard Song Jian's voice, and was startled when he saw a big girl, "Why are you in my tent?"

"I..." The girl was in a dilemma, and a little shy, "Didn't you meet me a few days ago, Fan Yu said you agreed..."

"What did I promise?" The young man was at a loss. He had seen it before, but he didn't promise anything to Fan Yu.

"You!" The girl stomped her foot lightly, "Didn't you accept the meatloaf I made!"

The boy went to pull Song Jian, and Song Jian hid in a corner of the tent, not looking at him when he said anything.The boy looked at the girl again: "I took your cake, you said your family can't finish it, give it to me, so I let the wolf eat it."

The girl's face was very red. In the camp, it meant that when food was collected. "Then do you want me now?"

"No." The boy said directly, he still didn't know how to take care of the girl's heart, "I took the wolf with me, and I took him with me, why do I need someone else? Go away, my pack of wolves will come back later, they will hurt you."

After hearing this, the girl understood most of the time that she might have been deceived by Fan Yu, and the boy had no intention of joining the tent at all.But she really likes this boy with wolves, how many girls in the camp like him, even the leader's daughter secretly saw him.

This iron-clad good body is the guarantee of a good life in the future, not only in good health, but also in handsome appearance.So she was a little reconciled and reluctant: "Think about it again... How about I stay and take care of you and your brother? Let's raise your brother together and live with him."

Song Jian shook Brother Little Wolf's hand hard, and it turned out that brother really took the girl's food. "You...you two, leave me alone, leave me alone, I'll leave tomorrow!"

"Pick it up!" The young man couldn't persuade Song Pick up, turned around and looked at the girl, "Would you like to go?"

The girl also wanted him to change his mind. "Or, I'll stay here first, and we'll talk about whether the tent fits..."

The boy drew the gun from his belt. "If you don't leave, I'll kill you."

Song Jian was stunned.

The girl was also taken aback.

Just as the wolves came back, the girl rushed out of the tent and called them two madmen.

The boy didn't want to kill her, life was precious, he just used the simplest way to drive her away.In the future, she will tell other girls that she has shot at girls, so that there will be no more troubles.Song Jian was still in the corner of the tent, and it seemed that he couldn't be coaxed well.

"She's gone." The boy touched Song Jian's arm, "I drove her away."

"You took her meatloaf and didn't tell me. The two of you will spend your whole life alone. Leave me alone..." Song Jian was angry, and he didn't know how this anger came from. His whole heart was twisted into a ball and it was so uncomfortable. .But he didn't cry, he didn't want to cry, he couldn't be angry with a girl, he was 15 years old, and he had grown up.

"I'm taking her food." The boy put away the blanket on the ground, and put away the gun installed by Song Jian, "but I don't know what that means. They all said that there is a lot left at home, and the food is in the desert. It's not like you don't know how hard it is to find here."

"I don't know." Song Jian rubbed his eyes vigorously, the light and darkness in front of his eyes made him irritated, "I knew she said you took her things, and you didn't tell me...Brother, do you want to throw me away? Throw it away Can I live with other women?"

The boy was in a hurry. "I said, don't throw it away, why can't you remember?"

"I just can't remember, I just can't remember." Song Jian blinked and was about to get anxious, "I can't even see what you look like. If you want to find someone else, you must hide it from me..."

The boy wanted to persuade him again, but he stopped. "I said, I won't throw them away, and I won't collect their food in the future. Now I'm going to light the fire, sit down and don't rub your eyes."

After finishing speaking, the boy really went out. He never understood why Song Jian asked so many questions, and kept asking if he would throw him away since he was a child.In my opinion, after the question is answered, the matter is resolved, and the two of them will no longer be so angry.

But he didn't know that Song Jian always had other thoughts in his little head.

When the bonfire was lit, the sky began to darken.

The boy was going to get the canned food in the tent, but when he opened the curtain, he froze in place.The next second he rushed in and rolled together like a scuffle with Song Jian.

"Give me the knife!" the boy shouted, but he didn't dare to grab it, for fear that the blade would cut Song Jian.

"Brother, don't be afraid, don't be afraid... just one stroke." Although Song Jian couldn't see clearly, he was holding a short knife in his hand and his pants were off, "She said, you will need a woman when you grow up. Cut off your son, and I will be your woman when I grow up."

"Give me the knife!" The young man grabbed Song Jian's knife point when it came out, "You are fucking crazy! When the hell am I going to want a woman!"

Brother cursed, and the dagger that was still in his hand just now was snatched away in an instant, Song Jian looked up with empty eyes, and slowly shed tears. "She said, she said that men need women."

"I don't need it! Even if you become a woman, I don't need it!" The young man fell off Song Jian, his voice was hoarse when he changed his voice.Song Jian lost his knife and lay obediently on the side with a hemp rope tied around his neck.

After a long time, my brother didn't speak anymore, and Song Jian realized that he regretted it. He tugged at his brother, wanting to apologize, but his brother threw him down all at once, and scratched at him like he was angry.

This time, it really hurt, like being scratched by a wolf.

Song Jian's eyesight was poor, and he could only see a black shadow rushing towards him.His eyesight is equivalent to no, which made his life harder than others since he was a child, and his temper was not good.There are many things that no one taught him, he doesn't understand, he can't understand, and he can't see, and he will take it out on himself when he feels uncomfortable.

For a child who can't see clearly, the world is so small, within the scope of his eyesight, if there is no more brother, the sky will collapse.Song Jian didn't know what he wanted from his brother, but he wanted it all.

He wants this person to never leave, and he also wants others to never come to grab him.He wanted his brother to hold him, coax him, touch him, listen to his brother howling like a wolf, and attract all the wild wolves nearby. They howled at the moon together, and Song Jian felt safe instead.

But my brother is like an animal, he will never speak nicely, and he will never know how hurtful the sentence "I don't want you even if you become a woman" just now.

I was honest with Song's injury at once, I didn't dare to scream, I didn't dare to toss, I could bear it if I scratched casually.

"Are you still making trouble?" the young man asked ferociously.More like a threat than a question.

Song Jian quickly shook his head.

"Do you dare to use the knife! Speak!" the boy shouted at him.

"Don't dare, don't dare, brother, don't look for women in the future, okay?" Song Jian hurriedly said, "Please, please."

The young man lost his voice all of a sudden, like turning into a stone, taking root in Song Jian's body and not moving.But his immobility made Song Jian panic.

"Brother?" Song Jian tilted his head to listen, brother seemed to be panting, since Brother Little Wolf started to change his voice, all kinds of unease gradually grew around Song Jian.It turned out that as long as people's voices changed, he would not be able to tell them apart. The familiar boyish voice began to fade away. He was afraid that he would not be able to keep up, and he would not be able to enter the world where his brother grew up and became a man.

"Brother... I was wrong." Song Jian stretched his hand up, from his abdomen to his chest.He sat up, stuck to his brother's body and continued to touch it upwards, with his fingertips across a hard Adam's apple, a pointed chin, slightly sunken cheeks, high brow bones, and a slightly sunken mountain root between the corners of the two eyes.

And thick eyelashes, thick eyebrows.He covered it with his palm, pressed the tip of his tongue, and used his hands and imagination to piece together another boy's face.

The boy closed his eyes, buried his nose in Song Jian's palm, and threw him down again like a wolf.This time he moved the knife and cut Song Jian's abdomen with the knife Song Jian had just taken, on the left side of the navel, just below.

The blood gushed out instantly and formed a thread, Song Jian felt the pain.

"Brother, are you not taking me with you from now on?" Song Jian vaguely sensed that his brother was really angry this time.He was so scared that he didn't even care about the pain.

"No more." The boy's voice was hoarse.

Song Jian's hands trembled. "Why?"

"Because you're so naughty," said the boy, and got up to find iodine.

A red cross appeared on Song Jian's body.

The injury was very painful, and it hurt when the medicine was applied, but Song Jian dared not say it.He got into trouble, and his brother was in a hurry, and he deserved the pain.

After the scratch, he realized how painful it was to have a broken body.I have been spoiled, I have long forgotten this kind of pain method, and I want to cut off the little one so stupidly, it is simply wrong.

At night, Song Jian hadn't eaten yet, and his fingers touched the wound. "Brother, have you vented your anger? If you vent your anger, just talk to me, I won't hold a knife in the future."

The boy looked at the bonfire, and he was really mad today.He tore open the can and ate half of it in one go: "Open your mouth."

"Ah..." Song Jian obediently opened his mouth.

Angry to angry, the boy still fed Song Jian canned food, spoonful after spoonful.Song Jian knew that his brother was difficult to coax, so he sat listlessly and gave him everything to eat.Suddenly the wind picked up, and he smelled a very strange fragrance, which he had never smelled before.

It floated from my brother.

He boldly crawled over, hugged the young man's shoulders, and asked in a begging tone: "Brother, don't be angry with me, I'm blind, I can't see you for the rest of my life, so I'm in a hurry. What's the smell on you? It seems to be ……spicy."

"Crush the flowers of thorns and rub them on your neck." The young man roasted the meat, cut it off and fed it to Song Jian, "Remember this smell and let me use it."

"Why do you recognize you? You won't leave." Song Jian rubbed his eyelids on his brother to please him.

"If one day I die and you smell the smell of a corpse, it will be me. Sprinkle some sand on my face, and then walk away without looking back. There is no need to bury it, let the wolves eat it." Said angrily.

Song Jian was dumbfounded. "I don't die, I don't die. If you don't die, I won't leave. If you die, I will be buried with you as a puppy, woof, woof, woof..."

As soon as he barks, the boy will be out of control. "There is no one to be buried with. The wolf doesn't need it. Eat well."

Having said that, Song Jian was relieved, and asked for food with a bitter face.After eating, he heard the wolves howling again.

"Brother, is there a moon in the sky today?" Song Jian asked close to him, "Are there stars?"

The boy was still angry, raised his head, and smelled of thorns and flowers on his body. "Yes, there are many."

"But I can't see..." Song Jian became frustrated, "Brother, what do stars look like? Describe it to me."

The boy tore open another can, rubbed Song Jian's head, hugged him and sat facing him, letting him sit on top of him.

He looked at Song Jian's useless eyes, and said hoarsely, "The stars are beautiful."

The author has something to say: Picking up after growing up: It's so dangerous, I almost lost my little one!

The little one who grew up: 嘤嘤嘤, crying tears.